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I uninstalled MapleStory since I've been delaying my homework because of it. Today's like what? Friday? And my aim was to finish them this Monday..Yup so I might re-install it when I finish whatever I have to do..

Okay I have to buy ink catridges as well..Have to go out with mummy some day..And..update on my homework..

English - I have 4 passages with me..1 of which was sent by Eugene (thanks a lot..I need passage B..) to aid me in my assignment 2..okay better not type the rest out..I just have to confirm that no one else other than the people in his school has seen the passage before. Lol and I have not edited the other 3 yet..one of them is incredibly long..I wonder why he suggested it. Never mind so anyway in conclusion I have a whole lot of editing to do.

Math - I finished exercise 5.1..I'm going to try doing ex 5.2 and 5.3..supposed to do them anyway..And I found some more Math homework on T.T's website =.= And my com can't load the images so I can't do some of the questions since they contain images -.-

Phy/Chem - Homework on MLG..to complete last year's EOY paper..which means we have to tackle some questions which we haven't seen before since we haven't learnt those topics..which means we have to self-study a bit..reminder: having chem test on bonding in the 2nd week of school..

SS - Okay here comes the crap part..we have to do our notes according to SEQ format (!!) which I have no idea how to go about but based on my interpretation (which might be very different from what she wants), we're supposed to think of a possible SEQ question that might be asked on the chapter and then write the answer out but I'm going to do point form..Yup that's about it. But..easier said than done. Sigh.

Okay guess that's all for homework..God bless, take care & byeee! :D

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Okay halfway doing my SS..

Your Sensitivity Score: 71%

You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you. You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down. But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not.

Are You Extremely Sensitive?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Lol quite true for the stressful part..

You Are 94% Pure

You're so pure ... you make a nun look like a whore! There's a lot of life's dark side left for you to experience... if you want to.

The 100 Question Purity Test

LOOOOOOOL.

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Yay all's well again :D

JY's helping me to do the jumping quest (step 2) thanks!! I was at the top already okay and I fell..-.- Oh yah..a screenshot of pervertic AJW..HAHAHA


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Okay I haven't finished my homework..plus there are extras on MLG..haven't finished editing my passages..sigh. T.T is hilarious la! He's hilarious everywhere he goes can..LOL

Okay JY finished step 2 for me already!! YAY thanks :D

P.S: New love - James Franco XD


YAYNESS.

God bless, smile always, take care & byeeeee! :D

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Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.
For spoiling the outing..

390.

I finally. finally. finally. found a song that I like. As in really like. XD So..changed blogsong! (sidebar) YAYNESS. I got that "I love everyone" feeling again. LOL thats when I know I've found "that" song.

Level 18 in Maple..getting boring. LOL and all my homework assignments are half done..hahaha. I played neopets today, too. XD Life without TV is..boring..I MISS TV..I miss all my ch8 dramas..lol. Nothing much to update..Looking forward to everything life's got to offer. =DDDDDD

show me how much you can smile :D

God bless, take care & byeeee =D

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Didnt post a new entry cause everything here's still relevant. If you get what I mean. XD Been spending most of my time in Maple these days. Gosh..anyway..I FINALLY FOUND PIG BEACH. I was like walking around the 3 way road split for like half an hour? LOL it was really frustrating la. Okay so now I know. The yellow flowers youre supposed to go to the ones which are tall, looks different from the rest and has no butterfly hovering over them. Kay..

Yea so now I'm at Pig Beach. And I'm resting so I'm blogging. =D And listening to my current favourite song..hahaaa..oh ya pig beach (PB) is a big pot-eater (though its a really good training place). I found a way to avoid using too much pots..that is to jump on the nearest rope then cc. Cause when you cc you'll go to some platform without any pigs disturbing you..hahaa and you can sit and rest. =D

Yup and mum was late for PTC..I can do better.. :D YAY Thank God for the results. Hmm and we had to pay $3 for some movie day thing -.- so anyway saw some people..put stuff in locker..and JY'S coming over on the 31st! to help me play my char..hahaa..will be nice if she can pia till level 20..and im looking forward to the outing to escape tomorrow! :D The dearies are gonna have fun! :D

Okay got to go..HP should be full by now..take care, smile always, God bless & byee! :D

P.S: Something lame XD

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Oh yay I leveled on maple already ^^ As for homework..eugene's helping to find articles..thanks ah! :D And I feel sleepy now. Q's helping me to get octopus legs for yet another quest of them (Nella's real popular..lol) okay and I'm resting at swampy land right now. Died thrice today but manage to level. How amazing lol. Q's calling..bye! GOD BLESS :D

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Always look on the bright side of life.. :D

Yay okay..to everyone who reads this..jiayou! for whatever you have to do..cause everyone needs encouragement..hahaaa.

Okay so I'm here cause I want to finish up all my homework today. And I'm starting on English first. Yayyyy~. And SOLH's level 15..YAY! LOL XD And YAY that the June holidays are here! :DDDD

Going for Global Day of Prayer tomorrow..wheeness.
And I'll finish whatever homework I have to on Monday if I haven't by today.
And then there's the PTC Conference on Tuesday which is complusory to attend cause I've no other activity. But never mind. I'm free anyway..LOL plus I have to put stuff in locker..uh huh.
Then on Wednesday..I said that there's an ECP outing right. Sorry..LOL must have been bonkers. I don't want to go to ECP. I wanna go to EscapeThemePark. Lol so anyone wants to go on Wednesday? I forgot to ask Bea and the rest yesterday. Rahs.
I'm free on Thursday and Friday too (currently)..
Don't know if I'm having tuition on Saturday but most probably not cause they are having some overseas exchange thing. So got to make up for the next Saturday. (9th)
Church on Sunday. :D
Monday - Wednesday: 3H Class Chalet! Yay hahaa..not sure if I'm staying overnight..3 days 2 nights..Lol still dont know the day(s) that I'm going.
Okay after that I'm totally free. As for now. Yups.

Oh yah speaking about Bea and the rest..On JY's birthday (10.05) we (amanda, jiayin, bea, saman, Q and i) went out to J8 and I was very late (sorry! =x) ate macs breakfast :DDDDD and then we took neos :DDDDDDDD Someone scan them and send them to me please.. :D Love those neos..haha oh yah then manda and jy had their exam paper so they left after that..=( After that..we went walking around J8 and saman and bea saw something really interesting and we stopped our adventure (to walk in every shop in J8) lol..then we went to Life bookshop :D I could have stayed there forever..hahahaa..then Q had to leave for lan so the 3 of us went to plaza sing and did window shopping..went to times. Yea could have stayed there forever too. XD After that..loads of in betweens and we went back..took the other train..lalalas learnt something new. About trains. XD Played with their phones when coming back..

Oh yah thenthen the day before camp I went to army market for the 1st time in my life..it was quite unexpected and very different from that image I conjured up in my mind whenever Q talked about it..hmm but anyway bought the stuff I needed. On the way back I slept. In the train. On Q's shoulder at first then on JY's. Thanks a lot girls. :D

Hmm andand..I want to thank Saman (forgotten to write this in ther other time) for walking to the MRT with me on the last day of camp. Cause of my migraine. That lasted for 2 days which explains that crap headache I had on rest day. Yup wah talking about it now makes me feel like its coming back.. RAH. Go away..YAYYY. Kay sorry. So..random..2 months and 11 days. That was how long I didn't use this com..wow. Somewhere in between all my electronic devices came down crashing on me.

Kay I think I better go finish my english assignment or I'd never get it done..haha just kidding so take care, God bless, smile always and byeeeeee! =D

P.S: the new addition to the Ong family last November :D

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Okay I feel a lil emo now. Something's wrong..just so wrong. Its like..okay case senario: You close your eyes for a split second..then you open them just to realise that everything. EVRYTHING around you have changed..and you're still there. And you're bewildered.

Does a split second determine the person with the slowest pace? Okay will blog all my crap thoughts now and sort them all later..(i post rubbish on my blog no wonder nobody reads it..ha-ha.)

What happened. What happened. I could continue typing that forever. Saying that perhaps nothing changed at all is such a big lie. Maybe..just maybe..I slowed down and everyone ran ahead. Everyone really needs encouragement..all the time.

SIGH. Did you realise that's a courage in encouragement? What can that mean? Does it mean that when you encourage, you give people the courage to believe in themselves and be who they are?

Nevermind. I'm going to be okay..thanks for everything.

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Okay I cant believe this \myself but I just downloaded MapleStory and I keep dying and its so grrrifying. By the way I found a new activity I could do after school tomorrow - Library. Hahaha so interesting. Okay tree stumps dont hate me I got to do this for a quest. Stop sending me back to Ellinia. -.-

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I finished that quest! wheewhoo and now im fixing blackbull's house. AND I CANT FIND FIREWOOD! do i get it from the tree stumps that have the chopper on their heads? But they are so hard to kill..grrrrrrr. And I lost like 20% exp on them. double grrrrr. STUPID LA. Can I just sell my stuff and buy some firewood? The problem is I dont even know where the shop is. Q isnt answering her phone. I DESPRATELY NEED HELP! LOL.

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Yayness back from school. I felt stony the whole day but am a lot better now..thanks to school. Thank God I went. :D Okay I'm going to be super random. Blah. Sandra's already in the holiday mood. The CPU's really noisy now. No idea what on earth happened.

And yesterday I got a big crap headache.I think I mentioned it already. I think its because um I got an overdose of using the computer (like hey finally I'm using my own com..lol) blah..V and C didn't come today..Really boringgggg. Uh so what did I do..actually I brought my sudoko puzzle book but didnt do it. Instead I play taidi for like the whole day. And I won two rounds. YAY. LOL. Okay la another two rounds but that's because of yc.

Okay so then um we finally got our chem's tys. Andand we did 3 newspaper reflections for SS EARLY IN THE MORNING. And my thinking stamina just wasnt there and I took a really long time sitting there stoning and finally coming out with something related to the article to write about -.-

Oh yea and then we also got back our ss and maths exam question papers..=) oh and msC announced the top 4 scorers for this MYEs. Congrats :D Tomorrow's the last day of school for this term and then its the long-awaited June holidays, whoo! =D I wonder what activities I'm going to have..but I'm already booked for this week. And next week. Hahahaa.

Tomorrow I'm going to school and may be going out after school. Either that or I'm going to chiong all the holiday homework..hehehe..and then there's no tuition this sat. I'm freeeeee. Shall complete any leftover homework..if not you guys can ask me out. LOL. On Sunday back to church (yes! :D) and then to Global Prayer after that..I'm free on Monday again. Hahahaa. Thenthenthen its the PTC Conference on Tuesday of which I'm not sure if I'm going..But basically I'm free. HAHAHA. And I'm going to ECP (FINALLY!) on Wednesday cause my sister is going..Uh yea..Hmm and then there's the 3H class chalet. Yayness and on next next Saturday I'm having tution. Okay blahblahblah. Someone talk to me on WLM!

God bless take care & byeeee :D

SMILEEE!

I so missed blogging! And yay thank God I'm back nowwww. Back from the exams. Back the the camp. Back from loads of things. I have so much to blog about. It has been like 1 month and 10 days since I last blogged. What an achievement for me. LOL.

But anyway my site was down cause of 1 crap acronym. I finally asked the atspace webmaster about it when I went to Q's house on IT Day. So I replaced it with WLM..go figure. But never mind during this SUPER LONG break I learnt a lot of things..For example I can endure 1 month or so without technology (In case you didn't know my TV broke down too and I haven't watched TV in a long long time..and my Samsung broke down on me and I have to use my black & white nokia and then my MP3 went dead and cause my com was dead I couldn't charge it)

Pretty much unfortunate right but if you ask me, I'd say its more of a blessing in disguise..At least it came at the right time (exams period) and I could concentrate on studying..yup. Positive thinking helps. (; Okay so my absolutely wonderful mummy got a new CPU for me and when I came back from camp (more about that later) and bathed I took out the old one and plugged the new one in and switched it on and installed stuff..YAYNESSSSSSSS. :D And guess what..this com operates on PENTIUM D. Oh my I super love mummy. LOL.

Oh yah forgive me if I happen to write rubbish here cause half or at least a quarter of my mind's in sleeping mode. Going to sleep later. Yea so anyway the MYEs are over..results were rather..hmm okay I'm happy with them..at least I did my best. Failed Bio paper 2 cause I was having like a big throbbing headache when doing it so yup..the rest..thank GOD. He's awesome la. :D

Okay camp..In general I wouldn't say its fun (sorry) I prefer camps with class spirits..for the camp only a little more than half of the class went. Totally crap. No cheering no nothing. Loads of individual activities. Okay I like flying fox the most. It was my first (no joke) and it was fast so I liked it. :D I think I interacted more with Iain the most during the camp lol. Oh yah if I didnt have that thing I think I'll enjoy the camp more. Uh lol. For me..abseiling was the worst. I found out that if I'm at a great height and have very very little support I'll be terribly scared and I'd cry. But thank God I finished it. (: (My back still hurts though I think I'm going to the doctor later..might have internal injury OMGOSH. I knocked the rocks thrice -.-)

Okay I guess I'm going to sleep. May update more later..God bless take care and byeeee! P.S: There's a quiz on the sidebar. =)

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Cant upload videos. I need an efficient 3gp converterrrr! and I just might. MIGHT. change the design of this site soon..haha..

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I feel emo now -.-

I feel emo when I see this posting page..hmm in addition to this test-packed week, I'm having an english test tomorrow with Chinese and Amaths.

Walibaba I don't know what to post..sometimes right..i think of what to post during the day but when I come to the actual page I forget everything..someone is busy flirting in MRL..lol. MRL is an interesting place to see stuff happening..

If you just sit there and observe..(;

I MISS MY COMPUTERRRRRRRRRRR!

I don't like using MRL's cause people might peep over your shoulder when you're trying to post and then I'll get really irritated..

Okay I think I'll just forget about trying to find something to blog about..God bless, take care & byeeeeeee. =D

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Countdown to midyears: 20 days. OH-MY-GOSH.

I think oral's included..my goodnessssssss. I haven't finished my english essay -.- by the way my computer hasn't been fixed yet. =(! Hmm a week without blogging..quite a lot happened I guess..

Okay on Good Friday I got 2 cuts on both my feet..lol. I was rushing to church cause I was late =X my left foot carelessly slipped down the kerb of the road when I was trying to cross it..but then I saw a car coming so I quickly pulled back and ta da -- the skin peeled off..okay then in the evening I hurt the right foot -.- yea..lol.

Ate macs with yin and ajw on yesterday morning..saw loads of familiar faces..lol I didn't know so many PHSians would be there..well anyway I had trouble walking cause of both the cuts and I joked that I should have crutches so that the whole class can stay on the first level and not move around all the time..ahah. And I burnt my tongue..it hurt the entire day can..cause I stupidly drank hot milo with a straw -.-

But i'm okay today..the feet and tongue don't hurt anymore =DD oh yah had SS test yesterday..one 13 marks question..I wrote 'encouraging self-reliance' as the most important component..and today's chinese test got postponed to Friday and we're gonna be invigilated by chenlaoshi omgosh..! I don't like tests at the end of the day..plus I have a amaths test on that day as well..I think I'm going to faint..almost did during the 3 periods of amaths today..i felt weak all over; like no oxygen went into my brain or something..

Today's post is boring..having emaths test tomorrow..chem's on thursday..history's next monday..sigh. All the class tests really drain the energy out of me..God please gimme strength to endure all these, thanks =) Okie before I go..visit http://laozhabor.blogspot.com if you're bored and feel like laughing your mouth out (and your teeth too..LOL) So take care, God bless and byeeeee! =)

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Hahaha I'm in the library again and I just had a 笑场 with Victoria (hence the "hahaha" at the start XD) Just read my previous post and realised that its VERY random..LOL. The content in every individual paragraph do not link at all..lol Sandra you're so off-topic.

Okay so anyway..I thought its like 5+ now when its only 4+ -.-''' LOL I didn't intend to stay back today..V asked me loads of time during lessons but I kept saying no and then I came cause I didnt feel like going home alone today..lol, what an irony yea?

Felt really symphatetic for TanBS during Physics today..I'm going to pay attention in his lessons in future..! XD Reallyyyyy. I almost cried when he made his "speech". I DON'T WANT A CHANGE OF TEACHER!! The timetable change is enough please don't make it worse. Omgosh, Sandra you're getting so emo lately. I've been so emo recently I cried when the lead actress weeped in a show..Isn't that so shocking? LOL.

Yay I blogged 2 days in a row..(crapping) and I think I'm going to change the blog song to "超喜欢你” if I can't find "I want something else"..hmm..Okay maybe not..but I really like the rhythm of the song (超喜欢你) but the lyrics are like..I don't want to think about it..its too freaky la..lol so..if I want to forget about that whole matter I shouldn't put it as my blog song right..Okay good decision. (x

Bored lehhhhh. V is going off at 5.30pm only lehhhhhhh. LOL long lehs. I think I'll go sleep after this..and shower when I get home..then do homework..YAY I'M A BIGTIME GOOD GIRL. LOOOOOL. Kay I'll stop all the crapping..God bless, smile alwayssss, (!! :D) take care and byeeeee! ((:

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In mum's office now (cool righttttt. xD) she's letting me use her com and I'm actually using IE7! Woah..okay so I just signed in to wlm (after a billion years) and I found out that my theme in Wordpress is not there..which means my files are goneeeee! BIG SIGH.

I think I should edit the "Sandra" section cause it feels cheesy to me (although I was the one who wrote it, ack.) So yea..I don't want to think about him..its stupid la..Keep having dreams these days and weird ones at that. I can't believe it myself that I actually saw his face in one of them and then I jolted right up and couldn't get back to sleep after that. Sheesh.

Brainnnnnn, get that image of him out of your memory card (whatever) and delete it. Haa. Yay I love God..thanks for being there..((: Oh ya..if anyone of you have "I want something else" by Third Eye Blind..send it to my email kay thanks. =D

Oh yes its april fool's today..haha..received some really lame messages..and I think I smiled at strangers today? Lol..I even smile at flowers, the sky, the moon and what not okay. So its Monday tomorrow..back to school..hmm.

ANDDDD. I didn't go over to dad's on Friday (yayyyyyyyyyyyy) and shirleen didnt go too (double yayyyyyy) and we celebrated my brother's birthday in advance (with dad) at a secret place..seriously I like the place a lot too..(: Went to the toys museum yesterday (brother's birthday) with dad and jw. Saw quite a lot of interesting (VERY OLD) toys..heee. The guy was pretty cute, too bad he's engaged, LOL!

I want to post picturessssss and the video of the cat..My mum's getting the card reader now..quickie! XD
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CRAP, SHE CAN'T FIND IT. OH WEEEELLLLLL. ):

I think that's all I going to update..God bless, take care & byeeee. =)

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Okayyyy in MRL again..here to help HuiMei with her blog song cause the song can't seem to play..lol..

Its Friday again. I really don't want to go to Dad's..super crappy (remember the stinking + crappy mosquitoes?) Hahah..and I have to go for my Amaths tuition tomorrow..and finish up my History, Chem and Amaths worksheets.

Okay and I took a nap of 4 hours yesterday..woke up just in time for dinner (haha) and not long after 399 left..and he didn't fix my com..rahhhhh. But for now I don't really mind..but then in the evening when I really have nothing to do and can only like call people up I really wish that my computer was still working.

My blog song is like really outdated now..I don't have a particular favourite song now..Can't let life be mundane at this point of time, okay at any point of time..lol. Oh yah midyears are coming! 30th april, woahhhh! Gotta piaaaaaa, God bless me. LOL.

Tomorrow's my brother's birthday..9 years old..I pray he'd be more mature (please please please) and stop behaving like he's a 3 year old kid. Alamak, can't think of anything to write now..oh yah the cat thingy. Lalala..cats have been coming to my place O.O and then..gastric pains in school..like just now before I came here..

Okay bah..I wonder when my next post would be..I SUPER MISS BLOGGING =) I got to go..hmm smile always, take care, God bless & byeeeeeeee. =D

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Its english lesson now and he brought us to the com lab ^^ So yup taking this time to post something..hehee..Did some relinking just now and feeling so blah now cause the computer I was supposed to be using is having a faulty keyboard so I shifted to this other side where no one else is here (lonerrrr!) LOL but its fine with me, I don't fancy people hovering over me while I use computers..

Well so its been a week since I posted and chapel was okay..opps shant elaborate on stuff, got to go! He's catching people blogging, God bless, take care & byeeee! :D

Com crasheddddddd

What a drag la. It happened on fateful Monday morning (during the holidays) , after my brother and I hogged the com for hours playing miniclip (lol he got me playing) the night before. Kind of stupid but since the com's so old, maybe its time the hard disk died. OH WELL. R.I.P! LOL. Anyway I'm in the school library now, attempting to do a quick update..so yea the holidays haven't been good but I did manage to finish my homework! =D

Okay so like after we played daddy called me when I was about to sleep at 12.32 (lol i dont know why i remember the time although its been more than a week o_o) and I was super reluctant to take his call but still did in the end (derh, hahaha) and when he told me ah chor (my great-grandfather) was admitted to the hospital, i was like "Again?" and he said to pray and all and I just "mhm" him.

AND THENNNNN. The next morning I found one missed call from my daddy..he called at 10+ in the morning but i didnt think it was important la so yah..then he called again and told me the news. The news that my great-grandfather died. And I "HUH"ed him. Cause it was all too suddden..I didnt know how to react cause i wasnt very close to him (the only memories I had of him were him chiding me) Sigh. He was 96.

When my dad came to pick me up for the funeral he kept repeating how he could live till 100. But yea life is always unexpected isnt it. And I remember one thing that someone's mum (my aunt I think, lol) said.."Its all God's plan, maybe your (my) grandpa will slowly open up his heart and accept Christ because your ah chor was the one that made him not choose not to believe, so maybe its a good thing." And yea I think so..but the sad thing is that ah chor wasn't a Christian (you might have guessed by now)..and that was what I was sad about during the funeral.

The funeral was held in Chai Chee for 5 days continuously. Hundreds of people came and paid their last respects and so on..I stayed with my dad during this period of time so I didnt get to see mummy for a few days (missed her LOADS!). It was very tiring, cause I had to stay there from the morning to like midnight. Very, very exhausting. But thank God Sacha was there to accompany me..but I didnt like staying at my dad's.

Its so dusty (Man, they dont clean up the house, especially man like my dad, sigh) and it was so uncomfortable..i had trouble sleeping..its like sleeping in a cobweb, yucks. And even when my dad turned on the aircon mosquitoes STILL managed to get in and bite ME. =( RAHH and my legs look like crap cause of all the bites and scars they left. Scars cause it was so itchy I had to scratch it..SIGH WHY CANT HE LIVE IN A NORMAL HDB FLAT.

I DONT WANT TO GO THERE ANYMOREEEEEEEE. URGH.

And yes I missed updating my blog..hahaaa..nOL is having a problem, I dont know who deleted my wp-config file. =( I wanted to make a wordpress theme, sigh sigh sigh..

Oh yah enough of all the funeral stuff and all the rants. Shouldnt write too much..lol. Phew okay so yes term 2 has started..rather okay la nothing much except that I still laugh everyday..lol? Monica Cheng and Carl Cheng, go figure if you have nothing better to do, lol. Mr T.T (LOL) hasnt come..sad. No one has been teaching us maths except he gave us homework for practice. Hmmm..term 1 was a rush, i wonder how term 2 would turn out..Im still having that weird feeling..sigh. Skipping a beat.

Sigh have to go to the library to return the overdued-for-1-week books. Opps but beatrice's holding on to one, haha never mind. Here in MRL cause was supposed to be doing the homework that T.T gave but I have not completed it..hahha.

Okay I think I'll go and visit blogs (havent done that in a long, long time) And I promised I'll update the pages of this site when my com is fixed. =) So take care, God bless, smile always and ciaoooooo! XD

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Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing. You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes. And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad. You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.

How Is Your Inner Child?

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Hmm..today. Nothing much. Pretty crappy and draggy throughout. And cried over the phone with dearie and told her loads of stuff. Studd I never told anyone before. Stuff I never intended to tell her. But I still did. And she wasn't surprised. Now that's my dearie. =D

I've got to get my thinking ability back. Don't don't ever tell someone "Don't think so much", at least not to me cause it will actually affect every part of my thinking. -_- BUT REALLY! A lot of people used to tell me that and I really stopped thinking. About everything. Yes, literally everything. I didn't think when I did my work. I didn't think about my situation at that time. I didn't think of anyone..blah you get it. And my grades suffered like crap. Although it picked up in Term 3 last year (THANK GODDD! :D) and my thinking ability for most subjects are okay..I still (rah how come Blogger has the bold and italics button but not the underline? dumb.) have trouble doing maths. Especially surds. Crappy crappy surds.

Rah so anyway we talked a lot about studies (not homework) and yea promised ourselves about some things =D And I understand what Mr Tan taught in Amaths today! :D Sum and product of roots, yay! Alpha and beta, double yay! LOL. Super happy la. I love my dearies~!

Oh yaaaaa, I didn't realise that 'Sandrainbow' has a drain in it until dearie told me! LOOOOOL. Funny crap. Never mind, at least drains have an end, like if you drop into one it isn't fatal unlike a long hollow tube. Now that's the worst..hahaa..Im glad the holidays are coming. Really glad cause I really need a break and a brush. To brush up my marks =D

Okieee I'm being lame. I LOVE..YOU!

I think I'll end here (all good things come to an end, LOL) so take care, smile always, God bless & BYEEEE! =)

I need AMATHS tuition

No joke. I desprately need it. Can you believe most people passed their amaths CT and I failed..badly? Thank God it was the class test marks that got entered into the report slip..but I failed both. Goodnesssss.

SIGHSIGHSIGH. Sometimes going home alone is good..if you don't see anyone you know along the way..hahah. I feel pretty pathetic now. I think doing SS notes can be fun. =D I think I should change my entries font to Verdana. Looks better? Loool..BISHBOM.

Crushing is fun but its tiring. Especially for someone like me. I'm a sicko. My definition of sicko is weird. Lol I'm ultraweird. I talk to myself. I sing to myself. I'm shy? Oh wow sandra is shy. LOL. Yea I guess I am when I'm by myself..I laugh too much. I laugh too loud. I laugh for nothing. I laugh at myself. Yea most of the times if I look at you and laugh I'm actually laughing at myself..cause..I feel retarded. Laughing is good. It "activates" the "feel-good" sense in you.

I'm mad. I laugh a lot when I'm nervous..or shy? To cover up? Lool..yea I know it myself. I'm not a siao char bo..haha..I smile to myself when I see pretty things even when I'm alone. Like flowers on a patch of grass..like when I see people having fun..like when I see people being happy..hmm I'm also very random. Yes I'm weird. I'm unique. I'm the one and only me.

I want to improve my amaths. Need to badly.

God blessss. =)

Finallyyyy.

Okay so atspace's problem has been solved and I'm finally able to post! :D

I'm actually doing library duty now..in charge of Computer Loaning so I get to use the computer! Hahah..anyway thanks to all the dearies and papa during this crappy time..yup I gave up on him. And he probably wont even read this, he probably doesnt even know I've a blog..Well..(:

Hmm..really. Sometimes things occur when you least expect is to happen. Thats how life is, isnt it.

A lot to update actually but nothing comes to my mind now -.- Sigh..I want to finish all my homework and hand in everytime by this week case I want my march holidays to really be holidays.

I failed my Amaths CT..then was super gloomy in biology. And before bio jiayin asked about it and told me to cheer up..haha thanks girl..and ajw too for like patting my shoulder dont know how many times and telling me its okay. LOL.

Oh yah but something in Bio made me laugh..Mrs Choy said something and then suddenly she went like 5 4 3 2 1..Happy NEW YEAR! OMGOSH THAT WAS LAMEEEE. And then she said something else about sweet and sour and then I was like..sweet & sour pork? LOL and then Victoria laughed like crazy..&& one other thing..the vomitting thingy. LOL that was funny cause she vommitted 7 times this morning and Mrs Choy said something about vomitting..hahaah.

Welllll. I gotta JIAYOU. I failed 4 CTs..I need a Amaths tutor. Desprately..Okay bored bored bored. Byeee (oh yah Mdm Maureen gave me chocolates! :D)

GOD BLESS & TAKE CARE!

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This is supposed to be in the previous post but after publishing it together the main page had a 500 Internal Error..-.- so I decided to seperate the post into two parts. I hope this works. & I can't believe I've spent 1 hour (?) trying to fix this.

P.S: ALI BABA & RD. XD

And Victoria says I look like this "cute" squirrel in Over the Hedge. Like looool..this is only the nicer version of it..the un-glam one is..



Lol..I didn't know I look like this..-.-

Picture credits: Here & here. (:

I think..

http://photos.friendster.com/photos/31/10/28120113/548370028l.jpg

YH looks like WuZun in this picture! And if WuZun is a female, he'd probably look like her..haha.

And..I think MZ looks like FeiYuQing when he smiles =x Lol never mind he doesn't read my blog so hahahaaa.

HM didn't reply in MSN..=( but anyway her status is Away so oh well..

Hmm oh yah I handed the SS IT Day worksheet today at 2.45PM =X and the rest of the 3H worksheets have been collected so I'm like so late..

QH came over today.. :D watched tv talked & ate..lol. Anyway girl if youre reading this..let go of the past and press on for the future okay? LOVE YOU! =D

PE was scary today..the shortpark? Whatever that metal ball was called, it was heavy and we actually had to like throw it over our heads? Then when it was my turn I threw it by my left side..LOL but nobody said anything la so..never mind? XD

If we have to "play" with it again next week, I can die..I'm super afraid of the thought that it will drop on my head and then my skull will crack and my brain would show and blodd would come gushing out and I'd faint and blah blah..but I must have faith in God that He'd protect me from harm ^^ yesterday I read Hebrews 11 for QT and this morning Pastor Veronica talked about this same thing..so God must be trying to tell me something..hmmm..

I LOVE WUZUN! :D

I LOVE GOD! :DD LOL

Okay thanks for reading this..GOD BLESS TAKE CARE & BYE! XD

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Added one new wallpaper. =)

WU ZUNNNNN!

GOODNESSSSSS. Quan is so nice to RuiXi..AWWWW!

www.crunchyroll.com
Click on Drama, scroll down and click next until you reach page 16 then find Hanazakari no Kimitachi e..enjoy! :D

Iloveguyswithbigeyes..hohoho. I'm obsessing by myself ._.

Poof!

BPC.net is finally gone..lol when Liz told me that it would be gone in January I quickly switched sites and told everybody that it was going to expire in 1 or 2 weeks time. But I suppose it held out longer than expected..oh well so this means that I have to upload all visitor content unto this site today (if not, soon (:)

Okay I better get to work now.I'm going to polish up all my pages..yay! By the way I slept 13 hours before I woke up this afternoon. Random information, such a pig yea? Lol okie, bye guys! Take care, smile always & God bless! :D

The best of the best

Jazz's eyes were watering, but she could see the pieces of her life coming together, the way the pieces of her art did when she painted. With her art, she had always sensed that her creation had existed somewhere already and she was simply unraveling it, figuring out where the pieces fit onto the canvas.

That's how it felt now. It was as if Somone, a great Creator, had known all along this is where she'd be, at the start of her journey. She was stepping out, believing in an unseen God she did not know, but with the promise that she wouldn't be alone on the journey anymore.

Isn't this so poignant? The last two paragraphs of the book I just finished reading.

God is an artist too. =)

God bless! =D

Opps

I just reached home not long ago and..

I have to:

Take a shower
Study for Physics CT (TOMORROW!)
Study for Amaths test (TOMORROW!)
Do 应用文（=x haven't done it yet)
Do SS (=X =X JanLim is back!)
Do Physics worksheet (rah refraction of light is crap)

I want to:

Watch 花样少年少女 on ChU at 7 later
Watch 凡间新仙人 on Ch8 at 9 later

Few things on my mind:

The "Journey" booklet hasn't arrive yet..
I forgot to hand in my 剪报! (I did bring it today)

Some current wants =x :

New handphone!
Webcam w/ microphone OR <-- this is the better choice. XD Webcam w/o microphone

Okay! So Sandra, organize. =)

The time now is 3.24PM.
I'll give myself time till 3.45 online then I'll bathe till around 4.
Study amaths till 5.
-BREAK-
Continue/ call someone to chat
Continue till 7,
TV!
7-8: Time for Physics
9: TV! :D
10: Recap amaths for half an hour..
10.30: QT,
11: SLEEP! YAYY! =DDDDD

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Okay like finally I can update this blog! :D The past 2 days of visitations really wore me out..so I decided to stay home today andddd study and watch "我要做Model" (which is showing now).

Lalala so a whole lot of things happened in the 2 days..went to church on Sunday and slept during half of the sermon =x But I understood what Pastor Colin was preaching about..((: OH YAH the heels I wore on the first day totally killed my feet. You should see my feet. LOL (okay like who does..haha) Should have bought a bigger size..and the most dreaded thing was that I stood in the train the whole time during my trip to Kembangan..(dad told me to be there after church) and I had to put plasters but they were of little use I still had blisters and all..lol.

Okay I think I'll update more..wanna watch the show, God bless! (:

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OMGOSH! Yea I finished the movie and then I watched “花样少年少女”!
Goodness, when I saw 只对你有感觉's MV, I thought Wu Zhun was real gay but then he was so super dashing & cool in the show and he's like..my goodness!
HIS BLOG
LOL..okay yah I'm slow la..Fahrenheit (wow I actually know how to spell their group name, LOL) is nice! Hahahaa..

Hmm okay I went to the "Singaore Ang Bao River" event yesterday and played that dangerous round thing alone. Can you believe it? Lol papa and jianwei didn't come with me cause we only had 3 tokens left..and I finally decided to take the risk and do it..and I was the first to go up and I found a place and watched people filling up the other places slowly..the music was blasting loudly..not my type of music but I still tapped along a little..haha and then the fun began..I opened my eyes the first round it went then when it slowly lifted up I closed my eyes and slept happily..lol. Well I can't find the photo of it..sigh..anyway, the gravity was really strong..it was difficult in move when you're halfway hanging up in the air..Lol. But anyway it was an experience I'd remember..always. (:
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P.S: BROWN & BLUE IS COOL :D

HI!

Helloooo..hmm I want to thank Jia Yin over here for the encouraging stuff you said (you know what (:) and thanks for saying that's not rubbish. Haha..I LOVE MY DEARIES! :DDDDDDD Yep I know they love me too..lol.

Anyway had reunion dinner at grandma's and was thrilled to see some of my cousins for the first time in this year. Yea I know its February..haha. I taught them the camp stuff..(of course..I had to tell them everything from the start of this year..you know, catching up (:) haha no I didn't tell them everything but I taught them the cheers and everything..lol thats so Sandra. (x

I LOVE EVERYONE..yea everyone I know. (:

P.S: If you find it hard to love someone you loved once, just remember why you first loved the person. (:

HAPPY CNY IN ADVANCE! :D COLLECT LOADS OF ANGBAOS AND DON'T FORGET TO STUDY FOR PHYSICS..HAHAHA (I'm spoiling the mood. LOL!)

Okay till here, God bless, take care & bye! :D

Note to myself: Study physics, amaths, do jianbao and that dumb yingyongwen. =)

Hm

I think a lot. Its weird that everytime I think, my brain would like a typewriter, typing my thoughts out word by word..but I'm not even in front of the computer, not to mention blogging but why.

A typewriter has no brain..so does it mean I'm going brainless too? My maths results are like argh (okay I did pass) BUT IF ITS GONNA BE LIKE THIS IS SEC3, WHAT (opps sorry didnt know I used caps & im lazy to change it so there =x) more in JC or in poly? Crap, Sandra is feeling stressed now. or at least she thinks so.

Sometimes I'm not so sure of myself..like the decisions I make and the things I say don't please everybody..and I have like this big-time mood swings going on in me and make the people around me afraid.. (according to her) and its like..SIGH.

I don't want my brain to become a typewriter! A TYPEWRITER (shucks caps again, sorry) doesn't know how to do maths..maths maths maths. School is starting to drain me out a little..(okay I'm not so sure again).

Is think a lack of self-assurance or self-confidence or both? Sometimes I feel like I don't know how I'm feeling (like now)..its bad. Not knowing yourself is not a good thing..sigh sigh sigh.If I'm going to post this why would people say. Oversensivity is not good..do I give people the impression that I wouldnt blog this way..or think this way..or behave like that? I don't know either..okay I think I have to start discovering myself. Rahh.

Well maybe I know myself. Maybe I'm too tired and thus I'm rubbishing a rubbish post on my blog. I'm really talking rubbish..okay rubbish this.

God bless.

That scar

I've a scar on my left knee because of an incident that happened during the PE period in my primary school..We were playing Captain's ball and someone pushed me accidentally and I fall. I think I cried..haha. Anyway there was a lot of blood and I took like a week to recover but there was a scar..Okay that's random. Haha wanted to post that into my random facts but I think I'll do it when I get home later. (I'm in the school library now, waiting for JY & V who are in their econs class now..and we gonna have PIZZA laterrr! :D)

LOL yup and I submitted yesterday's IT day maths homework..hee. Thanks Sheryl, you know what I mean. XD And yesterday I cried over the phone with Q because I didn't submit my maths and I didn't do my Chinese homework..hmm thinking about it now makes me feel like I was really dumb yesterday..to think I cried just because of that but well yea that's me. =x

Lalala..for the details on yesterday's Bugis trip, go to JY's blog.. :D After that papa took me to northpoint and I got my first shoulder bag (lol its black) and shoes for CNY. Sigh I keep having that deja vu feeling..like everything that's happening now has happened the same way before..is it just me or what. I think I'm the only one who feels this way..Lol I'm weird. =x Okay [puts it nicely] I'm unique. =) LOL.

Sigh. I'm feeling really bored. HM is beside me..haha..I just talked to her. LOOOL! And I just told her what I typed and her facial expression wrote "dotssss!" HAHA okay I'm really er restless..oh yah during chinese I was so sleepy my head kept drooping..the lesson was boring =x but at least I listened and understood. Yay for that, thank God :D oh yah the song was nice..

And I ate cotton candy after school..that was the gift that we could use the coupon RN gave to exchange for..and I took Sheryl's coupon cause I left mine at home..hahaha. Oh by the way I uploaded the fanlistings on this site already =D Click on "Joined" on the navigation bar above if you want to see them..^^

This post is getting longer..and longer..okay I think I'll stop for now..I think I'll sleep. Lol okay God bless take care & byee! :)

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Didnt go for pizza in the end but happy V day anyway :D
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:)

Okay this is dealyed. =x Lol sorry XueMei..anyway went to Sun Plaza to catch a glimpse of Bryan Wong and here's what I took. (: Click on the thumbnails to enlarge them. (Oh by the way he kept moving so it was rather difficult to catch a still shot without turning on the flash, didn't want anyone to look at me like I'm some freak who blinds people with my flash. LOL. And he kept speaking Singlish. =x)





YAY "Happily ever after" started already! Its the new 9pm show on Channel 8 on weekdays. :D Its so cute laa. Haha and I think I'm going to do up this whole site! Meaning I'll put up all the pages by tomorrow..yay tomorrow's IT day! Thank God, going Bugis tomorrow..YAYAYAY.

<3

God bless & take care!

By the way go to Jiayin's blog for details after school. :D

I've decided!

that I want..

this phone!

Picture credit: Sony Ericsson

Although I intended that I wanted Victoria's phone..which has an external camera for me to zi-lian (LOL)..I changed my mind after using Si Jie's phone..Hahaha..Plus she said that there was a blue model so yup.. :D

I love this phone! Does anyone out there know the cost of it? =) Okay I'm going to find Genie's song..take care God bless & byee! (:

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I found the song! ENJOY! :D (I'm going to add this to the sidebar)

歌曲：幸福调味
歌手：卓文萱 专辑：习惯

别要求太多别说没胃口
柴米油盐也有淡淡的美好
少一点冷漠加一点承诺
调出最幸福的味道

oh 你的脸有一点改变
是不是我们太久忘了调味
ohohoh 没多久就被你发现
拍拍头加了一些甜

oh 睁开眼有好多时间
今天星期天别放着发霉
ohohoh 电视节目都忘了加盐
带我走去找点滋味

oh 你和我爱情和生活
有好多功课要做
是否我们僵在原地太久
忘了去感动
别要求太多别说没胃口
柴米油盐也有淡淡的美好
少一点冷漠加一点承诺
调出最幸福的味道

( Bolded words are the parts I like a lot. Haha (: )

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Hahaha..so this morning was quite terrible cause I had a massive stomachache and I stayed in the toilet for like 1 whole hour and mummy kept asking me if I was alright and I told her I can't go to school today lo..like how do you go if you can't even walk properly..lol. The pain was on and off..Like it hurts a lot one moment and feels only a teeny weeny bit the next..then I had diarrhea..and after that I felt so weak I just plopped straight down on my bed and slept soundly for 2 whole hours.

Hmm then woke up at 10.15..and had fainting spells..then asked aunty to buy double cheeseburger for me (lol im a naughty girl) and felt better (Thank God! :D) so I decided to go back to school for the CT. :DD

Hahah then I couldn't wait until 1.30 to leave the house..so I anxiously came out at like 12plus..hahahah. Hmm and I went to the library to return books..and I felt super weird cause err I'm in a mall when everyone's in school? Lol..anyway after that took the train and kept checking my phone if I had any messages but sadly, no. ): (and I only brought my phone today..I'm a good girl..LOL)

Then finally reached school and saw lihuan first and waved..LOL then I saw weiting and told her what happened and she kept laughing..and then I saw kj and said boo and he got a shock and said "where did you come from?" looool! and everyone else I met said almost the same thing too..hahaha! It seems retarded now thinking back..haha..and then I was looking for Qiu Hui when I saw Victoria and practically ran to her..LOL! I WAS ESTATIC! And I told her what happened and she kept saying "Sandra LS-ed!" to everyone -_-! Like crap..and then she told me QiuHui was with Amanda..

Hmm yup blahblahblah we went to the library afterwards and studied Chemistry ^_^ I love the chickenaire! XD and all my dearies were there! SO CRAP HAPPY..Hahahahaa..

(Shucks this part got deleted..Blogger is crappy..will try to recall what I typed..)

After that came the Chemistry CT! :D And there came this old relief teacher who was a tad confused on whether we should use writing paper or not..and show him those 2 words on my paper but he still didnt understand afterstaring at it then I showed him on his paper and then he finally understood..haha like whats the difference between his paper and mine? LOL (I think this might be my longest post this week..cause its..FRIDAY! XD)

And then it ended and I waited for people with QiuHui & HuiMei to go home..so yup that's about all..yay! I think I'll go rest now..so take care, God bless & byee! :D

Exhausted.

That was the only word I could use to describe myself after the Chinese CT. Phew..thank God for all the strength that kept me awake & going. :D

Anyway on tomorrow's scheldue is..CHEMISTRY! I've been slacking since I came back from school. =x Sigh I don't know what to blog about..I'm super tired..and I didn't eat lunch..but after the CT I went to Cheers and bought a "sausage boat"..and yup went back with Victoria, Huimei & Clara. :D

Keep going, I can and I will. =))

God bless! <3

New page added!

Actually I meant to say this on Sunday (cause that was when I did it) but I forgot to put an update here so anyway if you noticed, you can now click on the "Site" button on the navigation bar above..I've added buttons (one of which donated by JIAYIN dearest :D) that you can link this site with..

Will be adding visitor content after the Common Tests which ends on the 2nd of March for me..But I think I won't be putting everything up on that day itself..shall upload bit by bit and by 3rd March everything should be clickable on the navigation bar, yay! :D

Okay so that ends the sitely stuff..and now comes my update on my life! LOL. Hmm so what's been happening..COMMON TESTS (CT) of course! Yah so had emaths & SS CT today..And as usual everyone wrote a lot in SS except for me. ): I hope I didn;t write too little..hmm and my answer for the last question in the emath paper is wrong ›_‹

LOL..oh yah anyway in the end JIAYIN & I didn't shour hooray after school today..we decided to..shout on 23rd february (after the Physics CT!) but there's one more paper for the amaths students..lol anyway never mind la. It will be more meaningful shouting when everything ends. ^^ So yah everyone is welcome to join us on that day! XD Meeting venue at canteen..hahaha..

Yup and I've a date on V. DAY! Wih my dearies of course..haha we'll go to Pizza Hut to celebrate& drink mushroom soup..hahaha! Having my chinese oral this saturday..I hope I won't be sick that day (yea I'm sick -.-)..okay I think I've done enough updating..JIAYOU FOR THE CHINESE CT TOMORROW! :D

God bless, smile always, take care & bye! =)

Common Tests

OH YAH SHUCKS JIAYIN, WE FORGOT TO SHOUT HOORAY AFTER CT! AWWWW. LOL. WE SHOUT TOMORROW OKAY. :D

Oh yah so Common Test day ONE started TODAY. English & History..English was pretty alright. There was only one open-ended comprehension and 12 questions to do so finished quite early..Then I glanced around and saw people writing a lot..? But the questions were only 1 or 2 marks so I didn't write that much..lol.

And for History I wrote only 1 page for all the questions together..and everyone else wrote 2 pages so I was like..uh-oh but I pray that it will be okay..((: Then we got back our maths class test results..I got 60 (15/25). (: I had 2 careless mistakes..aww..lol.

So anyway in Biology QH victoria & I were very high, singing umm our school song using the sound of a cow (moooo..) and then Wen Yi told us to lower our volume (opps sorry =x) we learnt active transport today. Umm then I didn't hear Mr Tan when he told us how to do 9c..and QH just asked me so err I think I'll go find out from her later..

Hmm so tomorrow: SS AND E MATHS, JIAYOU! :DDDDD

Take care, smile always & GOD BLESS! =D

Mr Yong spotted!

in J8 with..guess who..

His girlfriend! WHOOO! LOOOL.

Yah so anyway we (huimei josephine ajw kj qh sj & sh) were rather surprised la..and his girlfriend is not bad-looking too..Hahaha..So yah what were we doing there? Lunch break from studying. LOL..We were studying at the library today and met one weird male librarian who told us to keep quiet a lot of times..

Hmm yup I studied History & SS. =D YAYYYYYY FOR HISTORY :DDDDDDDD

I guess this is all..lol I think I'll do some advertising for my dearies' blogs..

DEARIE QIUHUI cum TRAINER
DEARIE JIAYIN cum BESTLAUGHINGPARTNER
DEARIE VICTORIA cum PORK CHOP (LOL!) [Not very updated but never mind. =)]
DEARIE HUIMEI cum DD

Lol I think that's really all..Haha so take care, smile always & God bless!

P.S: 3 more days to Common Tests! [drama a bit: (GASP!!)] LOOOOL! XD

Update..

Lol okay see jiayin see ah, this is my updateee. =D

Okay had CIP yesterday..and saw a hamster & its babies..a few days old only eh. :D Super thrilled..QH and szehoe took pictures..yea and after that whole thing everything was loads of fun..3H is fun! :D

And..common tests next week. GOSH. Fast yes? English & History on the 6th..Maths & SS on the 7th blahblahblah..wow okay. Mugggg!

Oh one more thing..I'm now a squirrel-roach, squirrel chop, ga zhua ANDDDD cat (mao mi)! LOL. Funny la..do I look like squirrels in general or is it just Over the Hedge's?

=) God bless & take careee!

True Colours

You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness there inside you
Makes you feel so small

But I see your true colours
Shining through
I see your true colours
That's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours
True colours are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
And don't be unhappy, can't remember when
I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I see your true colours
Shining through
I see your true colours
That's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours
True colours are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Ohhhh
I can't remember
When I last saw you laugh
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I see your true colours
Shining through
See your true colours
That's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours, true colours
Are beautiful like a rainbow

I see your true colours shining through
See your true colours
That's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours
Your true colours are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Ohhhhhhh

<3 the new Dove advertisement.

God bless. (:

2nd post of the day

Lol.

So I was starving just now because I didn't had lunch and while I was waiting for food (Door locked, no key) I read the 3rd book and yes I finished it. =) The Man Who Loved Clowns. It was written really well. So well I cried in the middle because of death in the character's family. And partly because I was veryveryvery hungry.

And dearie qiuhui thought I was really sick and I said be prepared to see me in the obituaries tomorrow cause I'll die of hunger. =X Sorry God. Uh and then I was crying reading and talking..Lol and so yea its confirmed. I look like a squirrel. Okay got to go...I'm going to thin my hair. Its so thick now that I've grown it out..GOD BLESS! <3

http://www.amazon.com/gp/reader/078681084X/ref=sib_dp_pt/102-3767628-1885729

Reads

I finished reading 2 out of the 5 books I borrowed yesterday. "I think I'll just curl up and die" and "First Impressions". Both books touched me in a different way & both protrayed the relationships of parents & their children.

First Impressions is actually what Jane Austen wanted to title Pride & Prejudice when she wrote the book but anyway the author is a fan of Jane Austen's books so there are excerpts from that book in this book. I really enjoyed it. From the time the magic began in Alice's life, from her parents right down to her boyfriend Kevin. Its a good book I must say..sheesh I'm writing crap. I sound so formal -.-

Never mind that anyway I've a cramp in my left leg now..[shakes leg] and I have to write up a newspaper article about Shingle Street, really Mr W. loves History A LOT. I'm learning History in English Lessons -.-

I'm so boreddddd. Oh yah if you want to read those books tell me..(:

(That Shingle Street window hanged -_-)

Studied a bit of Physics just now and uh I feel dizzy now..My head feels heavy and groggy..rah what is happening..anyway Victoria says I look like the squirrel in Over the Hedge..I posted the pictures but atspace went mad when I tried to do that so I had to save that post as a draft..I think I'll put in on nolNET. So you can go there and see that post..

And I'm lazy to do a button for this site >.< if any kind soul out there is feeling great and wants to contribute one please put your name and website and the URL of the button you did in the tagboard on the sidebar..(Though I seriously don't think anyone would do one for me..Lol) So anyway if you dont want to tag you can email me at my gmail addreess - sandra1992

That's all. I think I have a really bad headache now. Got to go..God bless take care & byee =/ [forces a smile] =) Lol..<3!

Physics textbook found!

Praise God :D I prayed last night that I would find it somehow, somewhere & the person who found it will find a way to return it to me..andddddd [drumroll]

Today, I remembered someone telling me to look for it in the Lost & Found counter and I went to the GO with dearie Carine and asked if there was one in school and they said it was at the Security Post..and then we had to wait a while because the security guard was talking to Mr Teo..(oh by the way i just realised that the school built a small corner for the security guards..like those the condominum security guards have..how cool (:) and when Mr Teo left I asked if there's a lost and found counter and he said yes and what was I looking for..and I said a physics textbook & guess what he said..he said there are loads of textbooks there! LOL so if you lost your book you can see if its there yea. (:

Then he took out a box and believe it or not, I saw my textbook there! It was at the back and there were a few other textbooks in front of it..LOL gosh I was so relieved I kept thanking God and the guard said "You thank God never thank me ah?" Looooool. So yea I thanked him thrice in total. Hahaaaa. Then I had to fill in a form and I was so excited I didn't fill it in properly..>.<

[Rahhhhhh part of my post got deleted ): Whatever happened to Bloggerrrrr. Anyway I really thank God for that cause I've a Physics test on Monday..and yea..LOVE YOU DADDYINHEAVEN! Okay and I borrowed 5 books from the library..I think I'll end here..God nless take care & byeee (:]

The 350th post

Don't know what to title this post so yea..haha (: Anddddd..I'm not feeling sad/ down anymore. I'm back to normal :D So no need to dedicate posts to me but anyway thanks dearie AYI & KJ for the posts. Lol.

Okay so today we had a chemistry test and I got two questions wrong -.- I wrote test tube instead of beaker and 0 degrees instead of -5 degrees..and there's a Physics test on Monday and a Biology one on Tuesday. Its like all the sciences' tests come at the same time..Haha. Oh yes..My Physics testbook went missing yesterday when I left it at the canteen table yesterday..=( If any of you happen to know/have an extra Physics Testbook with no name..please inform me..Thanks. (:

We also rehearsed for the English drama today after school..and finished early so crapped around in MRL and made a lot of noiseeee. So went home with dearies HuiMei & Victoria. And there was Jian Wei..and played with Victoria's phone in the train..(: I hope its just a crush.

Anyway checked nolNET yesterday but there were no new comments..aww. Lol and the other hostees hadn't added any content..so it was rather disappointing. But anyway Common Test comes before the Internet and my sites. So yes..push it away for now. (:

Okay seriously I don't know what to update already..so take care God bless & byee! =D

Down

The day started going downwards after school..it was the last lesson that made me super down..I still can't forget that scene when everyone clapped..yea maybe they dont mean it but it still made me feel humiliated..yes its not the country's problem but that wasn't written by me. And v and c didn't helped to talk or anything..and i felt so stupid standing there..I was just reading from the paper la..ya maybe I'm too sensitive. My smile disappeared i had no appetite for lunch and ate only one ham&cheese..now i think 2faith was better..am I being hypocritical? finally a bad day in school class and then i miss the old times. but really, who doesn't? I miss my carine. I miss having her around..i miss happy family where everyone supported each other mentally. I miss the good old days the bond & everything..after that I wanted to go home alone but I didn't want to see anyone from school other than my dearies. I wanted jy/hm/v to be around..at least they can cheer me up..and v can apologise or something but no I went home with ac, mz and xm. i couldn't escape seeing anyone from my class..i really didnt feel like seeing anyone. mc suddenly came & talked to mz. sigh. so i listened to some music (ac turned the volume real loud (okay maybe its loud for me only)..i really wished I hadn't seen anyone. Sorry God. I just have to vent this out..=( i wish someone was here for me to hug or even cry on. i really feel like crying now. just now when i came back the door was locked and aunty wasnt at home and i kept calling for waipo but she didn't answer..i called till my my vioce turned sore..then fainnly she came out and said she was talking to her friend in her room and couldnt hear me..okay i know she has a hearing problem..if its the positive sandra talking to me, she said: maybe its not that everything went against you..just forget about them and think positive. but now i dont even want to think positive. i even didnt want to go to school tomorrow. but i guess i would.

There's a chemistry test tomorrow and i have to study for it. I pray that i'd do well =) Yay I smiled. Lol and I laughed. Maybe seeing the tagboard and going over to nolnet would cheer me up a bit more. Okay bye people..sorry for all the small wordings above..God bless & take care! (:

友情的滋润！

不，不是爱情的滋润，是友情的滋润。（：

I love my dearies &darlings :D

Oh yes, school is getting exciting. AHEM! I'm having a "sore throat". Hahahah (; Plus valentine's coming..And so are the common tests. I'm pushing the "making-a-wordpress-layout" goal to after the common tests. YES SANDRA YOU CAN DO IT =D And yea, it would be wonderful if I could understand maths just like how I understand HTML..

Oh yea today I took loads of pictures with Victoria's phone..I think I'll upload them another day..The transferring is taking so long..rahh.

Okay I guess I'll stop here..take care & byee! (:

Retarded retards

Who? Jia Yin & I (The two big retards) =x Okay I'm the more retarded one la x_x
Why? The EVER-FAMOUS Ali Baba song lor. XD
Where? SP, KFC.

Okay this made me smile again. :D

God bless guys! (:

HAHAHA!

I so must blog about this. I promised JiaYin (reading this? (;)

After school, japh weiting victoria jiayin and I were at the MRT (train) station waiting for the train when Victoria saw a girl (anonymous in this case) with a bunch of guys and told me about it but I replied was "She's a guy!".

And that made Jia Yin burst into laughter..and she squatted at the station and finally knelt down in front of the MRT tracks and all of us were like O_O what's she laughing about? Then I squatted down and looked at her and asked her la..then she said the way I answered Victoria was extremely hilarious..just so matter-of-factly like its a well-known thing and everyone should know it (yea everyone should.)

Then she started laughing again! It was infectious, I tell you. I took on with her and laughed uncontrollably too. Lol and then Victoria laughed too. Lol but anyway when the train came the laughter had all subsided..BUT! When we were in the train I started laughing again cause I heard Jia Yin laughing. LOOOOL, now I can't hear her laugh or I'll get into fits of it too. Hahahahaa.

I laughed till my stomach hurt so muchI had to sit on the train floor. LOL the strangers must have had thought that I was mad la. LOL. So anyway we zi-lianed in the train and started taking photos but the first few were all unacceptable and finally the last one made the cut and Jia Yin saved it (remember to send it to me or something =D)

Yup then we went to SP blahblahblah and went to KFC cause the japh and jia yin haven't had their lunch yet. Yup and that was where to "eruption" started all over again. I was thinking about what happened at the MRT when a random thought struck me..when jia yin started saying about immature adults and what if she's already 30 and still kneels on the floor laughing and I imagined her having two kids by then and carrying them one in each hand and then drop to the floor laughing when her babies are crying.

LOL what a funny sight! Okay then jiayin and I laughed like crazy and japhia thought of using jiayin's phone to take a video of us..so I sang that ever-famous-created-by-Sandra Ali Baba song and jiayin erupted and so did I. See I can't hear her laughing. I would die. My stomach is still cramping now from all that laughing. Hahaha.

So anyway japh said she would post it on Youtube with the title "The two retards"..LOL! So yup oh yah and I ate cheese fries there even after my porridge in school. Haha yup then on my walk home I started laughing to myself when I thought about what happened. Everyone whom I walked past were like o.o-ing me. Haha so yea I think I'll stop here.

God bless & take care! Hahahah..XD

So

I added a few more links (3Humility) in that section.
I have Chemistry homework.
There's a Chinese test this Friday.
There's a Chemistry test on the 25th.
CCA Open House is over.
I found my lost clips.
There's PE tomorrow, yay! =D
We're planning to do a drama for English but apparently its been taken but Mr White thinks our idea is good and we may be able to proceed with it. But we have to like write a proposal and hand it in tomorrow? I don't know. Rah.
I think we have English homework and its a group work but no one in the group is really sure of what we have to do. >.<
Leg cramped now.
I can't watch TV cause my brother is watching cartoon VCDs..sigh. I'm really worried for him. He doesn't do his homework and pay attention in class. Why do I have such a brother. GAHHHHHH.
Okay mummy's back from work.
Grandma's telling her how mischevious he was.
Blahblahblah.

I don't like this, okay God bless take care & bye.

Had a fall

...on the stairs. Lol the floor was slippery and I wasn't really concentrating la..but the funny thing is the pain only lasted for a second and then it was replaced by a fuzzy kind of warmth..like its from God..=D Thanks Daddy (: Yea so my butt doesn't hurt already. Haha.

Okay dearie is bored now. Anyway..some dumb thing happened yesterday..my school shoes got stolen! Like, who would want to steal school shoes please. And its new..I just bought it last week..gah. So my mum had to buy it again..hmm and then my second toe hurts but it doesnt really hurt now..I hope it stays this way. (:

And..dearie said she's afraid of my big-time mood swings..lol sorry girl. I'm not mad at you..its just..the dumb mood swings. Hahaha. Oh yah church was great. Pastor Pacer showed us a video..Evangelist Reinherd Bonkye's. I really like his sermon about the blood of Jesus.

"Even if you own a soap factory, you might still be dirty."

Lol yes, you got to apply it, same goes for His blood. Apply it. (: Okay that would be all I guess. So take care, smile always, love ya & God bless! :D

Giving it to Him

Well I had thought of writing a lot of stuff here just now but well, its over so let it go and give it to Daddy in Heaven (: Okay so here's an excerpt on what I wanted to write: Although there were not many books in my schoolbag, it felt so heavy "lugging" it around..it was..like an unexpected burden that was placed on me suddenly.

Okay ya but anyway Daddy doesn't want me to keep my burdens so here You go! =) Yea talk about happy things. Okay so what happened. I laughed a lot yesterday! Till my stomach ached. LOOOL cause of that jacky wu video on youtube. Yea cockroach's antenna broken. (as told by dearie) I just dont like you repeating the past..you made me want to cry. Reall

Haha..yea so "that thing" was with me until the end of my school day..yes we did the chinese skit thing already. Though it wasn't done well, at least we tried ((: Hmm so I was moody after "that thing" happened and I couldn't tell anyone (except God) so anyway I'm fine now. Yay =)

I'm not angry at anyone. Wheeeeee.

Okay till next time, God bless take care & smile always. :)

2nd week of school

Okayy so knew our sciences' teachers yesterday..and during chemistry it was really hilarious cause dearie and I were like pressing the pipette filter to suck the HCl till it went all the way up into it! LOLOLOL. And then I was like afraid to press that side button to release it cause I thought the liquid would splash out on me then Lewis just did it and I was like "Oh it doesn't splash out, phew." Lol okay funny la.

Oh yes..Miss Loo's our SS teacher..whee (: Yah almost forgot..I'm in Mr White's class with DD, MM, JiaYin, Carine & Victoria! YAYYYY! LOL. Nothing much really happened yesterday so lets talk about today..Okay! Received Victoria's (I thought of calling her Tinky Winky, later about that) message early in the morning that she is sick and cannot make it for school so yah, took homework for her.

Hmm lets see..today started out quite alright with Mr White droning on and on about World War II and how the territories changed and everything..then there was an assignment..have to do 3 literal & 3 infrential questions on the passage. Oh and then it was PE! WOAH! We took our height & weight first..grew 1cm and put on weight. Heheh. XD

After that we played line captain's ball! It was really fun, though it was drizzling it didn't put off anyone..plus I perspired. LOL..everytime I caught the ball I screamed. Hahaha hmm so in the end the other group won yea but everyone had a great time la..then went for recess blah blah..In maths Mr Tan gave us a question and Sheryl & I were like pondering over it again and again. Lol I was super happy I solved that question, so much that i screamed. Lol I'm a screaming freak. XD

Okay ya we have maths homework..lalalala. Oh yes. The tinky winky thing..Cause I feel like calling her Victoria all the time is super boring so perhaps its time for a change (; In bio we had to see the cells of an epidermic skin and hydrilla..I like the hydrilla one its so cute, the colours are like maple's. Hahaha..

Okay I think I'm ending here. Its nice reading archives. I just found out I used kekes once (or maybe twice). Lol beautiful menories. Kay, take care, God bless, smile always & bye! :D

Camp!

Yay I'm back from church. Lol but lets talk about camp first..

First day was alright..and only remembered that I forgot to bring my comb when I reached school and then everyone was like "Eh how come your bag so small"..Lol yea then chit chatted with dearie and Victoria..then Victoria said I looked like Dora the Explorer o.o Okay then umm when the bus came the first thing I saw was this man's face on it with his mouth wide opened and then dearie and I put our fists in for fun..

Okay so yea on the bus dearie and I sat together and talked about her random questions and the guys' answers..yea then the bus driver didn't know how to get to the destination so the sengkang/punggol people (sheryl & joey) went to help..and we reached finally..and then saw instructors got settled down blah blah and pitched our tent..

Then loads of cheers in the conference room which looks like the chapel basement to me..Lol..and learnt the "Everybody dance now" clap (My favourite!) :D Yea and Merlion clap macho clap sexy clap silent clap whatever clap..Lol..then well everything went by in a blur..Our instructors were [Art/Ard/Utt?] and Fahan..they were very fun people ((:

Okay I shall try to summarize the rest cause I'm getting naggy. Uh then we had rafting but it failed and everyone got wet..my school shoes got so wet it hadn't even dried yesterday..then we had "rock climbing" but it rained and was cancelled so I didn't do that activity. Then everything went by in a blur..had meals and stuff. The sleeping part was the most uhh..problematic one? Lol cause our (Victoria, dearie, jiayin, DD & me) tent was wet and then the water seeped into our sleeping bags as well and all our butts got wet too..and it was super noisy outside we couldn't sleep till like 3plus..and slept very little..Lol but yea it was alright..

The second day was like bonding day..did a lot of together stuffs that required us to work together so yea met loads of new people in 3H. :D Oh yah..my spectacles broke again so had to move around "blindly" but yup quite okay la. We had loads of activites..I forgot the names..er I failed in one of them..then moehog walk (what's the spelling? mawhawk?) Lol but anyway we did it in 12mins plus..yay for kukus! XD

At first we were called the hodds (Humlity odds) [Our class was splited in the odds and evens] and the evens were kuku malu but then our name was changed so that we would be kuku malu together. Lol, cute huh? (x And I liked our campfire item..though we didn't do the real thing as smoothly as in our rehearsals but well at least we did it ((: oh and the high elements right..I cried when I came down cause don't know..still in shock I think. Funny thing is I didnt cry up there. Lol it was so scary lah. The rope kept shaking like crazy..

Lol yea anyway I love 3H. Hahaha. (:

Okay! Now for church..church was..awesome. I love the P&W..When Pastor Pacer called all of us to go to the altar..I really felt God's presence..And we were singing "Open the floodgates of Heaven let it rain.." And God's presence was so holy I kept shaking and crying there..lol at first it was tears of sadness but then it became tears of joy..Yea God I love You =)) So yup that's about it..

Yay so God bless, take care & byee! =D

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Dadada..

Listening to: 只对你有感觉 by Hebe & 飞轮海

Sigh. I don't know how come I'm feeling this way..Like I'm not a friend or something..I've thought of a new year resolution by the way..

To glorify God in all I do and spend more time with Him.

Its hard but God will help me..I believe this year will be a good one..Oh yah..and this new site..I'll be adding more things along the way. I like reading her blog..yea I do. I feel numb. Lol school's reopening tomorrow I guess it will be nice seeing everyone again..I don't understand why you did that. Ah whatever..Sigh.

The CSS here is plain and very ordinary. Sometimes I wish some people don't read my blog. I mean some people whom I know in real life..cause its like I'm totally different in front of you and in my blog. I'm me in my blog..Okay I'm crapping. I don't want you know everything I do..well. But anyway my blog isn't interesting so I don't have to worry about the rest..I think I'm feeling paranoid thinking that no one ever comes here and read my blog..even close friends don't patronise often..

I feel sick now..no not physically..maybe mentally or something. I feel like I have a split personality..Which Sandra am I now? Can't I just have one personality? How come I don't show my feelings on my face like most people do? I do sometimes but no one really knows unless I tell them..Like people will think I'm okay seeing that I've no expression on my face now..

Sigh...how can i feel happy yet dejected at the same time? I don't get it. How come people care so much about you..even I do yet no one really cares about me..I'm not talking about family..oh well. Sometimes I don't even want to try anymore. Its tiring.

Okay this is a crappy post. Ignore me cause I think I'm just being emotional. God bless & take care =)

Happy new year!

Helloooo & a very happy new year! Yesyes my computer has been repaired! Wheeeee! But its rather slow now...slower than before it was damaged..=( but nevermind..at least nothing has been lost.YAY! Thank God =DD

Hmm so I went to Uncle Peter's house just now..I still can't really believe I'm gonna be 15 this year. I mean I had my 14th birthday not long ago and I'm going to be 15! Woah! I have a lot of photos as said in my previous post..a lot of things happened last year..

Like learning more about myself and God =) And my friends..mmm. Starting BPC.net and now moving on to a new subdomain..learning more about blogskins and stuff well a rather fruitful year I guess. (: And a maid change..well people do come and go. So..I've stayed in my grandma's house for such a long time..Wow. =)

I went to ECP & Kbox with the guys on the 27 or 28 of november..photos anyone? (x If you think the photos are too candid and don't want them here please tag or something to tell me..I'll remove it.



SJ & QH "mending" my puzzle present in ECP..



Si Jie choosing the songs in Kbox



DD & MM!! :D



Them singing..



QH & SH talking..they look hilarious!



SJ



QH and me..I believe that people will begin to look like one another if they are very close to each other..yes? Lol.

I also went to Malaysia, Johor on the 17th of December..I think I'll upload the rest of the photos some other time..The computer is like..lagging -.- Okay till here, God bless and bye!

HELLOOOO!!!!!

YAYYYYY I'm so excited!! I'm using my cousin's computer to update here, whee! XD My computer's hard disk is dead so yea..so sad huh? Okay anyway I have a lot to say. Pictures will be uploaded soon (I hope). (:

Firstly, happy belated birthday to myself! (8th of December) :D I ate pizza on my birthday hohoho and thanks for that party dearies organised! Not forgetting presents and all..OH AND MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! Happy Birthday, Jesus! :D Went for church service yesterday in the morning & it was packed by 9.30AM when the service started at 10! The drama presented was titled God's presents. It was really touching and poignant. (: God's greatest present is really His presence. =)

After that daddy came up from basement and we had Christmas lunch at Admiralty's MRT food court because 768 was way crowded. Lol..LALALALALA. I got a new bag for Christmas (Thanks, mummy!) (: Okay update more later, byeee and God bless! Oh and thanks for all the tags!! :DD

New icon!

HELLO HELLOO! XD

Let's try twit talk.

hArl0ws,,iie aDdEd a niiu iic0n iin de viisit0rr s3ctiion w0rxX,..iishh col0urrs 0f dde wiindd ehhx! wann 2 c? iee t3ll euu arhhx..euu c the siidebarz? cliick onn viisit0r..th3nn euu cliick iic0ns ndnd scr0llie d0wns..th3n can c le n0rrhs! =DDD ^_^ okiie? lurbE euu nehhx! we3t w33t!

Hahaha! Okay that's [~*sanndiies*~] the twit for you. Heheh. XD Okie so just follow her directions and you'll find the new icon I made! =D Its together with a blogskin but the blogskin in uncompleted >.< face="trebuchet ms" color="#993399">[~*sanndiies*~] has something to tell you..

buAiis! aii nii orhh~! ^^

I had a dream...

I wanted to blogged about this first thing when I woke up but checked my email and went to Twitter because it had a smithmag contest and I intended to write something witty but nothing of that came to my mind. Sigh so I randomly clicked on anything in my Favourites list like I always do when I have nothing to do online but just then I remembered about Blogger and my dream so here I am. :)

Okay, I was in my primary school canteen for some unknown reason (why,
dreams are always weird and mysterious aren't they?) in my secondary
school uniform. I was holding a plate of rice in my left hand so I must have
bought it from one of the stalls before my dream started. Lol (I wonder, did my
soul travel to dreamland before my spirit went there? Hahaha) then I walked
around the whole canteen, looking for someone I know to sit with but no one was
there! Then I paced around again hoping to find someone to sit with and I saw Mdm Haq twice walking around too. I tried to avoid her and continued walking and finally saw Hui Qing walking to a table alone! I was so relieved. Lol then I quickened my pace and asked her if I could sit there too and she said yup..and then all of a sudden we were in the swimming pool (in the canteen!) and Hui Qing asked me something but I forgot what I answered..it was in Chinese..she asked me why I continue crying when somebody questioned me..yea something like that. Lol and there was quite a few people in the swimming pool too. The funny thing was we were still in our school uniforms. LOL. Okay there was Ms/Mrs (Last year's PE teacher) and KJ, Josephine, Huiqing and me and one or two other guys..Hahahaaa. And we were all talking, including the teacher, happily like we've known each other for a thousand years. Then suddenly the teacher drowned and her blue kneecaps (O.O) came off (O__O!) But she was still smiling and even laughing. LOOL. Just then someone from the canteen used the loudhailer (spelling?) to say something from afar so I didn't hear it very clearly and then I woke up.

Hhahah and I was struggling when I woke up! Isn't that funny. I don't know why but I keep having dreams these few days. Past dreams that I dreamt the last few days (that I can remember) included the birthday and fruits one in which I was vomitting when I woke up. -.-

Lol okay till here, take care, smile always & God bless! =D

Requests for layouts / misc.

1. Butterfleric's buttons
2. MNKSS Clazziquai layout for Eugene
3. New layout for Cutecute
4. Colours of the wind layout for Qiu Hui

I think I forgot some requests. =x

What should I blog about? I have to shut down this computer at 5, I'm going to cut my hair later =D I want Cynthia Koh's hairstyle. She's the one acting as Shuang Xi in "House of Joy" 快乐满屋 at 9pm on Channel 8.




Yup that's all. =)

God bless, take care & byeee!

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I got the haircut already! :D Yayyyy I love the hairstyle. Hahaha. And hair's a lot thinner, wheee! XD

Oh yah. Butterfleric's buttons are done so they are crossed off the list! =D
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New blogskin!

Hello hello! :D

I submitted a blogskin a few days back. Hee, after going on the silent hiatus for so long. Lol. Click here to preview it. Its a Christian blogskin and its best viewed in IE. =X

Okay that's all. Oh yes we are finishing the chinese project soon! 70% done. Hohoho. Oh yes. There's english and SS homework on MLG. And I left a bit of the Chem homework. YAY!

LALALALA. Smile, take care & God bless!