💌

Been unwell even before V day and have been staying home these days cause I lost my voice haha

 
But that gave me a chance to try smth new! Hehe turned my handwriting into a font and I'm so so happy w how it turned out!

During the process of trying to figure out how to do it, I came across a vid about selling fonts and decided, why not! Alr spent so much effort on it so might as well haha

Introducing..

The Love Letters (Letters in the alphabet and letters as in 💌)

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So yes my shop is up!! Hehe took a lot of time to perfect it and I'd be so thrilled if anyone buys my font! Heh

Sidenote, isn't it amazing how side creative projects take our minds off things we don't wanna think about? Heh. Love indulging my creative side..be it through dancing, writing, remixing music or creating content. Thank You God for hobbies I enjoy 😌

Okay lemme just get my thoughts out.

Today someone texted in the chat and he replied. Nice long reply. And honestly I was a bit annoyed cause in our last convo, he blueticked me. Way to be bias huh.

Been having a headache since the afternoon and I didn't respond to the chat but I doubt anyone would notice or bother to ask. Much less him.

Wish I didn't care about his response. Or lack thereof.

But I can't get what I heard out of my mind. Why did God say it, only for things to turn out like this?

I've tried and tried. But forget it. I don't wanna earn his approval. Tiring to. For others it's so easy to. But for me, somehow it never seems enough.

I doubt he'd read this. Like I said, he doesn't care.

Maybe part of me feels like..he considers the person he replied a friend but not me? The one who was there for so long? I don't get it. I really don't.

Honestly, isn't it basic courtesy to reply DMs before group chats? So that no one's feelings would be dismissed/ hurt?

How difficult is it to do that? And yet, some people never seem to learn.

What do you want me to say or think about this God? I'm sick of being someone that people treat less well. 

for the rest of my life, I want the rest of my life

该放就放

再想也没有用

傻傻等待

他也不会。。

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今夜的风有点奇怪
吹不散乌云的期待
就像正在等待的我
My babe oh

早班的飞机还不来
何时能降落在我的怀中
夹杂的是哪一种脆弱

每当世界不讲道理
每当天气还没有放晴。。

God it's so hard to keep my eyes up. Things don't make sense. I don't know how long more I can wait..😢

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And that's the way it is

Really? I think I should give up tho. It's been way too long.

Why am I now not content w just having You? 😞

You want someone who is always doing smth for God. I just wanna enjoy God all the time; not be preoccupied w the doing. 🙂

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31 May. Been sick for a week and imylc.