This world is a great sculptor's shop. We are the statues and there is rumour going round the shop that some of us are some day going to come to life. =D - C.S. Lewis

Friday, March 30, 2007

379.

Okayyyy in MRL again..here to help HuiMei with her blog song cause the song can't seem to play..lol..

Its Friday again. I really don't want to go to Dad's..super crappy (remember the stinking + crappy mosquitoes?) Hahah..and I have to go for my Amaths tuition tomorrow..and finish up my History, Chem and Amaths worksheets.

Okay and I took a nap of 4 hours yesterday..woke up just in time for dinner (haha) and not long after 399 left..and he didn't fix my com..rahhhhh. But for now I don't really mind..but then in the evening when I really have nothing to do and can only like call people up I really wish that my computer was still working.

My blog song is like really outdated now..I don't have a particular favourite song now..Can't let life be mundane at this point of time, okay at any point of time..lol. Oh yah midyears are coming! 30th april, woahhhh! Gotta piaaaaaa, God bless me. LOL.

Tomorrow's my brother's birthday..9 years old..I pray he'd be more mature (please please please) and stop behaving like he's a 3 year old kid. Alamak, can't think of anything to write now..oh yah the cat thingy. Lalala..cats have been coming to my place O.O and then..gastric pains in school..like just now before I came here..

Okay bah..I wonder when my next post would be..I SUPER MISS BLOGGING =) I got to go..hmm smile always, take care, God bless & byeeeeeeee. =D

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

378.

Its english lesson now and he brought us to the com lab ^^ So yup taking this time to post something..hehee..Did some relinking just now and feeling so blah now cause the computer I was supposed to be using is having a faulty keyboard so I shifted to this other side where no one else is here (lonerrrr!) LOL but its fine with me, I don't fancy people hovering over me while I use computers..

Well so its been a week since I posted and chapel was okay..opps shant elaborate on stuff, got to go! He's catching people blogging, God bless, take care & byeeee! :D

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Com crasheddddddd

What a drag la. It happened on fateful Monday morning (during the holidays) , after my brother and I hogged the com for hours playing miniclip (lol he got me playing) the night before. Kind of stupid but since the com's so old, maybe its time the hard disk died. OH WELL. R.I.P! LOL. Anyway I'm in the school library now, attempting to do a quick update..so yea the holidays haven't been good but I did manage to finish my homework! =D

Okay so like after we played daddy called me when I was about to sleep at 12.32 (lol i dont know why i remember the time although its been more than a week o_o) and I was super reluctant to take his call but still did in the end (derh, hahaha) and when he told me ah chor (my great-grandfather) was admitted to the hospital, i was like "Again?" and he said to pray and all and I just "mhm" him.

AND THENNNNN. The next morning I found one missed call from my daddy..he called at 10+ in the morning but i didnt think it was important la so yah..then he called again and told me the news. The news that my great-grandfather died. And I "HUH"ed him. Cause it was all too suddden..I didnt know how to react cause i wasnt very close to him (the only memories I had of him were him chiding me) Sigh. He was 96.

When my dad came to pick me up for the funeral he kept repeating how he could live till 100. But yea life is always unexpected isnt it. And I remember one thing that someone's mum (my aunt I think, lol) said.."Its all God's plan, maybe your (my) grandpa will slowly open up his heart and accept Christ because your ah chor was the one that made him not choose not to believe, so maybe its a good thing." And yea I think so..but the sad thing is that ah chor wasn't a Christian (you might have guessed by now)..and that was what I was sad about during the funeral.

The funeral was held in Chai Chee for 5 days continuously. Hundreds of people came and paid their last respects and so on..I stayed with my dad during this period of time so I didnt get to see mummy for a few days (missed her LOADS!). It was very tiring, cause I had to stay there from the morning to like midnight. Very, very exhausting. But thank God Sacha was there to accompany me..but I didnt like staying at my dad's.

Its so dusty (Man, they dont clean up the house, especially man like my dad, sigh) and it was so uncomfortable..i had trouble sleeping..its like sleeping in a cobweb, yucks. And even when my dad turned on the aircon mosquitoes STILL managed to get in and bite ME. =( RAHH and my legs look like crap cause of all the bites and scars they left. Scars cause it was so itchy I had to scratch it..SIGH WHY CANT HE LIVE IN A NORMAL HDB FLAT.

I DONT WANT TO GO THERE ANYMOREEEEEEEE. URGH.

And yes I missed updating my blog..hahaaa..nOL is having a problem, I dont know who deleted my wp-config file. =( I wanted to make a wordpress theme, sigh sigh sigh..

Oh yah enough of all the funeral stuff and all the rants. Shouldnt write too much..lol. Phew okay so yes term 2 has started..rather okay la nothing much except that I still laugh everyday..lol? Monica Cheng and Carl Cheng, go figure if you have nothing better to do, lol. Mr T.T (LOL) hasnt come..sad. No one has been teaching us maths except he gave us homework for practice. Hmmm..term 1 was a rush, i wonder how term 2 would turn out..Im still having that weird feeling..sigh. Skipping a beat.

Sigh have to go to the library to return the overdued-for-1-week books. Opps but beatrice's holding on to one, haha never mind. Here in MRL cause was supposed to be doing the homework that T.T gave but I have not completed it..hahha.

Okay I think I'll go and visit blogs (havent done that in a long, long time) And I promised I'll update the pages of this site when my com is fixed. =) So take care, God bless, smile always and ciaoooooo! XD

Saturday, March 10, 2007

[Laughs]

Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing.
You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes.
And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad.
You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

357.

Hmm..today. Nothing much. Pretty crappy and draggy throughout. And cried over the phone with dearie and told her loads of stuff. Studd I never told anyone before. Stuff I never intended to tell her. But I still did. And she wasn't surprised. Now that's my dearie. =D

I've got to get my thinking ability back. Don't don't ever tell someone "Don't think so much", at least not to me cause it will actually affect every part of my thinking. -_- BUT REALLY! A lot of people used to tell me that and I really stopped thinking. About everything. Yes, literally everything. I didn't think when I did my work. I didn't think about my situation at that time. I didn't think of anyone..blah you get it. And my grades suffered like crap. Although it picked up in Term 3 last year (THANK GODDD! :D) and my thinking ability for most subjects are okay..I still (rah how come Blogger has the bold and italics button but not the underline? dumb.) have trouble doing maths. Especially surds. Crappy crappy surds.

Rah so anyway we talked a lot about studies (not homework) and yea promised ourselves about some things =D And I understand what Mr Tan taught in Amaths today! :D Sum and product of roots, yay! Alpha and beta, double yay! LOL. Super happy la. I love my dearies~!

Oh yaaaaa, I didn't realise that 'Sandrainbow' has a drain in it until dearie told me! LOOOOOL. Funny crap. Never mind, at least drains have an end, like if you drop into one it isn't fatal unlike a long hollow tube. Now that's the worst..hahaa..Im glad the holidays are coming. Really glad cause I really need a break and a brush. To brush up my marks =D

Okieee I'm being lame. I LOVE..YOU!

I think I'll end here (all good things come to an end, LOL) so take care, smile always, God bless & BYEEEE! =)

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

I need AMATHS tuition

No joke. I desprately need it. Can you believe most people passed their amaths CT and I failed..badly? Thank God it was the class test marks that got entered into the report slip..but I failed both. Goodnesssss.

SIGHSIGHSIGH. Sometimes going home alone is good..if you don't see anyone you know along the way..hahah. I feel pretty pathetic now. I think doing SS notes can be fun. =D I think I should change my entries font to Verdana. Looks better? Loool..BISHBOM.

Crushing is fun but its tiring. Especially for someone like me. I'm a sicko. My definition of sicko is weird. Lol I'm ultraweird. I talk to myself. I sing to myself. I'm shy? Oh wow sandra is shy. LOL. Yea I guess I am when I'm by myself..I laugh too much. I laugh too loud. I laugh for nothing. I laugh at myself. Yea most of the times if I look at you and laugh I'm actually laughing at myself..cause..I feel retarded. Laughing is good. It "activates" the "feel-good" sense in you.

I'm mad. I laugh a lot when I'm nervous..or shy? To cover up? Lool..yea I know it myself. I'm not a siao char bo..haha..I smile to myself when I see pretty things even when I'm alone. Like flowers on a patch of grass..like when I see people having fun..like when I see people being happy..hmm I'm also very random. Yes I'm weird. I'm unique. I'm the one and only me.

I want to improve my amaths. Need to badly.

God blessss. =)

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Finallyyyy.

Okay so atspace's problem has been solved and I'm finally able to post! :D

I'm actually doing library duty now..in charge of Computer Loaning so I get to use the computer! Hahah..anyway thanks to all the dearies and papa during this crappy time..yup I gave up on him. And he probably wont even read this, he probably doesnt even know I've a blog..Well..(:

Hmm..really. Sometimes things occur when you least expect is to happen. Thats how life is, isnt it.

A lot to update actually but nothing comes to my mind now -.- Sigh..I want to finish all my homework and hand in everytime by this week case I want my march holidays to really be holidays.

I failed my Amaths CT..then was super gloomy in biology. And before bio jiayin asked about it and told me to cheer up..haha thanks girl..and ajw too for like patting my shoulder dont know how many times and telling me its okay. LOL.

Oh yah but something in Bio made me laugh..Mrs Choy said something and then suddenly she went like 5 4 3 2 1..Happy NEW YEAR! OMGOSH THAT WAS LAMEEEE. And then she said something else about sweet and sour and then I was like..sweet & sour pork? LOL and then Victoria laughed like crazy..&& one other thing..the vomitting thingy. LOL that was funny cause she vommitted 7 times this morning and Mrs Choy said something about vomitting..hahaah.

Welllll. I gotta JIAYOU. I failed 4 CTs..I need a Amaths tutor. Desprately..Okay bored bored bored. Byeee (oh yah Mdm Maureen gave me chocolates! :D)

GOD BLESS & TAKE CARE!