Dadada..

Listening to: 只对你有感觉 by Hebe & 飞轮海

Sigh. I don't know how come I'm feeling this way..Like I'm not a friend or something..I've thought of a new year resolution by the way..

To glorify God in all I do and spend more time with Him.

Its hard but God will help me..I believe this year will be a good one..Oh yah..and this new site..I'll be adding more things along the way. I like reading her blog..yea I do. I feel numb. Lol school's reopening tomorrow I guess it will be nice seeing everyone again..I don't understand why you did that. Ah whatever..Sigh.

The CSS here is plain and very ordinary. Sometimes I wish some people don't read my blog. I mean some people whom I know in real life..cause its like I'm totally different in front of you and in my blog. I'm me in my blog..Okay I'm crapping. I don't want you know everything I do..well. But anyway my blog isn't interesting so I don't have to worry about the rest..I think I'm feeling paranoid thinking that no one ever comes here and read my blog..even close friends don't patronise often..

I feel sick now..no not physically..maybe mentally or something. I feel like I have a split personality..Which Sandra am I now? Can't I just have one personality? How come I don't show my feelings on my face like most people do? I do sometimes but no one really knows unless I tell them..Like people will think I'm okay seeing that I've no expression on my face now..

Sigh...how can i feel happy yet dejected at the same time? I don't get it. How come people care so much about you..even I do yet no one really cares about me..I'm not talking about family..oh well. Sometimes I don't even want to try anymore. Its tiring.

Okay this is a crappy post. Ignore me cause I think I'm just being emotional. God bless & take care =)