Thank You!

I'm drowned..drowned in Your love..God, thank You for everything that happened so far this week..tomorrow's gonna be awesome. Cause I'm going to Your House again! =D

Monday - 1st day of school. "I'm a J2!" Haha wow yay! :D Survived the whole day w/o sleeping the night before with God's strength. Yea you didn't read that sentence wrongly. Plus there was afternoon PE. Which means I had to run. Haha and the school day ended at 4.15..don't remember what time I reached home..had to study for the chem test though I was tired..haha thank God for the sustainment! GOD IS AWESOME! =D Oh yea met the new GP and Economics tutors..MrH, our new econs tutor, said he has been in the teaching profession for decades! Wowwww..I admire his passion for teaching..but I'm not intending to teach for so long..ahaha that's another topic so..let's get on to what happened on Tuesday! :)

Tuesday - Note to self: There's only P2O3, no P(OH)5. Hahaha. Oh MsL ended Mass Civics with a video of a bird in a box..it was cool! Haha =D

Wednesday - Morning PE, Open House 2010. Think it was close to 6 when I reached home..Was really tired hahaa..kind of danced to whatever music I heard during the event to keep myself awake haha! :)

Thursday - Met my new Chemistry tutor..XP said she really looks her her aunt..hahaa :) Oh during GP lecture..haha tres interesting! Philosophy..mhmm and yes that teacher is charismatic haha :D Thank God school ended early! =D=D Had lunch in school and set off to AMK hub with SJ, XP & MY to get my ears pierced! Haha oh the unforgettable moment. I didn't include this in my previous entry so I'm going to say it here..haha as MY put it rather amusingly, "You'll never forget this birthday present cause we gave you 2 holes on your earlobes" LOL!!

Friday - Haha very few actually asked about the ear studs! :)

Saturday - Today! =D Had CCA meeting at 9 in school..hmm there are a lot of things to be done! Haha and after that we sat through a talk conducted by the President of NPSS..Whooooo the photos..they were amazing..but the tools you need to capture such sharpness in your subjects..sigh the price is really the deterrent! Maybe if my future husband is rich enough I'll be able to buy all those lenses, filters etc etc hahaa yea just to capture the beauty of God's creation..again I say, amazing! :D:D Had snacks afterwards, thanks to MsG! =D

Hmm came back, played with Shirleen, listened to disc 1 of the "Light the way" CDs! Yay! Finally found time to listen to the songs :D:D Then Mummy, Shirleen and I went out for CNY shopping..but Shirleen wasn't at her best behaviour (she was tired) so no one was in the mood for shopping..haha never mind only my clothes haven't been bought..oh and Mummy passed me the pins she bought! YAY no more "only-pin-on-one-side"! Not the kind I wanted haha but never mind I'll use them anyway =D Oh although I didn't buy anything, I did borrow a book which I've finished reading..you can check it out if you like! "When Stars Fall" by "Lissa Johnson". =D I loved reading it! And now here I am typing..and listening to disc 2 of the concert CDs! =D I just found out that the videos are available on Youtube (http://www.youtube.com/user/ronytanlightev) Cool right! :D

Okay that's all..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D

=OO

I. GOT. MY. EARS. PIERCED. TODAY.

=OOOOOOOOOOOO Hahaha its a belated birthday present from MY, XP and Dionne..thank you girls! =D I'm typing really slowly now cause this flexible keyboard isn't very responsive rahhh but anyway..thank you for the other earrings too! =D I'm going to wear my current one for 3 months cause MY said I can't wear them anymore after I remove them..so yea =D

Anddd thank you to SJ for lending your hand =D=D And thank God! Didn't scream and the procedure was rather fast..haha thanks to the girl's swift hands! =D Okay so how was it like? For me, it felt more painful than an ant's bite..and more painful than an injection..Haha but well..it's a once in a lifetime experience!! =D And thank God the pain was bearable :D

Oh and I wanted to thank MY here the day she gave me 3 items but before I could publish my entry, my com hanged and refused to work afterwards..but never mind I've someone else to thank too so I can thank them here together today! =D Yup thanks to MY for the scarf, keychain and coupon! Most number of presents I ever received on the first day of school! Hahaha and to Dionne for that shoe key chain =D And to Angie for passing that Light the Way CD to me! Hahaha yay finally got hand of it! Wheeeeee I'm blessed :DD

Yea that's all..Might post photos up here so keep a lookout for them! =D Till then, God bless, take care and byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D

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It was..really red..hahhaa..I'm still in the midst of getting used to two pieces of metal on my earlobes..have to be more gentle when I brush my hair out of my face or I'll end up pulling the ear stud which is..painfuuuuul. Hahahaa

Okay that's all! :D

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Wow

Hello there. I don't think I can download the song I want anywhere..oh well at least I can listen to it online :)

Today's the first day of school for me! I'm a J2 now =OOOOO Haha no I'm not going to feel old =D Though it did make me feel that way when it first hit me..haha okay more on that later! :)

I just read through my 2009 new year wishes..LOL here's an excerpt:
(Will type what I feel about them now in blue :))

"Okayokay here are my new year wishes..Wishes only so wont feel obligated to fulfill them hahah :D

1. Grow taller. 3cm this year. 1cm the next and another 1cm in 2010. Then I'd be 18 and 165cm and I'd be happy and I can stop growing HAHAHA. =D

LOL I SAID ICM THE NEXT! Then it should be another 1cm in 2011, not 2010! But anyway YAY I GREW TALLER LAST YEAR. 1.61 now (haha yea it's accurate cause I measured it during PE today :)) Yea I still wish I can..grow a bit taller..this 2010! Haha =D=D

2. Be less shy. =D

Oh LOL THIS ONE. Guess what JY gave me a "Little Miss Shy" shirt last December..so wellll I guess I was less shy last year..I'll be unshy when I want to! =D

4. Ahem okay..OH GET BRACES! Yea :D:D

Haha this wish of mine..is still unfulfilled..someone sponsor me please?

5. My loved ones will be saved..woohoo =D

6. That the economy will get better so that everyone would be happier! :D"

Looooooking!

FOR THIS SONG!

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/OZck5sXavHw/

PLEASE give me the URL to download it if you find it..thank you very muchhhh =D

I think Kenneth Ma isn't bad looking hahaa but his hair in the show was really..LOL he could have done with a better stylist =D

Haha that's all..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =D

Heyyooo

Hahaa okay so I'm happy now causeeeeeeee God just performed a miracle! Haha you might think this is crazy..you might think I'm crazy but never mind haha guess what it was!! =D

GOD REVIVED MY MAIN COM..AGAIN!! HAHAHA THIS IS SUPER AWESOME. WHY? CAUSE IT HAS BEEN DEAD FOR QUITE LONG..!! TRIED SO MANY METHODS I TELL YOU..Tried disconnecting and reconnecting all the wires connected to the CPU..even attempted to open it with my CMI screwdriver (which didn't work out of course..cause it is really CMI LOL) and yea..BUT BUT BUT GOD DID IT! FOR THE UMPTEETH TIME!

Before turning the com on I was thinking..I seriously have no idea whether this (the com) will work..I told God "God..please fix this..one more time..I'm not going to do anything this time..no more meddling with the wires before praying it'll work..this time..I'm just praying that it will work.." Then I turned on the switch and pressed the button on the CPU and VOILAAAA THE SCREEN CAME ALIVE!! AHAHAHA you have no idea how ectastic I was when I saw it FINALLY working..like seriously..who else could have done such a miracle other than God? LOL SO YEA THANK YOU GOD!! HAHA YUP YOU'RE THE AWESOMEST! =D

Okay yup just wanted to share my joy =D So God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D

Hello world =D

First post of the year on this blog! :D HERE'S WISHING YOU A VERY JOYOUS NEW YEAR!! =D=D

Anyway, just wanted to share something..=D

What I love about You =D

You know how exactly I feel, all the time =D

You know the way to my heart =D

You're always just a prayer away =D

You never leave me =D

You never fail me!! =D

You mean what you say =D

You never break ANY promise =D

You never lie. Never. =D

You give me true joy and showed me true love =D=D

You taught me how to love =D

You taught me how to stand up when I fall =D

YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE!!! =D

You always listen to what I have to say, no matter how trivial it is =D

You make me happy when skies are grey =D

You are compassionate and caring =D

You are patient =D

You make things right! =D

YOU ARE THE MOST FORGIVING PERSON!

YOU NEVER, EVER BEAR GRUDGES! =D

Without You, I wouldn't be here! You created EVERY SINGLE THING IN ME, breathed life into me so that I may live to know You =D

You made, and is still making, all my cells! Haha =D

You know every single thing about me and You love everything about me!! =D

You never forget about me, even when I do! Thank You!! =D

You've blessed me with so much =D

You heal me when I'm sick =D

YOU'RE MY MIRACLE ANTIDOTE!!! =D

You're always protecting me! =D

You're with me, 24/7 =D=D

You aren't an impersonal God, You're my friend and my Daddy! =D

JESUS YOU SUFFERED AND DIED FOR ME! =D=D

YOU'RE MY SAVIOUR AND REDEEMER =D

You're the AWESOMEST! SUPER FANTASTIC! SUPER GOD! =D

You accept ANYONE =D

You aren't selfish. You allow ANYONE to learn from and about You! =D=D

You know what's best for me =D

You never guide me in the wrong direction =D

You oppose the proud but give grace to the humble =D

You are in control =D You know what You are doing, all the time =D

YOU ARE REAL, IN ALL SENSE OF THE WORD. YOU ARE ALIVE AND GENUINE, YOU DON'T PRETEND =D

You make me feel safe and secure!! =D

You love me more than anyone else does =D

YOU LOVE ME. UNCONDITIONALLY. I love You too Daddy God =D=D=D

You never miss the chance to tell me that You love me =D You tell me through Your Word, through nature, through people, through books, through happenings..through everything =D in fact, You don't mind repeatedly telling me that ALL MY LIFE, just to let me know how great Your love is and to assure me that Your love is undying =D=D

You will always love me. =D And I love, because You first loved me (1 John 4:19) =D=D=D

YOU ARE LOVE!!! =D

God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Always

Really love the lyrics of this song :):)

Did You raise the sun for me?
Or paint a million stars that I might
Know Your majesty?
Is Your voice upon the wind?
Is everything I've known marked
With my maker's fingerprints?

Breathe on me
Let me see Your face
Ever will I seek You

Chorus:
'Cause all You are, is all I want, always
Draw me close in Your arms
Oh God, I wanna be with You

Can I feel You in the rain?
Abandon all I am to have You
Capture me again
Let the earth resound with praise
Can You hear as all creation lives
To glorify one name?

Yup gonna put it as the blog song! :D And there's another song I'm looking for..hmm but can't remember the lyrics now..haha okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D

Tis' the season to be jolly =D

HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!! =D

Today's Christmas skit was one of the best I've seen :D One of the things that hit home was that God really uses ordinary people like you and I to reach out to others. In the skit, it was the cleaner auntie and that psychologist assistant..seemingly insignificant people and really plain-looking titles compared to the doctors in the skit but just by being themselves and allowing God to use them, they indirectly helped to sow seeds into the doctors' hearts. :) So its a form of encouragement for those who have unsaved loved ones..chin up! Don't give up on the good work you're doing..God's working with you! =D

On another note, I was just thinking today..what people think Christians go to church on Christmas for..haha to exchange presents? To sing songs? To listen to the message?

Haha I heard this before..
mas = celebration
So CHRIST-mas = the celebration of Christ! :D

So it's like going to God's party on His day..yea =D Its more than celebrating a friend's birthday..its celebrating the One who saved you by dying for you because He loves you :D

So HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESUS! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! I LOVE YOU! :D

God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

I just want to..

THANK YOU! =D

Okay

so I decided.

TOP TWO COUNTRIES I'D LOVE TO GO TO: KOREA & PARIS.

Haha okay I know this is crazy I discover new things online everyday. (Just because) And today, its http://seaofshoes.com (OMYTIAN SO PRETTY!!) Visited her blog before but can't remember when and what I saw..but oh mesh the photos of Paris on her blog..and her wardrobe (clothes and shoes) is like.."WAHHH O.O" I also want..hahaha..okay crazy never mind seeing is good enough yea :D

OH AND SHES 17. Haha wow right.

Okay that's all hahah XD God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

WHOOO =D

Watched this once last time cause of LDG (! =D) But then the other day I heard this song and just had to download it..Didn't know its the one I heard so long ago hahaha anyway..woohooo i like! :D:D

Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :):)

P.S.: http://raining-noodles.blogspot.com/2009/11/rain-rain-go-away.html OMGOSH TOO CUTE! THE MODEL REALLY LOOKS LIKE A DOLL AND THE PROPS ARE MADE OF PAPERRRR!! The red high heels are super super adorable..I want! Hhaha =D=D

P.P.S.: "Where the wild things are" REALLY. WANT. TO. WATCH. IT..! SOON! =D=D

Terrorism

Personal terrorism is..very sad :(:( Really heart-wrenching.

http://peggychang.wordpress.com/2009/11/29/terrorism-thats-personal/

Just read this blog entry and..really I don't know what else to say..Was so shocked when I saw the 2nd photo..Can a person really live like that?? I mean, its not just the physical defects but the emotional trauma that girl went through..and she's the same age as me this year. I guess that's the most mind-blowing part..Also, 15 surgeries just to recover?? She doesn't even look like she recovered at all.. :(!

The worst part is..You'll never know how many girls suffer from such a fate day after day, all over the world..sigh.

What can we do?

HELLO!

Its 3:24AM now and I'm still awake hahaha took a nap this afternoon, that's why! Okay so watching FO now..new episodes out already :D

HAEJIN REALLY LOOKS LIKE KHJ..EVEN THE SMILES LOOK ALIKE =O (Speaking about lookalikes, I think DYT & Kingone give off the same kind of vibe..! The charisma? Haha) And I found out that both KHJ & LMH ARE SMOKERS. REALLY GO GOOGLE. SO DISAPPOINTING RIGHT. YOU CAN IGNORE THIS IT WILL PROBABLY ALL BE IN CAPS FROM NOW..I'M JUST RANTING. SO YEA BUT!! I ALSO DISCOVERED THAT CHANGMIN DOESNT..WHEEHOO!! MAX =D=D=D

AND THERE WAS EAR CANDY TODAY (YEA I REMEMBERED CAUSE FO PLAYED THE SONG HAHA) BUT I DIDN'T TURN AROUND TO LOOK..WHEN HE WAS JUST BESIDE ME..-.- WASTED. HAHA NEXT WEEK NEXT WEEK ;)

OKAY YAYYYY CHURCH TOMORROW (YEA FOR ME, A DAY HASN'T ENDED UNTIL I SLEEP AT NIGHT :)) SO GOD BLESS, TAKE CARE & BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :):)

Cool words :)

(Got all these from http://apps.facebook.com/donaterice/play. Play while doing a good deed! Plus you can kill time and learn new vocabulary..nothing to lose! Go click on the link! HELP FIGHT WORLD HUNGER! =D P.S.: If you don't have Facebook, go to www.freerice.com :))

Who would have thought of it? A synonym for beggar! "Mendicant"..cool huh :D

What about the place you reside in..your house..home..residence..dwelling place..what else..? Domicile! Haha nothing to do with docile at all. XD

Some more:
Convalesce: Recuperate; recover

Hyperpyrexia: High fever

Diffident: Lack of self-confidence

Sartorial: adj. Of or relating to the tailoring of clothing (Hahaha and I thought it would be mean something very profound)

Elegiac: adj. Expressing sorrow or lamentation. (HAHA the next time you see someone emoing, you know what to say XD)

Moot: Controversial; arguable: open to argument or debate; "that is a moot question" (LOLOLOL!)

Maffle: Stammer; stutter (no link to waffle though they look so similar haha

Supramundane: Super-mundane = Extraordinary! Haha it means "Being or situated above the world or above our system; celestial." God is supramundane and benignant!! :D

Cipher: v. To calculate arithmetically. (also a noun meaning zero or nothing)

Dun: v. To make a demand or repeated demands on for payment.
(Haha the job of loansharks is to dun..! So we have din and dun..two negative brothers..hmm..when loansharks dun, they make a din!)

Veracious: Truthful, honest

Contingent: adj. Not predictable.

Macadamize: v. To cover or pave, as a path or roadway, with small broken stone. (Haha and I thought it was related to macadamia)

Sobriquet: n. A nickname. (Haha what's your sobriquet? :))

Apogee: Climax

Urbanity: n. Refined or elegant courtesy.

Facetious: adj. Amusing; Not meant to be taken seriously or literally

Stentorian: adj. Extremely loud.

Manumission: n. Emancipation.

Passible: adj. Capable of feeling of suffering.

Parturition: v. The act of giving birth.

Corpulent: adj. Obese.

Defenestrate: v. To throw through or out of a window. (HAHA THERE'S A WORD FOR THIS ACTION..My brother used to love it when he was very young! XD)

Imperturbable: adj. Calm.

Van: n. First position in the line of battle.

Aliment: n. That which nourishes. (Hahaha get some aliment if you have an ailment)

Peccant: adj. Guilty.

Captious: adj. Hypercritical.

Contuse: v. To bruise by a blow, either with or without the breaking of the skin.

Peripatetic: adj. Walking about.

Affront: n. An open insult or indignity.

Cupidity: n. Avarice.

Paroxysm: n. A sudden outburst of any kind of activity; a sudden uncontrollable attack; "a paroxysm of giggling"; "a fit of coughing"; "convulsions of laughter"(REALLY COOL SPELLING!)

Ignominious: adj. Shameful.

Supine: adj. Lying on the back.

Dissolute: adj. Lewd.

Invective: n. An utterance intended to cast censure, or reproach, vituperative (=O Cursing invectives!)

Histrionics: n. Display of emotions (Niceee :))

Declamatory: adj. A full and formal style of utterance. (Haha in other words, chim, bombastic..etc XD)

Alluvion: n. Flood.

Abject: adj. Sunk to a low condition;

• showing utter resignation or hopelessness; "abject surrender"
• showing humiliation or submissiveness; "an abject apology"

Puissant: adj. Possessing strength. (HAHAA I find the pronunciation funny)

Ennui: n. Weariness, boredom. (NICE HAHA I'm gonna use it)

Inveigle: v. To win over by wiles or flattery.

Treacherous: adj. Perfidious.

Manumit: v. To set free from bondage.

Fatuity: n. Silly or pointless.

Panglossian: adj. Blindly, or naively, optimistic.

Corybantic: adj. Frenzied; agitated; unrestrained.

Sinuous: Intricate, complex

Okay that's enough for now..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

Updates

Activities coming up:
November
19 - Movie & bowling (evening)
(EDIT: OMGOSH REACHED HOME AT 12+ and was late for lecture the next day..but thank God I entered the LT when the lecturer was out THANK GOD! Was so afraid he'd scold me like mad)
25 - Darkroom spring cleaning (morning)
27 - Sheryl's birthday celebration :)
30 - Go school :)

December
1 - Chem project meeting & gift wrapping workshop :D
8 - 17th! :)
18 - SL
25 - CHRISTMAS!! :D

By the way, the exam period in Universities is Nov-Dec?? =0

No school tomorrow for me YAY =D

Using the netbook now..my main com is cranky again! =(! I need my documents! Rahrahrah..
(Edit: Main com working properly already! :D Thank God =D)

Wise words

A fool is quick to show his annoyance
But a prudent man overlooks an insult
- Proverbs 12:16

Restaurant City stats

Ingredients needed:
Salad x2, tomato x1, egg x2
Tomatoes x14, basil x7

Level: 25
Awards: 23/45
Pop.: 50.0

Hahaha just for remembrance..and please trade ingredients if you have those I need! Thanks! Hahaha God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D

Dear PW

It's finally time to say goodbye. You have made a huge difference in my life (and many others too I believe). You brought in many new acronyms into my dictionary - PW, PI, EoM, I&R, WR, GPP, GPF, WRF, OP..I might never forget them.

Thanks for making me realise a number of things..haha those were nice lessons. Do you want to know what I really think of you? Initially I thought you became a school subject cause they wanted us to learn how to work in a group - and that's an essential skill to have in the working world in the future and also because they wanted to develop our thinking skills (GI! A&E!). That's all good..it seems completely beneficial to us.

But maybe schools forgot that we have other subjects to take care of as well. And students have to spend a lot of time on you to do well..so we end up experiencing the side effects - STRESS and for some, intense hatred (for you).

But then, thank God everything comes to an end someday..for me, you end today. (HAHAHAHAA) So while it was been a roller-coaster ride, thank you and see you (never) again. :)

P.S.: YES! NO SCHOOL FOR THE NEXT 2 DAYS =D=D
Currently listening to: "My Style" by Brown Eyed Girls =D

I knew I loved you

— Roald Dahl (The Twits) :)

"Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things."
— Philippians 4:8 :)

Ahhh okay 12.43AM God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Updates

Helloo :):)

Currently waiting for Gmail to finish attaching my group's OP powerpoint so I can click "Send"! :D I realised I haven't been talking much about PW here..hmm okay since we can't reflect on our individual PW processes..I guess I'll do it here :D (Haha sent already!)

So..most memorable? Staying up late to do WR. Getting crazily stressed up because of it. The night before our very 1st WR draft deadline, everyone else suddenly went off even before everything was completed..I was panicking cause I couldn't get my printer to work and there was no one to print the draft..And doing PW for hours at your netbook (really dont like doing work on small screens..plus that time mummy hadnt bought the USB mouse so I had to use that touchpad which was not very smooth..sigh) is not funny at all. Plus I think I didn't take any afternoon nap after school that day..so I was horribly tired but had to finish up..finally went to bed at 1plus..?

Mesh then I got a headache the next day and decided to stay home to rest..and then I found out we were the only group that handed in WR draft 1. DNEWUITHERTOEJHROTGR. HAHAHA. Wouldn't have overexerted myself if I had know earlier..-.-

Ah okay that was probably the worse night I had with PW. Rushing out final WR wasn't that bad cause I slept a little before that and I prayed that that would give me energy for the rest of the night..haha! And it was nice having your members work together with you..so much better than doing it alone! Yea so even though I only got to sleep at 4plus..it didn't feel that bad :D

Okay will have to edit my OP script again..please pray that I wouldn't be nervous when doing my OP presentation! Lol for some reason I got really edgy when I thought about it just now..God, its all in Your hands! :) God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

Let's see..

I wanted to take an afternoon nap but I couldn't so I turned on the computer and began to search for Korean content..

Thought I'd write the most emotional entry in this blog today..SIGHHHHHH!!

Especially for You

THANK YOU GOD!! :D God is awesome. God is awesomest. God is good!! ILOVEYOUGODILOVEYOUGODILOVEYOUSUPERDADDYGOD! =D

God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :) I love you too! :)

P.S.: Had just been thinking about this..maybe its because we're so accustomed to technology that we believe we can "undo" everything. Every single thing. Make a mistake? Ctrl+Z would do the trick. Lose a computer game? You can always try again, right after the previous game and get instant results. It gets to the point whereby immediate outcomes are constantly expected and are the norm. So, we develop wrong attitudes and we miss the point. We forget about stopping to smell the flowers. We forget that the littlest things in life actually matter the most. We forget who we are, what we were made for and who made us. But..thank God He's faithful. And He'll never let you go. He's God, the saviour. :)

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You know you're supposed to do something. But you don't. Why. MYB says its its inborn. People do the opposite that's expected of them.

What..happened..?

God, really really really really need You. Maybe letting the tap flow would be good.

The truth is..

there's disappointment
there's uncertainty
there's numbness in it all - which may be a good thing

Bah

Today was extremely tiring..long day from 7.50 till 6.50..!

Overslept this morning, pressed the stop button instead of the snooze one on my phone when the alarm rang so I woke up at..6.45? Mad rush to get ready and everything..honestly, didn't want to go to school cause 1. Will be very late 2. Felt very tired and the 1st lesson was PE (which turned out to be -.-!!) Ahh but mummy kept pushing me to go so yea..

Was praying that I won't be late..Haha yes even though I knew I would..and guess what after morning assembly, someone was collecting ez-link cards and he totally went past me..not once but TWICE..was really shocked..but I think that means God answered my prayer right..awesomest.. :)

Okay then I met my FT at the parade square who asked if the latecomers ate breakfast already haha which I haven't so she told me to get some milo from the canteen before

一句话

“至少我在你的世界里。。并不是空气”

简单的一句话。。为什么足以让我掉泪？
哈哈。。已经有好长的一段时间没用华语打字了。。！

Was it a trigger; the tipping point? Or did I just tear because of that one sentence? Was watching the show when I realised how everyone is the same essentially - in the sense that we all need to feel loved.

Human hearts - how fascinating. You can build layers and layers upon it but at the end of the day, there's still this void that needs to be filled..a void that only One can consume :)

God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D

ECP for CDP

Woohooooo I'm back from CDP! =D Feeling really tired but thank God its a good kind of tired..hahah okay never mind. So..I just wanted to write down everything before I forget them =D We had a class outing before CDP so I woke up at 6.40AM (half an hour later than usual =D)..got ready and left home to meet SJ @ YCK but I missed the train so I was slightly late..hahaha didn't manage to talk much on the 1st train cause we were separated by other commuters..haha so anyway..we were early for the meeting with HP & the rest in the end! :D Took the bus and then walked to ECP..haha I think it was the 1st time I walked along the expressway..Hmm so when we reached..we splitted up into 2 groups - the biking group (Rental shop was nearby) and the Macdonalds group..Those who haven't eaten their breakfasts (like me) went to the 2nd group..yup. HAHA this part..WE TOOK AN EXTENSIVE AMOUNT OF TIME AND EFFORT (went there by foot all the way) TO REACH MACDONALDS.. Halfway through.. MY: No energy already..I only drank soya milk just now Me: I only ate that polo sweet you gave me. Hhahahaa..it was such a long journey that MY & I could wait for HP, XP & Angie while resting on a bench..OH I got to play with a cat =D I think it wanted me to rub its tummy cause it flipped over after I stroked it..hahah so sweet..but I was hungry sooo didnt stop for long..hahaha. Was elated when I finally reached Macs :D Bought filet-o-fish breakfast meal..=D hahah it came with a free cup of coffee which was sadly thrown into the bin before anyone took a sip cause no one wanted coffee..lol. Took a cab back cause we were tired from the awfully long walk earlier on..haha! $1 per person :D Then..rented bikes :D Took the double-seater one cause I can't cycle..hmm it was $8 per person for 2 hours..XP was my 1st partner :D Hahhaa I have the honour of being the 1st person she "tongpanged" :D Biked to the jetty and it started raining shortly after we reached hahaha..hmm took a couple of pictures.. =D

  Hello Claudy! =D

Claudy, HZ, SJ & I =D

Abandoned fish

XP & I =D Then we went back and took shelter in the pavilions..took photos, ate and Claudy braided my hair haha don't know how it turned out but Jadeline said it looked neat haha okay :D

MY, XP & I outside the pavilions =D

SJ, XP & I unsuccessful shot 1

 

SJ, XP & I unsuccessful shot 2

SJ, XP & I successful shot! =D=D 

Haha I like :D When the rain subsided, we went back to cycling :) After some time MY took over the front seat..haha she didnt dare to at first but when she was in front she started going in curves, just like in Sentosa..haha it was fun :D We cycled to Macs to look for the guys..haha don't remember what for..so anyway after that Angie became my 3rd partner..we sang quite a lot along the way..haha! Oh for the last 10 mins XP took the front seat again haha..we went upslope rather laboriously so the downslope part was totally rewarding..left my feet off the pedals and started cheering and enjoying the breeze hahaha :D After returning the bikes, we walked to the volleyball courts where CT and XL already were =D Called the rest to come play with us but they didn't..so haha it was 3 against 3. Used Angie's volleyball in the game..No one kept track of the score cause all of us (except Angie) were still learning the sport..haha I managed to serve over the net haha :D:D:D Its an accomplishment considering that I had zero confidence in doing that..haha! Hmm..thank God I improved! :D Hhaha the rest only came when we were about to finish up..Played till we had to leave for the Sandcastle Beach to report for the CDP on time (2pm). After the briefing, we attended a crash course on sandcastle-building..haha to build sustainable and substantial structures, you've got to pack, pack and pack the sand and water..which will compress and hold the sand together. We then got down to serious business and started building a wall (wall of the well) haaha it was really hard work..took rather long to decide how to build it and how thick it should be but we did it in the end :D:D Cute frog was done with the help of the instructors :D All in all, it was great everyone participated =D The building stopped at 6 and all the classes gathered around to listen to the rationales and class visions of the different classes..we were the 1st class to get picked to present our structure..haha :D 

It looks so much like toyland..like all these sandcastles will come alive..the magic school bus and the frog..maybe they'll enter another world..when nobody's looking =D

Woohoo! Guess a chinese idiom :D 

 

Fairytale-like.. :D Haha then the following events took place in order: 

Group photo-taking with the structures

Washroom time! (Haha finally)

Dinner - prawn mee =D

Looked for XP's picnic mat and found it :D

Went back to dinner place

Time to go home..extremely enervated

Woohooo showertime :D:D:D School tomorrow, got to sleep early, goodnight! God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

What about you? :)

Things that put a smile on my face:

- Relaxing music
- Seeing happy people
- Pleasant surprises
- Spontaneous hugs
- So much more..

Mesh don't know what the neighbours downstairs are up to. They blast loud music at night till the wee hours in the morning and its an EVERYDAY AFFAIR. -.- Please be more considerate!

Hello!

YAY I'M BACK! =D Remember The Noose (its a pun on The News by the way haha)? Haha found their videos on Youtube while surfing today..hilarious to the max! Haha play it for a good laugh =D

God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

P.S.: Yea changed the background song =D But it doesnt't play from the start..hmm.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY AND SHIRLEEN!! =D

Updates =)

Haha just checked..the previous entry was posted on Tuesday..its Saturday today! :) Okay hmm.. 

- Can't log in using WL so I'm using Windows Messenger now..haha quite ironic cause I wanted so much to get my emoticons back but when I did..it disallowed me from signing in forever..sigh..just because I'm not the admin of the com (haha long story) 

 - Went to Angie's house last night..haha and reached home when it was nearly 12 cause its quite a distance..loved (and still love) the miniduet I did with SJ =D=D First time! Haha yes it was really short and I did very little but I love it wheehoo! =D 

- Was @ Yishun to support MY this afternoon haha..yay she got in the comm :) Congrats girl :) Played bowling for a few hours..lol I'm really not good at it..but its okay..doesn't really matter right =D Next time..hmm :)

 - Accompanied Mummy to the optical shop just now..haha it felt good..maybe cause I felt like I was more experienced and so, can help =D 

 - Shirleen got a haircut! Haha so cute..looks like a bob..
God..thank You..=) God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

Haha yay =D

Finished all the 4 (90% in one night)..woohoo!! And the Blogger posting page is back to normal..woohoo too!! =D Had almost no sleep the previous nights (seriously..I just closed my eyes..sleep didnt come haha) but thank God He sustained me, yay! =D

Hmm okay reached home at 4plus..and had a tummyache..sigh haha I think I damaged my body clock..then did some organic chem and took a nap..woke up at 10..hmm okay time for alkenes..see you :):)

God bless, take care and byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D

P.S.: Christian spongebob..yayyyyy haha =D

Bah

"Getai very noisy, how to study??"

Sigh so annoying and MsD wants 4 COMPLETED GP ASSIGNMENTS TOMORROW. TOMORROW. SHE'S KILLING US.

God I really, really need Your strength..!

-.-

FB and this blogger posting page looks weird on my com! HELLO BLOGGER WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? :) LOL.

And just now Schoolbuzz refused to let me log in..weirdddoooooooo.

Slept away the dsuiwehrfhro feelings of yesterday =D

GOD BLESS, TAKE CARE & BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :)

This week

Lost my pink highlighter and G2 pen..alamak.
(haha edit: Dionne gave me hers..thanks girl =D and thank God I have an extra G2..haha but I still like that old shade of ink better..hmm hinthint haha)

To do:
- GP essay, redo AQ, for & against (?) - haha she didn't go through/ collect it in the end..which was good cause I didn't "redo" what I did in the library =D
- Cut & highlight articles
- Edit EoM
- BCM tutorials
- Econs essay
- QT

Wanna go shop for new stuff tomorrow (actually today..its 1245 already =D) after church! :D


It hurts because you didn't even realise it
What should I do?

Again, God has been awesome. I love You God. :)

HELLO THERE =)

Its Friday again..whew what a school week. Thank God again..cause being able to survive one school week after another is no mean feat. TGFE TGFE!! =D

Everyone should stop being this busy. At every given moment, someone is being stressed up about his/her work..and its hard to find life when you are overly tensed up. But the good news is..one day it'll all end..and it'll end well =D

Thank You Daddy :) Thank You for the people I can lean on when I feel tired..thank You that You are always, always with me..thank You that admist the chaos I can find peace..thank You that sanity comes back (haha)..thank You for the good sleep..thank You for providing, for forgiving, for loving me even when I don't deserve it and thank You for being You, <3 :)

Hahha this sounds really cheesy but I don't know when I'll get to say it again so its..now or never! Hahah I love my friends very, very much :D YAY!

Dionne..if you're reading this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! I just realised I didn't give you a birthday hug..haha Monday okay! If you don't see this even better..it'll be a surprise! :D

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Hahah weird Blogger

Never mind! Anyway..2.41AM right now..and have been catching up on some korean news hahah :D

I found something! That squirrel is nocturnal! Haha :D WE COULD BE FAMILY

AND OMGOSH MINSUN!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QBcC_FVuTKA
Love the first photo of them there..I think something's going on..! So cute =DD
Haha so compatible <3

HEELLO NEED TO GET BACK TO MY PLASMIDS HAHA SEE YOU <3
Thank God for pulling me through this week as well. God's grace is awesommeeeeeeeeeee. <3 =D

NOOOO

Don't like this feeling. AT ALLLLL.

=(((((((((((

AHHHHOIDCHLDFGHBFDUIHGHGTRGHRSHTHGHSU/

I want the main com back! The website is having problems! I WANNA SCREAM. BAHHHHHH!! Internal conflict..internal conflict! CAN DIE AHH. STRESS IS STUPIDDDDDDD.

OMGOSH JUST FOUND THISSSSS. MUST SHAREEEEEE.


Tian wasn't expecting much before I played it..But when I did, it drew me in cause the mood of the first few scenes was much like how I felt..sad..sad to the max. Yea I'm extreme. And then..maybe it just felt better cause subconciously I felt that there's someone with the same emotion as me..hahah okay he was acting..but his acting is so good you can really sense his melancholy.

BUT THEN..Suddenly things got turned 360degrees when she appeared..so from ohsosad it went to ohsosweet..and I was so glad that the video was cheering me up..haha who knew..things took an unexpected twist - she was gone. Can you imagine? The person who changed your life..the person you've been besotted with..IS GONE? GONEEEE. His heart probably took a very painful plunge right to the bottom. OUCH.

And just when you're wondering where on earth she went, how that happened and how the story could end like that..hahha watch it. Totally sweet, heartwarming and touching..I love it =D

Anyway, so many thoughts ran through my head while I was watching it..Was he always like that? Where are his friends? And then at first I didn't know the girl was in a different building..hahaha! Can't remember what else I thought of right now..but hmm God is so good. He won't let me feel unhappy for too long. Haha thank You :) I really feel better now. Hopefully it will only get better..! =D

God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

:):):)

THANK YOU GOD THANK YOU GOD THANK YOU GOD.

I SURVIVED THE WEEK WHEEHOO. ECONS HOMEWORK WASN'T COLLECTED TODAY. GOD IS SO GOOD WOOHOO. AND I LEARNT QUITE A BIT WHILE DOING THE CARPARK DUTY. Hahaha.

Thought I was doing ushering work, as in ushering people, at first but when the guy who briefed us really briefly (pun intended hahaha) told us that we would be "ushering cars". LOL. He said, "Its ushering, its just that the subjects are bigger now" LOL. Anyway it was fun because I sort of ushered people too :D:D And everyone returned my smile! Hahaha it felt really good seeing so many smiles =D=D

So onto the lessons learnt and observations..
1. That car ushers/traffic wardens can move while ushering..I always had the impression that they only stand at one spot and use their hands to direct the vehicles..but one teacher was like telling me I should walk around because I needed to get the people to turn into the bend haha :D

2. I learnt how to direct traffic professionally! Hahaha the hand movements and all. There's an art to it! =D Its cool learning things on the job :D

3. JC1 parents come earlier than JC2 parents! Hahaha..maybe it doesn't imply anything but still..its interesting to note =D So we finished our duty very early! Started at about 4plus and ended minutes before 6. That's an hour earlier than the expected! Cause it was supposed to be from 4-7 so we get 3 hours of CIP..hopefully that still holds true for us! :D

4. She can be really nice. =D Kept telling us to take breaks and go up to the hall to have our dinner..initially it was rather awkward cause we didn't feel good about taking the food that weren't meant for us..but she insisted on it hahaah and yup the food was not bad at all =D=D

My position kept changing during my duty..cause the cars were coming in fast and slots were filled up very quickly..so I actually moved across the school! From the carpark beside the parade square to the one behind the security guardhouse..haha..=D

After dinner, had an impromptu meeting with her..which was, thank God, quite good =D

Okay think that's all for now..quite tired and the screen's rather greenish now and that's making my eyes protest so haha TGIF, TGFE..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D:D <3

Whoosh

God I SURVIVED. Little sleep, stress, crankiness, PMS etc etc but GOD YOU DID IT. Thank You. Am gonna need more of Your strength to pull through the rest of this week..

AND I DIDN'T TAKE A NAP TODAY WHEEHOOOO. :D:D:D:D I still have things to do but hahaha I'm glad I survived. The posting page is still weird but never mind. I'M HUNGRY! 11.56..11.57..Mummy says I can eat kaya bread. Hahahaa. Kay.

Pray for me if you're free. :D I've a lot on my hands..but God never fails yea :D

God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =)

Heyyyyy

I think I wasn't quite myself yesterday..considering that its already past 12am now..ah well thank God still..for retaining a portain of my sanity..okay anyway!

I WATCHED ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND ON TV JUST NOW! Last episode! Oh mesh my favourite show..goodbyeeee..Tenjoooo Knighttttt..he really looks good with double eyelids..though I think single eyelids makes him more..him..haha..

Ahhhhh

God in my very irrational state of mind now, running away seems to be a rather good option. Stopping time? Oh mesh..canibreakdown? I feel crap horrible about those superhorrendous results already and then there are so many things to do..for all subjects..plus CCA..Yes it feels like someone turned my world upside down. But there are things to be grateful for..thank God for family and friends..but then everyone's too busy..

No robot..Not a superhuman..

It really takes some time for the feeling to go away. It comes back again and again..:(:(:( even after you thought you've dealt and are done with it..and the nightmares the past few nights..gosh I sound so..Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

Madion

Sandra says:
FB: "You have a wild reputation" OMGOSH.
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
WHAT
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
who?
Sandra says:
me. -.- LOL
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
= no reputation
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
LOL
Sandra says:
BISHHH
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
LOL
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
i'm laughing like crap
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
for some reason, my butt hurts
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
LOL
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
ignore what i just said
Sandra says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Sandra says:
I WAS THINKING OF POSTING THE CONVO ON MY BLOG BUT THEN YOU WROTE THAT HAHAHAA
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
LOL
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
you can post it though XD
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
my reputation's out of the window a loooooooooong time ago
Sandra says:
OKAYYYY
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
because meiyen adn xp ruined my perfect reputation
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
LOL
Sandra says:
when? lol
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
LOL
#21 DIONNE. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. says:
from the day i started laughing at meiyen for no apparent reason

LOL she's crazier than me right. HAHAHA. On a random note, I want to eat ice-cream cake..with at least 2 flavours..haha..omgosh I'm seeing a whole lot of food pictures on FB and I'm salivating hahaha okay stopped scrolling through them already :D

Oh eh dionne I just found a video with the folded banknote! Its not cyclops face..more scary-looking one remind me to give you the link!

God, thank You for Your grace.. :)

I'm having the writer's block now so till next time, God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

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Feeling super touched now haha someone just said something which is really heartwarming..=D God I feel duper loved. Hahaa..woohoo XD
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:D:D

“being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.”- Philippians 1:6

Thank You Daddy. Thank You for your strong presence during the concert..=D

And Absolute Boyfriend is super sweettttttt. Tian I actually cried during one of the scenes..PMS? Hahaha. Ahhhhh the girl likes him now..she does! Woohoo haha next week - the love triangle..exciting! XD

This week has been full of Your blessings..I want time to stop because some moments are just so good you'll never want to get out of them.. :)

Love

"Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, it doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have."

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails.

- 1 Corinthians 13
I love 13 :)

GOD IS AWESOMEST. FOREVER. Thank You God for being Love. :)

God bless, iloveyou & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

P.S.: The weather hasn't been good of late..please take good care of yourselves :):) Drink plenty of water! I've been having chapped lips..but getting better! :) Its the 10th of July today..didn't go to school cause I had diarrhea in the morning (when I haven't even eaten a morsel of food..lol) I'm fine now! Thank God! Okay remember to stay healthy people! <3

:( The blog can't load..ah well I wanna say that I really like 致父亲母亲 (Precious Family). It airs every weekday on Channel U at 6pm..My favourite parts are of Junyi and his mum..touching to the max :):) I think Kim Hee Ae (Junyi's mum) has superb acting skills!

HELLO!

Play it! Its cool to the max. Really. Brings you to another whole new dimension. Watched this quite some time ago but forgot to share it so here it is! :)

Okay so I promised to blog about the outings in the previous entry..Thought I could go for the Marche one on Thursday so was planning to blog about all 3 outings together but oh well never mind :)

If I were to sum up my 15th June, it would be: Sentosa + 4H BBQ = PLAY DAY! Hahaha.

So first up! 1909's inaugural outing! LOL I normally see that word being used formally but I think it should be alright in this context la..Anyway, it was enjoyable..thank God for the good weather..thank God it was a successful! :D I'm going to know how to swim, cycle and play volleyball one day. Yes :D:D

Anyway, this miraculous incident happened..After showering, the vision in my left eye was blurred so I thought I dropped my contact lens and got rather panicky so I prayed and thought..even if I cant find it at least I'd be able to see clearly in my other eye..should be able to last through the day..but I was still hoping that somehow I'd be able to find it but the probability was close to zero. And even if I found it it'd most likely be torn/ dirty so I gave up trying to look for it and went out of the washroom, partially visually impaired (HAHA!) and then LO AND BEHOLD! While I was walking back to Palawan, all of a sudden I could see clearly! THANK GOD!! I'm sure it wasn't the blinking cause I tried that after I thought I lost the lens so if the lens didn't drop the blinking should have been able to make the lens go back to the proper position..so yea haha God is the most amazing ever :D

And then there was the timing thing. Initially I was supposed to meet the rest for the BBQ at 530 (if I didnt remember wrongly) but I couldn't reach on time cause I was still at the beach at 5 I think but Rie messaged me that the meeting was postponed so yup that's another God-thing :D

Another one. I wasn't sure of how to get from Sentosa to Pasir Ris and then I found out that HP was going to the same destination and the meeting time was the same! Coincidence? I don't think so hahaha :D THANK GOD! I'll never be able to finish telling of His goodness, seriously. Its an ongoing thing! :)

Okay next! The BBQ! Hahaha I was so famished even before I reached cause the only thing I ate during the outing was the cake so I was really grateful for all the food :D It was nice seeing and catching up with the people :):)

Ah okay back to the present (lol that was oxymoronic)..now the most imminent thing is the CTs..omgosh sigh..went to school today and tried studying but it was unproductive..AH GOD PLEASE HELP ME I THINK I'M DEAD. Someone needs to force me to watch only at most an hour of TV per day. AHHH.

Okay I need to go..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

P.S.: NO IDEA WHY SONGS 1-25 CANT PLAY ON MY PLAYLIST!

YAY!

I changed my Facebook username already :D:D http://facebook.com/sann13 Wooohoooo. 13 13 13. Was deciding between 8, 08, 12 and 7 but I think 13 is the best XD Will blog about all the outings this week at one go in the next entry..=D

From 2009-06-17

Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D

Wahhh

Hellooo. Monday was pretty eventful - Outing @ Sentosa + 4H BBQ = Playday! Sentosa photos with XP and MY, BBQ photos with Rie..upload everything! Haha

Things that put a smile on your face

This is completely cool, marvellous, sensational!! Love it :D Its like the whole world is one big tight-knitted happy family, coming together with one purpose..ahh this is the way it should be right. Hahah enjoy watching..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

Hello world :)

Wanted to take a nap but I didnt fall asleep after about 45minutes..sigh. Never mind! Hahaha not sure how much I slept last night..1/2 hours? Slept too much in the afternoon (7hours - what a luxury right!) I think..haha okay so school has been very relaxing so far..1 lecture per day..coolio =D

Bought mee rebus from Ananas Cafe for the first time today! :D There wasnt anyone in the entire place and I was hesitating whether to enter or not firstly because I could save money and eat instant noodles at home and secondly I felt a bit conscious about being the only customer there..imagine buying food from a foodcourt without any other patronisers..the other stallholders would definitely be looking at you..yea..haha but I'm glad I did hahah :D

Currently having this deja vu feeling..which I'm okay with. Thank God :) How should I describe it..kind of surreal? Yea dream-like. Hahah..okay today I felt: happy, thankful, sleepy, hungry, surprised..

Oh yea! God has been awesome these few days..didnt wake up as early as I was supposed to be but I managed to be early for lectures..and Monday's tutorial..that was totally cool..Was running late already but thank God we still managed to reach before class started..haha God never fails! :D:D

I think thats all for today :D God bless take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ILOVEYOU! :)

Hmm..

Each cell in your body performs the same tasks that your body as a whole
performs:

Converting energy
Digesting food
Excreting waste
Reproducing
Taking in oxygen

No smaller component than the cell performs all those important
functions. That's why the cell is the "fundamental unit of life." Every living
thing has cells, and those cells perform basically the same functions whether
they're in a human, a horse, or a hyacinth.

- Dummies.com (haha! XD)

The first line caught my attention..it reminded me of the body of Christ..which means if we're in the body, we have to do similar things..like walking in God's ways. In this way, we'd maintain the structural integrity of the body. (hahah sounds familar?) :)

4 Just as each of us has one body with many members, and these members do not
all have the same function, 5 so in Christ we who are many form one body, and
each member belongs to all the others. 6We have different gifts (just like each cell has several different abilities!) , according to the grace given us. If a man's gift is prophesying, let him use it in proportion to his faith.

- Romans 12:4-6 (New International Version)

God is super cool. :D Want more of His coolness? Click: Human Genome Landmarks Poster: Chromosome Viewer. :D

Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

I'm

tremendously fascinated with the way our brains work..

when you have a very deep impression of someone, everyone you see will somehow look like him/her..thats what happened to me. Its just like how I thought a lot of people looked like CM..ridiculous?

GRR

I. DON'T. LIKE. YOU. But still have to face you everyday, how? I'm going crazy. Seriously. AHHHHHSDHEHGRETHGNYTPHMTU6Y9IO86O/. Can you please disappear. Just disappear. Or I might really start planning how to get rid of you..get you out of the house. Rah you totally make me feel like boxing you..kicking you to outer space..bish! You know..youre the only one who throws things at me..please just get yourself admitted to IMH. I'd be really thankful.

God I'm so angry. >=(!

HAHAHA

Watch it. Especially if you're a WG fan. XD

On a sidenote, I've been faithfully using FF as my browser since yesterday..have always alternated between the two rival browsers but yea..uploaded a lot of new stuff on the PS website! I think we need to do survey on the online photo sales thing..haha..

Anyway! YEA 3.19AM NOW! I'm still so awake cause I slept at 7 and woke up at 9.30 just now..Hahaa..College Day was okay today..I mean yesterday. Didn't do much the whole time I was there which was like 6 hours O.O Hahah the air-con in the darkroom was so good I didn't want to leave XD Took some photos today! And played with the guys' webcams..there were 3 laptops in the room! Haha cool right.

Okay think that's all..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Hi!

Its been long, people! I've been thinking..hmm. So we're nearing the end of May..2 more days! So far, this month has been quite hectic with the crazy editing for PI at the start of the month, then editing the GPP for the rest of the month (yay thank God its approved now! :D) plus tutorials, GP essays, CCA-related stuff and studying for tests to do..but thank God He sustained me throughout the entire period..thank YOU GOD!! =D

Okay so I need to go back to school tomorrow..I'm going to help out with (constant?)repositioning of the exhibition and present it! Haha I think its quite cool..

I realised that for me to do something, you need to let me see the logic in doing it..like just now when VP told me to come back tomorrow, I wasn't really willing to mainly because it wasnt my job to do it. And he said my duty is just to move the boards around..like ?? you're asking me to forgo my 1st day of holidays and come back to school just to shift things around?? Lol. Plus I could be doing better things than that la..so yea. Aiya..never mind la! Thinking about it now..I didnt have to feel annoyed about it..should have asked him why he needed more people in the beginning. Saves time as well. Hahha..why didnt I think of that? PMS therefore irrational behaviour? Hahahaa but its okay! I agreed in the end right :D

Another example! I'll only respect people when I see them deserving of it..yea and so for instance ifI dont think A isnt worthy of it, I might come across as being rude/ impolite to that person..God, its hard to respect everybody all the time..help me be able to do that :)

Quite a lot of self-discovery right haha :D I think I'm kind of like a chameleon..like you know most people behave differently during during different situations but I think the degree of change for me is bigger than for the majority of people..Polar opposites, split personality, hmm..in any case..its special right..haha..

Oh yea today XP said that she'd want to protect me if she's a guy..lol! But ion thinks MY is more vulnerable than me..? I dont know! By the way there are finally AJ people online! :)

I ate a lot today! 4/3 of honey chicken + spaghetti during lunch and 3 bowls (not the usual glass bowl..my bowl is bigger! haha) of rice for dinner woohoo =D

Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

God all I really wanna do is feel good all the time..

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Too naive..all the satisfaction with it..all dashed in an instant. Thanks a lot. I'll be reflecting a lot..

=)

Maaaaa. Hahaha you want the voucher? Worked on the noticeboard during CCA today..braved the heat with Cam and I'm quite happy that the board looks more presentable now.. :D There are still some aspects of it I'd like to change though..I think it has the potential to be the most informative CCA noticeboard in the school hahaha XD

Having math test tomorrow..jiayou! :D God has been amazing..haha thank You Daddy :) I'll end off with a photo of a very happy Shirleen =D

Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Random note: Trying the treadmill will be the last thing on my list if I go to the gym cause I'm probably going to be there for a long time :D Love treadmills!

=D

YAY DARKROOM TEAM =D=D

Haha you finally get to see my CCA people! :D Not all though..didnt put the photo of all the J1s cause I think it isnt as nice as this one..Anyway, this was taken in the studio by our own people in our school! Haha you didnt know right XD

Okay God bless take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

:)

<3 :D

Its crazy..watched loads of videos on Youtube just now..of CM..haha! XD And the reason why I'm so awake now is because i slept earlier on..for 2 hours..haha anyway the photos in the last 2 rows of the collage was taken today..and I just realised they're my family! Lol my 3 children and the old man. HAHAHAA. Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

Omgosh

Changmin! LOL. I'm fangirling over him now. Cute. Very cute. I like his screams. And his smileeee..and his eyes. XD Sorry this is super incoherent but hahaha. XDXDXD Going crazy!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hi3W2THQYmI :D
If you dont mind screams blasting from your speaker..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6DpyjvNluGU I think this is a lot better compared to screamos. This is good screamo. Hahhaa.
http://ilovemax-jp.ba.ro/ <- I like the hoodie whooo! :D:D

11.05.09
Thank You God! For letting me manage to do so much today..=D=D=D I LOVE YOU!

Jiayou!

Yea jiayou you jiayou me jiayou everyone.. :D GOGOGO!

By the way baby lover sounds cool..no other meaning okay! Haha :)

God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

08.05.09
“Be wise in the way you act toward outsiders; make the most of every opportunity. Let your conversation be always full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer everyone.”- Colossians 4:5-6

More photos =D

Us! :) (Click to enlarge! :)) From left: XP, Sann, ah gong, son (the one covering his face haha!), zhengting (no idea what he's looking at), TBT (constantly weird expression one), Ion, MY and the emokid who looks ostrasized but actually he isolated himself cause he doesnt like taking photos hahaha.

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Hello! Ion said my blog one photo only very boring..okay here are two and both have been edited but the colours look more vivid in the 2nd one..which one's nicer to you? Hahah.

YAY NO SCHOOL TOMORROW HOORAYYYYY =D And I like today. :):):)

Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Thank You God :)

Its always like that. Whenever my emotions run down to the bottom of the pit, God always has a way to make me feel better.

Maybe its PMS. So I'm cranky and I think too much and get emotional and buy a completely unnecessary packet of Chipsters to munch on while thinking because its my reaction to stress - eat more. Waste of money? Lol.

=)

Saman and I! :)

- Its gotta be as romantic, but better than r and j cause its gonna last forever. :D -

God blessssss :):)

Annyeong! :)

Went to Bea's house (first time!) to celebrate her birthday today :D Saman and Rie were totally in the orientation mood, cheering every single chance they got hahaha.

Ate the yummy pasta her mum cooked..and chocolate wafer..and got an energy booster from one famous amos cookie hahaah. When we chatted in the kitchen, with everyone doing diff things (Rie was making the syrup drink, Bea was washing dishes..yeaa) it really felt like we are a family :D <3 I love you people! This is what "home away from home" means :D

Played darts..super cool there was once I got 2 bullseye in one try :D Swinged, took group photos, crazy photos, played games (Saman suggested it cause she was so into the orientation mood hahah I know you'll make a good GL/facil/whatever its called in the future!) :D The fastfood game lol.

Hmm then we decided to watch a movie..at first it was 17 again..then it got changed to The Handsome Suit..woohoo! Love it..got really high when Motoe confessed that she's Hiroko (but I still think that their personalities are so diff) hahaha and the songs were so catchy I couldnt help dancing in my seat LOL helps to keep me warm anyway and Saman's laughter was so contagious hahaaa

Then we got to shop for a while :D After Bea and Rie left, we went to Sumo House to makan and talk..uh huh then it was home sweet home! :)

I still have a lot of work to complete..okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :):)

=D

Yay I changed my current background song..quite some time ago but anyway here are the lyrics =D Its really catchy to sing to..yay :)

I don't want another heartbreak,
I don't need another turn to cry.
No, I don't want to learn the hard way
Baby,'Hello.' Oh no, 'Goodbye.'
But you got me like a rocket shootin' straight across the sky.

It's the way you love me,
It's a feelin' like this.
It's centrifugal motion,
it's that perpetual bliss.
It's that pivotal moment.
It's 'Ah, impossible.'
This kiss, this kiss.
Unstoppable.
This kiss, this kiss.

Cinderella said to Snow White
'How does love get so off course?
Oh, all I wanted was a white knight with a good heart, soft touch, fast horse.'
Ride me off into the sunset, baby I'm forever yours.

It's the way you love me,
it's a feelin' like this.
It's centrifugal motion,
It's perpetual bliss
It's that pivotal moment.
It's 'Ah, unthinkable.'
This kiss, this kiss.
Unsinkable.
This kiss, this kiss.

You can kiss me in the moonlight on a rooftop under the sky.
Oh, you can kiss me with the windows open while the rain comes pouring inside.
Oh, kiss me in sweet slow motion,
let's let everything slide.
You've got me floating, you've got me flying.

It's the way you love me,
it's a feelin' like this.
It's centrifugal motion,
It's perpetual bliss.
It's that pivotal moment.
It's 'Ah, subliminal.'
This kiss, this kiss.
It's criminal.
This kiss, this kiss.

It's the way you love me baby,
it's the way you love me darling, yeah.

It's the way you love me,
it's a feelin' like this.
It's centripetal motion,
It's perpetual bliss.
It's that pivotal moment.
It's 'Ah, subliminal.'
This kiss, this kiss.
It's criminal.
This kiss, this kiss.

It's the way you love me baby,
It's the way you love me darling, yeah.

Tomorrow's Friday, morning prayer yay :) Welllll. Was supposed to present my speak ezee speech today but thank God she said its postponed to next week..so I can refine it..reduce the no. of words w/o losing the meaning :D

Okay this is not a proper post la hahaha God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =)

P.S.: http://dooce.com/daily-photo/2009/04/15/beyond-simple-hex-value love the short writeup on this photo. Shows how awesome God is..to have created nature so beautifully :) Oh speaking about that, I just remembered I havent shared something..I recently changed the route I take from the MRT to school..instead of using stairs on the right, I use those on the left..and woohoo nice scenery from the stairs to the traffic lights. =D The morning sky..never fails to amaze me :) I'm not sure if I'll be sticking to this route..hmm :)

Okay that's all..yay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

baabaa

Firstly, thank God for 399 for came over yesterday to fix the com :D:D

Okay I came online cause I'm feeling bored and..I dont feel like doing my work. Woahwoah. But part of my work needs the com so..haha! XD

I feel sluggish now..plus my thighs are still aching from Thursday's PE (which I thoroughly enjoyed =D) so its quite sad that I enjoyed those few hours but have to endure pain for a few days..sigh. Anyway..not only do I feel sluggish, I move sluggishly because of the muscleache. Ahh..lol.

I need to do quite a number of things..like study for the math test which I was until I got stuck at one qn..then edit my PI..write the sleep essay..complete SSMD and biomolecules tuts..baabaablacksheep I dont feel like doing anything at alllll.

Never mind. I'll look for some motivation hohoho. God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

Huh?

I think I'm going to rant. I think its because of the lack of sleep. Maybe I should sleep now. But I wanna get my thoughts down.

It feels great helping people, no matter what. =D

Life feels better when you have someone you like. Even if its a fake one. Like you randomly pick someone to go gaga over when you see him/her. Just to destress and make you feel good. And no one's gonna say anything about it..cause..haven't they been through that too? So yea..even if its fake. Haaa.

Really. Don't judge anyone. He can be A today and B tomorrow.

Okay enough of thoughts. Tons of them whirl around in my mind everyday.

TODAY! MORNING! WE DID MORNING PRAYER! Woohoooo happyyyyy. Thank You God! :):) And I made a new friend! Again! Hahaha thank You God! Its cool :):)

This could be the 1st time I'm not as energized on a house Friday..lol. Seriously. I remember that house Friday..when I felt so happy cause I slept well the previous night :D Tomorrow..9-11..setting up of our stall :) Then..research for the PS sharing session..and do homework! =D And the girls are coming to my house on Mon..hahaha need to pack around the house so that there's space to do the cell model..hmm.

I think I'll keep thinking about that until I fall asleep or something. Alamak. Its very unimportant but very intriguing to me..so yea that explains the title of today's post.

Okay I'll end off here. God is still awesomest :DDD Thank You for being You! God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :):)

I..

had a lot of things running through my mind just now..some silly..and some..worries? Wanted to put them on my PM..like..

Paranoi-ah!
Tell me this isn't real

"He told.."
her voice turned into a whisper and faded into the background
"..me"

But after reading through some blogs, I realised I forgot something important..some days ago I told God I dont wanna rush through life; dont wanna live as though there is no God, as though there is no One in control of everything at every point of time..I guess I lost that focus..so God thank You..for reminding me.. :) God is amazing right. Speaking through a friend's blog. :)

Okay I think I'm a bit stressed..okay make that quite stressed for PW cause I have no idea how to start writing my PI..is there a certain format? HOW DO YOU START WRITING WHEN YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO START WITH. Bahhhhh. God help me.

On a lighter note, photog was fun today..I played with an antique camera..and did film picking with my eyes closed..SUCCESSFULLY! =D And the j1s and j2s sat in a circle and we just talked! Hahah I like :)

I feel like we're nearing the weekends..woohoo! Mid-week, hang on! Tomorrow will be a long day cause of PE..but I think it'll be okay cause today was a long day too..haah =D Then Friday (YAY!) and Saturday and FAMILY DAY! Lol..not sure if im going for cycling on Monday..cause it would be more fun if I can cycle right..aiya I dont know..see first la! :)

Kay I think thats all I wanna say..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Oh and happy april's fool day :)

Note to self: Submit 3 photos for Colours competition by 15.04..and another one for i dont know what and when. Lol yes this is part of being in photog.