Hi!

Its been long, people! I've been thinking..hmm. So we're nearing the end of May..2 more days! So far, this month has been quite hectic with the crazy editing for PI at the start of the month, then editing the GPP for the rest of the month (yay thank God its approved now! :D) plus tutorials, GP essays, CCA-related stuff and studying for tests to do..but thank God He sustained me throughout the entire period..thank YOU GOD!! =D

Okay so I need to go back to school tomorrow..I'm going to help out with (constant?)repositioning of the exhibition and present it! Haha I think its quite cool..

I realised that for me to do something, you need to let me see the logic in doing it..like just now when VP told me to come back tomorrow, I wasn't really willing to mainly because it wasnt my job to do it. And he said my duty is just to move the boards around..like ?? you're asking me to forgo my 1st day of holidays and come back to school just to shift things around?? Lol. Plus I could be doing better things than that la..so yea. Aiya..never mind la! Thinking about it now..I didnt have to feel annoyed about it..should have asked him why he needed more people in the beginning. Saves time as well. Hahha..why didnt I think of that? PMS therefore irrational behaviour? Hahahaa but its okay! I agreed in the end right :D

Another example! I'll only respect people when I see them deserving of it..yea and so for instance ifI dont think A isnt worthy of it, I might come across as being rude/ impolite to that person..God, its hard to respect everybody all the time..help me be able to do that :)

Quite a lot of self-discovery right haha :D I think I'm kind of like a chameleon..like you know most people behave differently during during different situations but I think the degree of change for me is bigger than for the majority of people..Polar opposites, split personality, hmm..in any case..its special right..haha..

Oh yea today XP said that she'd want to protect me if she's a guy..lol! But ion thinks MY is more vulnerable than me..? I dont know! By the way there are finally AJ people online! :)

I ate a lot today! 4/3 of honey chicken + spaghetti during lunch and 3 bowls (not the usual glass bowl..my bowl is bigger! haha) of rice for dinner woohoo =D

Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

God all I really wanna do is feel good all the time..