God in my very irrational state of mind now, running away seems to be a rather good option. Stopping time? Oh mesh..canibreakdown? I feel crap horrible about those superhorrendous results already and then there are so many things to do..for all subjects..plus CCA..Yes it feels like someone turned my world upside down. But there are things to be grateful for..thank God for family and friends..but then everyone's too busy..
No robot..Not a superhuman..
It really takes some time for the feeling to go away. It comes back again and again..:(:(:( even after you thought you've dealt and are done with it..and the nightmares the past few nights..gosh I sound so..Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
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