LOL

Replies:
Jenna } Hahaha :D
Jeanne } Lols. No problem. You're 14! Yayness. XD
QiuHui } Yah lah. Happy lah. LOL. :D
SiJie } -.- Lalalala. Don't try this! HAHAHA. I'm lamer =P
Huimei } Lols. He got brain but never use mah. HAHAHA. Lol, & got legs la. But he use Walking Stick, remember? LOL!
Sacha } Of course! Haha. I love the flowerssss x)
Jenna } Lol. Why the change? :)
Eugene } Haha. I went online already (:
ChunKiat } Lol. I don't know either. I think he's KokJie though.

I just added a warning on my main page - the disclaimer part. HAHAHAHA. lols & i didn't eat breakfast. I ate Fish Porridge for lunch at a hawker center ^^ One thing I dislike about hawker centres is that, the air quality is bad :( I thought I was breathing in carbon dioxide. I almost fainted there.

Lol, alright. I'm exaggerating. New update! I FOUND MY SCHOOL BADGE! YAYNESS. Thank God. Ehehe. YAYAYAY. &...someone took my correction tape ): Luckily I have one more at home. I use a lot of it. A LOT. Hahaaa.

I'm in my grandma's house again. One day I shall get a LCD monitor & i'll change my blogskin (My blog looks super bright on LCD monitors) . Oh yes Jenna, I promised. But the scanner there scanned urm, weirdly. The file size was so huge =/ I have to scan it at my other house. Sorry girl :( Hmm. I got to finish up quite a number of things. Like, my design folio which I'm stuck with, the Maths homework & the Chinese Newspaper Article Reflection (剪报) =/ Rahhs. My cousin's here :)


Something we drew :D (click to enlarge)


[edit] This is another one! XD I love it (click to enlarge) [/edit]

Oh yah. I like one particular song - from an advert. Its that commercial for...3G phones? Hmm. The woman was wearing black. She was the waitress I guess. When she went around giving out drinks, yup. You know? That commercial? Yes? Send me that song! I like it a lot la. Hahaha. I think the lyrics went something like that.

"The boys see the girls & the ....."

Gahh. Forgot already. Lol, anyway I shall stop here, gonna take dinner soon ^.^ So, take care, God bless, smile & bye bye! :D

Lalala

kokjie } thanks la. are you that monster? lol.
huimei } haha. yah lor. good. you not like some people. hahahar. cannot forget me alright ;) lol. i give you $ you go dye yourself =P yah lah. happy la. lol. :D
jianwei } whatever -.-
kokjie } [new name - kane] } i see (: HI MONSTER! XD
john cena } lols who are you? another monster? ahhh! [runs for life] LOL. lol. i dont like going there for music or videos. thanks anw (:
huimei } lol. you're cuter alright. nvm la. you just linked right? hehe. and that person arh. -.- he's a lamer lor. he cant walk. LOL. =S

i did some maths just now. geog part two havent do yet. ate nasi lemak for breakfast. okay i know its unhealthy. sigh. copycats luh. who cares la. copy then copy lor. anw i dont think there is anything copy-able here. you do whatever i do. dumb la. -.- they went to m'sia. someone talk! its boring. if you happen to be a passerby, add solh-@hotmail on msn & talk to meeee. :)

Lost

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I CANT FIND MY SCHOOL BADGE..! =/
sigh. still can't find it.
i dont like doing homework.
its disgusting.
i get disgusted at the thought of hw :(
KOKJIE } okay. so you wont tag tmr huh.
CARINE } thankyou(:
CHUNKIAT } hanna. dont flood la. why put so many question marks. lol.
JENNIEEE } hee JENNIE XD
CHUNKIAT } wasnt talking about you in my post la. hahahaa. but anw thanks.
ahhhh. i'm been online ever since i came home which is very early - 12.05.
i've been online for 5 hours and i've done nothing useful.
gahwhydosomepeoplevisitblogsbutdonottagnothingtosaythatpersonissomeoneunpopthatperson hatesyouyouhatethatpersonthatpersonisuglythatpersonisstupid
HAHAHAA.
lols anw when i visit blogs i'll think of something to tag one.
see i'm nice alright.
dont diao me.
hahahaa.
and my com hanged on me just now.
i was opening photoshop & i got invited into a mass convo.
of course hang la! >:(
i got sick of trying to make ck's images blend.
i'm too stupid luh.
& i dont think there's anything for me to do.
no new testimonials / friend requests on friendser
no new tags to reply to
nothing interesting happening at blogskins
&, well, nothing to do lor.
TAG IF YOU READ THIS (:
if you read the above line but didnt tag
then...i dont know. :/
byebye people.
{/edit}

the man downstairs is scary. he's around 80. he lives at the 9th floor. he hang outs at the void deck everyday. its scaryyy. :/
today he wore specs. maybe someone dropped them on the ground and he picked them up. SO SCARRRRRYYY LAH! :X
plus he was holding a TOY GUN. and he smiled at me and pointed the gun at my grandma. i walked very quickly and prayed that he wouldnt follow me. 很吓人LEH！=S
thought he would come inside the lift but thank God he didnt.

lol i just submitted one assignment for the IT day thingy. there was holy communion at the chapel today =D went with sheryl & ling chao. then saw amanda, sijie, clara, chenxi & weiling there too. oh yah & tbt & singhau. & mr fong & ms chong & blah blah blah. & olivia! haha. uh huh & if it wasnt for those 8 people we could have stayed back for refreshments. lol but i dont mind luh.

yah. & the eight people. shant mention. and mr _ _ _ cried. =O sigh. we're all humans anyway. okie i shall do the second assignment le. God bless & byee~ :D

为什么。

JEN } hahaaa. lol. dance is fun alright. enjoy your cca then. love you toooo. haha.
IVAN } lol. yah lor. i dont like remembbering things mah XP thanks for tagging (:
ADELYN } hi! thanksss. haha i'll link you ^^

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这已经是我今天第二次在这里写entry了。
peace . love . joy
有那么难吗？
有时真得想挖个洞来钻进去。
不管这里有没有错别字啦。
方正是电脑嘛。
不管了。今天功课真多。
我要。。。离开这世界。
讲了那么多次。
为什么没有人相信我呢？
我有那么讨人厌吗？
为什么跟你说话时总觉得你很讨厌我。
也许我真得太失败了。
什么也做不成。
信心一天比一天少。
yet none of you 懂得关心我。
maybe i don't deserve it.
因为我不像是需要关怀的人。
but we're all humans.
嗨。。。应该是这样吧。
i don't need anything.
not worthy of anything.
我的世界，
除有他，
也没有人了解了。
你。。。想知道吗？
真正的朋友真难找。
可能。。是我想太多了。。。
got to accept the fact
that i'm no longer
who i used once to be.
算了吧。
i'm dreaming of something which is impossible.
没有人。
没有人。
willyoumakemesmile?

Every Heart

just this morning i had a bad feeling about today.
well anyway i didn't pack my bag last night.
i just shove my d&t workbook into my bag.
i didn't even care about the timetable.
so i didnt bring my d&t folio.
but thank God.
didnt have to hand it in today.
whew :)

i totally forgot about my organizer & wallet.
crap.
guess how i managed to get on the train.
it was like taking a risk 4 times.
just now i almost got caught by the kiap kiap.
the thing that opens when you tap your card luh.
i guess i went in too late
'cos my leg got stuck in the thingy but i pulled it out =X


STUCK. pain & dangerous eh? :(
mygrandmotherluh~!#$%^&*()
chinese was the 1st lessondontyouthinkmyblogissuperboring:(
then it was a little urm. embarrasing?
i dont know laa.
i ran up & down thrice just to get a phonecard to call her.
SUPER TIRING OKAY.
-.- please call your mummy =/
sighh.

then it was geog.
mr ng crapped a lot as usual.
hahahar.
then..recess.
victoria lent me $7.
ehehe. so nice of her right.
thanks MARIA :D
$2 for recess $2 for lunch
& $3 for the d&t apron.
yuppos. i finally bought my d&t apron :))

hahaaa. then sheryl pulled me to ask ling chao if he was going for the communion svc after chapel tmr. those who wanna come, stay back after chapel okie? :) lols & ling chao was so blur lah. it took sheryl 5 mins just to let him understand what she was telling him. LOL.

after that was..english. & mr fong came again! ahaha. the guys asked him a lot of questions. hahaa. he's 21 this year. october baby. hahaha. he showed us the uhh. common mistakes that students make. ahaaa. oh yes. he's mrs wong's son. like OMGOSH. can you believe it? i dont see any similarities b/w mother & son. LIKE CRAP. & i told huiqing. & she told peiqi & wanlin and they were like omgosh. hahaha. ^^"'

okay then...d&t. lent reb my wb. uh huh. & we proceeded with the marking out & drilling / sawing. THANKS TO SINGHAU and er. chunkiat is it? lol. thank you for helping me to drill the 8 holes. ehehe. THANK YOUUUU. XD lols. i taught people how to use the scroll saw but i used the coping saw instead XP hmm. then i used the rasp. i cut out 4 blocks le! 4 more to go! yay. haha. then. i took the sandpaper but now its just a plain brown paper without sand..ahaha. all thanks to qh who helped me to make the edges smooth :DD lol i thanked so many peepo today.

literature was a lil uh dumb la. hahaa. nothing much to say. then had lunch..i just drank soup. wasnt hungry anw. hahaha. then went to 2grace to mark attendance. uh huh. okay...

i'm having a toothache.
my tooth is shaky.
& its gonna drop out soon.
ITS PAINFUL ):
i still have baby teeth lah.
and baby hair on my head -.-
that's why my hair looks messy.
how on earth do you tie up baby hair =.=
you cant even clip it.
so dont say my hair looks messy for goodness sake.
LOLS.

so till next time, GodBlessTakeCareSMILE&BYEBYE! =D

mundaneness

just like any other day, this one hasn't been really different. even when qh came over i thought it was just ordinary & nothing special. i do not have the enthusiasm i used to have in the past when i would wake up and say; "TODAY IS A NEW DAY!" and then grin widely.

but now i don't. maybe something IS wrong with me. yes. perhaps that's the case. but anyway, i think i should just be myself. i dont want to worry if saying anything gives people a bad impression of me. i don't care. if what i say offends you, then, it depends on YOU. if i should feel apologetic or not XD

EUGENE } THANKS for flooding. -.- not four letter word then..? =.=
QIUHUI } i'm saying the truth mah. you're good alright :)
KOKJIE } you want me to tag your blog? sure. anyway your tags are rather hard to comprehend. i shall try. and uhh. seeing is believing. so you ought to believe that eugene DOES like spamming flooding tagboards. flooding's the right word. yup. and Everytime we touch? -.- what's that? a country song? o.0 and dont sing. the windows might break. LOL.
YIAN } HI YI AN! :D

just a random question...
when you say thank you, do you say it:
[a] out of politeness
[b] because you are truly grateful
[c] because you know if you don't say it, people will think you don't have manners
[d] or does it depend on the person whom you say thank you to?

think about it. because reflecting is a good way to examine yourself. heehee. =)

JENNA
hey girl! lols you're very welcome :D hmm. the song? i shall check it later. yuppos. love ya! XD

KRIS
hi!! lol. thanks for those two songs. hee. THANKS A LOT!! x) love ya too! =D

QIUHUI
yaaa. YOU ARE GOOD. see that? hahahar. thanks for tagging! =D

KOKJIE
lols. what do you mean by gone tmr? you're going to commit sucide at 11.59pm tonight? LOLS! sorry. my imagination is wild. hahaahr. lols. videos take a longer time to load you know -.- lol yes i know my jukebox isnt working la. but. hee i'm lazy. see you admitted that QH is good. seesee. QH! LOOK! hahar. XP

JENNA
hi jenna dearie (:

EUGENE
hullo. thanks for tagging. =)

anw, i took some quizes =)

Your Hair Should Be Purple

Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional. You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights. What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

maybe that's the only picture they have of people in purple hair. BLOGTHINGS SHOULD HAVE LESSER OBSCENE IMAGES RIGHT. lol.

You Are 68% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up. How Happy Are You

yay. DO YOU SEE THAT. haha. of course. only MISS LALA has the ability to do that. mauahaha. XD yayness. if anyone is more than 70% happy, tell me okay! =DD

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

wow. rather true eh. (: i do keep a lot inside =)

Your Eyes Should Be Hazel

Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

makes me think of that song. behind those hazel eyes. LOL.

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

really..? :/

Your Outrageous Name is:

Amanda Hugnkiss

Outrageous Name Generator

LOLS.

looks i like i've taken a lot of quizzes.

guess i shall stop here. (:

GBUTCSMILE&BYEBYE:)

:D

hi dearies XD
replies to tags:

WEILIN } hees. yup God. haha. anw, you liked the skin? ME TOO! OH YAY. LOLS.

JENNA } hihiHI dearie!! LOLS. wheee you woke up & the 1st thought was to tag me huh. lol. JENNA IS SO SWEET AND I LOVE HER. lol. see that. ahaha. i'm not a lesbian btw. XP about the song? lol i can hear it! take x3 all of me! oh yay. LOOL. okay bye girl. btw i didnt go to church. i woke up late larh. and then i did my hw. sorraye. ): sorry God too. =(

RENA } hi there! hees thanks! :) it looks very bright on LCD monitors. now i know why. hahar. anw, youre linked! =D

HUIMEI } daddy! ahahar. did you enlarge the picture? you name is there eh! and JENNA too. and QIUHUI. ahahah. :)

kokjie } yep i was super bored. hahaahr. thanks for tagging. (:

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MORE REPLIES :D
chunkiat } woah. you so nice today huh. come flood my tagboard. lols. thanks a lot! XD lol. next time come then flood some more la. then flood until 0. hahaha.
huimei } lols. ck tag me you so happy har. i ask him tag you hao mah? LOL. [yea, ajw is mad. hahahar]
jianwei} lol. good. just kidding. anw even if youre not kidding i wont care. hahahar. x))
HEES. THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO FLOODED KAY. HAHAA. =D
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alright. blogging. i'm kinda sick of everything actually. hmm. new updates? i finished my d&t workbook and i'm overjoyed! ahhah. blah. there's the d&t folio which i have no mood & no intention to complete it by today 'cos i'm feeling very lazy. =P hmm. 2nd update. i submitted a skin today. clickity! (x its for weilin but she's so generous! lol. she decided to share it with the world. haha. thank her alright. =) okay. cousins are here as usual. every sunday. sigh and they are making a lot of noise. maybe not. hahar. and my brother..hmm. learning his chinese spelling lor.

i FEEL LIKE INTRDUCING MY FAMILY XD
okay. let's start from my brother.

his name: ONG JIAN WEI. hahahar. not that AJW lar. okay i know its only 1 letter of difference but. oh well. hahaha.
his chinese name: 王健伟. nice rights. jian kang de jian. wei da de wei x)
age: 8 he is in P2 this yr. yup. hahaha.
he tends to be violet sometimes. all that media infuence. sigh. he calls himself sharkboy -.- and what else. he likes spiderman. =.= he like sports. esp. running. she doesnt like studying & he doesnt care about his grades. sigh. nvm, lets move on. my sister.

her name: SHIRLEEN ONG LI HUI. solh too. hehehe. so now you know the meaning of my email. to those who thought it was a word or something. definitely NOT so-leh. -.- its my initials larh. [ tuition teacher's coming ): ]
her chinese name: 王丽慧 zhi hui de hui. niceee. hahahr.
age: 4 big age gap right? hahahar. :)
she's a chili padi larh. shes cute. but very mischeivious. due to the influence by her brother whom she follows everywhere -.- she spoils things. & she snaps at people a lot. =.= she like drama. yea she does. currently, she's in a childcare. & attends the kiddie service in church. so cute alrights. hahaha. okay. move.

seriously i dont feel like introducing my dad or my mum. i think it will be boring if i introduced them. hahahar. okay is this a long post? yes. so, God bless. Take care. Smile. & byebye! =D

lalala

something i drew out of boredom XP
click to enlarge! =D

this is the 240th post in this blog

This computer is weird. Blogger appears in chinese instead of English. But at least I can still understand the words. Hahahar. Had my breakfast already. So umm. I'm having chinese tuition at 8 tonight. Lalala.

Daddy's teaching jw spelling. And mei is...playing with toys? Gah I dont know. & I dont bother. x) Hahrhar. I've been typing haha like that since tues i think. harhar. XP

Maybe I shall draw somthing on paint to kill my boredom. There's no Photoshop on this com so I guess i shall just make do with paint =)


yuppos. i know it isnt very nice. but anw, lalala. i think i shall stop here.
so, TCGBSMILE&BB! =D

oh yes. i love jenna. hahahar. jenna, see this? :D

hello!
haha. i'm feeling rather hyper now.
hees. just had my dinner.
it was fantastic.
oh yah.
i'm at grandmummy's house now.
her food is like. heavenly lah.
lol. maybe i'm exaggerating?
BUT IT REALLY IS FABULOUS XD

lol. as usual school is okay lor.
nothing special 'cept for the MACBETH PRODUCTION
i was the one of the trees in the forest! XD
haha. my position was right at the back.
but if you havent got the faintest idea,
i shall draw it out for you =)


i know the image quality is bad. but who cares. can see my position can le. haha.
anw, mummy jo was beside me. and daddy was beside mummy. so romantic eh. LOL.

and i borrowed qiuhui's black shirt. it was too big for me actually but anw, i wore it. haha. and i was like folding my sleeve half the time. THE SHIRT WAS ENORMOUS OKAY. let me show you. okay my drawing looks awful =/ but the shirt was HUGE, GIGANTIC and OVERSIZED.


anw the whole macbeth thingy was rather fun. d&t was alright laa. just that i accidentally kicked that metal thing. well a lot of people did anw. hahar.
okay i promised zh i would edit his blog for him. so. GBUTCSMILE&BB! =D

JENNA } HOHI! XD oh its okay. thanks for tagging even though you're sick yea! <33>

tbt } hmmahho

ting fang } hihi! school is fun. but well, its just that. thanks for tagging anw! =Di don't get included in the fun? i don't know.
okay. today was alright lah. it rained again. HEAVILY. thankfully i brought my umbrella with me or i'd be drenched in the rain (: hmm. i just came back at 3.30 from the macbeth rehearsal. whew. it was really tring. anw the people standing as the forest only have ONE and only ONE line towards the end of the play. ALL
HAIL KING MALCOLM -.-

currently browsing through blogskins & listening to music- junyang's guardian angel. whoowhoo. haha. i'm alone in this house again. blah. i have the MLG thingy to do. well everyone in 2faith lah. haha. today's maths. and its past 3.15. will the teachers mark the work as overdue? =X and the hw is about Direct and Inverse Proportion. theres one presentation for us to look through so that we can answer the questions XD

[EDIT]
MS CHUNG CHANGED THE DUE DATE TO TOMORROW 8AM! WHOO. HAHA. i told qh to take a nap first then wake up at midnight to do the hw. hahaha. anw my eyes are really tired now. maybe i will sleep early today (:
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i like IT days! but unfortunately, we had to go back to school today. for dumb lang fest and the macbeth rehearsal lor. anw for today's lang fest we had to paint a mask. i made mine colourful. but it was all dark colours. but no black lah :) and erm. we played basketball today. but i didn't even get to touch the ball once :( bah nvm. we played heart attack before playing basketball. and it was fun. because there were so many people. =DD

junyang is singing jiekou now. SO NICE LARH x) jiu suan mei you jie guo...wo ye neng gou cheng shou. okay i gave up on pratically everything my life revolves around. maybe i should give up on the computer too. been spending too much time online i guess. i should cut down on the hours i spend luh.
i shall not give God up. He didn't give up on me. and i'm grateful. =)
xin hui is singing bu yao shuo bao qian now. XD okay i shall do the MLG thingy now. GODBLESSSMILETAKECARE&BYEBYE! =D feeling purple. bah.

to those who tagged } thanks for tagging =D

liquan } yah. because i can't say a lot of things. people will come chasing me with a broom if i made those words seen. although its my blog. but its public. what to do. harhar. you were the one & only one who tagged on the 4th of april! lool.

carine } lols. i told you what i wrote wasn't about you le mah. you don't believe me eh :( i almost thought of deleting that 2nd tag of yours but i guess i'll leave it there. wang en fu yi. i got nothing to say lah.

sijie } lols. thanks. [hugs] hahaha.

jiaqi } hees. [boos back] =P

vic } nvm? lol.

huimei } daddy you flooded..! your heart fragile ah.. hmm. then i dont know eh =/ gahhh. why daddy read the small small words :( and how come daddy so smart har? =(( anw he won't read what you say. so its okay i guess. hahar :) of course luh. bu xi guan leh. suddenly nobody tag. okay thanks. for helping me to thank those people one by one :) why must change blogskin..? this one isn't nice?

anonymous } add me on MSN luh =)

okay. i'm greatly irritated and i'm stumped. i can't do anything. my brother just broke the glass celing fan with a kick of his ball. I AM ANGRY OKAY. WHO SAYS I DON'T GET ANGRY. I'M NOT A TOY LA. why must people treat me as if i am a toy. i'm sad and i don't care. sorry for those er. put adjective here [tags] visit my blog must tag okay? okay lah. nvm. so demanding eh. i'm a bad girl. full stop.

EDIT-

I AM FUMING.
RAGING WITH ANGER.
SOMEONE ON BLOGSKINS.
COPIED ME.
HELLO?
ARE YOU A DESPO OR WHAT.
MISS LALA MISS LALA.
YOU CANT COPY ME!!!
BOO YOU.
=((

NO ONE IS CHEERING ME UP FREAKO.
I'M NOT WORTHY TO BE CHEERED UP.
anyway i'm not a despo for encouragement.
i gave up long ago.
i'm not sandra.

in school com lab now.
lalala.
one
two
three
crap.
today was okay lah.
its boring.
i
want
to
go
home
!!!
>=(



BLAHHHH
CRAPPPP
lalala.
nobody tags these days
ahh whatever.






some people are like. lalala. wang en fu yi. eeeyeeer.

crap oh crap.
i like crapping
this is dumb
played the whatever international friendship day thingy just now
CRAPPPPPP.
SUPER CRAPPPP.
LALAASDKLAOIRFWROE
adadadadada





BYE BYE.

i took this from ___ ____'s blog. and it kinda apply to me sometimes.
maybe i'm just not that cheerful anymore.
maybe you're right.
i've changed.
you don't know me now.
and i don't know myself too.

u think im cold,distant. ya..well u are half-right.
im not much of a talker.
sometimes i like to be left alone.
so tt i dun hav to think of things to say.
sometimes i dun say because u may think tt wad i say
has got no sense.its very lame. so boring. wadever.
yet sometimes..i wanna be part of a
group to know tt at least i belong somwhere n to feel tt i can
belong. i dun mix around much. i dunno how already.
there r some ppl hu are social butterfiles.
they draw ppl to them like magnets.

guess this is. well. life. (:

I JUST SAW A SKIN AND I FEEL LIKE CHANGING MY SKIN NOW. OKAY THIS IS FOR REAL. NEW SKIN COMING UP SOON. IT GONNA BE LONG LONG TYPE OF SKIN. =DD

and. im watching CSS now. okay i shall be fair. not bias yea?

GO TERESA GO!
GO GERALDINE GO!
GO ZHIYANG GO!
GO RENFRED GO!

oh yay oh yay. aww. that blogskin rocks alright. hmm i think. i've changed. now. change what. XP lalalala church was okay lah. ehehe. it started to rained when i went there. and it stopped when u walked into the shelter. lol. i guess God's happy. =DDD

MY TAGBOARD IS DEAD LAAAA :(
i gonna put in some goodies for all of you to use.
like uh. pictures i've made la.
but they may not be nice.
dont blame me oh. =/
and if you credit me or not,
up to your consience la.
ehehe. (:

i'm not perfect.
i'm not a perfect sister.
a perfect daughter.
neither am i a perfect friend.
i can't please everyone.
its tiring.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY

HI GUYS!
hehe. HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!
wheee. hahaa. the first thing i did when i signed in to MSN was to wish everyone "HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!" LOL. and, no, i didn't get tricked / pranked. heheh. =D anyway, today is alright. i guess i shall finish my homework today. ((: maybe i'll upload videos and put them here. (my brother's b'day) hehe. okie. shall get going now. oh yah. i forgot to off my com switch last night before i slept so the switch is going to be BURNING HOT. because i'll be online till at night.

hohoho. sorry switch. =X

2nd post

i've got questions.
i know i'm not supposed to voice them out
because people will come after me
with a broom or something =X

but anyway, this is my blog.
so i'm going to write this down.

number one. is popularity that important to you?
number two. why do you want to be popular?

it drives me crazy sometimes. i know i'm a "loner" okay.
you don't have to tell me. because you wanted to be popular,
we drifted apart.further & further.
and then the gap was there.
this world is so realistic. right?

once i'm gone.
you don't have to worry about me.
because i will be there.
looking down at you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

its my brother's birthday today. hehehe. lemme find a NICE picture of him. x)

wait. his tongue is underneath his chin -.- ahh whatever.

LOL. anw, my mum ordered a BIG CAKE for him >=( its UNFAIR. i dont get that kind of treatment at home okay. hmpf. whatever. it will be arriving soon.

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Videos of his birthday...







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SCHOOL was alright today. we did the flaggie thingy for art today. i did on finland. no i dont know anything about it cept that the flag is nice and simple to draw XD ITS BLUE AND WHITE thats why its nice x)) and we have to draw some thingies. i decided to do fruits. i gonna draw a FRUIT BASKET =)

hmm for maths mr lin taught us..line of symetry? and umm. mininum / maximum point of a graph or something. well then. RECESS! OH YAY. haha. i ate hor fun. niceeeee as usual. ahaha. and carine says i eat fast. lol. maybe i was hungry. but victoria says i eat VERY slowly =( ahh nvm. hehe.

oh yah, YIN LAO SHI DIDNT COME TODAY AND I WAS VERYVERY HAPPY cause i didnt do the jian bao. she'll pester me for it. I AM LAZY. especially when youre sitting right in front youve got no choice luh =(

ENGLISH. ms haq didnt come again today. THANK GOD. cause i didnt do all my english homework. whoops. haha. okay i have to do it by this weekend or else i'll be dead. oh yah. mr tan came to relief us today. there's a composition which all of us have to do -.- lalalacrap. oh yaaa. i love talking. hehehe. told sijie a lot of things. hahaha. ^^'"

anw, science was like. uhhh. we labelled the hamburger. and we had to draw umm. ____able lips. thats what mr lim said. x) and i wrote a lot of stuff on that page. and WHAT IS DIGESTION is a very common question. laaahs. and umm. we drew the alimentary canal. yuppos.

and then asm. yay! lol. i thought i was going to fall asleep again. but this one was showing miyasaki and stuff. im not sure if im going this year. maybe not. x) and uhhh. i laughed during the school song. OPPPS. because some ji siao guy sang the burning bush as buring BUSSSHHHHHH. LOL. i was laughing laaa. =X

hmm. then i had lunch. ate...that yong tau fu stall. blahblahblah. and then. ART ROOM! for art club. yup, i just joined art club. hehe. today we did paper machie. whatever the spelling is. hahaha. WE DID 7 LAYERS. hahaha. we were going to do a GLOBE. XD and so we did the people around the world after that. mine was like so colourful. ahaha. & i got to know some sec ones. hehe. AND I USE THE COMPUTER IN THE ART ROOM. shhh..hahahaha.

and then..when we were going back, i tripped but i laughed ^.^'" hehehe. I LOL. as in really. and carine was like -.-"' LOL. and the sec ones starred at me. hehehehohoh. i ate a banana when i came back. AND I FOUND OUT SOMETHING. A INTERESTING FACT. my monthly expenditure is...$90. =/ i've been eating A LOT these few weeks. i spend $3 on food a day. =/ recess & lunch mah. and...that means like. $70 on food per month. and...$20 on transport a mth. crap. I HAVE BEEN SPENDING TOO MUCH. but its not the time to cut down yet. heheh.

okay. this is a really long post. whew. lol, take care, God bless & byebye! XD cake is coming oh~ =D

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tried a rainbow text generator just now. hehe.
see what i did.
-sandra posted and laughed =D
hehehe.
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the feeling of being used

UPDATES
1. i downloaded graphmatica and its rather nice actually =)
2. i did my homework in school
3. i know my grades are de-proving (that spells BIG trouble for me)
4. my design folio is incomplete.
5. i haven't bought a d&t apron
6. i have to do the props for lit (i lugged 3 umbrellas back home today)

7. i read www.funbrain.com the diary is VERY interesting. a must go. i shall link it soon (: i'm at day 223. heheheh. oh yarh. i think i started reading last year. hehehehe. x)

i guess that's enough. okay, the feeling of being used.

firstly, picture this scene in your mind.

you thought some people were going to walk towards you, but they walked and talked to the person BESIDE you instead. and then they treat you like you're invisble and squeeze their way in and take over your standing or sitting place. now think.

next, someone comes up to you smiling. you thought that person wanted to talk to you. but that person just asked you for a favour. like uhh. doing something for them. and then you foolishly say okay. well i say okay all the time lah. and i feel very very used. get what i mean? you cant say no can you? i dont know. then you think, if you say no, that person will dislike or even hate you.

you understand? its not like i am like a toy okay. that you can pass around and throw into the bin or at a corner when you feel like it. i got scolded my many people today. do you know the feeling of being isolated? no? okay i shall fill you in.

one day, when you decided to chat up some people, they diao you and they just nod their head and walk away. then when you try talking to them again, they say go away and so you have to do everything alone. its veryvery difficult being isolated okay. its not fun at all.

how would you feel? tell me. im having a bad feeling about typing this post. because some people might just hate me and complain about me after this. rahhhhs.

hi guys. haha. i never post today nobody tag huh? lol. anw. if you come, tag lah. haha. okay. today was alright. hmm. okay. i've got a announcement.

I...LOST MY VOICE. =(

its so hoarse now. i can't talk. my throat will hurt. hmm. we played volleyball for PE today. but i really can't play. as in. i can hit the ball, but i can't pitch it. =( gahh. and didn't do my homework.

LALALA. i have to hand in the portfolio biodata tomorrow. yadayada. didnt have geog. MR NG DIDNT COME! OH YAY OH YAY XD and..I did the IFD card with qh today. hahah. thank us okay x) who cares if it looks childish. its cute lah XD hahahah. i drew it like my best friends blogskin. heheh. then qh did the words. i drew. wahhaha. anyway. im coughing like mad =(

oh yes. ms haq didnt come today. and we discussed about some controversial issue today. [me, sheryl, sisca & erm yah x)] anw. sijie slept as usual. then the guys?

playing soccer lah what else. lol. i'm waiting for xing shan shan to start. OH YAH. ANYONE WITH chen wei lian's CHU MO. send it to me okay? I LOVE IT LIKE CRAP. HHAHAHA. LOVE IT TOOO!! hehe. oh and..MR LIN IS VERY NICE.

haha. his full name is lin wen wei. like that tall tall guy. hahah. he's so patient can? then i understood the maths qns and blah. i failed my maths test lah. but he didnt scold me. hehe. he's good. yah he's good. but too bad. hahahha (;

and..after school some mr ____ came to scold us. and i told lq to say "'cause it didnt affect us" then he scolded us. >=( crappo. why must report. -_- what blah. then he talk so much & wasted so much time. LOL. anw. carine is uhh. MENTEITH NOW!!! yay!!! oh yayyayaya XD anw. some blah. yes. blah. hohohoho.

guess i shall end here. GBUTCBB! (:

4TH POST.

people change till you dont know them anymore says:
HEY. what happened?
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
he touch my neoprints
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
dipped them in rice.
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
ate my rice.
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
now i dont have any dinner.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
OMGOSH?
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
eeeeeeeeee
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
took all my sister's stickers which she needed for school & pasted them on HIS OWN CUPBOARD
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
feel free to bang ur head against the wall
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
CRAP.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
i wont mind
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
gee
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
WHY DO I HAVE SUCH A BROTHER.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
tts horrible..
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
why he do that?
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
YEA!
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
CANT TAKE IT.
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
HES BRAINLESS.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
anw
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
how old is he?
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
8.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
oh
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
thats..
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
old enough to know whats right and wrong
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
yea!
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
i told you
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
he's TOTALLY BRAINLESS.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
hmm
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
letmesee
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
ur neos..
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
nt that bad
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
is rice
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
yea
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
crap.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
u can cook maggie mee?
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
-suggection
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
one day he will dip them in curry or smth
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
[FUMES]

3rd post for today

took another quiz.
**PREP** you're definitely a Prep!!But don't worry!I am too sometimes!!But not all preps are bad!!~*preps rock!*~ You know howda stand up to people,and aren't afraid to speak your mind,WHEN YOU HAVE TO!!!

here's another.
you are calm and have popular friends because they think your so cool. who knows whats goin on in your head.

and another..
You chose potato chips. If potato chips are your preferred snack food, then you are probably an ambitious and successful person, and a high achiever. You enjoy the rewards of success both at work and at home. Not a selfish sort, you enjoy the successes of your spouse and children, too, and you seek nothing less than the best from them. You also tend to be impatient with less than the best, and you are easily frustrated by life's little blips - traffic jams make you crazy, and you consider waiting in line a huge imposition. Note: if you want to do business with a potato chip lover, or you are in a competitive situation with this personality type, be prepared. Potato chip lovers are always worthy and prepared adversaries, and you may lose if you don't bring your best to the situation.

You are the element of wind. You are a breezy sort of person, very passive. You have a few friends who understand you, but they are the only ones. Like a Rainbow you colourful person, you!! =D

PLEASE TAKE NOT THAT NOT ALL QUIZ RESULTS ARE TRUE.

sometimes i wonder

when i visit blogs,
i tend to read a lot of depressing stories.
but i'm in the same boat too!
why dont i just fall and cry and say i wanna die?
then everyone will comfort me right?
but, NO i can't!
i wonder why i'm so strong.
SO STRONG NO ONE CAN SEE SADNESS IN ME.
i mean, if you see it, well, no one asks anw.
maybe i want people to ask.
maybe not.
maybe i'm so strong.
because God moulded me to this stage.
why can't i fall & cry?
people will say i'm weak.
and because I've got Daddy.
i've so many problems
but i smile & laugh so much
the smiles cover up all the tears.
that flow down, right and deep inside the heart which once almost tore.
and the wall banged on me.
i took shelter.
finding refuge in Him, and Him alone.
i didn't tell anyone.
that i was torn and broken up.
sorry Daddy.
but whenever i think of You, and Your goodness.
i can't help but cry.
tears well up in my eyes.
and roll down my cheeks.
and your everything.
SORRY.
once i fall.
at the bottom of the pit.
You pick me up.
You always do.
i wonder why.
its not funny.
i know there's something missing in me.
I KNOW.
SORRY PAPA.
I know you're fine there.
i want to go there too.
BUT I CAN'T.
listen and hear me with your heart.

personality tests

lol. i'm feeling tralala~ XD reason? no one treated me like a machine today. and i'm not invisble =) haha. no one told me to do this or do that. everyone is good. x) everyone deserves respect. so i shall respect everyone. =D oh yes. i LOVE cleaning the class whiteboard. AND SWEEPING THE CLASSROOM. hahhaha. i'm weird. XP

anw, took another personality test. ahaha. i just came back. lahs. oh yah. and i feel VERY BLESSED. PRAISE GOD =D ahaha. cos i forgot to wear my nametag & school badge to school today. lol. then you know what? as soon as i reached the hall, victoria lent me one of her nametags and crystal lend me her school badge. awww. thanks guys! [hugs!] lol. and when i came back, i think God wanted to tell me something. you know that "knock and you'll find, seek &..." that verse? yea.

God was trying to tell me that. today i searched for a .vbs file which could cure my computer's little problem which i didn't use to care about cos it didnt affect me in whatsoever way. hahah. anw. the minute i searched for it and clicked on the link my computer problem disappeared. yay! haha. THANK GOD. XD and went to staff room after school, but mr lin wants there -.- lols. anw. the a*star thingy was okay.

and we had to do macbeth -.-

Peaceful Discreet Non Aggressive

You are easy-going yet discreet. You make friends effortlessly, yet enjoy your privacy and independence. You like to get away from it all and be alone from time to time to contemplate the meaning of life and enjoy yourself. You need space, so you escape to beautiful hideaways, but you are not a loner. You are at peace with yourself and the world, and you appreciate life and what this world has to offer.

Your Existing Situation

Sensuous. Inclined to luxuriate in the things which give gratification to the senses, but rejects anything tasteless, vulgar, or coarse

Your Stress Sources

Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which she imposes of herself or by her own choice and decision.


Your Restrained Characteristics

Willing to participate and to allow herself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension.
Believes that she is not receiving her share--that she is neither properly understood nor adequately appreciated. Feels that she is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave her without any sense of emotional involvement.

Your Desired Objective

Her need to feel more causative and to have a wider sphere of influence makes her restless and she is driven by her desires and hopes. May try to spread her activities over too wide a field.

Your Actual Problem

Feels restricted and prevented from progressing; seeking a solution which will remove these limitations.

YESYESYES! lol.

the website

Know more about me

What's on my mind?
Here is the analysis:
You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.

Your Working Style
You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat. When you are care, you care deeply, but are more likely to show your feeling by deeds rather than words. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to things or people you care about.
You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values. You stick to your values with passionate conviction, but can be influenced by someone you care deeply about. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by quiet reserve.

In everyday activities you are tolerant, open-mind, flexible, and adaptable. If one of your inner loyalties is threatened, though, you will not give and inch. You usually enjoy the present moment, and do not like to spoil it by rushing to get thing done. You have little wish to impress or dominate. The people you prize the most are those who take the time to understand your values and the goals you are working toward.

You are interested mainly in the realities brought to you by your senses, both inner and outer. You are apt to enjoy fields where taste, discrimination, and a sense of beauty and proportion are important. You have a special love of nature and a sympathy with animals. You often excel in craftsmanship and the work of your hands is usually more eloquent than words.

You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in, since your feeling adds energy to your efforts. You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them. You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you-- human understanding, happiness, or health. You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check. You are perfectionists whenever you deeply care about something, and are particularly suited for work that requires both devotion and a large measure of adaptability.

The problem for you is that you may feel such a contrast between your inner ideals and your actual accomplishments that you may burden yourself with a sense of inadequacy. This can be true even when you are being as effective as others. You take for granted anything you do well and are the most modest of all the types, tending to underrate and understate yourself.

It is important for you to find practical ways to express your ideals; otherwise you will keep dreaming of the impossible and accomplish very little. If you find no actions to express your ideal, you can become too sensitive and vulnerable, with dwindling confidence in life and in yourself. Actually, you have much to give and need only to find the spot where you are needed.

some quiz

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

(This part has been removed due to the gayness of SOME people)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

reflecting upon life

You know something? even if you're always alone (like me) and you dont have a partner for morning assembly almost everyday, but you know God is with you. And even if everyone else has forgotten about you, you know that He doesn't and will never forsake you. that makes you feel way better isn't it? [big grin] and then if there's no partner beside you, He will sit beside you. Don't you feel honoured having the King right beside you? haha. There's more than enough space for Him to take His place. and when others have friends as partners, you have the King as your partner! So wonderful right? (;

lols. that's what i think when i'm just by myself. hehe. anw. i feel like redoing my d&t design folio. hi^5 to qiuhui! haha. and there's a lot of work to do today. anw. mummy washed my shoes! OH YAY =DDD what's the first thing you do when you turn on your computer? haha. of course you'll wait for it to load lah -.- hees. for me, i'll check if anyone has tagged. hahah. it makes you feel good that people do come to your bloig and tag. then when you reply, makes me feel great. haha. then i'll check in friendster.

new testimonials or friend requests or whatever. then i'll check blogskins. to see if anyone commented on my skin overnight or gave me a green flag =D then i'll sign in to MSN. haha. then i'll feed my neopets. i reallyreally have to do a lot of things today. so, bye for now!

TAKE CARE, SMILE & GOD BLESS! :D

why does everyone come to me only when they need help? or when they want to know about homework? why can't you talk to me because you want to talk to me? i got other things to do one okay? in case you don't know, its not fun being a machine. its very tiring. no one appreciates. i've been kind enough to tell you everything already okay. don't go overboard. i'm irritated and digusted at you. are you even a friend? are you fake or what? you dont treat me as a friend already do you? you treat me as a machine right? GREAT. you're so disgusting. i hope God will punish you. what kind of Christian are you. you treat me like rubbish. ahh crap.

yay!

i changed my skin! ahaha. i'm still trying to figure out why my jukebox isn't working like it is supposed to. in the meantime, be patient lor. haha. anw, i'm thinking of letting readers download music or images. how about that? ahaha. now its time to change my tagb colours. ((:

P.S: if you steal my codings, i will make you look like a ultimate freak. =D

Fragile; handle with care

2nd post today. bwahaha. i havent done anything. just as i said. i just changed ck's blogskin. blahs. what else? eat dinner? okay. guess i shall do so. SHOULD I CHANGE MY SKIN?

219th post

took train home with huimei today. i shall be myself. came back to waipo's house and switched on my computer and turned on the tv. watching hi5. charli is pretending to be a star shooting now. sometimes watching innocent children really makes you smile. really simple things make me happy. i don't wish for everyone's attention. i just wish for ONE true friend. ONE.

maybe she is right. maybe i have a really simple mind. i thought everyone was good. in my world, there isn't the word cunning in my dictionary. now kellie is talking to chats. i dont want to do my homework. dont feel like doing anything at all. just typing and tving. there's a maths test tomorrow. kids central grew up with me. (: God too. of course =)

i don't want to pretend. i don't want people to pretend too. especially my friends. i don't even know if those i consider as my good friends consider me as one. maybe i'm just invisble to everyone. People do change. I'm not the same anymore. Didn't you all realise I'm not as happy or carefree like before? Even if i'm happy in class or whatever, people still won't be happy.

what's the point in following what people do? BE YOURSELF! i want peace love & joy on earth. not violence vulgarities and pretentious people. someday you'll realise i'm not an ordinary girl.

KIDS CENTRAL BIG IN THE CITY. hi5 started. byebye.

HEY. I DECIDED TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN. TO THE ONE WHICH I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS. THE LAYOUT SHALL BE A SURPRISE. IF I ALREADY SHOWED THE SKIN FOR SOMEONE, IT IS UNFAIR. SO TO MAKE IT FAIR, I SHALL NOT DISCLOSE ANY DETAILS. WANT A HINT? TITLE - BLUE ROSE. SORRY FOR TYPING THIS POST IS ALL IN CAPS. (IF NOT NO ONE WILL SEE THIS. HAHA) SO JUST TAG TO TELL ME IF YOU WANT ME TO CHANGE IT. YES OR NO? (: WAITING TO HEAR FORM YA'LL! =D

can i say something? I AM NOT A MACHINE. why are people ordering me around. why? why can't you print yourself? you say your ink level is low. ever wondered if the person you are asking doesnt have much ink left too? can you get yourself a printer? so much for helping. you dont even say thank you. crap.

do not treat me like a machine. I AM NOT A MACHINE. you don't switch the on and off button whenever you like it. and then treat me badly or you give me that kind of "i hate you" face. then when you need my help you go "sandra...can you help me to ______ ohh pleaseeee & thank you!!! =DD" its all fake lah. =( and i have a dumb brother. he loves meddling with my hp. see my messages when he cant even read. doesnt listen to instructions. thinks he IS SO GREAT. and a papa who calls you once every 5 mins. its dumb lah. i wish i had no papa. he claims i am his beloved daughter. CRAP. you think im a 3 year old kid? who are you trying to kid? IRRITATING.

i do get angry too okay? i am not always that quiet girl. anw im not quiet. i can be very loud too. its stupid. and then my mother. SHE WILL NAG AND NAG AND NAG. CANT STAND IT. keep asking me to leave the house. crap. then ask her not to keep commenting on evt i do she will say things like "i die le then wont comment le lor" WHAT IS THIS. >=(

and my grandma. i quite like her now =) she's been pretty nice to me these few days. i hope it will continue to be this way =)) and then there's my uncle. walks around the whole house. -.- very irritating larh. -.-

anw i went to j8 with sheryl and jenna today. wore pe shirt. we ate lunch. they bullied me with some black magic. >< i dont like it. SO STRESSFUL. im dumb okay? i didnt know how on earth they did it. then we took neoprints. NICEEE =DD

sorry for not posting today. was busy making skins. sorry. not in good mood now. was but not now.

edit.
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY HUIMEI! =))
remember i'll be there for you.
SMILE ALWAYS! =D

I DIDNT SLEEP THE WHOLE OF LAST NIGHT. couldnt sleep. on idea why? school reopening? feeling lethargic? i thought a lot while i couldnt sleep. so much i think i have white hair now. i thought for 6 whole hours. then stand up and prepare for school thought about many things. =X i think i'm very fragile. anw. today's fun =) i kinda forgot what happened. haha. ahh i remember.

TODAY IS THE 1ST DAY OF THE 2ND TERM AND I DECLARE THAT I HATE PEOPLE WHO SQUEEZE IN THE MRT.

freak =/ someone literally leaned on me on the mrt. i hated it. that guy. that crazy man. i couldnt even breathe. i was like suffocating lah. =(( anw. saw yihui and reb in the morning. haha. i was leaning against the panel on the train. then so many people boarded the train. even though there wasnt any space left, one plump lady squeezed and pushed her way in.

ARGH. i dont like it. then this man stood in front of me. HE WAS WEARING GREEN. omgosh. then when more people came in, he stood closer. and nearer and nearer. so i put my science books in front of me. to prevent him from leaning on me. i stood in a position such that my shoe would kick his. or I WOULD HAVE DIED. haha. choi. when i finally came out of the train, i was like looking at that man and giving him my most DAO face. then i said "excuse me" then i purposely shoved my bag around. then will hit him. hohoho. no lah. i thought of doing that. but didnt in the end. its a bad thing to do. haha. i wanted to scold him and knock his head and blah. HAHAHA.

anw. got caught for not wearing my uniform properly. -.- i tucked in my shirt lah. i want to buy a bigger blouse. or it will keep coming out. haha =D anw yihui and reb acccompanied me too. hahaha. then sat alone during morning asm. anw i'm used to it. =) then we had a new timetable. ~!#$%^&*()_+!!! CRAP. WE CHANGED OUR TIMETABLE SO MANY TIMES IN THE YEAR. I THINK FIVE OR SIX.. dumbo =.=

i like eng periods. esp a star. hahaha. though sijie doesnt like it. hmm. cos there are fewer people. and less noisy. =D i dont like noise. if the whole class has to make noise, then everyone should make noise. if not we should all just keep quiet. LOL. sorry if anyone's offended =X

got real angry with my brother. SO PLAYFUL LARH. >=(( anw. i dont know if i should change my blogskin. i already made one. or myself. its titled "blue rose" =) tell me if you want me to change okay? cos i think im lazy. haha. & i should get going now. GBU, SMILE & byebye. (:

volcano

its sunday today =) my cousins came over to play. haha. doesnt it ryhme? =DD

anw. they brought the "horrible science" package and played with the tools inside. the volcano. AND THE "LAVA" SHOOTED HIGH! it was realy high okay? like 1 metre off the ground! it was SO FUN. lol. okay here are some videos to prove my claims to you. XD





and i finished my maths! yay! haha. oh yah. my sister caught some fishes. her childcare went to paris ris on an excursion on friday. and 5 fishes died. -.- one was because my sister dipped the net into the water and the fish came out and started jumping on the floor.

and she came screaming to me. the fish was jumping. it was scary. then after a few mintues it stopped moving. didnt dare to touch it eh =( and it died. the other 4 died due to an unknown reason. lol. just found them dead this afternn. haha.

guess what. i ate kfc for breakfast. and i had a tummyache. because of irregular mealtimes =((

btw, i found something new & fresh -

How to make a sandra

Ingredients: 5 parts intelligence 5 parts arrogance 3 parts energy

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little curiosity if desired!

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

hahas. go try it out. take care, SMILE & GBU! =)

OPPS

just realised i havent blogged for 2 days. haha. anw. yesterday. SNOW was really fun. met at tampines mrt. on the mrt i accidentally stepped on someone else's leg lah. so embarrasing. haha. kept smsing huimei in the mrt. to keep me free from boredom. lol. and it was so funny.

then the journey was very long. i didnt believe it took 1 and a half hour to go to tampines mrt form sembawang mrt. lol. yi an told me so. i interchanged twice. and lost my way once. haha. i went to the wrong escalator lor. so many escalators lah. haha.

was yi an there when i reached. and a few other spdlighters. hehe. was like waiting for kin yunn but he went already la -.- anw i bought some chicken & cheese thing to keep my stomach from growling. hahaha. then saw some snake performance. at the pasar malam while waiting. it was scary. the man hypotised the snake -.-'''. didn't finish watching the performance, cos yi an pulled me to the bus interchange. lol.

saw many people in the church. a great place to worship =D i think like 400 people went? hahaha. WE SANG AND WE JUMPED. AND WE DIDNT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE. WE JUST JUMPED. =DDD EVERYONE JUMPED. yes everyone. hahaha. SO FUN LA. =DDD btw, i something really extraordinary happened. i couldnt stop clapping. couldnt control. my hands just went "clap clap clap" all the while. lols. then my hands were so red but it wasnt pain. GOD WAS THERE! AHAHA.

gonna eat my ban mian now. =D take care, SMILE & PRAISE GOD! (;

Lalala. Its so boring here. I already thought of what to blog in the morning but now i can't rememeber what I wanted to say -_- Rahhs. Anyway, i signed out of MSN. i submit another skin just now. Its title? Into your eyes. Type "sandra" in the search box. www.blogskins.com . remember to comment oh! =D (Casual Elegance was yesterday) But now Blogskins is down. I have homework to do. Advice : don't sleep too much. You'll get headaches in the morning. it doesnt help that i didnt eat breakfast. And i slept at 3am. Read a book. Stargirl.

I'm a bookworm. Yes i am. Haha. Sister is back from her childcare. Brother's in m'sia. Who else's at home? Let's see. Grandmother (Wai po, see her picture below. Hehe.) This is a very boring post. I'm getting asleep while typing this. Let's put in some photos okay? =D

I notice i take a lot of pictures with my siblings! ahaha. this was taken on the 1st day of CNY! lol. sorry for the late posting =X the rest below are also taken of the 1st day of CNY. hahaha.

this is my sister's foot. ehehe.
1st uncle's (maternal's side) family.

3rd uncle and 3rd aunty...

and their children... Grandmother! WAI PO. hahah.

i just had this sudden thought that if i didn't want to have a ny regrets in life, i would have to apologise to people publicly, thus i've decided to do this in my blog so that everyone will see it. and hopefully they will yah. (:

one. i'm sorry to all those i've caused to hate/dislike me or whatever. because of my words/actions or whatever i've done to made you hate/dislike me. i know its a very difficult thing to hate someone because the more you hate someone, the more your heart becomes..yah you get what i mean.

so, this one goes to all who hated/disliked before, hating and still disliking now and those who will hate and dislike me in the future. [hope not..haha] so to prevent that from happening, i shall treat everyone with respect. and be nice to everybody =)

two. i'm sorry to daddy and mummy for causing them so much trouble. because i wasn't the perfect child i wanted to be. sorry for making you all scream and shout and even cane me in my younger days. but i shall try to and i must obey you all because well, you're still my daddy and mummy. haha. yes. =D

three. i'm sorry to people whom i've offended in some way or another, in school, on the streets or whatever lah. haha. urm. so that's all i guess. now i shall have no regrets in life. becuase what's done cannot be undone and i shall not look back. regrets are just a waste of time. agree? ((:

time for some pictures!

disclaimer: all pictures were taken by my phone =)

random

random. hdb flats. x))


the shelter
[clue : sembawang]


looks like CSS contestant khim right? ahaha.


prettaye cool eh? =D


effectious picture! =D


boat sailing? haha. i did this by turning the cam at the
fast speed when taking a picture of smth. hahah.


bear. eheheh.


behind bars? =)
[clue : mrt]


nice bookmark!


apple! XD


isn't this cute? =D


hamtaro! CUTENESS =))

wild wild wet

me! @ wild wild wet. =)


mummy & me!


me & shirleen!


mummy!


shirleen & jw!


jw & mei!


cousins =)

today

nice right? its the sunrise!! woke up
super early today to take this shot luh. =D


trees at the beach this morning.


my sister! XD


hahaha. 4 people.


my shadow. lols.

okay. that's all i have for you today. happy viewing! =D
P.S } http://sandra--.blogspot.com (testing blog)

heyheyhey!

=D hello everyone! i'm back! from coasta sand chalet! yay! hahaha. it was really fun. yah and sorry for not posting ytd. didn't have the time. plus i wasnt at home. yah. hehe. okay.

11.03.06
left for coasta sands at 4.30. hees. we went to paris ris mrt first. then we took a taxi there. hahaha. then my sister slept on the way. we reached the chalet at 5.30pm i think. haha. so our chalet was B-08 =D saw 2nd uncle. he was the only person at the chalet. how lonely. awww. hahaha. so we joined him and watched tv luh. was quite boring lah. hahah. then waited for my cousin to come larh. but he didn't. crap. and so i did my science hw.

then...ate dinner at hao kou wei. we walked a long journey [the long cut] we didnt know there was a shortcut larh. hahaha. but anw. on the way back. i ran!! with my brother. yay! i love running! hahah. and we ran from the foodcourt all the way back to the chalet. so shiok lah. hahah. and we sand along the way. perspiring is good. haha. considering i ran for jogathon the day before. maybe i should run everyday. hehe. then my stamina will be better =D

hohoho. then when we reached back. saw the "neighbours" playing LOUD music. and they were dancing -.- crap. and they didn't stop till 3am. couldn't sleep. but managed to sleep. hahaha. okay. so that say was like. adjusting to the enviroment of the chalet. hohoho. next day.

12.03.06
yesterday was a whole lot of fun fun and more fun!! =DD i woke up at 10.30am. hehe. i was the last to wake up. so..brushed my teeth. then we decided to go to...WILD WILD WET!!!! yayness. when everyone was ready, we proceeded to downtown east. by the short cut. yah. this time we were smarter (; and then the queue was LONG. yah. very long. saw 3rd uncle and his kids there [qixing & qiwei]. anw we joined the queue. then the kids changed. hohoho. luckily i changed in the chalet alr. anw. the tickets were ex. but it was worth it x)

and then...the first thing we did was put on the whatever life jackets. i didn't wear it on lah. it was so obiang. and the thing was WET. haha. i'm so fussy. so the kids wore. and my mum wore. 3rd uncle didn't want to play. haha. he looked after his children. haha. and our belongings. then the first thing i played was the slide.

AWW. SHUCKS. ALL THE INFO IS GONE! TYPED A SUPER LONG POST JUST NOW. THE RECOVER POST DIDN'T WORK. ARGH. SHUCKS. SO NOW YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I DID AT WILD WILD WET. ALL BECUASE OF STUPID BLOGGER. >=( ARGH!!!!!! IM SO ANGRY. BLOGGER IS STUPID!!!!! ahhhhhh. FREAK. im tired of typing everything again =((( so sorry. amybe i shall tmr. im tired. sick of blogger. if you want to know what i did at WWW. though i doubt anyone will. msn or call me luh. BLOGGER IS YUCKY.

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I GOT SUNBURNT.
AND MY SKIN IS PEELING OFF NOW.
PLUS I'M NOW TANNED.
AWW.
=((
i've got exactly 100 pics in my photobucket!
XD
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argh. just now typed a post already loh. then blogger say got error. cannot publish. what the heck. >=( ahhh.

lalalas

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING YTD. haha. i was doing my science hw larh. see i'm a good girl x))

today was a longgg day for meee. hahas. woke up at 6.10. slacked in bed for a while before brushing my teeth. hehe. then in the mrt. people were like pushing around -.- no space le still push. sigh.

anw. carried the sling bag to school. anw didn't have to bring much things. haha. oh yarh. during morining asm, victoria asked me if i brought my report "card" {its made of paper anw. sch no $? lols}. then i was like.."huh? need to bring meh?" then someone go and cha zui lorh. as if i was talking to here -.- hahahah. then victoria say "oh yay. got somebody accompany me le" hahaha. so i didnt bring. and she didnt bring too.

hmm. absentees were sally and reb. haha. and then urm. sat with qh during asm lorh. hmm and and. we went to the bus after asm. hmm. and the bus went off even before mdm gene tan came. haha. and then we were like shouting to the bus driver to stop. hahaha. luckily he stopped in time. x) and so we started on our jounrney to umm. NEWater! XD

and then when we got there we had to like sit on the ground so many times. hahaha. and it was kinda boring. hehe. and erm. proceeded to..science center next! what waterworks. what crap lah. hahah. i got WET! my whole uniform was wet kay. but my head wasnt. and my socks plus shoes were totally soaked lahh. and the water even got into my ear! sigh.

qh was real unlucky today luh. when i stepped into the water maze the coast was clear. then when i pulled her with me and when she made the first step the waster just splash out all of a sudden. i wasnt prepared kay. my natural instinct told me to just walk through and not bother about whatever water splashing out. hahaha. then what next. a lot of people got wet actually.

and urm. then i went to the washroom to change into my PE attire lorh. what to do? so wet still wear uniform ah? hahah. and just then i realised my pants were wet! must be the water crap thing luh. haha. then its like obvious loh. like people can see the water there..hee..used my bag to cover lah. haha.

and then we had mac. we paid $3 for it and all we got was a hashbrown and a burger. haha. but it was quite nice actually x) drank bandong too! =D oh yah. then i was desprately looking for the washroom loh. urgent kay. haha. then "ren" for so long. cannot go cos too many ppl at SSC. then on the bus sure cannot go right. then it took quite long to reach macritchie. you can imagine how long i "controlled" kay. hahah.

then umm. it was so hot there lahh!!! rah. then still need to sit on the grass. gahh. and then i partnered huimei. my number was 253..hahas. looking for toilet there then look for so long then found it finally. hahaha. im dumb larh. haha. then so stupid lorh. okay. dont want to elaborate. ahem. hehe.

then it was like so hot and then the teacher allowed the boys to run first. sigh. and we waited there loh. was perspiring like mad lor. still need to run -.- and do warm ups. crap lah. so warm le still need to do warm ups =.= while waiting went to get a drink from the vending machine. i wanted to pick ice lemon tea loh. then when i put in the $ le right. then press the button cannot then some girl go and press what grapefruit of smth. stupid lah. so sweet lor. and gasy. hai. nvm luh.

then i ran with huimei! haha. we got high a few times. the suddenly run very fast. and we sang. hahah..people were looking at us loh. 2 crazy people running and singing. hahaha. one siao char bo {me} hair loose then nvr retie. the other one ran so fast like bullet train. hahaah. then in the middle i ewas like so tired and needed huimei to drag me -.- haha. but thank God lah. we finally finished the race. and i got to drink water! yay. really quenched my thirst. hee. i drank like 3/4 of it at one go..hahah..

hands and legs so tired luh. the we got some ice cream. and after everything. took 855 alone to khatib mrt station then came back home. then i saw my tuition teacher here loh. sigh. my mum told her to come at 5.30 then i reached back like ard 6.47 loh. made my teacher wait so long. felt bad larh. =( anw i bathed the 1st thing i came home. so sweaty luh..haha. now so comfortable le =D and then i havent eat dinner then come and blog le..hahaha. will continue doing hw later.

take care, smile, God bless and byee! =D

blahs {moodless}

miss lala is just a little disppointed with her test results. [for your information, she banged the tablejust now because she was so stessed duing lunchtime] she failed her overall maths. and she failed her geography, as well as her science. hmm. don'tknow if that is cool. well it sureisn't. thelibrary keyboardis dumb lah. nospaces. try to read without the spaces. should i say haha.don'tknow.today is the very DUE dat.e the last day in handinmy d&t workbook.andcoolios.i havent done the workbook. I DIDN'T FINISH EVERYTHING!

one habit i should kick : imust refrain from the computer!!

i tend toforget abouthomework once im online.sigh. i scored a 45 for my overallmaths. AHHH. i must study!!!! STUDY!!! STUDY MORE!!!! AND SLEEP EARLIER!!! and guess what. a 5 over 15 for my FIRST goeography test. and science? well.let'sjust said i did badly. 11 1/2 [and a half] OVER25. RAHHHHSS..!!

I MUST WORKHARDER. GET MOTIVATED AND START THE ENGINE RUNNING! IMUSNT FAIL!! MISSLALA DOESNTFAIL! GOD IS WITHME. YES HE IS WITHME.ISHALL BE A GOOD GIRL.ISHALLDOMY HW. I SHALL TRY TO LOVE ALL my homework. yes i shall.misslala, JIA YOU! =)

something made me really happy today x)) don't read the words below. just some ranting. yah. =)

______ is like so selfish can. why you all like ___ loh. she became Christian le still like that. what is she doing loh. still say she felt God's prescence before. all crap lah. maybe she go church just because a ot of people going loh. what a copycat. i can i use the word despise? =X er xin lah she. still _____ one. and then..eee lah. she think a lot of ppl like her loh. but in fact no one likes her okay? and then ______ is like so unreasonable luh. freako. whatever lah. pigu zhunao dadoongoo!!

P.S: i dislike copycats x(

things to do

1. literature homework - (in notebook) TOO MANY TO TYPE OUT.
2. geography homework - workbook + mindmap
3. maths hw - Skill Practice 3D questions 5, 10 & 11
4. art hw - light
5. d&t homework - folio + workbook
6. chinese homework - 剪报
7. buy d&t apron - or should i get it from someone who doesn't need it?
8. buy art materials
9. buy new buffer? - my buffer was broken was my brother =(
10. borrow books from the library - i keep reading the same book for morning assembly. how bring. i bet i read that "friends & sisters" book for more than 10 times =/ i can even remember the author's name: SANDY ASHER.
11. wash my school shoe
12. send handphones for repair
13. pack the house - its so messy luh.
14. buy foolscap - 3 pathetic pieces left
15. do more blogskins - for people
16. save PW in diskette. but the file is too big!! what should I do? _____ will blame me luh.

things i'm not sure of:

1. I didn't take the 1st science test. i was absent and mr ___ didn't ask me to take the test. Huimei didn't take it too. so..?
2. Was there an english homework titled "What i want to be when i grow up"? Victoria told me there was. but..??

AHH!! I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL AGAIN!!! don't teachers realise they give us so much homework and they pile up slowly and altogether they are like one huge junk stacking one on top of another and then it amounts to a so great huge amount of stress for everyone (maybe for me only) and then..ARGH!!!!! IF HOMEWORK WAS A TEMPATATION I WILL DO A GOOD JOB AT RUNNING AWAY FROM IT. school is stupid ='(

x)

yay. look at the time now. 12.06am. alright. i just did a few "buttons" so you can say. yah. spent quite a few hours. and i edited. again and again. quite tiring lah. but i persevered. =D

so here are the results. =)






this is the one i like best. and i tell you lah. you can say i crop the 2nd one right. but no. i was dumb lah. i adjust and shift. and make a new picture. and i finally did it. dumb right. i could have just cropped the 2nd picture. -.-"' stupid me.

lyrics again x)

<小孩不笨2> 主题曲
<一生绝望>
曲/杨波 词/梁智强

Verse
我们肆无忌惮 我们成群结党
我们目无尊长 对什么事都不满
看着我们的成长 只会制造麻烦
我们就是一无是处你又能怎样

我们don’t give a damn那看不起的眼光
我们什么都不是 我们什么都不管
我们之间为什么会渐渐地没有语言
我们之间有道墙

学校老师束手无策父母臭骂我们不会想
这个社会的标准已经超出了我们这年纪的有限想象
只认定会读书就一定是好孩子的榜样
别以为看不起我们 就告诉自己比人家强

有多少人关心我们为何会走错迷失方向
又有谁会 替我们想想苹果为何变烂
其实我们也曾努力要争取所有人的称赞
扪心自问你们究竟给了我们多少希望

副歌
泪水已经流干，前途也很渺茫
迷失的灵魂，我们应该怎么办
惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长
然后让我们一生绝望

有些人幸运天生没有战场
我们一出世就是自己孤军作战
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
不要让我们一生绝望

((: can everyone see the above lyrics?

LYRICS =D

歌曲：爱, 无力

歌手：潘嘉丽 专辑: love me, kelly

最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞成了习惯 习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚

我只想 对着夜空
轻轻的呼吸 寻找我最爱的人到底
在哪里在慌乱中 翻箱倒柜寻找记忆

有一种爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情我的心如此无力
其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪滴落在手心

歌曲：魔力

歌手: 潘嘉丽 专辑：love me, kelly

kelly you ready to rock this?
(i know you wanna dance c'mon
you know you wanna dance c'mon) x3
lets rock
你的眼神里存在让人想靠近的坏
思绪安定不下来有点无奈
你用舞步挑逗我
我的视线离不开
灯光亮起散场后你会和谁离开

这是怎样的游戏
让我还不觉又想靠近
我竟如此无能为力
最爱的人竟就是你
可不可以再靠近
拉近我们之间的距离
(let's rock)

爱就该随心所欲能不能定下约定
我只想要和你在一起
(let's rock)
你独特的魔力使我情不自禁爱上你
可不可以再靠近
(that's right)
拉近我们之间的距离
我只想要和你在一起

i dreamt of you. twice. last year. and this year. the very same dream. can you believe it?

计时炸弹

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type.d writ.ten. copying is allowed. but do credit me please x)
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i love this song. its like. i can relate to the song lah. =) its in my jukebox le x)

天 已经快天黑啦
我还不要回家
一个人呆呆的想着你啊

傻 这世界我最傻
每天等你电话
我为何要为你放心不下

爱情的计时炸弹快要爆炸
我的委屈你晓得吗
当你抚摸我的头发
我又为你心跳十下

爱情的计时炸弹快要爆炸
我的情绪你晓得吗
难道要我眼泪掉下
才晓得我的心碎吗 （爱我吧）

爱我吧 好吗
我在等你的回答
爱你呀 放弃吧
就当作哭泣是一种惩罚。。。

the song is like so nice. x) im not gonna talk about today. i gonna talk about the song. today really. nvm. okay. dont as me why relate to me lah. haha. i like the song lor. hmm. and dont ask me who i like lah. lols. hush. im not telling. nobody knows. hahaha. unless you're my reallyreally close friend i might leak some secret. wahahah. but i dont think i have any right. so no use telling. wahaha. lol. alicia. i only typed 2 words wrongly leh. hahaha.

numerous thoughts keep racing through my mind. it would be disastrous if i blogged about them. but im still here. let's start from the start of the day.

I was late. i woke up at 7. i had to run. i ran with lilin. er yah. then had geog test. then was perspiring like mad. then some people realised i bought a new pair of school shoes. lol. if i dont buy then how? lols. and some didnt.

I didn't wanna go school actually. throat pain. i would have found any excuse that i could use to stop me from going to school. school is like. crap. the people. err. SOME people. yes some people. CRAPPY CRAP. i dont uds why when i wake up grouchy in the morning then at the end of the day, i was get so happy. God's purpose. hmm. but if i was grouchy the whole day. no one would like me.

they would hate me lah. but why can some people be grouchy the whole day. then SO MANY people care about them. what is the problem. just because they uhh. are "popular" or what. i can't do anything. anw. stupid thoughts. right? geog test was okay.

dont know how i'd fare. the scrabble competition was nice. i saw some sec ones. they were really nice lah. er. the girl was paulyn tan. i think. the boy was dominic ang. nice ppl. they won x) huiqing asked me why i looked sad. so did many ppl on different days. i dont look sad. maybe i do. maybe . i dont know. how come im sad?

sometimes people care. sometimes they dont. anw today. i was being hitted by a ball. on my back. so pain lah. i think the person was..ah nvm. why they want to play soccer in class. i wonder why i didnt cry. too shy or too strong. maybe both. maybe im afraid of some ppl who will say things. they will say i cry too much. then how come she cry so much you all care about her leh? and my leg hurts. like fractured like that. SO PAIN.

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL. homework is stressful.

Now that You are near
I stand before You, Lord
And give You all my praise
Your love is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

My life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

Hold me in your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You
And now that You?re near

Everything is different
Everything's so different, Lord
And I know I?m not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

And I will sing for You always
'Cause in Your presence
God is where I wanna stay

So blessed
More than I could ever hoped or dreamed of
You have poured Your favour on me
One day in the house of God is
Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed I can't contain it
So much I got to give it away
Your love has taught me to live now
You are more than enough for me

Lord, You are more than enough for me (x2)

My redeemer lives
I know He rescued my soul
His blood has covered my sin
I believe I believe

My shame He's taken away
My pain is healed in His name

I believe I believe
I'll raise a banner
'Cause my Lord has conquered the grave

My Redeemer Lives (x4)

You lift my burdens
I'll rise with you
I'm dancing on this mountaintop
To see your kingdom come

I've got Heaven on the inside of me
I've got Heaven on the inside of me
Peace and joy
God has set me free
Heaven is a reality
Abundant life flows out of me
I've got a smile on my face
A glide in my stride
I'm tasting his grace
And I'm walking by faith
I've got heaven on the inside of me
I've got heaven flowing out of me
I'm bring heaven into this world

Joy, Joy, Joy
I've got such joy in my heart
I've got peace, peace, peace
I've got such peace in my heart
I remember the day it all began
It was the day that
I was born again
An explosion took place
On the inside of me
It was the spirit of God
Setting me free~

=D