Trial & error

I've been trying out a lot of new things lately because I've gotten this subdomain. And I've been working on this site like day and night, but you hardly see any changes, don't you? Haha, that's because they are all minor =P

I'm learning to skin my site from HERE. I've gotten all the files ready but I'm thinking of putting it on another site. Hehe. Hopefully another host. I will apply I guess. I hope Liz doesn't mind. She has a number of sites too. Lol.

I'm watching that 9pm Channel 8 show now. Zhi Zun Hong Yan. Here's my very short update. And I still have things to do =x

1. Find Mr Simon to take my Questa certificate [LALALA]
2. Do Jian Bao [ :( ]
3. Do that Literature EXTRA HOMEWORK [Double :( ]

Sigh. I've been asked not to spend too much time on my computer. Firstly, my eye degree went up =S Next, I've been using it from the time I come back home till just before I sleep will I then switch it off =X And thanks to all those who tagged.

I'm not feeling down already. Thanks for your concern. Its just that, some things I can't just tell people because no one in the beehive has gone through what I have and the bees will not understand. I'll be strong. :)

The Beehive

Everytime I want to do something like this, God will stop me, I mean have anyone experienced this before? Oh well, and I thought of a name for it - The Beehive. I've got a new computer table, a new dining table and I fixed the computer wires and blah everything back again. Now new to it anyway. Lol.

Now my printer's at the top. And the CPU's at my right. And the monitor is right in front of me. Anyway do you think I should put a comment box under every post? I know I've got the tagboard but I want to know who actually read my posts. Okay I know I'm being BHB.

Anyway I had a long talk with mummy last night. The reason why I didn't go to school is personal. Anyway last night I cried a lot. And mummy knew, and she told me that she would tell the teacher that I will be absent today. If you don't read this and ask me why I didn't go to school, then I think you really should read entries before you tag.

I WANT TO GO HOME. :((( I want to bring them with me. There's a new person. I want to go home. I WANT TO GO HOMMMEEEEE. Never mind. No one understands anyway. And I don't tell anyone about it so I guess its my fault that people say, "Is she herself don't want to mix around one what." Lol, I don't know why I type like just now. Okay, to save you from thinking too much about what is going on, I will continue.

Well, I added lyrics and Q and A, transfered you can say. To the cell group website. It was hard work okay? I took the long way out. Really, sometimes I think I am weird. I took the long way when I could take the short cut. Then I thought, maybe its good because you get to learn more during the long way. Yah and now I'm having Chicken Porridge for lunch [Skipped Breakfast] and I ate only a little because I want to finish this post fast.

I'm going to learn some tutorials after this and so, I'll reply to tags first.
Jennie } Thanks :) What's thingiemajig by the way? Lol, thanks for tagging.
Kok Jie } Erm, no comments?
Hui Mei }
1. Haha, yea. I shall number your tags so its easier to reply. Haha.
2. Lol, I'm not crazy over him already. I'm not crazy over anyone. Though I think JunYang's still as cute as before =D
3. And yep, I think I'm buying his album. =)
4. Hehe thanks dearie.
5. Haha yes you flooded. And thanks for flooding! :D
Yi An } Hi girl! Lol, no problem :)
Kok Jie } Yah, thanks. (:
Karmun } Lol thanks. You're linked :)
Fatin } Really? Thanks! :D

Thank you for tagging people :)

Hmm

Actually I have no idea what I should write. Haha. But anyway, I went to church! :D Oh yes Speedlight was fun XD [I've got the best thing that has happened to me, woah! I wanna know, I wanna know You today~~!] :D

Haha! Hmm, then it was CG and we had PIZZA! :D Lol, some irregulars joined us today :) Welcome back! And...when I came back I edited the cell group website. Hehe, put in all the old sermons already :D Then edited here an there. I even put a button for people who wanna link us! :D

Oh yah, thanks Liz for those two buttons. You're so sweet! :D And...I've put in some more things in the 'Downloads' section or it will look so plain. Lol.

Replies:
KokJie } Send me the file. Yup & thanks for tagging.
Elora } No problem, girl :)
KahWei } Okay...(:
Debra } Yepyep, I'm a Singaporean :D By the way, thanks for tagging!

Haha, guess I've to go around tagging people. Or no one will tag me [See, 4 pathetic tags only] :( So, till here, take care, smile, God bless and bye! :)

[Edit]
Its 1.28am now and I'm still online x) Anyway, I tried the MyHeritage.com thing.
And...click. By the way, now I can upload files to Blogger? Is it because of my FTP or did Blogger just change it? Cool! Now, bloggers, see if there is a button with an arrow on it on your bar. :D Oh back to the topic.

And gosh that photo is -.- But anyway, 62% like Bunko [Who is she anyway. Lol]!
Lol, I checked the other contestants [There were only a few -_-] And...I found that I look 52% like Stephen Chow...LIKE HELLO?! Lols. So I tried again.

AND GOSH. I LOOK LIKE A PRINCE?? FREDDIE JR? Like, that's so...-_-? [62% by the way -_-'"] TRIED AGAIN. AND WOW!!! I look like BoA! Like, when did that happen? [Gasps]
64%! O.O I mean, she's so pretty. You get it? It can't be! Go search for her photos. Plenty. Of her pretty face. Lol.

Again. And I LOOK LIKE TYRA BANKS! 66%! O_O That's so scary. I've so many faces?!
And I tried again. I look like Alice Walker [!!!] Gahhhh. I LOOK LIKE MAGGIE CHEUNG TOO. And again, I LOOK LIKE MAGGIE CHEUNG.

I tested my sister's photo. She looks like AYUMI! And you know who she is? Lol! SO CUTE RIGHT? X) Guess I shall stop now. Its 1.52am already. Bedtime. Goodnight :)
[/Edit]

Yay!

I finally got this whole thing working! Yayness. Thank God! :D Now you all can explore around! Yayyyyy

To make this look like a long post,

I'll have to put in a lot of spaces XP


TA DAH!!!

TA DAH!!!

TA DAH!!!

TA DAH!!!

TA DAH!!!

TA DAH!!!

TA DAH!!!

XD

Really, I spent a lot of time on this site. It was like wow. Just 5 minutes after I talked to Lizelle & she gave me my subdomain right away! How nice of her yea? And then I also learnt FTP. Yup, and PHP as well. HAHAHA. In two days!

Its like, I was rushing to upload files and get my whole site working. Though I had been on the computer for this whole day [Morning till now, I might have to change my specatcles; degree =x] But I think it was really worthwhile. Very fun! I use CuteFTP by the way :D And its really good! And for posting, I stick to good ol' Blogger :D Thank God it has an option to publish on a FTP site! Whew! :D

Although I can't upload emos and all, you know like Wordpress...I think its alright. Lol. I downloaded Wordpress & cutePHP but I did not understand a single thing! Lol, so I came back to Blogger. :) Maybe someday when I do know how to use Wordpress or cutePHP, then I'll switch. But in the meanwhile, I guess Blogger will suffice. :D

Okay, God bless, smile, take care and bye! =D

Tags replied

[Points to post below XP]
By the way, I uninstalled MSN already. I'm using Windows Messenger now. Shall reinstall it later :D Yup.

I'm on a Instant Blog Post Generator website. Lol. Go here. Another one of Flooble's inventions. Lols. Go check it out. Anyway I found a place where I can learn HTML. Go deeper into it I mean =P There's even Javascript there and I'm at Modern Events. Hehe.

Stayed up till 1.40am last night. I was doing a blogskin for my friend. Haha. Its almost done! A little bit of touch up and its ready to be used! :D Oh yes. I found something quite interesting...Here it is..

Sandra -- [adjective]: Like in nature to a banana peel 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Cute eh? Lol. I think it means...I'm natural? Lol. I don't know. Just a random guess =)

Socially Smart As a socially smart person, you are best with others in real-life situations. This type of intelligence is closely linked to being 'street smart.' Theories and such are not much concern: the things that matter tend to be those which you can see, feel, touch - what you can really experience. This knowledge comes to you both out of a natural knowledge, as well as learning from the situations you find yourself in. 80% applied intelligence 0% learned intelligence [LOL!]

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

QuizGalaxy sure is fun! Oh yah. The Flooble thing is really lame. I guess I shall write posts on my own. Lol. Till here, God bless, take care and bye bye! :D

I can't sign in to MSN

Did you read the title above? Yes. Can't log in. Weird eh? It was like this yesterday too. The moment I signed in, I got signed out automatically. Then MSN started counting down. Yes it did. Then it reconnected. Then everything happened again. Ah well. I shall use Web Messenger then. ^.^

There were no lessons today. All we had were free periods. And more free periods. Like its already the end of the year. Lol. But we got to start all over again after the June holidays. Study, study, study; Chiong, chiong, chiong; Pia, pia, pia & Mug , mug, mug. Rah! Haha.

But I shall treasure the long weekend. 4 days! Tomorrow's a public holiday: Vesak Day. So no school. Yayness. Monday's IT Day. So same applies. We have some chinese homework to do online thought, I think. Yup and I'll forget about it. Its okay. Its your attitude. If you can't control yours, I'll control mine. :)

Cheryl + Wan Wei } Thanks girls! :D
Jenna } You're welcome. I love you too! ^^
Chun Kiat } Thank you.
Kris } Hi! Tagged :)
Yi An } Hey, thanks. Oh okay. I shall take a look at it. (:
SOJL } Shall use this name for you. Haha. I'm SOLH & you're SOJL. XD Anyway, yup I saw. Good for you! But the tagboard wasn't working so couldn't tag :( Will try again later :)
Egoddess } Hi. (: No it does not expand. However you can shorten the height of the tagboard if you want to increase the number of links.
Mr Lin } Hello! Thanks! :D
Ivan } Thank you :)
Carine } Lol. I give you my old keyboard you want? Ahaha.
Christopher } Hmm. Thanks for tagging. (:

Sidenote: [Da Chang Jin] is nice! =D

I'm back!

Hey people!!! I'm very happy! The mid-years are over. And I'm back to the blogosphere :D Oh yes. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THOSE WHO TAGGED! Even when I didn't blog. And I didn't check my tagboard for 11 days! SURE! Wow, my taggers are so faithful. Lol. I gonna reply first. Yup.

HuiMei } Ya. Haha. Copydog. Chase the cat. Lol. & my cloud's a ghost? Gosh daddy, look on the brighter side! Its cute! :D
KokJie } You wished twice. Haha. Thanks again :)
ChunKiat } Hello? How can you say that my taggers are lame? They can walk without a walking stick you know. Bleh. Haha.
Christopher } Gee. You bhb la. Okie thanks for tagging :) I CAN'T LOG IN TO MSN. THERE'S SOME PROBLEM. Lol.
twix0rz } Hey thank you :)
Japh } O.O What game what game? Lol I shall see later. Thanks for tagging :)
Sally } Lol, never mind luh. Don't do it then :)
Jenna } Yea. Long time no go online. Lols.
William } Eh? Who are you? William Shakespeare? LOL! If yes, do simplify the language you use in your books. Especially for Macbeth. Can? Please? LOL! Oh yah, you know Beethoven too! Both of you must have been from the same century. LOL!
twix0rz } Okie! Shall link you too :)
egoddess } Okay. I tagged on your tagboard. Yup. Email me at sandra1992@gmail.com if you still need help :)
wanderlust- } Hello! Haha thank you. You're nice too! :D
jetflame & li0nheart & ww } THANK YOU! Kay I'll link you all. :)

Okay, I don't know what has been happening in the blogosphere lately. Can anyone update me? Oh yah & I created a few graphics when I was on hiatus :) I gonna change my blogskin people! Ya! & I'm looking for a host. And we're on talking terms. Hehe. Prepare to relink if there's a need to I'll tell you guys. Yup. I shall update more about exams & blah later. Trying to get MSN to work. UGH! Bye now. & God bless! :)

EXAMS
It was funny that QH reminded everyone to bring a jacket for its gonna be freezing in the hall but she herself didn't. Lol. I didn't bring mine. Guess I don't need it la. =D When all the rest were feeling cold and all, I was like..."Its not cold. Its normal. Normal temperature for me" Lol! I thought all the papers were average.

English
I didn't study for it. Haha. I wrote 'Lonliness' for the essay question and the letter writing was...I think my format is wrong. See that is what happens when you don't study =X But never mind, what's done cannot be undone so...Yup. That's all for Paper 1. Paper two was okay. The summarization part was a bit rushed. Was like cancelling my first two lines. Haha. I guess its okay, lah. I remember the comprehension title being 'Singapore shoppers'. Yea something like that. Lol. I thought the writer was a bit weird -.- [Like MSN. Its freaky nowadays. Keeps signing me out. And reconnecting. Dumb MSN >=(]

More later. People are complaining. :(( Maybe restarting my computer would be good :? P.S: Sheesh. He [Brother] 's so rude. Blah.

Geography
Mathematics Paper 1
Science
D & T
HMT Paper 1
HMT Paper 2
Mathematics Paper 2
Literature
Art

Absent

SCROLL DOWN FOR TAG REPLIES (:

I didn't go to school today. For those who took the time to notice, thank you very much :) So...why? I don't know.
[Edit]
THANKS FOR WAKING ME UP.
OKAY I GONNA BE A GOOD GIRL.
I'll go to school everyday,
even if I can't wake up.
I will hate love school.
I will love studying.
I will pay attention in class and forget about dozing off.
I don't care if I gonna be a geek or something.
I HAVE TO DO WELL
BECAUSE I WANNA BE A GOOD GIRL.
I will forget about late nights & finish my homework first thing when I come back home.
If I forget to do any of the above, hit me hard.
You can slap me if you want to :)
Maybe I won't update my blog.
After exams maybe.
I'm a good girl (:
SO DO NOT CALL OR SMS ME JUST TO ASK ME TO COME ONLINE.
CALLS WILL BE REJECTED & SMSES WILL BE DELETED STARIGHTAWAY.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH! :D
NOW I SHALL STUDYYYY.
[/Edit]

Anyway, I added in a lot of fanlistings. You can check them in the "fan of" section.

Exams are nearing. I'VE GOT ONE PILE OF HOMEWORK UMCOMPLETED. :/ And my workpiece is unfinished. I didn't get to cut mine that week. I forgot to bring mine. How dumb can I get. :( I think I better buck up and pull up my socks plus shoes. God bless & bye bye.



Pictures taken from exploding dog.

Right. REPLIES. I remembered. Okay. Sorry for not replying for four days I think. :/

DAPHNE } Uh oh. Haha. Don't use it from now on then :) Thanks for tagging :D
JUMINE } Ah? ._. Okay...
CHUNKIAT } Thanks.
JENNA } HEYLO. Okie. I tagged :)
KOKJIE } Thank you. You too. =)
CHUNKIAT } Ya. I'm a poor kid. Boohoo.
CHUWENQ } Hey! Your blog is super nice la. Ahaha. Thanks for tagging!
HUIMEI } HI! Lol. Yah. No. Okay its no. I think its the rice. Lol. Ge ye fan :/ Never mind. Your attitude will always be good alright. I trust you. Yep I always do :) Thanks for tagging! :D
GRACE } Okie done. [Points to post below] (;
CHUNKIAT } Thank you. You so free har. Go every blog tag the same thing -.- Lol, anyway thanks again. :)
KOKJIE } Thanks. Hahar.
JAPHIA } HI! Lol. [Prays hard that exams gonna end soon] :D
JENNA } Lol. GO DO GO DO! XD
SHIHQIAN } Thanks lotsa :) Same to you.
SISCA } Heylo! Thank you! Uh huh. Yup he is.
CHRISTOPHER + EUGENE + JIANWEI + KOKJIE } THANK YOU. LOL.
LILLIAN } You too! :)

YAY! IM DONE IM DONE. x) Thanks for tagging. Lotsa love! =D

:)

Hello!
The mad girl is back again!
'Cause apparently she was picked to do something.
Which goes like this...
[Right. She's still mad. She might give MAD answers. Beware! XD]

Instructions:
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blog.
4. If you are tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most important rule: HAVE FUN DOING IT.

8 different points of my perfect lover:
1. Have a good personality :)
2. Doesn't mind all my bad habits.
3. Doesn't act cool or act like a 5 year old.
4. Looks okay to me
5. Humorous!
6. Madmadmad. XD
7. Super caring.
8. Loves God (:

TADAH! :D

Gender: Male. Females welcomed. Bwahahaha!

8 victims:
1. Sheryl
2. Eugene
3. HuiMei
4. SiJie
5. Japhia
6. Jenna
7. Kris
8. Sally

DOONEE! =D

x)

!I'm mad.
OFFICIALLY.
HAHAHAHAHA.
XD

_ _ _ _ _ _ is so nice.
Hahaha!
Bleh. XP
I told you I'm mad.
Now, would you believe me?
Gahahahah.
[As mad as a hyena?]

Summary

Of what I can remember...

• DEAD CHICKEN! (INSIDE JOKE...HEHEH =P)
• TC's birthday
• Someone was a little down today
• Ate from the western food stall for lunch for the second time in my life
• It was terrible.
• Because of that I owe carine $1.30.
• And that dumb plate costed $1.80
• The customer service was horrible.
• I had stomachache after I ate that plate of rice.
• Crap. Maybe some mosquito flew there and...
• Conclusion: I will never, never eat from the western food stall again.
• I gave up on it, totally.
• Literature Remedial was okay.
• Didn't change back into uniform after PE
• Hurriedly put the uniform over my PE shirt when Maths was about to start
• But...Miss _ _ _ _ g wasn't there. So I took it out lor.
• Super hot today.
• Stupid stomachache lasted from lunch until after school.
• I was so weak I couldn't talk
• That wasn't a joke :(
• Thank God
• I prayed and I miraculously survived the ordeal
• I thought I was dying soon.
• Lol.
• Okay. Please people. I'm not a printing machine.
• Thank you.

Tribute

Hi lovelies!
I was trying to escape from the computer.
And...I did it.
For 3 days.
Well that's pathetic :(
Because I planned to study for 10 days straight.
Its okay.
I ought to give you guys an update :)
So here goes,
I'll be working on new skins soon. SOON.
And I LOVE. LOVE. BLUE THICK TOWELS!
Super comfortable. Heheh.
Alright. Then...
I returned two books :)
One is in the classroom.
Exams are round the corner, I gonna study.
Yes, study. :)
There's a science test tomorrow.
OHH I LOVE STUDYING! XD
Haha. Many funny things happened these few days. :D
One on the train...On the road...At the control station.
Blah. So much to tell.
I WANNA THANK...
All those who tagged!
Nice people, aren't they? :)
I was afraid to click on "tagboard".
Weird eh?
Scared of my own tagboard.
LOL. Because miracles do happen.
Maybe people flooded.
But sadly, none.
Well that's alright.
I received 3 10 [SEVEN MORE! THANK GUYS! LOVE YA :D] tags.
Hehehe.
No one tagged on the 21st eh.
It was my dad's birthday. Haha.

XiTong } Okie! Do you have a blog? Sorry I've been a suaku lately. Haven't been blog-hopping mah. x)
San } Okay. You aren't online...Never mind. I shall wait & study at the same time. :)
HuiMei } Yes, updated. Thanks :)
Eugene } Lol. Why? What happened? School...just bear with it luh. :D
JiaQi } Hi! Thank you! [Hugs] XD
XueMei } Lol. Don't abandon your blog againnnn. Hee. I'm working SOFTly. Lol. & thanks for the luck. Ahaha. Yay! You'll do well, don't worry. :) Yesyes. 1Faith05. I think the gathering's in June. Uh huh. Lol. Yup. Hope there'll be such a time! Thanks for flooding! :DD
Eugene } Lol. You lamer. Isn't it fun? Hahaha.BLUE PINK BLUE PINK BLUE PINK BLUE! =D P.S: Are you singing S.H.E's I.O.I.O? Lol. I o...I aye I aye I aye Oh I O. HAHAHA! Oh yah. You tagged four times today! Thank you! :)
Kris } Thanks! =)
Sally } Hello. Thank you. Hahah. Go study...study hard! Take care! =D
Yi An } Thanks. You too! (:

ALERT!!!
Diao - meaning a male's genital [I am sure you don't want to read the rest]
or rather, manhood strong and powerful, robust and sturdy.

PLEASE DON'T USE IT. THANK YOU. OR EVEN SAY IT. THAT'S DISGUSTING.
LIKE IF FOREIGNERS COME TO SINGAPORE & THEY HEAR IT,
AND KNOW THE MEANING OF IT,
ITS A HUMILATION ALRIGHT.
DON'T SAY IT.
DON'T SAY IT!

Replies

Carine } Lols. THANK YOU! :D
Jenna } Ahaha. Replied in your tagboard. That sounds stupid. Okay, love you too! :)
HuiMei } Replied in your tagboard! =D Lol, and the reply to your second tag is in yesterday's post. Scroll downnnn. (:
KokJie & San} Replied in your tagboard :)
Fatin } Okie XD Lols, at least you realise it. Hee, better late than never. Ahaha.
Stella } HI!! LOL.

What I did yesterday after school...
[In point form]

• Went home but
• Door was locked
• Didn't bring keys & didn't feel like calling mum so
• Went to the library
• Saw Hannah & Peiying
• While trying to look for books
• Chose four books
• Found a place to sit & read
• That was, on the ground.
• Yup & then I was some book on a bookshelf
• It was a book about spastic lies -.-
• For example,
• One woman was so small she could climb inside the hole of a gun
• That was super dumb
• So I read one of the books I chose
• I sat there for 1 whole hour
• & finished the book :D
• It was about a little (Well, not really little. Like erm 9 years old) boy
• Helping his friend to become the class president
• A lot of obstacles, oh yes. The boy's name is Robert.
• Hmm, and I saw YanRong too :)
• Okay then some weird children keep running about. -.-
• Playing catching in the library -.-
• It was madness. Okay, then I got up &
• borrowed the books
• & went home to read them
• There's a Maths test tomorrow :(
• And a Science one on Monday.
• Crap, gotta study
• God bless & Bye bye (:

Quizzes

Hello =) I wanted to change my skin on the 17th... but the entries width wasn't big enough for the quizzes I took you see. Hehe. So I have to post until the quizzes can't be seen. Understand? Okay, never mind. I'm weird XD HAPPY BIRTHDAY XITONG! ( & HER MUM! ) Hahaha. :) I did TWO quizzes again. Hee. To make sure that the tables and all aren't there, I chose plain text. :D 

{Your Personality Profile}

You are nurturing, kind, and lucky. Like mother nature, you want to help everyone. You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive. A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker. You are good natured and people enjoy your company. You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you. The World's Shortest Personality Test http://www.blogthings.com/worldsshortestpersonalitytest

{Your Brain's Pattern}

You're a simple thinker, and this is actually a very good thing. You don't complicate matters when you don't have to. You look for the simplest explanation or solution, and you go with that. As a result, your mind is uncluttered and free of stress. What Pattern Is Your Brain? http://www.blogthings.com/whatpatternisyourbrainquiz I found one question hard to answer... You tend to enjoy: - Studying / solving math or science problems. - Working with animals, tools, or machines. - Creative activities like art, drama, crafts, dance, music, or creative writing. - Working with numbers, records, or machines in a set, orderly way. - Leading and persuading people, as well as selling products and ideas. - Doing things to help people such as teaching or providing information. I didn't do that quiz as a result. I LOVE DOING EVERYTHING! x) I think I must be some kind of weird thing. Maybe I'm not even a human. Hahaha. Some freak God sent down to Earth. LOL! Anyway, life has been great. So far, so good. :D NEXT QUIZ. I LIKE DOING SHORT QUIZZES. LIKE, 3 QUESTIONS? =D or even better, JUST ONE question. 

{Your Hidden Talent}

You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think! What's Your Hidden Talent? http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourhiddentalentquiz WOW. Haha. 

{You Are 35% Addicted to Blogthings}

Okay, so you know how to take and post a Blogthing. But you're no addict. (Hey, this quiz "proves" it!) For you, Blogthings is more of a healthy habit. At least, that's what you tell yourself! How Addicted To Blogthings Are You? http://www.blogthings.com/howaddictedtoblogthingsareyouquiz I like Blogthings. Haha. Its fun. And clean. And the results... I think they are acceptable..! Unlike other quizzes when.. quiz results are totally crap. Lol. Okay, God bless!

Unimportant

Jenna
Love ya too (: <3>Kris
Thank youuuuu. :D I want to give you the "nicest person on earth" award. Lol. Can I? Can I? x)

Nevermind. I was never important in anyone's eyes. Only He has me in His. Like, how would you feel if someone you think is a true friend. Ah, crap. I'm making a big fuss over such a small matter. If they don't reply, its okay. Right, its okay (: They just treat you like you're some kind of freak. & I don't don't mind.

I'm used to it! I'm strong. & I'm going to stand up tall, just as I have. :) If you take some time to care, maybe you would know...Someday, I will.

=)

Replies
Sheryl } Lol. Alright. Shan't binge :) Oh yes. CLICK FIVE! AHHH! LOL. & big rain not shuai lah. hahaha.
Kane } Yah lah. Your twin right. Ahaha.
Jenna } SORRY! I tagged! :D Alright, I love you too. Ehehe. (:

Hi guys!
Lol, sorry for posting only at this late hour.
Those who came & left disappointed with nothing to read,
SORRY! LOLS.
I was feeling super hyper just now.
Because 6 total strangers linked me.
Ahaha.
One even reads my blog.
THANK YOU!
I'm so glad luh.
So I shall have to make my blog more interesting.

Okay, I made a new skin for myself earlier on. :D
Its purple! Yay for those who guessed correctly.
Hee. Its rather me. :)
Its a long skin.
YAY! Ahaha.
Those of you who find my blog "hard" to read
because I made this a nav skin,
now you wont even have to scroll to read my blog!
YAY! :D

Okay, I'm watching Channel 8 now.
Its the charity show.
[Again?!]
Lols. But this time, no dangerous stunts. =)
There was one part I like.
That "MO JU" part.

AH!! THAT ADVERT! THAT SONG!
ITS THE SAMSUNG ADVERT!
You know?
SEND ME THAT SONG!!!
Sorry. Lol. Okay, back to that MO JU.
It was by two man.
Hmm. Tai Ming is it? & the other one..I forgot.
Anyway, their faces are so flexible la.
They can like. Whoa. I don't know.
Follow the rhythm of the song using
their mouths to mouth it.
And with lots of facial expressions.
Ahaha.
I was greatly impressed :D

Gosh. It's Fann Wong now.
She's fantastic!
Like, how do you make an art piece using just sand?
I LOVE IT LUH!
Her teacher is so pro alright.
Oscar I heard it is.
=D

My hand hurts terribly now.
Yay. Thank God.
Its alright now. :)
Must be the typing all day :(

Sigh, & QiuHui,
if you're reading this,
Smile alright?
Don't keep everything inside yourself.
:)

There's this advertisement which kept repeating.
As in, after the snippets of the show,
It will appear. -.-
Its that Sarhub advert -.-
That "Lin Jia de Nu Hai"
=.=
Lols. If I say more,
I'll be like using up all the "lame / diao" signs.

YES! I WATCHED THAT INDIE DANCE!
Lol. Zoe Tay is so thin! Lol.
Silver looked very pretty.
So did Candyce :D
Pan LingLing looked nice too.
& Belinda. Yuppos. :)

Just now the 4 Xiao Yuan Superstars came out.
& Whoa! The number of calls quickly rose! LOLS.
Now Zhen Ni's singing.
Hee. & my grandma's watching.
And i like one particular song!
Hee. Its really nice alright.
So cheery.
I like cheery songs :)

Lahs. I'm dead tired.
Went to church in the morning.
Been doing the blogskin since I came back.
Then...This post is long.
Maybe i shall publish this post now.
God bless! :D

P.S: Do I look like the mummy on ch5? [freaks out]

Feeling better

Okay, I'm fine now. Thanks Sheryl :) And...Does anyone have Stacie Orrico's There's Gotta be more to life? Yes? SEND!!! solh-@hotmail.com Hahaha. Sheryl says BIG RAIN IS HANDSOME -.- Is he? Is he? LOL. Had a argument over that. Ahahaha. Anyway, a converstaion to share.

Brother: [Sings "Who let the dogs out"]
Sister: ME! ME! ME! ME! [Raises hand]
Me: LOL!

Brother: [Sings "Who let the CATS out"]
Sister: MUMMY! MUMMY! [Points to mum]
Me: LOL!

There were ants crawling on my hotdog & so I got freaked out and...

My aunt said, "Ants got protein one okay!"

LOL!!

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

((: i shall make everything purple from now on.

Anger and all that hatred

What kind of family is this?
What kind of life am I living?
What kind of friends do I have?

No, I dont have a family.
& I'm not even living.
& I don't have any friends.

Can I count on you?
No, I can't.
True friends are hard to find.
So hard.

I'm hating myself alright.
Don't say anymore.
If you think you can be stressed,
why can't I?

oh yes i forgot you treat me like rubbish.
all of you treat me like rubbish.
some trash you throw around.
I'm invisible.
No one notices me.

I'm stupid & I'm dumb.
I'm just a prescence.
you don't understand,
no one does.

No one cares to understand me.
No one believes in me.
NOT YOU.
NOT YOU
& NOT YOU.

I'm just but a piece of trash in your eyes.

LOL

Replies:
Jenna } Hahaha :D
Jeanne } Lols. No problem. You're 14! Yayness. XD
QiuHui } Yah lah. Happy lah. LOL. :D
SiJie } -.- Lalalala. Don't try this! HAHAHA. I'm lamer =P
Huimei } Lols. He got brain but never use mah. HAHAHA. Lol, & got legs la. But he use Walking Stick, remember? LOL!
Sacha } Of course! Haha. I love the flowerssss x)
Jenna } Lol. Why the change? :)
Eugene } Haha. I went online already (:
ChunKiat } Lol. I don't know either. I think he's KokJie though.

I just added a warning on my main page - the disclaimer part. HAHAHAHA. lols & i didn't eat breakfast. I ate Fish Porridge for lunch at a hawker center ^^ One thing I dislike about hawker centres is that, the air quality is bad :( I thought I was breathing in carbon dioxide. I almost fainted there.

Lol, alright. I'm exaggerating. New update! I FOUND MY SCHOOL BADGE! YAYNESS. Thank God. Ehehe. YAYAYAY. &...someone took my correction tape ): Luckily I have one more at home. I use a lot of it. A LOT. Hahaaa.

I'm in my grandma's house again. One day I shall get a LCD monitor & i'll change my blogskin (My blog looks super bright on LCD monitors) . Oh yes Jenna, I promised. But the scanner there scanned urm, weirdly. The file size was so huge =/ I have to scan it at my other house. Sorry girl :( Hmm. I got to finish up quite a number of things. Like, my design folio which I'm stuck with, the Maths homework & the Chinese Newspaper Article Reflection (剪报) =/ Rahhs. My cousin's here :)


Something we drew :D (click to enlarge)


[edit] This is another one! XD I love it (click to enlarge) [/edit]

Oh yah. I like one particular song - from an advert. Its that commercial for...3G phones? Hmm. The woman was wearing black. She was the waitress I guess. When she went around giving out drinks, yup. You know? That commercial? Yes? Send me that song! I like it a lot la. Hahaha. I think the lyrics went something like that.

"The boys see the girls & the ....."

Gahh. Forgot already. Lol, anyway I shall stop here, gonna take dinner soon ^.^ So, take care, God bless, smile & bye bye! :D

Lalala

kokjie } thanks la. are you that monster? lol.
huimei } haha. yah lor. good. you not like some people. hahahar. cannot forget me alright ;) lol. i give you $ you go dye yourself =P yah lah. happy la. lol. :D
jianwei } whatever -.-
kokjie } [new name - kane] } i see (: HI MONSTER! XD
john cena } lols who are you? another monster? ahhh! [runs for life] LOL. lol. i dont like going there for music or videos. thanks anw (:
huimei } lol. you're cuter alright. nvm la. you just linked right? hehe. and that person arh. -.- he's a lamer lor. he cant walk. LOL. =S

i did some maths just now. geog part two havent do yet. ate nasi lemak for breakfast. okay i know its unhealthy. sigh. copycats luh. who cares la. copy then copy lor. anw i dont think there is anything copy-able here. you do whatever i do. dumb la. -.- they went to m'sia. someone talk! its boring. if you happen to be a passerby, add solh-@hotmail on msn & talk to meeee. :)

Lost

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I CANT FIND MY SCHOOL BADGE..! =/
sigh. still can't find it.
i dont like doing homework.
its disgusting.
i get disgusted at the thought of hw :(
KOKJIE } okay. so you wont tag tmr huh.
CARINE } thankyou(:
CHUNKIAT } hanna. dont flood la. why put so many question marks. lol.
JENNIEEE } hee JENNIE XD
CHUNKIAT } wasnt talking about you in my post la. hahahaa. but anw thanks.
ahhhh. i'm been online ever since i came home which is very early - 12.05.
i've been online for 5 hours and i've done nothing useful.
gahwhydosomepeoplevisitblogsbutdonottagnothingtosaythatpersonissomeoneunpopthatperson hatesyouyouhatethatpersonthatpersonisuglythatpersonisstupid
HAHAHAA.
lols anw when i visit blogs i'll think of something to tag one.
see i'm nice alright.
dont diao me.
hahahaa.
and my com hanged on me just now.
i was opening photoshop & i got invited into a mass convo.
of course hang la! >:(
i got sick of trying to make ck's images blend.
i'm too stupid luh.
& i dont think there's anything for me to do.
no new testimonials / friend requests on friendser
no new tags to reply to
nothing interesting happening at blogskins
&, well, nothing to do lor.
TAG IF YOU READ THIS (:
if you read the above line but didnt tag
then...i dont know. :/
byebye people.
{/edit}

the man downstairs is scary. he's around 80. he lives at the 9th floor. he hang outs at the void deck everyday. its scaryyy. :/
today he wore specs. maybe someone dropped them on the ground and he picked them up. SO SCARRRRRYYY LAH! :X
plus he was holding a TOY GUN. and he smiled at me and pointed the gun at my grandma. i walked very quickly and prayed that he wouldnt follow me. 很吓人LEH！=S
thought he would come inside the lift but thank God he didnt.

lol i just submitted one assignment for the IT day thingy. there was holy communion at the chapel today =D went with sheryl & ling chao. then saw amanda, sijie, clara, chenxi &amp; weiling there too. oh yah & tbt & singhau. & mr fong & ms chong & blah blah blah. & olivia! haha. uh huh & if it wasnt for those 8 people we could have stayed back for refreshments. lol but i dont mind luh.

yah. & the eight people. shant mention. and mr _ _ _ cried. =O sigh. we're all humans anyway. okie i shall do the second assignment le. God bless & byee~ :D

为什么。

JEN } hahaaa. lol. dance is fun alright. enjoy your cca then. love you toooo. haha.
IVAN } lol. yah lor. i dont like remembbering things mah XP thanks for tagging (:
ADELYN } hi! thanksss. haha i'll link you ^^

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这已经是我今天第二次在这里写entry了。
peace . love . joy
有那么难吗？
有时真得想挖个洞来钻进去。
不管这里有没有错别字啦。
方正是电脑嘛。
不管了。今天功课真多。
我要。。。离开这世界。
讲了那么多次。
为什么没有人相信我呢？
我有那么讨人厌吗？
为什么跟你说话时总觉得你很讨厌我。
也许我真得太失败了。
什么也做不成。
信心一天比一天少。
yet none of you 懂得关心我。
maybe i don't deserve it.
因为我不像是需要关怀的人。
but we're all humans.
嗨。。。应该是这样吧。
i don't need anything.
not worthy of anything.
我的世界，
除有他，
也没有人了解了。
你。。。想知道吗？
真正的朋友真难找。
可能。。是我想太多了。。。
got to accept the fact
that i'm no longer
who i used once to be.
算了吧。
i'm dreaming of something which is impossible.
没有人。
没有人。
willyoumakemesmile?

Every Heart

just this morning i had a bad feeling about today.
well anyway i didn't pack my bag last night.
i just shove my d&t workbook into my bag.
i didn't even care about the timetable.
so i didnt bring my d&t folio.
but thank God.
didnt have to hand it in today.
whew :)

i totally forgot about my organizer & wallet.
crap.
guess how i managed to get on the train.
it was like taking a risk 4 times.
just now i almost got caught by the kiap kiap.
the thing that opens when you tap your card luh.
i guess i went in too late
'cos my leg got stuck in the thingy but i pulled it out =X


STUCK. pain & dangerous eh? :(
mygrandmotherluh~!#$%^&*()
chinese was the 1st lessondontyouthinkmyblogissuperboring:(
then it was a little urm. embarrasing?
i dont know laa.
i ran up & down thrice just to get a phonecard to call her.
SUPER TIRING OKAY.
-.- please call your mummy =/
sighh.

then it was geog.
mr ng crapped a lot as usual.
hahahar.
then..recess.
victoria lent me $7.
ehehe. so nice of her right.
thanks MARIA :D
$2 for recess $2 for lunch
& $3 for the d&t apron.
yuppos. i finally bought my d&t apron :))

hahaaa. then sheryl pulled me to ask ling chao if he was going for the communion svc after chapel tmr. those who wanna come, stay back after chapel okie? :) lols & ling chao was so blur lah. it took sheryl 5 mins just to let him understand what she was telling him. LOL.

after that was..english. & mr fong came again! ahaha. the guys asked him a lot of questions. hahaa. he's 21 this year. october baby. hahaha. he showed us the uhh. common mistakes that students make. ahaaa. oh yes. he's mrs wong's son. like OMGOSH. can you believe it? i dont see any similarities b/w mother & son. LIKE CRAP. & i told huiqing. & she told peiqi & wanlin and they were like omgosh. hahaha. ^^"'

okay then...d&t. lent reb my wb. uh huh. & we proceeded with the marking out & drilling / sawing. THANKS TO SINGHAU and er. chunkiat is it? lol. thank you for helping me to drill the 8 holes. ehehe. THANK YOUUUU. XD lols. i taught people how to use the scroll saw but i used the coping saw instead XP hmm. then i used the rasp. i cut out 4 blocks le! 4 more to go! yay. haha. then. i took the sandpaper but now its just a plain brown paper without sand..ahaha. all thanks to qh who helped me to make the edges smooth :DD lol i thanked so many peepo today.

literature was a lil uh dumb la. hahaa. nothing much to say. then had lunch..i just drank soup. wasnt hungry anw. hahaha. then went to 2grace to mark attendance. uh huh. okay...

i'm having a toothache.
my tooth is shaky.
& its gonna drop out soon.
ITS PAINFUL ):
i still have baby teeth lah.
and baby hair on my head -.-
that's why my hair looks messy.
how on earth do you tie up baby hair =.=
you cant even clip it.
so dont say my hair looks messy for goodness sake.
LOLS.

so till next time, GodBlessTakeCareSMILE&BYEBYE! =D

mundaneness

just like any other day, this one hasn't been really different. even when qh came over i thought it was just ordinary & nothing special. i do not have the enthusiasm i used to have in the past when i would wake up and say; "TODAY IS A NEW DAY!" and then grin widely.

but now i don't. maybe something IS wrong with me. yes. perhaps that's the case. but anyway, i think i should just be myself. i dont want to worry if saying anything gives people a bad impression of me. i don't care. if what i say offends you, then, it depends on YOU. if i should feel apologetic or not XD

EUGENE } THANKS for flooding. -.- not four letter word then..? =.=
QIUHUI } i'm saying the truth mah. you're good alright :)
KOKJIE } you want me to tag your blog? sure. anyway your tags are rather hard to comprehend. i shall try. and uhh. seeing is believing. so you ought to believe that eugene DOES like spamming flooding tagboards. flooding's the right word. yup. and Everytime we touch? -.- what's that? a country song? o.0 and dont sing. the windows might break. LOL.
YIAN } HI YI AN! :D

just a random question...
when you say thank you, do you say it:
[a] out of politeness
[b] because you are truly grateful
[c] because you know if you don't say it, people will think you don't have manners
[d] or does it depend on the person whom you say thank you to?

think about it. because reflecting is a good way to examine yourself. heehee. =)

JENNA
hey girl! lols you're very welcome :D hmm. the song? i shall check it later. yuppos. love ya! XD

KRIS
hi!! lol. thanks for those two songs. hee. THANKS A LOT!! x) love ya too! =D

QIUHUI
yaaa. YOU ARE GOOD. see that? hahahar. thanks for tagging! =D

KOKJIE
lols. what do you mean by gone tmr? you're going to commit sucide at 11.59pm tonight? LOLS! sorry. my imagination is wild. hahaahr. lols. videos take a longer time to load you know -.- lol yes i know my jukebox isnt working la. but. hee i'm lazy. see you admitted that QH is good. seesee. QH! LOOK! hahar. XP

JENNA
hi jenna dearie (:

EUGENE
hullo. thanks for tagging. =)

anw, i took some quizes =)

Your Hair Should Be Purple

Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional. You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights. What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

maybe that's the only picture they have of people in purple hair. BLOGTHINGS SHOULD HAVE LESSER OBSCENE IMAGES RIGHT. lol.

You Are 68% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up. How Happy Are You

yay. DO YOU SEE THAT. haha. of course. only MISS LALA has the ability to do that. mauahaha. XD yayness. if anyone is more than 70% happy, tell me okay! =DD

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

wow. rather true eh. (: i do keep a lot inside =)

Your Eyes Should Be Hazel

Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

makes me think of that song. behind those hazel eyes. LOL.

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

really..? :/

Your Outrageous Name is:

Amanda Hugnkiss

Outrageous Name Generator

LOLS.

looks i like i've taken a lot of quizzes.

guess i shall stop here. (:

GBUTCSMILE&BYEBYE:)

:D

hi dearies XD
replies to tags:

WEILIN } hees. yup God. haha. anw, you liked the skin? ME TOO! OH YAY. LOLS.

JENNA } hihiHI dearie!! LOLS. wheee you woke up & the 1st thought was to tag me huh. lol. JENNA IS SO SWEET AND I LOVE HER. lol. see that. ahaha. i'm not a lesbian btw. XP about the song? lol i can hear it! take x3 all of me! oh yay. LOOL. okay bye girl. btw i didnt go to church. i woke up late larh. and then i did my hw. sorraye. ): sorry God too. =(

RENA } hi there! hees thanks! :) it looks very bright on LCD monitors. now i know why. hahar. anw, youre linked! =D

HUIMEI } daddy! ahahar. did you enlarge the picture? you name is there eh! and JENNA too. and QIUHUI. ahahah. :)

kokjie } yep i was super bored. hahaahr. thanks for tagging. (:

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MORE REPLIES :D
chunkiat } woah. you so nice today huh. come flood my tagboard. lols. thanks a lot! XD lol. next time come then flood some more la. then flood until 0. hahaha.
huimei } lols. ck tag me you so happy har. i ask him tag you hao mah? LOL. [yea, ajw is mad. hahahar]
jianwei} lol. good. just kidding. anw even if youre not kidding i wont care. hahahar. x))
HEES. THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO FLOODED KAY. HAHAA. =D
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alright. blogging. i'm kinda sick of everything actually. hmm. new updates? i finished my d&t workbook and i'm overjoyed! ahhah. blah. there's the d&t folio which i have no mood & no intention to complete it by today 'cos i'm feeling very lazy. =P hmm. 2nd update. i submitted a skin today. clickity! (x its for weilin but she's so generous! lol. she decided to share it with the world. haha. thank her alright. =) okay. cousins are here as usual. every sunday. sigh and they are making a lot of noise. maybe not. hahar. and my brother..hmm. learning his chinese spelling lor.

i FEEL LIKE INTRDUCING MY FAMILY XD
okay. let's start from my brother.

his name: ONG JIAN WEI. hahahar. not that AJW lar. okay i know its only 1 letter of difference but. oh well. hahaha.
his chinese name: 王健伟. nice rights. jian kang de jian. wei da de wei x)
age: 8 he is in P2 this yr. yup. hahaha.
he tends to be violet sometimes. all that media infuence. sigh. he calls himself sharkboy -.- and what else. he likes spiderman. =.= he like sports. esp. running. she doesnt like studying & he doesnt care about his grades. sigh. nvm, lets move on. my sister.

her name: SHIRLEEN ONG LI HUI. solh too. hehehe. so now you know the meaning of my email. to those who thought it was a word or something. definitely NOT so-leh. -.- its my initials larh. [ tuition teacher's coming ): ]
her chinese name: 王丽慧 zhi hui de hui. niceee. hahahr.
age: 4 big age gap right? hahahar. :)
she's a chili padi larh. shes cute. but very mischeivious. due to the influence by her brother whom she follows everywhere -.- she spoils things. & she snaps at people a lot. =.= she like drama. yea she does. currently, she's in a childcare. & attends the kiddie service in church. so cute alrights. hahaha. okay. move.

seriously i dont feel like introducing my dad or my mum. i think it will be boring if i introduced them. hahahar. okay is this a long post? yes. so, God bless. Take care. Smile. & byebye! =D

lalala

something i drew out of boredom XP
click to enlarge! =D

this is the 240th post in this blog

This computer is weird. Blogger appears in chinese instead of English. But at least I can still understand the words. Hahahar. Had my breakfast already. So umm. I'm having chinese tuition at 8 tonight. Lalala.

Daddy's teaching jw spelling. And mei is...playing with toys? Gah I dont know. & I dont bother. x) Hahrhar. I've been typing haha like that since tues i think. harhar. XP

Maybe I shall draw somthing on paint to kill my boredom. There's no Photoshop on this com so I guess i shall just make do with paint =)


yuppos. i know it isnt very nice. but anw, lalala. i think i shall stop here.
so, TCGBSMILE&BB! =D

oh yes. i love jenna. hahahar. jenna, see this? :D

hello!
haha. i'm feeling rather hyper now.
hees. just had my dinner.
it was fantastic.
oh yah.
i'm at grandmummy's house now.
her food is like. heavenly lah.
lol. maybe i'm exaggerating?
BUT IT REALLY IS FABULOUS XD

lol. as usual school is okay lor.
nothing special 'cept for the MACBETH PRODUCTION
i was the one of the trees in the forest! XD
haha. my position was right at the back.
but if you havent got the faintest idea,
i shall draw it out for you =)


i know the image quality is bad. but who cares. can see my position can le. haha.
anw, mummy jo was beside me. and daddy was beside mummy. so romantic eh. LOL.

and i borrowed qiuhui's black shirt. it was too big for me actually but anw, i wore it. haha. and i was like folding my sleeve half the time. THE SHIRT WAS ENORMOUS OKAY. let me show you. okay my drawing looks awful =/ but the shirt was HUGE, GIGANTIC and OVERSIZED.


anw the whole macbeth thingy was rather fun. d&t was alright laa. just that i accidentally kicked that metal thing. well a lot of people did anw. hahar.
okay i promised zh i would edit his blog for him. so. GBUTCSMILE&BB! =D

JENNA } HOHI! XD oh its okay. thanks for tagging even though you're sick yea! <33>

tbt } hmmahho

ting fang } hihi! school is fun. but well, its just that. thanks for tagging anw! =Di don't get included in the fun? i don't know.
okay. today was alright lah. it rained again. HEAVILY. thankfully i brought my umbrella with me or i'd be drenched in the rain (: hmm. i just came back at 3.30 from the macbeth rehearsal. whew. it was really tring. anw the people standing as the forest only have ONE and only ONE line towards the end of the play. ALL
HAIL KING MALCOLM -.-

currently browsing through blogskins & listening to music- junyang's guardian angel. whoowhoo. haha. i'm alone in this house again. blah. i have the MLG thingy to do. well everyone in 2faith lah. haha. today's maths. and its past 3.15. will the teachers mark the work as overdue? =X and the hw is about Direct and Inverse Proportion. theres one presentation for us to look through so that we can answer the questions XD

[EDIT]
MS CHUNG CHANGED THE DUE DATE TO TOMORROW 8AM! WHOO. HAHA. i told qh to take a nap first then wake up at midnight to do the hw. hahaha. anw my eyes are really tired now. maybe i will sleep early today (:
[/EDIT]

i like IT days! but unfortunately, we had to go back to school today. for dumb lang fest and the macbeth rehearsal lor. anw for today's lang fest we had to paint a mask. i made mine colourful. but it was all dark colours. but no black lah :) and erm. we played basketball today. but i didn't even get to touch the ball once :( bah nvm. we played heart attack before playing basketball. and it was fun. because there were so many people. =DD

junyang is singing jiekou now. SO NICE LARH x) jiu suan mei you jie guo...wo ye neng gou cheng shou. okay i gave up on pratically everything my life revolves around. maybe i should give up on the computer too. been spending too much time online i guess. i should cut down on the hours i spend luh.
i shall not give God up. He didn't give up on me. and i'm grateful. =)
xin hui is singing bu yao shuo bao qian now. XD okay i shall do the MLG thingy now. GODBLESSSMILETAKECARE&BYEBYE! =D feeling purple. bah.

to those who tagged } thanks for tagging =D

liquan } yah. because i can't say a lot of things. people will come chasing me with a broom if i made those words seen. although its my blog. but its public. what to do. harhar. you were the one & only one who tagged on the 4th of april! lool.

carine } lols. i told you what i wrote wasn't about you le mah. you don't believe me eh :( i almost thought of deleting that 2nd tag of yours but i guess i'll leave it there. wang en fu yi. i got nothing to say lah.

sijie } lols. thanks. [hugs] hahaha.

jiaqi } hees. [boos back] =P

vic } nvm? lol.

huimei } daddy you flooded..! your heart fragile ah.. hmm. then i dont know eh =/ gahhh. why daddy read the small small words :( and how come daddy so smart har? =(( anw he won't read what you say. so its okay i guess. hahar :) of course luh. bu xi guan leh. suddenly nobody tag. okay thanks. for helping me to thank those people one by one :) why must change blogskin..? this one isn't nice?

anonymous } add me on MSN luh =)

okay. i'm greatly irritated and i'm stumped. i can't do anything. my brother just broke the glass celing fan with a kick of his ball. I AM ANGRY OKAY. WHO SAYS I DON'T GET ANGRY. I'M NOT A TOY LA. why must people treat me as if i am a toy. i'm sad and i don't care. sorry for those er. put adjective here [tags] visit my blog must tag okay? okay lah. nvm. so demanding eh. i'm a bad girl. full stop.

EDIT-

I AM FUMING.
RAGING WITH ANGER.
SOMEONE ON BLOGSKINS.
COPIED ME.
HELLO?
ARE YOU A DESPO OR WHAT.
MISS LALA MISS LALA.
YOU CANT COPY ME!!!
BOO YOU.
=((

NO ONE IS CHEERING ME UP FREAKO.
I'M NOT WORTHY TO BE CHEERED UP.
anyway i'm not a despo for encouragement.
i gave up long ago.
i'm not sandra.

in school com lab now.
lalala.
one
two
three
crap.
today was okay lah.
its boring.
i
want
to
go
home
!!!
>=(



BLAHHHH
CRAPPPP
lalala.
nobody tags these days
ahh whatever.






some people are like. lalala. wang en fu yi. eeeyeeer.

crap oh crap.
i like crapping
this is dumb
played the whatever international friendship day thingy just now
CRAPPPPPP.
SUPER CRAPPPP.
LALAASDKLAOIRFWROE
adadadadada





BYE BYE.

i took this from ___ ____'s blog. and it kinda apply to me sometimes.
maybe i'm just not that cheerful anymore.
maybe you're right.
i've changed.
you don't know me now.
and i don't know myself too.

u think im cold,distant. ya..well u are half-right.
im not much of a talker.
sometimes i like to be left alone.
so tt i dun hav to think of things to say.
sometimes i dun say because u may think tt wad i say
has got no sense.its very lame. so boring. wadever.
yet sometimes..i wanna be part of a
group to know tt at least i belong somwhere n to feel tt i can
belong. i dun mix around much. i dunno how already.
there r some ppl hu are social butterfiles.
they draw ppl to them like magnets.

guess this is. well. life. (:

I JUST SAW A SKIN AND I FEEL LIKE CHANGING MY SKIN NOW. OKAY THIS IS FOR REAL. NEW SKIN COMING UP SOON. IT GONNA BE LONG LONG TYPE OF SKIN. =DD

and. im watching CSS now. okay i shall be fair. not bias yea?

GO TERESA GO!
GO GERALDINE GO!
GO ZHIYANG GO!
GO RENFRED GO!

oh yay oh yay. aww. that blogskin rocks alright. hmm i think. i've changed. now. change what. XP lalalala church was okay lah. ehehe. it started to rained when i went there. and it stopped when u walked into the shelter. lol. i guess God's happy. =DDD

MY TAGBOARD IS DEAD LAAAA :(
i gonna put in some goodies for all of you to use.
like uh. pictures i've made la.
but they may not be nice.
dont blame me oh. =/
and if you credit me or not,
up to your consience la.
ehehe. (:

i'm not perfect.
i'm not a perfect sister.
a perfect daughter.
neither am i a perfect friend.
i can't please everyone.
its tiring.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY

HI GUYS!
hehe. HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!
wheee. hahaa. the first thing i did when i signed in to MSN was to wish everyone "HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!" LOL. and, no, i didn't get tricked / pranked. heheh. =D anyway, today is alright. i guess i shall finish my homework today. ((: maybe i'll upload videos and put them here. (my brother's b'day) hehe. okie. shall get going now. oh yah. i forgot to off my com switch last night before i slept so the switch is going to be BURNING HOT. because i'll be online till at night.

hohoho. sorry switch. =X

2nd post

i've got questions.
i know i'm not supposed to voice them out
because people will come after me
with a broom or something =X

but anyway, this is my blog.
so i'm going to write this down.

number one. is popularity that important to you?
number two. why do you want to be popular?

it drives me crazy sometimes. i know i'm a "loner" okay.
you don't have to tell me. because you wanted to be popular,
we drifted apart.further & further.
and then the gap was there.
this world is so realistic. right?

once i'm gone.
you don't have to worry about me.
because i will be there.
looking down at you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

its my brother's birthday today. hehehe. lemme find a NICE picture of him. x)

wait. his tongue is underneath his chin -.- ahh whatever.

LOL. anw, my mum ordered a BIG CAKE for him >=( its UNFAIR. i dont get that kind of treatment at home okay. hmpf. whatever. it will be arriving soon.

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Videos of his birthday...







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SCHOOL was alright today. we did the flaggie thingy for art today. i did on finland. no i dont know anything about it cept that the flag is nice and simple to draw XD ITS BLUE AND WHITE thats why its nice x)) and we have to draw some thingies. i decided to do fruits. i gonna draw a FRUIT BASKET =)

hmm for maths mr lin taught us..line of symetry? and umm. mininum / maximum point of a graph or something. well then. RECESS! OH YAY. haha. i ate hor fun. niceeeee as usual. ahaha. and carine says i eat fast. lol. maybe i was hungry. but victoria says i eat VERY slowly =( ahh nvm. hehe.

oh yah, YIN LAO SHI DIDNT COME TODAY AND I WAS VERYVERY HAPPY cause i didnt do the jian bao. she'll pester me for it. I AM LAZY. especially when youre sitting right in front youve got no choice luh =(

ENGLISH. ms haq didnt come again today. THANK GOD. cause i didnt do all my english homework. whoops. haha. okay i have to do it by this weekend or else i'll be dead. oh yah. mr tan came to relief us today. there's a composition which all of us have to do -.- lalalacrap. oh yaaa. i love talking. hehehe. told sijie a lot of things. hahaha. ^^'"

anw, science was like. uhhh. we labelled the hamburger. and we had to draw umm. ____able lips. thats what mr lim said. x) and i wrote a lot of stuff on that page. and WHAT IS DIGESTION is a very common question. laaahs. and umm. we drew the alimentary canal. yuppos.

and then asm. yay! lol. i thought i was going to fall asleep again. but this one was showing miyasaki and stuff. im not sure if im going this year. maybe not. x) and uhhh. i laughed during the school song. OPPPS. because some ji siao guy sang the burning bush as buring BUSSSHHHHHH. LOL. i was laughing laaa. =X

hmm. then i had lunch. ate...that yong tau fu stall. blahblahblah. and then. ART ROOM! for art club. yup, i just joined art club. hehe. today we did paper machie. whatever the spelling is. hahaha. WE DID 7 LAYERS. hahaha. we were going to do a GLOBE. XD and so we did the people around the world after that. mine was like so colourful. ahaha. & i got to know some sec ones. hehe. AND I USE THE COMPUTER IN THE ART ROOM. shhh..hahahaha.

and then..when we were going back, i tripped but i laughed ^.^'" hehehe. I LOL. as in really. and carine was like -.-"' LOL. and the sec ones starred at me. hehehehohoh. i ate a banana when i came back. AND I FOUND OUT SOMETHING. A INTERESTING FACT. my monthly expenditure is...$90. =/ i've been eating A LOT these few weeks. i spend $3 on food a day. =/ recess & lunch mah. and...that means like. $70 on food per month. and...$20 on transport a mth. crap. I HAVE BEEN SPENDING TOO MUCH. but its not the time to cut down yet. heheh.

okay. this is a really long post. whew. lol, take care, God bless & byebye! XD cake is coming oh~ =D

[edit]
tried a rainbow text generator just now. hehe.
see what i did.
-sandra posted and laughed =D
hehehe.
[/edit]

the feeling of being used

UPDATES
1. i downloaded graphmatica and its rather nice actually =)
2. i did my homework in school
3. i know my grades are de-proving (that spells BIG trouble for me)
4. my design folio is incomplete.
5. i haven't bought a d&t apron
6. i have to do the props for lit (i lugged 3 umbrellas back home today)

7. i read www.funbrain.com the diary is VERY interesting. a must go. i shall link it soon (: i'm at day 223. heheheh. oh yarh. i think i started reading last year. hehehehe. x)

i guess that's enough. okay, the feeling of being used.

firstly, picture this scene in your mind.

you thought some people were going to walk towards you, but they walked and talked to the person BESIDE you instead. and then they treat you like you're invisble and squeeze their way in and take over your standing or sitting place. now think.

next, someone comes up to you smiling. you thought that person wanted to talk to you. but that person just asked you for a favour. like uhh. doing something for them. and then you foolishly say okay. well i say okay all the time lah. and i feel very very used. get what i mean? you cant say no can you? i dont know. then you think, if you say no, that person will dislike or even hate you.

you understand? its not like i am like a toy okay. that you can pass around and throw into the bin or at a corner when you feel like it. i got scolded my many people today. do you know the feeling of being isolated? no? okay i shall fill you in.

one day, when you decided to chat up some people, they diao you and they just nod their head and walk away. then when you try talking to them again, they say go away and so you have to do everything alone. its veryvery difficult being isolated okay. its not fun at all.

how would you feel? tell me. im having a bad feeling about typing this post. because some people might just hate me and complain about me after this. rahhhhs.

hi guys. haha. i never post today nobody tag huh? lol. anw. if you come, tag lah. haha. okay. today was alright. hmm. okay. i've got a announcement.

I...LOST MY VOICE. =(

its so hoarse now. i can't talk. my throat will hurt. hmm. we played volleyball for PE today. but i really can't play. as in. i can hit the ball, but i can't pitch it. =( gahh. and didn't do my homework.

LALALA. i have to hand in the portfolio biodata tomorrow. yadayada. didnt have geog. MR NG DIDNT COME! OH YAY OH YAY XD and..I did the IFD card with qh today. hahah. thank us okay x) who cares if it looks childish. its cute lah XD hahahah. i drew it like my best friends blogskin. heheh. then qh did the words. i drew. wahhaha. anyway. im coughing like mad =(

oh yes. ms haq didnt come today. and we discussed about some controversial issue today. [me, sheryl, sisca & erm yah x)] anw. sijie slept as usual. then the guys?

playing soccer lah what else. lol. i'm waiting for xing shan shan to start. OH YAH. ANYONE WITH chen wei lian's CHU MO. send it to me okay? I LOVE IT LIKE CRAP. HHAHAHA. LOVE IT TOOO!! hehe. oh and..MR LIN IS VERY NICE.

haha. his full name is lin wen wei. like that tall tall guy. hahah. he's so patient can? then i understood the maths qns and blah. i failed my maths test lah. but he didnt scold me. hehe. he's good. yah he's good. but too bad. hahahha (;

and..after school some mr ____ came to scold us. and i told lq to say "'cause it didnt affect us" then he scolded us. >=( crappo. why must report. -_- what blah. then he talk so much & wasted so much time. LOL. anw. carine is uhh. MENTEITH NOW!!! yay!!! oh yayyayaya XD anw. some blah. yes. blah. hohohoho.

guess i shall end here. GBUTCBB! (:

4TH POST.

people change till you dont know them anymore says:
HEY. what happened?
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
he touch my neoprints
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
dipped them in rice.
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
ate my rice.
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
now i dont have any dinner.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
OMGOSH?
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
eeeeeeeeee
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
took all my sister's stickers which she needed for school & pasted them on HIS OWN CUPBOARD
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
feel free to bang ur head against the wall
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
CRAP.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
i wont mind
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
gee
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
WHY DO I HAVE SUCH A BROTHER.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
tts horrible..
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
why he do that?
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
YEA!
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
CANT TAKE IT.
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
HES BRAINLESS.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
anw
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
how old is he?
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
8.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
oh
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
thats..
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
old enough to know whats right and wrong
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
yea!
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
i told you
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
he's TOTALLY BRAINLESS.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
hmm
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
letmesee
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
ur neos..
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
nt that bad
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
is rice
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
yea
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
crap.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
u can cook maggie mee?
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
-suggection
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
one day he will dip them in curry or smth
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
[FUMES]

3rd post for today

took another quiz.
**PREP** you're definitely a Prep!!But don't worry!I am too sometimes!!But not all preps are bad!!~*preps rock!*~ You know howda stand up to people,and aren't afraid to speak your mind,WHEN YOU HAVE TO!!!

here's another.
you are calm and have popular friends because they think your so cool. who knows whats goin on in your head.

and another..
You chose potato chips. If potato chips are your preferred snack food, then you are probably an ambitious and successful person, and a high achiever. You enjoy the rewards of success both at work and at home. Not a selfish sort, you enjoy the successes of your spouse and children, too, and you seek nothing less than the best from them. You also tend to be impatient with less than the best, and you are easily frustrated by life's little blips - traffic jams make you crazy, and you consider waiting in line a huge imposition. Note: if you want to do business with a potato chip lover, or you are in a competitive situation with this personality type, be prepared. Potato chip lovers are always worthy and prepared adversaries, and you may lose if you don't bring your best to the situation.

You are the element of wind. You are a breezy sort of person, very passive. You have a few friends who understand you, but they are the only ones. Like a Rainbow you colourful person, you!! =D

PLEASE TAKE NOT THAT NOT ALL QUIZ RESULTS ARE TRUE.

sometimes i wonder

when i visit blogs,
i tend to read a lot of depressing stories.
but i'm in the same boat too!
why dont i just fall and cry and say i wanna die?
then everyone will comfort me right?
but, NO i can't!
i wonder why i'm so strong.
SO STRONG NO ONE CAN SEE SADNESS IN ME.
i mean, if you see it, well, no one asks anw.
maybe i want people to ask.
maybe not.
maybe i'm so strong.
because God moulded me to this stage.
why can't i fall & cry?
people will say i'm weak.
and because I've got Daddy.
i've so many problems
but i smile & laugh so much
the smiles cover up all the tears.
that flow down, right and deep inside the heart which once almost tore.
and the wall banged on me.
i took shelter.
finding refuge in Him, and Him alone.
i didn't tell anyone.
that i was torn and broken up.
sorry Daddy.
but whenever i think of You, and Your goodness.
i can't help but cry.
tears well up in my eyes.
and roll down my cheeks.
and your everything.
SORRY.
once i fall.
at the bottom of the pit.
You pick me up.
You always do.
i wonder why.
its not funny.
i know there's something missing in me.
I KNOW.
SORRY PAPA.
I know you're fine there.
i want to go there too.
BUT I CAN'T.
listen and hear me with your heart.

personality tests

lol. i'm feeling tralala~ XD reason? no one treated me like a machine today. and i'm not invisble =) haha. no one told me to do this or do that. everyone is good. x) everyone deserves respect. so i shall respect everyone. =D oh yes. i LOVE cleaning the class whiteboard. AND SWEEPING THE CLASSROOM. hahhaha. i'm weird. XP

anw, took another personality test. ahaha. i just came back. lahs. oh yah. and i feel VERY BLESSED. PRAISE GOD =D ahaha. cos i forgot to wear my nametag & school badge to school today. lol. then you know what? as soon as i reached the hall, victoria lent me one of her nametags and crystal lend me her school badge. awww. thanks guys! [hugs!] lol. and when i came back, i think God wanted to tell me something. you know that "knock and you'll find, seek &..." that verse? yea.

God was trying to tell me that. today i searched for a .vbs file which could cure my computer's little problem which i didn't use to care about cos it didnt affect me in whatsoever way. hahah. anw. the minute i searched for it and clicked on the link my computer problem disappeared. yay! haha. THANK GOD. XD and went to staff room after school, but mr lin wants there -.- lols. anw. the a*star thingy was okay.

and we had to do macbeth -.-

Peaceful Discreet Non Aggressive

You are easy-going yet discreet. You make friends effortlessly, yet enjoy your privacy and independence. You like to get away from it all and be alone from time to time to contemplate the meaning of life and enjoy yourself. You need space, so you escape to beautiful hideaways, but you are not a loner. You are at peace with yourself and the world, and you appreciate life and what this world has to offer.

Your Existing Situation

Sensuous. Inclined to luxuriate in the things which give gratification to the senses, but rejects anything tasteless, vulgar, or coarse

Your Stress Sources

Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which she imposes of herself or by her own choice and decision.


Your Restrained Characteristics

Willing to participate and to allow herself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension.
Believes that she is not receiving her share--that she is neither properly understood nor adequately appreciated. Feels that she is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave her without any sense of emotional involvement.

Your Desired Objective

Her need to feel more causative and to have a wider sphere of influence makes her restless and she is driven by her desires and hopes. May try to spread her activities over too wide a field.

Your Actual Problem

Feels restricted and prevented from progressing; seeking a solution which will remove these limitations.

YESYESYES! lol.

the website

Know more about me

What's on my mind?
Here is the analysis:
You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.

Your Working Style
You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat. When you are care, you care deeply, but are more likely to show your feeling by deeds rather than words. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to things or people you care about.
You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values. You stick to your values with passionate conviction, but can be influenced by someone you care deeply about. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by quiet reserve.

In everyday activities you are tolerant, open-mind, flexible, and adaptable. If one of your inner loyalties is threatened, though, you will not give and inch. You usually enjoy the present moment, and do not like to spoil it by rushing to get thing done. You have little wish to impress or dominate. The people you prize the most are those who take the time to understand your values and the goals you are working toward.

You are interested mainly in the realities brought to you by your senses, both inner and outer. You are apt to enjoy fields where taste, discrimination, and a sense of beauty and proportion are important. You have a special love of nature and a sympathy with animals. You often excel in craftsmanship and the work of your hands is usually more eloquent than words.

You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in, since your feeling adds energy to your efforts. You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them. You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you-- human understanding, happiness, or health. You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check. You are perfectionists whenever you deeply care about something, and are particularly suited for work that requires both devotion and a large measure of adaptability.

The problem for you is that you may feel such a contrast between your inner ideals and your actual accomplishments that you may burden yourself with a sense of inadequacy. This can be true even when you are being as effective as others. You take for granted anything you do well and are the most modest of all the types, tending to underrate and understate yourself.

It is important for you to find practical ways to express your ideals; otherwise you will keep dreaming of the impossible and accomplish very little. If you find no actions to express your ideal, you can become too sensitive and vulnerable, with dwindling confidence in life and in yourself. Actually, you have much to give and need only to find the spot where you are needed.

some quiz

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

(This part has been removed due to the gayness of SOME people)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

reflecting upon life

You know something? even if you're always alone (like me) and you dont have a partner for morning assembly almost everyday, but you know God is with you. And even if everyone else has forgotten about you, you know that He doesn't and will never forsake you. that makes you feel way better isn't it? [big grin] and then if there's no partner beside you, He will sit beside you. Don't you feel honoured having the King right beside you? haha. There's more than enough space for Him to take His place. and when others have friends as partners, you have the King as your partner! So wonderful right? (;

lols. that's what i think when i'm just by myself. hehe. anw. i feel like redoing my d&t design folio. hi^5 to qiuhui! haha. and there's a lot of work to do today. anw. mummy washed my shoes! OH YAY =DDD what's the first thing you do when you turn on your computer? haha. of course you'll wait for it to load lah -.- hees. for me, i'll check if anyone has tagged. hahah. it makes you feel good that people do come to your bloig and tag. then when you reply, makes me feel great. haha. then i'll check in friendster.

new testimonials or friend requests or whatever. then i'll check blogskins. to see if anyone commented on my skin overnight or gave me a green flag =D then i'll sign in to MSN. haha. then i'll feed my neopets. i reallyreally have to do a lot of things today. so, bye for now!

TAKE CARE, SMILE & GOD BLESS! :D

why does everyone come to me only when they need help? or when they want to know about homework? why can't you talk to me because you want to talk to me? i got other things to do one okay? in case you don't know, its not fun being a machine. its very tiring. no one appreciates. i've been kind enough to tell you everything already okay. don't go overboard. i'm irritated and digusted at you. are you even a friend? are you fake or what? you dont treat me as a friend already do you? you treat me as a machine right? GREAT. you're so disgusting. i hope God will punish you. what kind of Christian are you. you treat me like rubbish. ahh crap.

yay!

i changed my skin! ahaha. i'm still trying to figure out why my jukebox isn't working like it is supposed to. in the meantime, be patient lor. haha. anw, i'm thinking of letting readers download music or images. how about that? ahaha. now its time to change my tagb colours. ((:

P.S: if you steal my codings, i will make you look like a ultimate freak. =D

Fragile; handle with care

2nd post today. bwahaha. i havent done anything. just as i said. i just changed ck's blogskin. blahs. what else? eat dinner? okay. guess i shall do so. SHOULD I CHANGE MY SKIN?

219th post

took train home with huimei today. i shall be myself. came back to waipo's house and switched on my computer and turned on the tv. watching hi5. charli is pretending to be a star shooting now. sometimes watching innocent children really makes you smile. really simple things make me happy. i don't wish for everyone's attention. i just wish for ONE true friend. ONE.

maybe she is right. maybe i have a really simple mind. i thought everyone was good. in my world, there isn't the word cunning in my dictionary. now kellie is talking to chats. i dont want to do my homework. dont feel like doing anything at all. just typing and tving. there's a maths test tomorrow. kids central grew up with me. (: God too. of course =)

i don't want to pretend. i don't want people to pretend too. especially my friends. i don't even know if those i consider as my good friends consider me as one. maybe i'm just invisble to everyone. People do change. I'm not the same anymore. Didn't you all realise I'm not as happy or carefree like before? Even if i'm happy in class or whatever, people still won't be happy.

what's the point in following what people do? BE YOURSELF! i want peace love & joy on earth. not violence vulgarities and pretentious people. someday you'll realise i'm not an ordinary girl.

KIDS CENTRAL BIG IN THE CITY. hi5 started. byebye.

HEY. I DECIDED TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN. TO THE ONE WHICH I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS. THE LAYOUT SHALL BE A SURPRISE. IF I ALREADY SHOWED THE SKIN FOR SOMEONE, IT IS UNFAIR. SO TO MAKE IT FAIR, I SHALL NOT DISCLOSE ANY DETAILS. WANT A HINT? TITLE - BLUE ROSE. SORRY FOR TYPING THIS POST IS ALL IN CAPS. (IF NOT NO ONE WILL SEE THIS. HAHA) SO JUST TAG TO TELL ME IF YOU WANT ME TO CHANGE IT. YES OR NO? (: WAITING TO HEAR FORM YA'LL! =D