God does everything for a purpose ((:

If You Want Me To - Ginny Owens
The pathway is broken
And the signs are unclear
And I don't know the reason why You brought me here
But just because You love me the way that You do
I'm gonna walk through the valley
If You want me to

Thou' I'm not who I was
When I took my first step
And I'm clinging to the promise
You're not through with me yet
so if all of these trials bring me closer to You
Then I will walk through the fire
If You want me to

It may not be the way I would have chosen
When you lead me through a world thats not my home
But You never said it would be easy
You only said I'd never go alone

So when the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear You answer my cries for help
I'll remember the suffering that Your love put You through
And I'll walk through the darkness
If You want me to

Cause when I cross over Jordon
I'm gonna sing, gonna shout
Gonna look into your eyes and say
You never let me down
So take me on the pathway
that leads me home to You
And I will walk through the valley if You want me to

Yes I will walk through the valley if You want me to.

I must.

Perserverance.
I got to have it. For God, I must. =)
Watching TV now. (Channel U)
Realised that I have not blogged for some time. H ahaa.
Okay so here comes my SHORT update. (:
P.S: I love Gulim, the font! =D

Was wacky uh crazy today with the happy family. Lol.
We were having a great time singing the birdbird song.
AS WE...BIRDBIRD TO THE LEFT
AND WE BIRDBIRD TO THE RIGHT,
As we birdbird, as we birdbird
As we birdbird all night,
With a heel and a toe
And a half turnabout,
With a heel and a toe
And a new birdbird found!

Ha ha. =D I'm halfway through the new layout for BPC. (:
And I don't want to be MISS LALA already.
Time to be serious. Okay common tests next week.
Got to do my best! Bye and God bless! (:

&

God is good.
Amen. (:

That's me & my world =D Scott Jackson is a talented designer (:

God mended my bleeding heart and gave me victory. I love you God =D
But I have to be careful or I'll fall . (;
Help me God.
When I was in primary 2 I used my father's computer and I didn't know how the browser and everything worked. And I clicked on the X (Stop) button beside the refresh button. I panicked and told PAPA the computer spoilt. Lol how silly I was. And it made my dad cringe and he started scolding me because he didn't know how to make it work again. LOOL!

And so I suggested restarting the computer but of course, now I know that all you have to do is press the refresh button beside that stop button. HAHAHAHAA. Silly people -- me & dad.

Moving on

Thing:
Uninstall MSN and CuteFTP
Cause:
MSN is getting freaky and CuteFTP's trial already expired.
Effect:
Lessen the disk space on my computer. Ha ha.
Resolution:
Use www.ebuddy.com, MSN Web Messenger or Windows Messenger for MSN or maybe install WLM on this computer! =D Use www.web2ftp.com for FTP stuff. (=

I'm sure those in 2Faith English Class will find this amusing. And there's sarcarsm. (;
http://www.planetdan.net/pics/misc/georgie.htm

And I just read an email. It was so...saddening. The pictures..the boy's hand got minced off and he couldn't cry. He had to beg. His family was too poor. People with weak hearts will cry upon seeing those images. The world is a cruel place. ): The pictures showed the hand being minced off by the mincer with doctors beside the boy, are they heartless? How could they allow this to happen? It was gruesome, blood and all. I shall stop talking about it.

SONG WANTED:
Where'd you go featuring Holly Brook.

God bless. (:

Tired

Chinese test tomorrow, maths test on friday & science test on monday. STUDY!
Things have been going really fast, like a bullet train that doesn't even have the time to "CHOO, CHOO." Stayed back after school today for the Home Economics Project. Half completed. Well Hui Mei brought back the rest of the materials and everything. I ran up and down so many times today I think I might have ran around the whole school one round already. I feel lethargic. I'd like to pause time now to rejuvenate my mind, unwind and reflect. Things happen so fast sometimes people don't even have the time to pause and think about life.

God,
Let me have only 1 purpose for life - To glorify You. (:
In Jesus Name,
Amen.

Okay take care, smile always, take care & bye. =)

(There's gotta be) More to life

Than chasing just every temporary high...I like the song. Remember when the Youth 4 Christ came? Maybe the person in the song is me. Ha ha.

Its Qiu Hui's birthday today. (: I hope she likes the piggy. Ha ha. I've got Maths Tutition later. Went back with QH and KJ. I kind of left Victoria alone. She wanted to me accompany her till her Tennis starts. But I wanted to go home..so yah.

And we had 听写 today. I didn't buy the book so I had to use foolscap paper. Thank God I wasn't the only one :) I'm going to tell the chinese story soon! Go up there and read the story..A bit scary eh. If everything goes as planned, I'll be telling the story next Tuesday. (:

Science was rather dull today. He kept saying we were stupid. But anyway, I'm using the computer now because I don't know what time tuition ends. I hope I can use the computer after that..I'm bored now. Maybe I should take a bath now. Or do homework. Thank God there isn't a lot of homework. :)

OH AND I MIGHT CHANGE MY LAYOUT! :)
God bless, take care and bye.

But somehow now I do

LALALA.

PLEASE GO COMMENT, RATE DOWNLOAD &/OR FAVE IT!
Lol Jeanette told me to take part so I did. (:

Life is only a temporary assignment.
:D

Don't give up Sandra!
Its already half completed.

After that, its more than life.
(:

Come obstacles come,
God will bring me through.

I found myself.

296th post

I'm tired. I'm really tired. I'm tired of everything. I so feel like dying. I want to go away in my sleep. I'm tired of tolerating your nonsense. I tried. I tried so hard. Why must you always push me down when I'm at the top of the mountain. And I don't want to pretend to be happy in front of anyone again. Haven't I been good at acting? I've been smiling and everything and hypering around. But now its time I go. I've already used every single ounce of energy to keep myself happy. I'm sorry I can't be the perfect daughter. Bye bye.

Not on hiatus

Yup I shall blog and not go into hiatus until...sometime later. I'm in my dad's house. Okay I'm going to tell all my readers and I don't mind if you read this because I'm not afraid of letting people know now. My parents divorced. Well yah so you see this is another computer. [小叔叔 gave it to me =D ] I like this computer more than the one at my grandma's. And that is where my mum, siblings and myself stay.

Because this monitor is LCD. And its fast. And I can have it all to myself during the weekends. But I have to rush back to grandma's for tuition tomorrow after lunch. So you see I'm busy and sometimes I wonder how I handled everything. It must be God's strength. =)

I'm downloading Maple here. So I can play during the weekends! QIU HUI DID YOU READ THIS? Ha hahaha. 65% already. =D And I downloaded SmartFTP here too. But SmartFTP could be better - They don't allow me to edit the PHP files like CuteFTP does. )= But that's the only complaint I have. Ha ha. If only they added that feature. I'll love it! Because above all, its free and does not have any limitations! =D

Oh its 69% for Maple now. Yahoo! XD I downloaded WLM too! Windows Live Messenger lah. Lol. And I installed Messenger Plus for WLM too. YAY! www.msgpluslive.net ITS GOOD. =D
I've even uninstalled MSN Messenger and Messenger Plus! 3 on this computer. YAY!

OH 70%! YAY Its fast. Thank God. God is so good HALLELUJAH! Brother slept already! YAYAYAY! He was pestering me to let him use the computer just now. And now he slept! HURRAY! At last there's peace. Sister and dad went to Cell Group. Mhmm.

I guess that is all I have to update. I'm hugging my bolster. 80% now! [Excited] Okay, take care, smile always, God bless and bye bye! =D

I'm thinking of putting this blog on a hiatus. I feel weird.

Untitled

HELLO! I'm so bored/ No IT today - Mr Chin had a meeting. Anyway my skin works in Blogskins now. =D CLICK HERE! And Kathleen is using my skin now! YAYAYAY :D Ha ha ha. Mad me. And I love my family. Both real & reel. :D

WE ARE THE HAPPY FAMILY! During Character first we were crowding around "YE YE", "Daddy (Whom I call DD!)" And "Mommy (I think I'll call her MIE. LOL)". And the four children cum grandchildren! HOHOHO. Sandra Clausss XD Okay I'm crazy. But I think I'm getting over a crush. Lol like it was any big thing.

We had to do Sit-Ups and Standing Broad-jump during PE to train for the test. I think. I did 30 sit ups. :D Thank God. And then my stomach muscles ached but anyway its normal and it went away after 5 minutes or so. =D And the time frame was 60 seconds. Which means I went down for 1 second and up the other! Ha haha.

And for Standing Broadjump I got 151. Uh huh. Xiao Min was the best I think. She reached 220. [Faints] Okay she's a gymnast. But still its so good! Never mind at least I passed & I guess I did my best. =)

So this post is untitled because I can't think of any title. Ha ha. Chapel was good. GOD IS GOOD! And I went back with Nithiiya. I hope I spelt her name correctly. Yea after waiting so long to find someone to go back with me. =) Yah and so I left Victoria's bag in the canteen. SORRY! =X I hope she doesn't bang my head or whatever tomorrow. =S And I left Qiu Hui with Xi Tong. Lol but anyway we're not going the same direction. So I guess its okay. (:

It has been a good day! Praise God so take care, God bless and bye bye :)

Waiting

I went to church this morning :D And Speedlight was great :) 333 people turned up for the worship concert on Friday. Actually I don't have much to blog but anyway we (The cell group members) celebrated Angeline's birthday outside the food court. We bought a chocolate cake and she is 24 now! (: And Cell Group is going to be restructured and I have mixed feelings about this too. I wasn't sure of what to tell Angeline when she asked for comments. I guess things will just have to move on. And then now I'm back to grandma's house. No one knows about this really but I really want to go home.

Added a new blogskin to the visitors page. :) Purple Flower. Go see!

[Edit: 10th July]
I submitted a new skin to Blogskins but for some reason they say its invalid ): Anyway you can go here to preview and download the skin. (:
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And I'm still waiting for You to bring me up. :)

Singaporean-Chinese.

SMILE!

Entranced by the beauty of nature. (:

What's up:
1. Zone Alarm is currently scanning for spyware and viruses.
2. TV is on. Apparently brother supposed to be watching but now he has gone bonkers and is in the room throwing his toy car around. He came back early because of the EXCEL FEST. We had to stay in school for the Councillors Investiture.
3. Now he's screaming into the phone and I think it is Dad who is on the other line.
4. I'm wearing my school uniform, typing in front of this black box and if you don't know what I mean I am talking about this computer right in front of me.
5. I'm going to Church later and meeting people at the control station. :D
6. I'm also talking to Elune and giving her ideas for the Blogskin she's making. (;
7. She is making a LOVE blogskin. Ha ha.
8. I went to KFC with Victoria just now. Had Banditto Pockett. Notice the double "tt"s. Lol.
9. I wore the size 16 shirt today. Lol. Can last till Secondary 4. Or at least till the end of next year. ^^
10. I think I should buy size 15 though.

I think 10 points are enough. Its not like I get to blog everyday. YAY! I blogged twice in the week. HA HA. GOD BLESS & TAKE CARE. :)

P.S. : CLICK, CLICK. (I want it without the tf at the back) :D

Online.

Hello people. Haven't been blogging for a long long time. Lol Sorryyy. School just started and things are getting really busy nowadays. And I haven't really been online but I do check my emails everyday. Ha ha. =)

Oh yes! I've got an oblong face shape. I think. I don't know. Maybe ovalish. Going to add it in Random Facts. (; Maybe its both of them combined. http://www.eyeworks.com/frameshapes.htm

Okay I found that URL. Don't bother about the eyes thing, I think my face is oval. Lol for a moment I though it was oblong because I read Urban today and I saw one article about sunglasses. Yea.

By the way gahh I forgot wanted I wanted to say. -.- Never mind. Will talk about it if I remember. =X Anyway, we've got the investiture thingy tomorrow so the secondary twos can't go back early. :( But I guess its for a purpose, as in God's purpose. Lol. I'm going for the Sonic Sanctuary thingy tomorrow. With Yi An. :)) Sheryl is going too! YAY!

And I went for CF today. :D Very fun I tell you. We had this decoding game and Group 3 & 4 were practically made up of all guys. And I was the only girl. Bangbang. Lol but never mind after that a girl joined in but I forgot her name! LOOOL. And I didn't bring Science today but Mr Lim didn't say anything. HA HA. God must be helping me. Yesterday I didn't bring PE for the 2.4km run but Mr Sim didn't scold me! :D THANK GOD. I must not forget the next time. And then I didn't bring my history textbook the last lesson and Ms Loo didn't use it. :D

THANK GOD. :D Now I'm all occupied. Monday's my only free day :D

Tuesday - Library duty (Changed the day because it was clashing with IT)
Wednesday - IT Club (Didn't go yesterday, was really tired. =X)
Thursday - Christian Fellowship (Pastor Wee reinforced the T.H.I.N.K thing again. I wrote it in one of my entries last year. =) See the bolded part? CF.)
Friday - Art Club

They're all CCAs by the way :D And I'm glad I chose Clubs and societies. (;
I can't remember the thing I wanted to say. But never mind I love today. :D
God bless, take care, smile always and bye bye. (Will reply to tags some other day. Thanks for tagging though!)

天.. 使我愛你

[PS: I Luv You]

Watched it last night on CH U. Its so nice okay. But there's nothing about it on Youtube. :(

http://www.corporate.mediacorp.sg/studio/3gdrama/
邱泽 is like. WOAH. XD

Anyway I like the "There's a kid in me" song. From Kids Central. Ha ha. Couldn't find the lyrics anywhere so I guess I will type it out. =)

There's a kid in me,
like the kid in you,
all the fun we had together,
fun that lasts forever...

YAY! Didn't have school today. =D And...I lost something. Something important. And I got to rush everything the science electricity one today, print them out.

God bless! :D

Weird.

I had a headache. But now its still a little painful so I'm still having a headache. Maybe I should shower or something. Maybe it will help. Something werid happened too my eyes when I woke up. It became smaller. =O AND. IT LOOKED SO WEIRD! MY double eyelids were...Okay it just looked so weird. I starred at the mirror and concluded that I looked like a fish at that time. Maybe I should live underwater or something. Not a bad idea. Hmm.

Dear God,
I pray that my eyes will be better. Thank you.
In Jesus' name I pray,
Amen.

:)

YAY! My eyes are a lot better. Thank God. :D Ha aaa. My auntie put the cheese mummy bought in the freezer. -_- And now I can't eat it because its frozen. Brrrrr. She said it was there because she wanted to cook them. -_-"' Has anyone ever heard of cheese being boiled, fried or grilled? -.- Never mind so now I have to wait for it to defroze.

Grandma's watching some tochew opera on TV. And I have to finish up the James and the Giant Peach essay. And the history homework that everyone handed in yesterday. The newspaper article one. Hmm and I'm waiting for QH to send over some information.

Okay I guess that's all. I played a game just now. Its called block down. Ha ha. And combo. Its silly. My mouse can't even move properly. Never mind. Smile always, take care, God bless & Bye! :D HANDPHONE RINGIINNG

Random things I love

1. Pastel Colours




Don't bother about the last box. Lol. I'm lazy to photoshop it. Blah. (:


2. Okonomi Yaki! Its Japanese food in case you don't already know. Sushi's nice but Okonomi's even nicer. =P Mhmmm. Japanese PIZZA. YUMYUM. XD



1 THING I DISLIKE AT THE MOMENT.
MY MOUSE WHICH TURNED QUIRKY ALL OF A SUDDEN.
Its so irritating. Hard to move it around. Hard to click. !!

Happenings

A lot of changes took place ever since the last time I blogged [ Which is 6 days by the way =P ]. I said I was in Top 15 the other time. I got it this time too. But a 4.5 from a user took me down. Well never mind. Her skins are way better than mine anyway. And a 0.5 from footfook for {Teddy}. He/she has been giving 0.5 to the top 15 rated skins. Flamer.

So anyway, its back to school. New homeroom system driving some people without lockers crazy. Like me. My bag's so heavy. QH said it is. Mum said it was too. But anyway, the nice Victoria wanted to carry my bag. Lol and so she did. How nice is she? (: Reasons why I don't want to buy a locker:

1) The squarish space's small.
2) Too expensive (For a small locker with (I think) a width of 0.4m? Ridiculous..)
3) The other time I applied and sent in the form, I didn't get any reply. Dumb.

So the homeroom thing is not a very good thing in my opinion because...

1) There are so many books to carry around each day.
2) Its not like there's a cheap locker for every student.
3) Our school clearly isn't built for the homeroom system.
4) Its good for the teachers but definitely not for the students.
5) I prefer the old system.
6) We don't have a classroom of our own now.
7) 40 students walking at one time is a messy thing.
8) Why not have the old system back?
9) 1 teacher walking at different times compared to 40 students walking at one time is a much much better idea.
10) The books are heavy.
11) Makes my shoulders ache.
12) The school doesn't have a life or an escalator okay. Not funny.
13) I'm be too tired when I come back from school to do any homework. Blah.

There are so many things to be done. Gonna finish up the holiday homework first. :) Bye and God bless! =D

I'm a happy girl

HEY everyone. I haven't done any holiday homework. And I think my new hair is okayy. My maid. No. That sounds so urgh. I call her auntie anyway. she said "mam, sayang lah. sandra long hair cut so sayang" lol. (sorry, the caps lock key on this computer doesn't work so i have to correct it when i get back. yah, i'm not using my own computer.)

lol she was talking to my mum. then my mum was like. eh she finally say want to cut already leh. lol. i was laughing inside. ahahaha. and i got in top 15 rated. whooo. i'm happy lah. jeanette told me. whoo i love her la. lol. AS A FRIEND. XD

Things to do

1. Get a haircut. Heheeeee.

Edit: I got my long tresses cut! REALLY! WOAH. I'll show you what I cut. Lol. I took pictures of the floor after I got them cut. Ha ha. :D

The hairdresser said that my hair was twice as thick as everyone else. I'm special! :D

1. Catch the finale of Da Chang Jin.

Edit: Finished watching it. It was a good ending. ZHE SHI JIU REN DE SHI, WEI SHEN ME BU KE YI NE? “这是救人的事，为什么不可以”？Her daughter's really adorable. Just like her. Lol. And she was the 1st person & woman to operate on someone. And she succeeded! Mhm, so courageous. :)

1. Complete homework.
2. Get a new phone plan.
3. Send Samsung HP for repair.
4. Be a bookworm once again.
5. Subject Combination form.
6. Do the skinning thingy properly. [Read Jen's tutorial again] Edit: Sadly, I'm still stuck at this. :(

:D I'm a beesy bee!