296th post

I'm tired. I'm really tired. I'm tired of everything. I so feel like dying. I want to go away in my sleep. I'm tired of tolerating your nonsense. I tried. I tried so hard. Why must you always push me down when I'm at the top of the mountain. And I don't want to pretend to be happy in front of anyone again. Haven't I been good at acting? I've been smiling and everything and hypering around. But now its time I go. I've already used every single ounce of energy to keep myself happy. I'm sorry I can't be the perfect daughter. Bye bye.