MESSY TABLE+

currently, what lies on my computer table are as follows:

1. school badge
2. name tag
3. cup
4. liang teh (not jia jia liang teh, my grandma BREWED it)
5. 2 hole punchers
6. 2 card readers
7. 2 usb cables
8. keys
9. necklace
10. postcards
11. correction tape
12. my "the rich uncle" comics (yes, i still keep it...)
13. the sci hw paper thingy
14. tissue paper
15. wallet
16. batteries

okay. i know im very bo liao. but my table's really full of junk. sigh. oh yes. very bored during the hols right? i've got some (BO LIAO) ideas listed below...

• Browse all your friends' profiles on Friendster (well, at least that was what i did yesterday, out of boredom...)
• Write them testis if you can (i wrote for some, im not superwoman okay..)
• Watch TV (I recommend you watch ch 8 at night, ch 5 project runway [love it] and whatever, well, you can try kids central too..)
• Munch on something! (go "raid" your kitchen for food. eat till you cant eat anymore, that's bloated. lol)
• Post as many posts as you can on your blog. (try listing down whatever you do...)
• Chat on MSN (do this at night cos' more people will be online. hahaha)
• Ask ppl tag your board (increase traffic...-_-"')
• Go and create a website for fun (try Freewebs.com)
• Play games at neopets (NTS)
• Listen to music! (open windows media player and listen all you can)
• Watch your VCDS or DVDs you have at home!
• Download games from here
• Download music from here
• Put some music on your blog
• Get a new skin for your blog
• Take a nap...
• umm. cant think of any more. tag my board to gimme some more suggestions. thanks. =)

CALENDAR

NOVEMBER

9 VICTORIA'S B'DAY
11 CARINE'S BDAY
14 DAY TO BUY SEC 2 BOOKS
16 REGINA'S B'DAY



DECEMBER

8 MY B'DAY!! =D
24 CHRISTMAS EVE
25 CHRISTMAS DAY!
26 KAHWEI'S B'DAY; PUBLIC HOL
31 HOLIDAYS END *SOB*

YAY!

done up my friendster profile. what i like is the black part with the blue wordings. wahh. nice nice. other than that, i think its okay except for that part got orangey links at the tag me and my blog dere. sigh, anyway, going out later to dunno where. and mei's crying now. real


LOUD


really really very noisy. just her crying and tear down the whole house. well. umm. sianing now. nothing much to do. oh yah. that herbs and spices sci thingy. hw to be handed in next yr. speaking of that, i should be buying the books starting 14 Nov' onwards. think i might buy during the 2nd wk. lesser ppl i guess. =) haha. zhe li hen chao.


till here, take care, GBU, smile and

BYEE! =D

CLASS GATHERING>

went to class gathering during the evening. papa drive me dere. and was quite hard to find. xinpei and yihui had to come and "jie wo". lols. quite fun la. qh n i walked in the rain. then petrina got lightsticks. qh gimme two. den we siao siao a bit go and take pics lorr. eat the mi fen and 2 chicken wings. yum yum. den there was a P2 boy who supposedly "fan lian" with his mum came to the bbq and we took care of him. hahas. finally some peeps went to his block and told his mother abt it, commotion lorr. den yah. going back time liquan fall into the drain. i mean her leg accidentally "dropped" inside. den me n sherri were in front of her. the rest like gna cross the road liao den she was bleeding and den she said she was okay until i think peiqi see her den everybody crowd around. woah. liquan so brave. lols. i want another 1faith gathering. i want it soon.


love ya 1FAITH '05! =D

BAHH`

i've erased this entire post. i decided there should be no unhappy things in this blog. my blog. =)

EVENTFUL

lotsa things happened today. will not want to elaborate but may copy excerpts of other ppl's blog here. anyway, I forgotten to bring tie, book and form today. IM A FORGETFUL PERSON. about things. i dont forget people. crap. what am i talking about end of yr svc cum grad svc was okay. mrs tan sang. quite nice.


somewhere over the rainbow

where birds fly

( )

why, why cant i...


from liquan's blog...


"...yeps. den had the use hand thing. cleaned the classrm. so clean now. (:"



xinpei and chenxi brought cam today. got back sci pprs today. took pics with teachers. and a lil flood today. at cried. well. we took a class pic today.

"den those pple dowan. as in the guys lurhs."

but some not there...hui mei, carine, josephine, an na and kelly. and also, signed the ppr for disagreeement to streaming for sec 1s.











I HATE STREAMING!!!





OH YES, I THOUGHT OF A SONG OR SOMETHING LIKE A CHEER FOR 1FAITH...
TO THE TUNE OF "WE WILL ROCK YOU"

we are, we are 1faith! 1faith!
we are, we are 1faith! 1faith!
1faith rocks and will never part,
maybe in a distance but not in the heart!!

we are, we are 1faith! 1faith!
we are, we are 1faith! 1faith!
1faith will stay no matter what,
we will be one no matter what!!

we are, we are 1faith! 1faith!
we are, we are 1faith! 1faith!
1faith we rock and will never go
we will still be 1faith
AND WILL NEVER PART!!

"YAY! WOOHOO!"

=)

WE WILL STILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER.
ITS HARD TO SAY GOODBYE...

BYEE. TC.GBU AND 1FAITH ROX! =)

SIAN`

here's the lyrics for the song in my blog. no space to put mah..

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now
Cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of loveBut it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels...

[Chorus]
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever,
We will still be Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule?
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat Chorus]

La, la, la, la: Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la: We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end.
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat Chorus 3x]
___________________________________________________________________


And liquan borrowed my cam today. took lotsa pics larr. gonna upload later. then nth much. just played around. sang around. sianing there. like a tree trunk.

and we played heart attack. amanda n vic played reversi.

den tf and japh came to the class and asked for permission to let me go down lors. den i duno where we are gog or what. just played with the spraying can thingy. fun lors. the thing spray until the table lehs. haha.and den me n japh lameo go and spray the bottle cap. hahas.

ate lunch with wt. den saw vic and went hm tgt. yahs.

so as u can see, its a chao sian day.

at just asked me to get the codey done for me and asked if my tooth really drop.

for your info, that "drop tooth drop" is like im asking my tooth to drop so yahs. lols. kay.

go and help at liao. BYEE. TC AND GBU! =)

[contd]

just thinking back lor. tmr's oredi last day of sch. getting report bk *gasps*

below's my conver with lq:


säñdra* MISS SIAN says:
tmr last day of sch le hors
> LCP LIQUAN* : DD aiguii ! 1FAITH RAWKS. <33s says:
bleahhh
> LCP LIQUAN* : DD aiguii ! 1FAITH RAWKS. <33s says:
yaaaa
säñdra* MISS SIAN says:
haiya
säñdra* MISS SIAN says:
so sian
> LCP LIQUAN* : DD aiguii ! 1FAITH RAWKS. <33s says:
ya
säñdra* MISS SIAN says:
this whole yr so many things happen
> LCP LIQUAN* : DD aiguii ! 1FAITH RAWKS. <33s says:
i dowan sch to end )x
säñdra* MISS SIAN says:
yahh
> LCP LIQUAN* : DD aiguii ! 1FAITH RAWKS. <33s says:
yeps
> LCP LIQUAN* : DD aiguii ! 1FAITH RAWKS. <33s says:
den the yr's ending so soon
säñdra* MISS SIAN says:
ya
säñdra* MISS SIAN says:
den suddenly we are sec 2
> LCP LIQUAN* : DD aiguii ! 1FAITH RAWKS. <33s says:
yaaaa
säñdra* MISS SIAN says:
den we not juniors of juniors liao
> LCP LIQUAN* : DD aiguii ! 1FAITH RAWKS. <33s says:
like everything's happening so fast fer us to cherish
säñdra* MISS SIAN says:
yah. i'll miss sec 1
> LCP LIQUAN* : DD aiguii ! 1FAITH RAWKS. <33s says:
yaaa


1faith definitely rox. i dont want to seperate lehhs. so sad. like we are not gna c each other again. hahas. haix. i just dont want evrything to happen so quickly. time passes like the wind blows by. doesnt evn stop and its really really refecting time. (:

LALALA~

I SAW AN ANT CRAWLING ON MY COM SCREEN JUST NOW

anyway, i ponned school today. i was coughing like mad this morning (must be all that shouting at choral night) and so the story ends here.

oh yes. choral night was simply fun fun fun! we were waiting in the parde square waiting for the soundman to come and apparently he got the dates mixed up. hahas. must be a busy man. well anyways, after some kinda commotion we were told to squat on the grd. but anyway, everyone sat. hahas.and qh gt new hp lehs. boohoos. mine is like..ar..forget it.

and so i took some pics larr. amanda n cx took one. and then err. yah. think got somemore but i deleted. =X and i didnt realised that my phone actually beeped. wt smsed me. has. but anyway, the tcher was toking oredi so i just replied lamely lors.

hmm. and then we proceeded to the hall soon after. duno what got into me i got so blur. kays. call me blurfish. whatever. duno hu had to pull me over the other side. LOL. but anyway, guess i looking for mum and sis. wells. 1faith wore black tee n blue jeans. except for a few. and some other classes did too.

after the haunted lift grp we were called up. and so we went to the back of the stage and we were pretty noisy. the joshua. or whatever guy was asking us to keep quiet and so. we kept quiet. -shh-

AND THEN IT WAS OUR TURN!

*drumrolls*

PROUDLY PRESENTING MACAVITY THE MYSTERY CAT!

yays. and qh was actaully tongue-tied. got a little affected. at one point of time i thought my mind went blank. however thank God i remembered. lols. and after the performance -relieved, lah- the 1humilty storytime really did well. HAHAHA. fun.

we won the most entertaining award! YAY! so happy lors. qh and i hi-fived each other. and we also won the 2nd best presenter award. although sing hau got it, we all jumped up lors. in unity. yepps. cos the 1st is 1Endurance mah. then we thought we never got it so disappointed but we got it! so we jumped for joy. really very happy. lalala. =)

and in the mrt mei cried like what the....so loud lars. but anyway she cried in the hall. if u heard it, pls dont tell me. hahas. so LOUD FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY.

btw, thinking of changing blog addy to http://lalala.blogspot.com. yupps.

and...

*ahem*

my ulcer is gone! YAY! thank God. (:

kays. GBU. TC and BYEE`! =)

-cannot be selfish-

how

what should i do daddy in heaven. how. i really dont want. too young. im a guai kia. seriously i i wont do that. but why. get it away pls. thank you. (:

SLEEPY

today geddup at 6.25am lors. sian. wake up so early. hate it. yahs. ate a little bit of bread in the morn. the thing is rt..i ate continuously without realising that i reached the ctrl station oredi. dummy me. haix. today blur blur one. and i totally didnt know that there PE today. fine. my fault. sry lors. (lalala) actually had to do

30 push-ups

with josephine. sandra, rmb 2 bring ur pe shirt nxt tym kays. hahas. sian lar. that was the 2nd time i said 'sian' on the post. oh yah. but in the end mrs soh didnt come down so i just played as per normal

in my school uniform.

hahas. and then i nvr eat recess. found ppl to talk to. whatever. in any case i wasnt eating. dont ask me why. after recess, julia gabriel. we were supposed to be in the hall. then some went and some didnt. me and qh was lyk sitting down there dunno what to do. she was trying to memorise her seamanship stuffs. yea.

until carine huimei n josephine come and tell us den we know and we thought we were late so i pulled her to the hall then halfway qh rmbed tt vic n xp haven cum. so we rushed back again to inform them. and then the 7 of us reach the hall den we know that is everybody. so me n xp run all the way back again. and we met them halfway. so dumb. hahas. run lyk siao. (can try this is wna "jian fei" hahas.) oh yah. did the macavity thingy lor. he kept saying louder louder. hai. how to louder. and i said 1 line wrongly. uh-oh. but anyway, sry to the other grp hors. =x cos everytym after the MACAVITY'S NOT THERE den we will con'td mah. sry nvr let u finish the stanza. we didnt know too. sorry.

anyway, cx and sj tested qh b4 she went 4 the ncc thingy too. wish her all the best lors. hahas. hope she can do well. a-bian, must do very very very well kays. LOL. towards the end of the day, sj, ap, amanda, xm, cx, at and me were listening to some chao lame jokes and some "IQ" qns by cx. budden all abt "si" de. lols.

anyway, today is a sian day. sandra is sian. im sure you feel very sian reading this post because this is a sian post. yah. so

BYEE. GBU.TC =)
-just ignore those uncostuructive comments-

WOAH

(: (: (: (: (:


im happy. yays. this morining i woke up at 10.10am. hahas. my ulcer was better. yay! thank God. =D church was fun. the testimonies were gr8. hahas. really encouraged me to go further and yah. =D


after the scv we were deciding whether to eat at koufu or mac. in the end, it was mac cos koufu was v crowded, ;). yeps. i ate the filet o fish student meal. with er. matthea, angeline, yi an, serene and then hannah (pronouced as HEH-NE kays..lols) and her friend, melanie came too. so in the end the table was full of ppl. we gta add a chair at the side. lol.


oh yah. and when i was munching on my fries, i heard a crack. i thought my tooth dropped. you know. it was scary. i thought there was blood. and so serene said so. i went to the toilet, only to find that it was still intact attached to the gum. thank God. and so i went back.

we had cg after that. paul wasnt around. he had fever and his dad has dengue fever. oh no. but he will recover lar. =) anyway, angeline asked yi an and i if we would want to go for the prayer thingy on thurs. and mum said okay. =) anyway, took same train with mabel and said some crappy stuff.

now both mum and mei are asleep. SO HAPPY! hahas. cos its all quiet now and i like it. except there's the song (friends forever) playing in the backgrd. yeas. i luv my blog. =D

TATA ppl! God bless, smile and take care! =)

DUHH-

i just rmbed i haven post, sry lor...hahas. erm. edited frnster profile just nwlar. but now it looks..er..nvm..forget it. anyone can help me edit sumore pls tell me..and im eating dinner now. chatting wif. cousin. erm. rote testis 4 ppl just nw. and mummy told me to fold clothing. kay i noe im lame. just duno what to rt.my brain is in the left frame okay...so erm. qh lost the furry thing. haix. she say she gna buy again lor. hahas. (she better buy). lols. jkjk larr. im watching tv. somewhat. and im bumped. im bumped by the MSN, the TV, the position im sitting in. the SMS that just reached me. and what's not.

BYEE. =)

` s a n FLYS AWAY.

give thanks

love ya DADDY IN HEAVEN

THANKS FOR THE COMFORT
THE JOY
THE PEACE
THE LOVE
THE CARE
AND THE STRENGTH
YOU GAVE ME ALL THIS WHILE;
EVERYDAY WITHOUT FAIL

thank You that you have never ever forsaken me and you have always took very very good care of me
thanks for answering me prayers, thank You that i passed all my EOY exams (overall)
you saw me when i was weak and you protected me,

THANK YOU LORD.

FOR EVERYTHING. =)

HOLIDAY

today's a holiday again. YAY! i know what's wrong with my code already. ;) solved it in 3mins! YAY! lols. edited my template a little. yea. went to dynamicdrive just now. quite interesting. all the effects and stuff. FUN. =D
woke up at 1 plus PM today. dad thought i had sch today, woke up early to wake me up (confused?) at 6.40am..so early leh. haiyoo..lol. mum sick today. went to work halfway then came back and now she's out again.
hai. what a workaholic. she said she was going to meet her friend when she has lost her voice already. hope she recovers quickly. God bless her. anyway, quick update: my ulcer is swelling up again. pain. whenever it comes in contact with water, it will be extremely painful..sigh. pray for me that at least the pain will be stopped. hahas. just forget about that freaky pain. oh ya, think tooth dropping soon. hahas. quite shaky already. ate chocolate bun just now and ate maggi mee. nth else le mah. what to do. what if the ulcer gets worse.
*sighs symphatectically for myself*

kays. have to restart the com now. or it will restart itself. c ya ltr. byee.

[continued]

back from fetching mei (sis) heard someone in the lift siad she was so cute. yea cute. naughty lor. lols. likes to shout. kay. watchingtong xin yuan now. mei ren yu. LOL. someone came to promote ice cream jus nw..3 for $8.70 leh. so ex. no wonder she siad she havent sold any. pathetic. too bad i nt enough $...kay. watch tv lo. BYEE. GOD BLESS N TC. =)

IM SICK

am i being paranoid or what...somehow i feel that no one would care even if i was sick...only Him...KAYS.

fever in the morning. sore throat. a lot of phlegm. must be the peanuts i ate. sigh. cough. flu. blocked nose. ulcer got even worse. it swelled up. painful...

why do i have to be sick on impt days...this is so pathetic. today's julia gabriel on stage performance leh. what papers were gone through today? anything happened?

guess i would just have to be there to know...cause.
would anyone even call up?

`ouch

got ulcer today. so pain lors. at the side of my mouth....booHOOS...burst liao...=X

anyway, cg blog almost completed. used one of fatin's designs. chged evt pink to blue...hahas. still left tagb havent put up yet. spent a lot of tym on the com. doing the cg blog n stuff. its @ da links dere. haiis. now 7.43pm liao. dont know what should i do...

BYEE

=/

the RESULTS

dadadum peeps




GOT BACK RESULTS TODAY!

how's it huh? erm...













i FAILED SCIENCE.

somebody shout HOORAY!

i dont know why but my section C was really bAD. boohoo. =(


kayskay...after exams come choral nite. black tee n blue jeans?

haiis. after exams so sian.

tmr i get to play UNO!

yay!! =D

huh., i wrote smth here just now. dumb someone must be hacking to my com or smth.

my com reacts so slowly!! argh...what's happening lah.....


(bad) hacker. stop it.

hackers are just despo freakies and dumbos.

waste their time so bo liao...dont know how to blog arh?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHA (even that took a long time to come out)

my com tio virus huh

oh no.

dumb dumb ppl create virus for WHAT??

hate hackers.

anti-hackers













this is a very fustrating post cos the letters take a long time to come out. it usually isnt like this. this is so dumbb. HATE THIS!! this is absolutely dumb cos i dun wna wait for all the words to come out eva so slowly.

forget it letas publish this!!

YAY!

today is SUNDAY. watching zong yi da ge da now. lol. anyway, school tmr. shucks. my sch shoes not dry yet...the most dont go sch lor..haha...jkjk...anyway, did anyone noticed that i arranged my links according to alphabetical oredr huh? o ya, new cg blog. rmb 2 visit it. not fully done yet. maintained by yi an and me. so yea...i finally arranged properly...hahas. hmm...mei's so cute. heex. kays,

BYE! =D

herms...

thinking of cest si bon now...nice song...=)

the following is an excerpt from my conver wif sher.

[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
just feeling real bored
sheryl.♪to love you, take my world apart. for love knows no law.. freeeeeeedoom!! says:
sameeee
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
i was trying to lo0k 4 fun stuff
sheryl.♪to love you, take my world apart. for love knows no law.. freeeeeeedoom!! says:
and feeling super apprehendisve/confused/contemplative
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
right
sheryl.♪to love you, take my world apart. for love knows no law.. freeeeeeedoom!! says:
left
sheryl.♪to love you, take my world apart. for love knows no law.. freeeeeeedoom!! says:
up down
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
i read sisca's blog just nw. went to her cg weby. and well. i just noticed she chged her blogskin
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
sheryl.♪to love you, take my world apart. for love knows no law.. freeeeeeedoom!! says:
haha
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
hai
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
www.spaghettibookclub.org
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
lol...funny web. gee.
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
you know da computer but the one frm da eng textbk

(...this part is taken away...because i may get sued...=X)

[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
im in sianifiled
sheryl.♪to love you, take my world apart. for love knows no law.. freeeeeeedoom!! says:
sianistry
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
yes
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
i joined the sianistry when i was bored out of my com
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
nice one
sheryl.♪to love you, take my world apart. for love knows no law.. freeeeeeedoom!! says:
er
sheryl.♪to love you, take my world apart. for love knows no law.. freeeeeeedoom!! says:
sianistry is a science
sheryl.♪to love you, take my world apart. for love knows no law.. freeeeeeedoom!! says:
haha!
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
rilly
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
hmms
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
me not a sci geek
[[sAnDrA©hild of God]] says:
*ahem*

okay. so what. its 1.44am. good. and im not yet aslp. well. sher isnt too..hahas. so i jus felt lyk blogging. its bored in here. now what. im so sian. kay. lemme think of a new word...

kay...lets just use 'bump'

okay?

so there goes, im feeling SO BUMPED now. saw that? good. that's my language. good.

are you bumped?

lol...

`heya`

i woke up at 10+ when qh called me. so dont worry. at least i didnt sleep till half the day is over. hahas..kk...anway...went to cwp then to j8. neoprints again.fqh looking for her frn. in the end bump in2 sum of her pri sch frns. lol..watched tong xin yuan2 just now...finally the hua-jie came back. da hai and da shan came back liao. now gt another charcter..the jiu jiu's daughter. that gal's so chio. hais. now shi fu man ren jian. gt superstars but no junyang. sigh. so boring...ltr gt 9pm show to show le..yay!

i like watching tv. heex.

hohoho!

merry christmas!!





fine..im mad...im so high today...

NO SCHOOL! *YAYS HAPPILY*

blur queen here today to talk about her day...

im so happy i linked so many ppl (noticed that?) , tagged at their blogs, gave RANDOM ppl testimonies!!

yayay!!

and i just woke up at 4.44pm. i had such a gd slp cos dere wasnt sch...so shiok...hmm...and den and den..i feel its just lunchtime nw wen its supposed to b dinner..=X..hehe..and im still in my pyjamas...

wooHOO

flying in the sky...yay yay...who cares...im up UP UP!

bye peeps! im off for now! =D

hell0!

im back!

yays! im online again. yah. finally exams are over. now how mnany days have i not been online? hmms...2 days. yah. 2 DAYS! and to think i missed the com. okays. anyway, art exam is done. did Truly Singapore. had early lunch with vic. i ate maggi mee+2 nuggets. and then vic bought nuggets too. and she wanted to gimme one. hahas. but i dont want lor...okay..the vege. the stem of the vege. gave tt to vic and then she was like wna vomit lor. LOL. so funny. so i didnt touch the other vege. =X okay and we went to staff rm. vic say wna copy down the tchers' names. hahah...so weird lor she...and then we board the same mrt. and i dropped my strepsils thingy, dropped my wallet on the flr...haiyo. sandra is so careless. anyway, i reach le then came back and turned on the com. den the starhub pg keep coming up. i was so furious with the com i literally banged the mouse. =X. restarted, no use, switch user, no use, turn off den turn on again, no use. WHAT IS THIS lor...i hate it....okays. im like so bored again. im always bored. someone dropp me a testi okay? ;)

P.S: i found a cool webby. gd for those who wanna try their hands on making their own blogskin. im learning too! =)

sian...

*sighs* no one visits my blog =( no one tagged...okays. anyway...i edited my friendster profile...
its erm...

http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=12178874

there it is...and tomorrow is.....

CHINESE!!

chinese...花文。。。

herms...不得不爱。。its a nice song..我很sian...so im pressing "Shift" to alternate (typo error...) alternate languages. i revised. a little bit. what's rap in chinese huh? hais.

I WANT:

de furry thing...qh will know this...haha

I HAVE THE 3 BANGLES....
bought at aries with japh. yeah.
argh. the "add image" button doesnt work. 4get it.
[edited: now i can add in the pic. duhh.i just realised tt i have not transfer the pic to my com..=X]

today was literature...i guessed it right. it was pogrom. and the rich unc's character. yeah. thk God, have really ALOT OF TIME to check. i dont know why lah..but i was like rushing rushing to write quickly from the start..so weird...now my hand in pain cos im typing. crazy girl blogging. anyway, ate lunch in school today...so good right..exams period can go back straight. some more that day ended at 9am. shiok. haha.s tt was when i got the bangles. not bangles larh. they are actually thin...and 2 of mine broke at 1 side. lols. den japh say she wna break to 配合 me...and then her white one broke too...lols lor. in pri sch, we were never let out so early excepton national day...haha...then we will be real happy and sing the songs...find it a little childish lar....looking back..haha.s so many memories. memories are so wonderful. =)

my promise

so i promised to upload my pics right? just now i tried to, but my com lagged till i had to restart my com so i guess i have to take it step by step which means to upload 1 pic at a time which is very very slow....

me n qh

this pic was taken using my digicam...=)

guess what's inside...

eh...what's this?? fashion accesories??

did u guess it right?

look! its my hair accesories inside!

my red starry
rubber band 

my colourful pencil case 

something i drew

my bkmark on my organiser
...i drew this! =)
enlarge it la!

forget about that stress

today is the eng exam (hahas, decided not to rt anything bout exams on this post...blog is to de-stress...not to stress...rt? lol) and i thank God tt i wasnt addicted to the com! so long nvr update blog liao..haha...i told myself i had to revise 4 exams. and i did.

YAY! I STUDIED! NEVER ON COM!! YAY YAY! later gna upload sum pics..but b4 tt...tell u wad happened just nw...

i went to 7-eleven just now and guess what?? i found LIME magz!! yay! it was hidden bhind sum magz...well, who creas wat magz...i FOUND LIME!

JY n candayce were on the cover pg!! YAY YAY! haha, so being the "ba gua" and avid redear i am, *giggles* (bhb wat) okok...i turn to the featyure story and...well, began to read...so read till the love test the 2nd pg...sum1 in blue uniform walked towards me...and i heck care lor...den suddenly a gruff voice said

"Sorry, you are not allowed to browse through magazine here"

so i said ok and put the magz bck on the shelf..actually i wanted to say

"im not browsing...im READING"

haha...ok lah..den i went to the lift and i saw a lady staring at me...its was scary...her eyes were huge..so i quickened my pace and went into the lift. haiis. no one was at hm =( dumb dumb dummy. haiis. mummy must hv forgotten to tell WP tt i will be coming hm early today.

so i called mummy..had to go BACK to THE MRT station to call lor...i nvr bring hp wad...c i so guai..haha...den mummy said she was coming bck soon...told me to wait at mac 4 her. so i said okay lor...how i know hiaya...so many peeps at mac..so i went to kfc and ate shrooms burger meal...yum yum..o yah..when i was queuing up for fd rt..this lil ger in front of me..i think she was 8/9 yrs old...and she was singing sha lalalala..sha lala in the morning...den she did with the actions...and i was like about to laugh lor...keep singing n singing..lol.

hahah...and then i went back to the ctrl station..and called mummy. mummy was on the way..haiyo..so slow..i eat finish lunch..walk here n there still haven reach yet...lol. okay..so i wait wait wait and she was there, finally. so she opened the door 4 me lor...hahas. and now, here i am,

BLOGGING.

haha...ok...tc, God bless n bb everybody!

photos...

hiya...exams are near. very near.
anyway, im gonna upload some pics tt i hv taken 2day. hope u will njoy it..=D
*blogger's img upload system isnt working....hv to use photobucket...>=(*


well, this is the front of my organiser...=P
*enlarge it if you want to!
click on it!*


and this...haha..is my drawing...lols...the girl is supposed to be me but well...
cant draw potraits well yah..esp if its urself....lol...


hmms...this. the dining table n i study on it! just look at the messy stuffs. haha

high high

i bought my shoelaces! yay! haha, actually mom bought them...my sports shoes (seriously) needed some mending...lol...the shoelace material budge out and it was difficult to fit in back into that hole. so i guess God told mum that and she got an extreme thin ones for me. haha...6 more days to exams. crap. and i havent revise. just did a bit of chi assesment during tution just now...just a teeny weeny bit but i hope tt will help la...i realised that i shudnt type with my fingernails. tt base of my fingers can do the job...but i will prolly make mistakes lar...well..went to friendster just now n played gormball in neopets..haha. im still a kid. xP sheryl changing to a green blogskin. and im eating cai tau kuey now (carrot cake)..hmm..yum yum! =) oh yes. i 4gt 2 announce smth impt.

ITS MY MUM'S N SIS B'DAY TODAY!!

yay! went to shangri-la to celebrate. mum's frns were there. andrea aunty asked me if i noe hu's julia low...i told her no. i did not noe there were 2 julias in sec1 till sher told me...i think one's in 1C and the other one in 1integ...well, haha...anyway...gtg bah...hv to rt testi 4 sm1..grrs...haha juz kidding.

kk, tc ppl, bb n GBU!

NOTE: long post ahead

i do have much to rt today. the pts r not in oder...well, who cares? haha...anyw, search on friendster..u noe the websearch one..den i type 'sandrager' [my blog] (bhb symptom)..n my blog link did not appear on the results pg!! Hmmph! Nvm.

anyway, coureswork is inCOMPLETED. lols. i left the general research and evaluation. anyway, this foowing text is written by ME, during class LESSONS withour tchers KNOWING so that i know what i wna type on my blog when i came back. hahas. tt's the way 4 me 2 rmb what actually happened today...haha. i got BAD STM i tink. yah i THINK.
*okays, i now im crazy using so many cap letters but nvm lar..hor? haha...

first lemme tok abt my practical 4 hm E. terrible lah. i pray tt i'll pass. yah. ok...i can do well one. although the comments werent very good. the outcome wasnt expected. hope evt will be okay. OKAY.

next. yest at 10pm, my internet gt cut off. means 3 days liao. but oways haven 3 days wat. den i subscribe n subscribe again...until i pek chek den go n bathe, how i know, today internet suudenly okay liao..so strange lor..yest still gt the error msges when i tried to subscibe 4 three days. now i subscribe 4 four days..hehe

TODAY.
I thought today was saturday (notice that i did not use short-form..i want to cut off that habit, unless im chatting..haha..) hai...im getting more and more forgetful. so i woke up at 0630 this morning. Thank God i wasn't late. Anyway, during morning assembly, due to my tiredness, my eyelids kept drooping when i was singing the national anthem and taking the pledge...i even had gastric pain again. So i prayed against it and it was gone. Praise God. Btw, its very common for me to have gastric pain because i dont take my meals at the same time everyday...=X..During reading period, i kept falling asleep and i tried to keep my yes open (what if any teacher catches me?) anyway, i still slept my attempt to open my eyes failed. the words on my book seemed so blurry i couldnt even make them out. i was that tired. Thank God (No. 2) that no teacher caught me, I guess God helped a lot. =D

Now its chi lesson (rmb [opps, i brok my promise. rmb is such a long word =X] im typing what i wrote in school) We are having a 'mini' chi test on monday...its (ci yu). And there's science test on Monday too. chap 14 n 15. why? AND there's maths test on Wed. im getting fed up. Why must we take so many tests. Why do i have to study for the exams? Before you know it, the exams are here. supposed to hand in chi hw but i didnt do. i reaaly got no mood to do my hw, much less study. Why do teachers give us so much hw they dont even realised its too much for us.

I dont want to go to SCHOOL!!!

I was talking on the phone with qh for the past few nights till night. That explains my lack of sleep. i wonder how qh is so energetic though she sleeps late. postive thinking bah...must think positive! haha, that reminds me of the show,the ch5 one...the one mo xiao ling acted in...what';s the title huh? hai...4get AGAIN. anyway, her motto was "Be positive!" hahah...Back to the topic. I sold the chi thingy with vic today during upper sec recess...woot!...sold 6 copies..hahah...thingy...its such a gd word to use when u duno how to describe smth...anyway, the selling and all earned me 1 boring lesson of science..*yawns*..lols. but still left a period so no choice lor... And you know what, when i returned, i saw the science file on my table!!! so mr s was keeping it lor...he still said "it wasnt with me". liar. hmmp! *angry* He made me look all over in my house lor..waste my time and perspiration...-_-"" but hey, i really did perspire. A LOT. i look under the bed and almost every cupboard in the hse....hai..anyway, thank God (No. 3) the file is found and its...

IN ODER!!!

YAY! so happy! =D

BUT the happiness didnt last long (what crap am i talking abt, im not writing a scipt...) I was discouraged about smth....

argh...I got science hw!!!! haiss. what a disppointment.

Sang a lot of songs with qh. cx told me their gang compose songs. so clever lor. hahas. since they compose chi songs, i'll compose eng songs! Regina wanna sing. I compose, she sing. lols. i also taked to sherri today. haha. she's real good in her drawing...ok. i think i better stop here. too much words will be too boring..oh yah, the pW presented le...YAY! i think lasta was good despite their last min preparations..=)

hahahs. i think this is prob one of my longest post i have ever written. complete with details about what happened today. this took me 35 mins...

*Victoria requested to see what i wrote but i told her that i'll be putting up on my blog but she still wanted to see...so i gave her the paper and told her not to let anyone see it.

gimme ideas...

hey ppl! i chged my link AGAIN! opps...=X..hahah..sry arh..hv 2 bother u all again to chg ur template...lol n erms...anyw...i lyk my link..haha...its the same as my gmail acct id. anyway, i wun be chging until i think of smth more suitable or when i gt da inspiration..hahah..lets c some eg:

-tinkerbell(s).blogspot.com [my email add]
-cutebearx.blogspot.com [used b4]
-moonlite08 [used b4]
-blue autumn?
-lavender(92)?
-blue lavender?
-justager
-justagal
-justagirl
-perfectionist

hey peeps! giv sum suggestions in the chatterbox will u? thx yah!

library duty time

haha. in lib nw. 4 wat?

lib duty.

haha...u will ask how cum i can use rt..i tell u ltr. bb

kays. now im at home. tell u actaully wad happened...

im slacking at my cca, hehs. nobody in lib mah..closing soon.

so i came here to blog a few sentences. hahas. yea. tt's all..

LAME! XD

yada yada

look at the time now. i hv bin online 4 hrs and i hv jus started blogging. how pathetic is tt? feeling so burdened and all. by everything. well, almost evt. i haven packed my bag and i will hv another few more hrs to slp and at 6 i'll hv to wake up. no matter how reluctant i am. i cant describe my feeling. hw undone. y shud i always do at the last min? m i practising my typing skills or wat..uy m i addicted to the com? well, IF the broadband plan wasnt like this. i wanna type personal stuff. but nvm. im lazy to post at my another blog. m i crazy or wat. have so many emails websites and blogs. yes. blogs.wad m i doing. wad m i thinking. dun gimme tt cold stares. fake smiles. and nags. y, im fake-smiling too. y. can i be weak? y m i acting. or pretending nth happened. oh well, no one will uds cept for Him. yea. tt's all. bye peeps.

rants

lols. 2nd post of da day lerr...
i duno why..
but i kip wanting 2 improve my blog
editing again and again...

anyw, i bhb ar..
ask ppl cum my blog n tag..lol.
oh yah. 4gt 2 put my blog add in friendster..
or did i?
haha.STM lahh..
and then..im gna add my email add link ltr.
i dun feel like doing hw lor.
so sian.
haii..

btw, MUM BOUGHT PRINTER!
God mux hv told mum or smth.
lol. Its the conon pixma one.
v stylish. v nice.
hehe..wat a surprise.
tt tm was tt canera on carnival day n nw this!
haha. but i duno where to plug in the power cord! oh whateva.

y arh.
y r sum ppl so hardworking.
"im rushing to do my hw!!"
but. me?
"i dun wan 2 do anything, including HW."
hais. shud i?
be guai?
y?
i dun want. (ranting ahead)
i can. bt i dun wan. any prob? i duno how 2 do. can i giv up on hw n proj?
is there a law tt says i hv 2 finish em?
y..sum things.
we find them unfair.
just wad is happening on dis EARTH?

yay!

i luv my blog! lol.
luv da music!
btw, im so sian here..
gog 2 japh's church ltr.
lol. my mei's church.
btw, i think friendster a bit mad larrhs...
oways chg da layout n stuffs.
BUT...I LIKE IT!
haha...i chged my profile liao! go c larrh
顺便...add testi 4 me kayys...haha

oh yah...i think i die le larr..
my geog wb nv bring hm!! sumore nid 2 do 4 chapters!
what am i gna do?
the door is gna be locked!
shud i go general off and say
"ermm..sry but i think i left my book in class,
can i get the class key and take my bk?"

haiis.tt's so stupid. sheryl can go in anytime lor..so gd..
her class door is spoilt!!
so can go in anytime!!
harr...so envy her...

btw, hi...wad m i gna say..oh yah...
yest went 2 sun plaza with japh lor..
den so many funny things happen in mac lor...
kk..will not elaborate...if nt i'll hv 2 type till my fingers go numb.
lol. aft tt we went to Aries.
v nice. =)

and then...ermmss...i rilly 4gt wad i wanted 2 say lar..hai...
want to rant so much. but nvm.
im gna end her. bye peeps!

*hey, once i mrb wat i wna say, i'll cum bck here.
will leave this window open. ;)

i got no idea...

what am i feeling now?
i simply got no idea.
what a day it was.
sigh, sigh, sigh
how am i feeling?
i do not know.
perhaps you know,
you might wanna try.
what will i do?
if it was the last day on Earth?

-the above was just a little poem,
maybe it was,
and maybe it wasn't.
doesn't matter,
does it?-

now i'll type the rest of my post in chi...surprised huh?
if you cant see the chi chracters and they all appear as sqs,
go to VIEW-->ENCODING-->UNICODE (UTF-8) =)

嗨。。。今天又生病了，我感冒了。。。到底谁会关心我呢？或许只有God吧。。。=（
学校真的好闷喔。。。我的哈哈和笑容都是假的，是假的。
我脸上带面具。。。你晓的吗？不喜欢上学啦。。。就是不喜欢。。。
Hey, 我突发奇想！！想了一个新的名字。。。SEVENdegrees!
in short, 7°! 好听吗？应该是吧。。=）
(or at least i think so)...

in MRL again.

thiskeyboard isso dumb. shant chg anything. the space thing gt prob. nt my faultkay...anyway...try to readifu can...hahahahahahha. anyway, here withjaphia 2 study. so guai hor? lol...er...actually WE DIN DO ANYTHINGMUCH. but at least we did smth haha. lame. what m i toking abt. japhia gna lnk me. yay! link her too.

tmr gog 4 jack neo moviepreview. in school. cool rt? argh. stupid bold thing. 4get it. nt chging. errms..oh..tmr gotta wake up earlyin tt case. b4 9pm mux reach schleh...haiis..now MRL solilppl. hai. thinking ofmr lonelysong.

duhh..gt maths hw. haven take maths tb. how? nvm. ask frens. =) clever anot? no rt, ok...im crapping. crazy liao. chged the bold thing anyw. thumb so pain.kk...gtg...bb! n hv a nice day...lol.(1faith ppl shud noe..)

hai...hi peeps...just vv tired. i think im suffering frm insomia..i still hv hw to do leh...hai..anyway, i slept ard 2-4am during the hols. how pathetic is tt?

and a lot of things happened during hols. we had steamboat+bowling as a cg...and i went on the mrt a lot...

well, the mrt is a v gd place to spot interesting ppl. guess hu n wat i saw just now!

A MIDDLE-AGED WOMAN CUTTING HER FINGERNAILS!

lol..and then i think sgporeans get irritated easily lah..in the mrt right..if u accidentally bumped into someone, he person will get irritated and may even curse tt person...not verbally lah..haha..singlish is becoming so commonly used now i wonder when it will b included in the oxford dic..hahaha..

anyway, msn died on me just now..yay..so happy lor..now its working le..

my autograph bk..peiying havent return 2 me..haix...so long le...anyway..trying this..

T T
c
O * - tt's the mole...haha..kk..gtg...bb GBU! =)

pics...

Tiffany...papa gave me this on Christmas when i was 8? i cant rmb..haha..

Susu..My unc's dog. Also my fav dog. Isnt she cute?
Beary...Angeline gave me this..hehe..=)
My pillow..have been having it for yrs..=)
My camera...=)
My trusty diary...=)

Puppiar..Fion gave me this on my 12th b'day..so sweet...=D

stomach pain..shucks...

hai hai hai..i got back my report card...and u noe wat...i failed 4 subs...=(...i really really dont like it. its terrible..pathetic...i'mn racing against time!

talked to ps veronica. her surname is 'wong' she pointed to vic's nametag n said "hey, u're victoria wong n i'm veronica wong!" then she laughed. hai...felt so like crying when she counselled n prayed for me just now. my tears were rushing to hush out but i holded it. no, God holded it.

God...I know you love everyone. that includes me. hai. sigh.

you wanna know what subjects i failed?

1. LIT!
2. CHI!
3. GEOG!
4. SCI!

aRGH...its driving me crazy..its killing me! killing me!!! And i still have dreaded HW!!!

1. mATHS ws
2. chi portfolio thingy
3. revision! lotsa em to do! i've to! ( i specially brought bck my bks to revise one leh! how can dun study? so heavy!)

And i din go home today. prob on sunday. shucks. gt the basketball match. can i tell angeline i dun wanna go? i hv 2 take a no of things.

hai. sheryl encouraged me to go 4 MS. i got tution leh. how to go? sigh..

• TIRED EYES
• TIRED FACE
• TIRED BODY!

"When you are phsically tired, you are spiritually tired too."

HOW TRUE...

Thank You God for comforting me, for always being there for me, for answering a YES to my prayers time n time again. THANK YOU SO MUCH...

Then God said: "Its okay. Let it out.Let it out"

Who doesnt want to live in fantasy? It either online or tv. why is this world so cruel i dun feel like living in it anymore. not a bit. This world is too unimanginable.I want God to take me away from this world. this stupid world. what is it becoming too. hai. im the youngest in class.

sigh. funny stupid things-

closing my eyes...

another one from MSN Spaces...

what do i see? darkness? people like to say, at the end of the tunnel..its the light..and some make a joke out of it...its the train, duh...

just realised tt what i said was a bit chim...what was i trying to say anyway...

err...thinking too much lah...

want to see my signature? i host it on photobucket...havent been there for so long...hai...why cant we just take sm tym 2 lie back and think for a bit. just a bit will do. haiya...think too much again..but doesnt it make sense?

anyway, here's the website...you can see the other pics i use for my signatures..the credit goes to StealthEagle...she designed all of them for me...=)
http://photobucket.com/albums/y193/moonlite08/

my space on MSN

this is taken from my other blog...
http://spaces.msn.com/members/sandragurl/

"so..im watching charlie and the chocolate factory later...4 some reason, i dont feel any enthusiasm in me. read 'the lost boy' by dave pelzer yest. i finished it in a day..cool, huh? he's so pathetic but STRONG.yea..and then i also read 'sixth grade secrets' by louis sachar.

avid reader? yes.

and i'm reading 'even more like annabel' currently by alan davidson. finished part 1. will con't later. gog 2 eat my LUNCH--maggi mee, now. time is 2.09PM. clocked. one more book untouched: ballet shoes by noel strearfeild. gna read tt soon. anyway, i have not taken my shower yet. gna do tt later too. having chi tuition at 5.30 later. movie starting at 2.45. gog sun plaza 2 watch. watching tv at 7. hong yi shou ji. nice shows. previously, shows tt i watched were: bo ming lao gong zhui lao po...jiu wu zhi zun..tan pan chuan jia...and im also watching JUEduiSUPERSTAR. junyang's out...sad...but i dun feel prejudiced against weilian. everyone shud b given an equal chance. kelly's in..yay...actually i was half expecting xinhui 2 get in cos of her gd performance, nevertheless, she lost but she was very brave...no tears dropped. instead, kelly was the one who was crying...

jus wanna say: KELLY...U CAN DO IT! =)

chatting wif eugene gg...he din reply...guess he is bz...opps...he replied..x) told him 2 chg his DP...haha...

anyway, my other blog is: http://cutebearx.blogspot.com. i will upload dis post there as well...kk..gtg...bb

God bless u! =D"

LOL

hey ppl,

b4 i start on my post, i wish to tell God: Thanks for giving me friends. =D

kk, btw, im at the sch library. i cant use the net at gm's hse liao..i've already been on the net for 6+1 days. =/ only can use 3 days per wk leh..yest i used for 4 one xtra day cos chenxi asked me to look 4 info abt orphans for our PW proj. so i told my mum that i'll pay for the extra day.

it costs $2.50.

using starhub flexisurf2500 or is it 2000? oh whatever..anyway, just now 2 of my frens created their very own blogs too! vic n jos has joined in the bloggers community! yay! anyway, i'll put up their blog links 4 everyone 2 take a look later (one i finish this post). we made some funny pranks on vic's blog jus nw which we hv laughed abt..okay...im gonna update da links part...tc..bb n GBU! ;-)

thanks

to God...thank You God...for EVERYTHING.

not again...

arghh...you just wont believe it..i din get to go again today! SO SO SO SO terribly disappointing...okay...tell u de truth..i cried...cos i tot why God...why? why din u want me to get in? God, why? i was like thinking n asking God at the same time. same things happened. i was so close yet so far. i was that close. SO SAD. tmr still need to go spdlite n cg..im so sad. tmr surely bro pacer or who will ask hu went 4 the FOP...hai...i still dun understand, even though i've stopped. hai...hai...sighing...

oh God...

I've detached from the world. God, i know i've not finished. But i just know that im not attached to it anymore. Not really attached. Ever since i've been your child, i've learnt so many wonderful things about You. And you always give me privileges. Thank You God for loving me. You know I went to the FOP yesterday....Let me share..

After school, i walked with sheryl to the mrt. i Knew she was meeting her cgl for lunch b4 the FOP. okay, that was so lame. then, i actually went back to my grandma's house 1st. I was preparing and all, packing a digital camera, my Bible, a book to read in case i feel bored on the train, an umbrella (just in case...), my pencil case with lotsa pens inside and my wallet. That was all. In it went into the orangy bag. The one i brought to cg last wk. And then i left the house around 4.15pm But my grandmother was like asking me where im gog and i din noe how to put it across to her in TEOCHEW. so i simply said that i was going to meet some friends. and by the time i finished toking to her, it was like 4.25pm. I rushed out of the house.

Okay, so happily n excitedly (hurriedly too) , i walked to mrt which was just 5mins away from da hse. I was in a t-shirt and my SCHOOL skirt still. LOL. So i went to the Marina Bay side..knowing i had to interchg at City Hall, i took out the book, 'A man named Dave' and began to read..i was surprised to note that in his book, he said God hated him! Well, but anyway i continued reading it. I believe that God loves everyone. But well, people, just misunderstand things.

Okay. the mrt came. i apparently..erm jumped in. Lol. there was a place for me to stand. Glad that the train was not crowded. =) And then, i read n read n read and after 30mins or so...i was finally @ the interchg. Angeline called me, and than i knew what was gog 2 happened. My phone went DEAD FLAT. shucks. I onned my hp again, and managed to msged angeline. Iknew she was going to ask me where i was at that hr.And she replied wioth an 'Ok:)' This is so usual of her. LOL. and den the train came. it was gna be another 3 stations to KALLANG. so i kept my book in my bag and waited with anticipation. Boy, it was crowded i tell u. Everyone were pressing again each other like we were a pack of sardines! Oh well, typical singaporeans. Things turn for a chg at Bugis station. I was happy that i could finally have some space to breathe with no one behind me or in front of me as most of the crowd had left at Bugis. So 1 down, 2 more to go. Finally! KALLANG! wow! everyone practically ran out and down the stairs. Taking out my wallet, i hurried and tried calling Angeline. Thanks to God, the phone did not die at that CRITICAL moment. I was so blur. Angeline was just at the right side of me and i din even noe. Lol. So after that, we popped in her dad's car with adonica and i began reading again. We were going to the SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM! in the car, angeline was like saying a lot of mushy stuff 2 her dad. I knew what she was getting at. We reached. YAY! but oh no...i felt i had pain in my stomach. shucks. hadnt eaten lunch. i was HUNGEY. i had gastric. oh no. i prayed against it n told God, it musnt be today God. Not today! I went to the toilet (the movable type) i felt better after that. sat down on the edge of the pavement. God healed me. Thanks God. ;)

The queue was so long, it was made U-turn and curvy and whatever and then angeline managed to 'tenh' her fren we gt into the queue. Pathetic. So bad hors? and den, adonica wanted to leave. Angeline persuaded her to stay but in the end she left. Hiax, wasted. After the left the queue started moving and soon, we were at overhead bridge already. Than when the barrier wqas taken away, meaning we could get in, evryone RAN! yo, it was that exciting.Than angeline asked y evryone was running and i simply said, WE ARE RUNNING FOR GOD! and then she said, GOd Chasers. Haha. Alrite, we went in n i was like"wow...so cool...aircon sumore.' we sat down at row 15. amazing! i told angeline that it was the best place to sit. We gt a FOP bkmak and den angeline told me we had to get out. I was like:'why?' den i told angeline to ask the person sitting nx to us to look after our bags. He agreed.

the security guard told angline that once we get out, we'll hv 2 queue again. Den i didnt feel like gog out. But angeline insisted. so out we went to get our fd. Both our hp batt was flat, so we had to borrow. Hai...titus was at the east. we were at the north. so we ran all the way and saw titus. he gave us the fd bought frm mac. we ate. and queue. angeline worried that our bags will be taken away. i assured her tt it wont. the man will look after for us. a series of events happened. de 3 of us queued. When we were so close to getting in oredi, the sky turned black, a few gers in front sang and we sang too. BUT..we waited until 7.40pm and the doors were still not opened. PnW started liao. i was a bit discouraged until...the ppl told us that..

The stadium was full! i was disappointed. i asked angeline," our bags r still inside. surely they will let us in?" then angeline said...wt abt titus? i said there was a spare seat beside us. we can giv it to him...and so she went in. Our bags were stilll at our seats! She said, carrying oout bags with her. Where's my bottle? its still inside! there was no way to get it bck nw. she said. haix...so we left. i said why cant we go in nw? den she said. u shud hv comed in with me together jus now. hiax. i was so so disappointed tho i din showed it. the gorgor and jie jie asked me if i was okay. i sAID im alrite. i had just NTS...then we boarded a bus. To orchard. we found out thAT THE BUS alighted at nx sattion..Jln Tiga??? we were lost. i asked them where r we??? they had no idea too. so we went into a taxi. i took out my camera..took the night scenes...gt to suntec...

took ltsa pics and than my psirits lifted up. i drank iced lemon tea. at cross talk. a christain cafe. den i say a poster that said..if i gave u something today n u missed it, i'll made another one 4 u tmr. i was touched. i duno if God was telling me to go again tmr. i din noe. i just duno. i told God. but its a very long journey u know...and den i tot..maybe God will give me smth better tmr? but i knew it'll b the same..just that i'll be gog myself lor. so i dished out da tot. titus said his cg was gog tmr but i siad. no pt. i duno ur cgm. sigh..so we went to a foodcourt next to finish our drinks. titus was hungry..so he bought fd. he was hving a cough n den we chit-chatted a lot..den we walked 1 round at suntec and we left our seperate ways. Titus n i boarded the same train. I took out my book again. ANd read. then at yishun station, i found a place to sit. so i sat n read. next station im alighting i tot. so i said'byebye' to titus den gt off. he was aliting at marsiling. n den i wlked bck. i saw mum n mei there. surprised. n we went bck tgt. told her evt. n den....blah..i wacthed tv..oh wadeva...goodnight.

FOP

After school, i walked with sheryl to the mrt. i Knew she was meeting her cgl for lunch b4 the FOP. okay, that was so lame. then, i actually went back to my grandma's house 1st. I was preparing and all, packing a digital camera, my Bible, a book to read in case i feel bored on the train, an umbrella (just in case...), my pencil case with lotsa pens inside and my wallet. That was all. In it went into the orangy bag. The one i brought to cg last wk. And then i left the house around 4.15pm But my grandmother was like asking me where im gog and i din noe how to put it across to her in TEOCHEW. so i simply said that i was going to meet some friends. and by the time i finished toking to her, it was like 4.25pm. I rushed out of the house.Okay, so happily n excitedly (hurriedly too) , i walked to mrt which was just 5mins away from da hse. I was in a t-shirt and my SCHOOL skirt still. LOL. So i went to the Marina Bay side..knowing i had to interchg at City Hall, i took out the book, 'A man named Dave' and began to read..i was surprised to note that in his book, he said God hated him! Well, but anyway i continued reading it. I believe that God loves everyone. But well, people, just misunderstand things.Okay. the mrt came. i apparently..erm jumped in. Lol. there was a place for me to stand. Glad that the train was not crowded. =) And then, i read n read n read and after 30mins or so...i was finally @ the interchg. Angeline called me, and than i knew what was gog 2 happened. My phone went DEAD FLAT. shucks. I onned my hp again, and managed to msged angeline. Iknew she was going to ask me where i was at that hr.And she replied wioth an 'Ok:)' This is so usual of her. LOL. and den the train came. it was gna be another 3 stations to KALLANG. so i kept my book in my bag and waited with anticipation. Boy, it was crowded i tell u. Everyone were pressing again each other like we were a pack of sardines! Oh well, typical singaporeans. Things turn for a chg at Bugis station. I was happy that i could finally have some space to breathe with no one behind me or in front of me as most of the crowd had left at Bugis. So 1 down, 2 more to go. Finally! KALLANG! wow! everyone practically ran out and down the stairs. Taking out my wallet, i hurried and tried calling Angeline. Thanks to God, the phone did not die at that CRITICAL moment. I was so blur. Angeline was just at the right side of me and i din even noe. Lol. So after that, we popped in her dad's car with adonica and i began reading again. We were going to the SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM! in the car, angeline was like saying a lot of mushy stuff 2 her dad. I knew what she was getting at. We reached. YAY! but oh no...i felt i had pain in my stomach. shucks. hadnt eaten lunch. i was HUNGEY. i had gastric. oh no. i prayed against it n told God, it musnt be today God. Not today! I went to the toilet (the movable type) i felt better after that. sat down on the edge of the pavement. God healed me. Thanks God. ;)The queue was so long, it was made U-turn and curvy and whatever and then angeline managed to 'tenh' her fren we gt into the queue. Pathetic. So bad hors? and den, adonica wanted to leave. Angeline persuaded her to stay but in the end she left. Hiax, wasted. After the left the queue started moving and soon, we were at overhead bridge already. Than when the barrier wqas taken away, meaning we could get in, evryone RAN! yo, it was that exciting.Than angeline asked y evryone was running and i simply said, WE ARE RUNNING FOR GOD! and then she said, GOd Chasers. Haha. Alrite, we went in n i was like"wow...so cool...aircon sumore.' we sat down at row 15. amazing! i told angeline that it was the best place to sit. We gt a FOP bkmak and den angeline told me we had to get out. I was like:'why?' den i told angeline to ask the person sitting nx to us to look after our bags. He agreed.the security guard told angline that once we get out, we'll hv 2 queue again. Den i didnt feel like gog out. But angeline insisted. so out we went to get our fd. Both our hp batt was flat, so we had to borrow. Hai...titus was at the east. we were at the north. so we ran all the way and saw titus. he gave us the fd bought frm mac. we ate. and queue. angeline worried that our bags will be taken away. i assured her tt it wont. the man will look after for us. a series of events happened. de 3 of us queued. When we were so close to getting in oredi, the sky turned black, a few gers in front sang and we sang too. BUT..we waited until 7.40pm and the doors were still not opened. PnW started liao. i was a bit discouraged until...the ppl told us that..The stadium was full! i was disappointed. i asked angeline," our bags r still inside. surely they will let us in?" then angeline said...wt abt titus? i said there was a spare seat beside us. we can giv it to him...and so she went in. Our bags were stilll at our seats! She said, carrying oout bags with her. Where's my bottle? its still inside! there was no way to get it bck nw. she said. haix...so we left. i said why cant we go in nw? den she said. u shud hv comed in with me together jus now. hiax. i was so so disappointed tho i din showed it. the gorgor and jie jie asked me if i was okay. i sAID im alrite. i had just NTS...then we boarded a bus. To orchard. we found out thAT THE BUS alighted at nx sattion..Jln Tiga??? we were lost. i asked them where r we??? they had no idea too. so we went into a taxi. i took out my camera..took the night scenes...gt to suntec...took ltsa pics and than my psirits lifted up. i drank iced lemon tea. at cross talk. a christain cafe. den i say a poster that said..if i gave u something today n u missed it, i'll made another one 4 u tmr. i was touched. i duno if God was telling me to go again tmr. i din noe. i just duno. i told God. but its a very long journey u know...and den i tot..maybe God will give me smth better tmr? but i knew it'll b the same..just that i'll be gog myself lor. so i dished out da tot. titus said his cg was gog tmr but i siad. no pt. i duno ur cgm. sigh..so we went to a foodcourt next to finish our drinks. titus was hungry..so he bought fd. he was hving a cough n den we chit-chatted a lot..den we walked 1 round at suntec and we left our seperate ways. Titus n i boarded the same train. I took out my book again. ANd read. then at yishun station, i found a place to sit. so i sat n read. next station im alighting i tot. so i said'byebye' to titus den gt off. he was aliting at marsiling. n den i wlked bck. i saw mum n mei there. surprised. n we went bck tgt. told her evt. n den....blah..i wacthed tv..oh wadeva...goodnight.

btw, some photos i took at suntec...


Angeline (took when queuing up) just look at how excited she was...LOL

And this is taken in the taxi...see, she doesnt look as radiant already...

Me in the taxi...LOL

us..acting cute? LOL...

We asked a stranger to take this pic 4 us...angeline, me n titus..haha

=) Me again!

Har! Look at angeline's eyes..she's gone bonkers..LOL...

This is Titus with his "Dont do that!" look..LOL

Isnt this gross? Angeline bended her index finger!

Isnt thsi beautiful? i took this while the rain was coming toward me..cool huh?

gog FOP

FOP, FOP! Yay! i'm going! R u? come n glorify God and enjoy yourself there! meeting angeline at 5pm later @ kallang mrt...=)

FOP!!

its coming! come, let's get excited abt it! let's get geared up to worship God with our bros n sis! I'm going! And i hope u r too! Come, now is the time to worship! God, we are coming! See You there! =)

NOTICE!!

people, i think there is something you all ought to know seriously...u all have been living in darkness when there is Light..but most of you dun really noe who or wat is the light.

I tell you. Jesus Christ is the Light. He is the Truth, the Way and the Light. He DIED FOR US. okay, u might think tt im crazy but im not! even if u were the last person on Earth, He will still die for u! Just to take away your sins!

My friends, or should i say, my brothers and sisters..u can't c yourself. Our body is just our house for our soul. Our house helps us the get things done. Our hands help to do work. Our legs helps us to walk. If not, how will we be able to do things?

Our real self is our soul, which lives inside us. For those who are believers, Jesus is inside our soul too. He is there, whether you believe it or not.

I tell you, God made you for a purpose. You wonder if there are angels, devil and things liddat. And yes. There are. You know why u wonder? Bcos those spirits are really around us. There is a invisible realm. We cant c it. And bcos sum ppl duno wat its like, they imagine there are monsters and heroes. But i tell you, there is God's spirit and the evil Satan there. Remember, God is everywhere. You know why Christians keep inviting you to Church? To be saved! So that Satan will not have a chance to catch hold of you.

If you are saved, all the angels is heaven will rejoice and God will be happy too. You want to let the devil win? You will want not want that im sure, unless you have a hard heart. but you have a chance to be saved. You can be saved. Turn your eyes upon Jesus.

stressed day no.??

im so irked again today. im still here. at my house and then dad told me to keep the clothes and i did. reluctantly. dad is complaing again. the duck rice story again. not in any mood to do hw. again. afraid tt dad will peep at de com. so i m minimizing the window over and over again.

angry..so angry.

Now I just decided to blog again cos I’m very angry right now…just came back from church as per normal..’cept tat I came back home. here. woodlands. yah..din went back to WP’s hse or whatever. you can sense tat I’m terribly stressed by everything tat’s going on ard here..my dad brought my things back. everything. not even leaving anything out and I dunno hu’s the one hu wanted 2 take my things back. was it dad or mum? dad said mum gace him de permission to do so. but dose r my things. dey make their own decisions w/o informing me.. im confused and very irritated. den dad is sitting on the armchair feeling he’s so big shot or wat. its disgusting. I dun like it. den mum is sleeping now at WP’s hse. shirleen wants to come back..blah blah. its dumb. den now there are stupid pop-ups everywhere. dis com gta virus. its stupid. I’ve got de pop-up blocker okay. I’m angry. dead stressed. its not tat kind of stress. its this kind of stress. and im gna stop here. btw, im charging my hp. just letting my steam off.

yay...bck again!

u noe...i still dont know hu "passerby" is leh..nvm la, ok during this time wen i din blog..God really took good care of me..jus ate lotsa things...heheh..now at my mum's friend's hse..blogging..yea..so tired..later den con't..=)

::so long::

i noe i noe, havent posted for some time [how long, im not sure]..ok, anyway, a lot of things going on...i just feel so sick, and so tired of it loh..kekes..well, went to the BBQ yest...quite fun..had ice-cream too! but not choc flavour..*sobs*...=( but its alright lah, dun really mind much...I just feel that as you grow up, u dun really care much about stuff..Just did the book review thingy..and there's the HOLS.yipee.but with HW!! argh..so dreaded..need to do CHINESE journal..yea, have to rt 3 interesting or unforgettable events that happened over the hols. TIME, PLACE, PPL INVOVLED have to be clearly written down oso, ZLS said. not be be more than 250 words. haix. pictures are greatly appreciated. more haix. need to type the journal entries out! to print! argh...[haix.haix.haix!] what a lot has to be done, yah? Also, need to rt a story based on a song u like. I chose by ZSH [Angela] the lyrics are with me. haven started riting tho.heex/hey dun choose the same song as me kayx? yah yah. alright. time now is 1336hrs. huess i'll stop 4 now. God bless, tc n bye..=)

-God is fabulous.

m0vies~

today...we watched another movie...'I Do I Do' [u noe, de Jack Neo's movie?] in school...it was quite hilarious and touching loh...lolz...

tot had CCA today..but ShiHong told me dun hv..so i went home loh...ard 3+pm...cos i was in de com lab, printing de reading log summary...it took longer then i thought..the printer was sumhow gone mad or smth..haha...

O yah..the literature activity...formed a grp wif aliciaT, jiayi, regina & rebecca..den we had some 'arguments' as to who should be the narrator...b4 tt, it was de leader..haix..dey r always quarrelling abt this wen there is grp work..haha...den in the end, regina was chosen..dey wanted 2 sabo me again actually..budden i told 'em i did not want to...cos i've been de leader for many times in tt grp...lolx..anyway..evt went fine..but..we didnt present..is tt a happy or sad thing? well, i guess God says it shu b a happy one? haha..we practiced for quite a few tyms but...nvm..

And and...if u notice, i've changed my blogskin...using christabel's design again..haha...guess she has a forte in creating christian blogskins yah? cool..=)

alrt, till here, tc & God bless! x)

*took 2 mins 2 rt this entry..xP

another one...by de photoshop expert...

yea...another one..by my senior..hahas..a photoshop expert...nice? but maybe he can change the font...hheex

the updated one...

the lastest n newest one..cool rt? haha..i requested 4 it..xP...its de one im using nw 4 my forum..=)


inspiration frm God (:

i can lean back and fall on God, for He will use His mighty hand to help me up again..

He WILL PUT ME to where i belong..and i will rejoice!

His love is everlasting, He never changes.

He does evt with a purpose, though u might not notice it at times.

Even when u r reading this...God is talking to you.

He is speaking to your heart...and knocking at ur door...

Hoping that you will open it...to let Him in...

He is waiting...so dont keep Him out

Bring Him into ur heart..and offer ur life to Him...

Have u opened the door for Him?

my sig [done by God+myself! =)]

yeah, managed to create my own sig..tho no pics..but well, guess its pretty good 4 a beginner like me...hahas

cruelty+meaness

today...was yet another UNHAPPY day for me again...[i dunnoe] is my msn nick n0w..n yes, i reaaly dont noe..my specs thingy dropped...and now its lost...can find it...and i've tolerated them 4 so long...and God knows..but...i am still very SAD...you know God..is a wondeful God..HE stands by you...in the past...of cos,the present and He will take care of you in the future for you are His child...yes i noe dis...but things arent going fine 4 me actually...

SADDENED.

mild depression.

BUT GOD GAVE ME HOPE.

blessing in DISGUISE.

guess that's so IT.

all right..bye 4 now...God bless n tc...//hey dun brood over this entry//its just my feelings.

my deepest thoughts..

i want to stick close to God-- for my whole life! Trusting in Him...the KING is kind and merciful...God told us everything we need 2 noe in His word-- the Bible. revealing bit by bit to us...becoming more n more like Him! =) God wants to bring out the best in us-- using our gifts and talents He gave us! God thinks abt His creation all the tym..including me! =) I luv God but He loves me even more...Everything got started in Him and finds its purpose in Him-- Colossians 1:16 ! My life is about God...it revolves around Him...He placed me here on Earth for a reason-- to do good things for Him! =) God has the power to control everyone's lives, bcos He can do all things! Continue...to fire 4 God..never give up..bcos God is my strength...He is my sherperd, guide me to where You want to lead me. Take control..my life is Yours. Sacrificing myself is the way to go.I dont mind.You are there wif me. Without You, I'm lost...Keep me..dont ever let me go...I luv revelation...cos its the opp. of speculation...

REVELATION x SPECULATION.

..and the root word of it is REVEAL.

~woah 2nd entry of the day...came back from miracle svc...God was really there...so many healing cases..touched...God really did wonders..pain lifted...so on n so forth..if u wanna noe, cum 2 LIGHTHOUSE EVANGELISM...tampines or woodlands...on Sat...starts @ 7pm..if u want to noe abt the map...go 2 my web...www.freewebs.com/chilicg...u will see the map there...n rmb 2 sign de guestbk too! =)

^swinging ard^

mood swings i mean...ok..so bad arh...terrible mood swings...ummm...oh yes today WAS PROBABLY THE START OF POST EXAMS CELE!! haha..cos we din do anything 2day..no hw...no anything~haha..ok den smth happened in my class..chairman prob again...ok la..vcm din do anything..din wan 2 interfere...sorry la...lolx...ok...chairman accused the gers..ok of cos i was sorta angry...budden i heard tt nth was said abt me..lol..=D..but how could they do this..chairman ar..always ve mood swings in class de..haha...n de whole class jus makes it worse (ok, i mean jus a few...) sijie.regina.jiayi.me.kelly.sat ard at her table..talked for dunno how many hrs..hahaix..God is so good...=)..so amazing..isnt He?

my eyes are very tired.really.the staring of those lyrics make my eyes *starry*..haha...ok..ve been on com 4 quite long. bye. tc. God bless! =)

-because God is good . =D

::ART::

yup, having art exam tmr.. prep work all done…except 4 sum finishing touches…ok, I’ve got a big news to share : I AM PREPARED TO FAIL MY DNT!!! really, though God helped me, but without action, it is nothing…ok, I admit..did not study much but squeeze in everything last night…so its counted as finish le…BUT…big prob..qns that came up were…-_-"" but nvm la…God is here 2 help..mum was so understanding..=) she told me NOT TO WORRY, anyway, its my 1st dnt exam…hahaha…so gd wor..=)

::ART::

yup, having art exam tmr.. prep work all done¦except 4 sum finishing touches¦ok, I've got a big news to share : I AM PREPARED TO FAIL MY DNT!!! really, though God helped me, but without action, it is nothing¦ok, I admit..did not study much but squeeze in everything last night¦so its counted as finish le¦BUT¦big prob..qns that came up were¦-_-"" but nvm la¦God is here 2 help..mum was so understanding..=) she told me NOT TO WORRY, anyway, its my 1st dnt exam¦hahaha¦so gd wor..=)

::exams wif God::

haha...ok well...tmr is history...everyone is working hard n preparing the the MYE...xuemei told me tt she revised till bored...quote:
xUeMeI says:
ya..i can't realli memorise them loh....stressed....looking at those long sentences n paragraghs n words!
its natural to feel stressed during dis period of time la...esp wen we are coping wif so many things @ once...trying 2 balance them out is not an easy task i must say..good time management is very important...caste system...feudal system...centralised bureaucracies..wah...so many systems of govt..hehe...

anyway, went to church...cg n spdlite as usual 2day...4 cg, angeline actually washed all the cgm feet! just like how pastor wee washed cherlene's feet when she was the president of the 4th batch of student councillors...she wanted to demonstrate the example Jesus did with his disciples-he washed their feet too...because a leader has to be humble too...oh yah...@ spdlite we ended wif "We want to see Jesus lifted high"..1st tym ended wif such a happening song....haha...den we prayed 4 revival...we have an LE Challenge...yes...REVIVAL IS COMING!!! =)

::c0mp0sed a p0em::

POEMS…
here r sum others my frens edited..haha

Rainbows appear just after mighty storms,
when things just look their very worst,
Just when the skies are darkest grey,
look for the rainbow first.
the rainbow is a sign of God’s promise
that He will guide us through any storm,
that He will see through all our troubles,
no matter what their form.
When you feel battered by life’s storm,
when you are filled with doubt and dismay,
just remember that God’s rainbow (Jesus) is coming,
He’s only a prayer away…

Friendship is a happy thing
it makes us laugh
it makes us sing
it makes us sad
it makes us cry
it makes us seek the reason why.
it makes us take
it makes us five
above all else
it makes us live (God also...)

Goods friends are
beside you in trouble
behind all your dreams
in touch with your feelings
and into your schemes
above making judgements
upfront from the start
around when you need them
and near your heart.

Friends are there to heal the wounds,
to pull you out of saddened tunes,
to brighten up your cloudy skies,
to clear out ficticious lies.
friends are there with open arms,
to comfort you and block the harms,
to keep your secrets hidden away,
to entertain you when you want to play,
friends are there, smile or tear,
friends are fund and they are clever
and the ties that bind friends will last forever…

::c0mp0siti0n:: de recipe 4 frenship...

Well, anybody, have you ever thought of this question before? Probably, yes, it may have crossed your mind but do you know the answer?

The first thing that struck my mind is trust. We need to have trust in each other in order to have a good relationship with our friends. Who can disagree? Without trust, you cannot possibly be good friends with anyone, right? So, the first ingredient is, TRUST.

What about the next ingredient? Is it understanding you are saying? Right! Of course, understanding is very important. We indeed have to understand our friends well enough. We have to see their weakness as their strengths and try to accept their differences.Next on the list is FORGIVENESS. I am sure you have heard about the proverb; forgive and forget, right? So, as from what I understand from it, you should forgive your friends if they have done something wrong and forget about it. In this way, you will have more friends! Anyway, it is better to have more friends than foes, isn't it?

Coming up next is SHARING. You have to share, share about anything under the sun with your friend. Perhaps your friend has been waiting for a long time for you to open up your heart and share with him or her, who knows?

What's next? KINDNESS and PATIENCE is next! Well, you have to be kind to your friend if you want your friend to be kind to you and the same logic applies to patience. Always be patient with your friend and you will find that your friendship will grow and blossom.

Last but not least, FUN. You cannot expect everyday to be dull and boring, right? Fun is about being happy. Tell some jokes and break the ice. Seeing friends laugh with you at the same time is a very joyful moment. Do treasure it!

After telling you so much, you should have a better understanding of what makes friendship and it is also time for me to stop. Maybe with all the tips I have given you, you can find yourself a new friend! J Ultimately, you will be a very good friend if you follow what I have told you. Before I end, I would want to encourage you to be happy and smile always. Always be optimistic and look towards the bright side. And, to all primary 6 pupils, work hard for your PSLE this year and give it your best shot. Hope all of you will get good results. God bless and take care! =)

hello God...

God, today right..i read ur Word...so nice 2 start off a day like dis...and den..ya...sheryl sent me 2 Christian songs...To You and er...another one by the parachute band..yup...it was very nice listening it...ok God, u noe that exams r coming le hoh...so really busy nowadays although i still come online..watch a bit of tv n stuff...God, i pray that whoever that comes into my blog will be touched by You Lord. For you are the Almighty God who never fails...and even if that person is a non-believer, i pray 4 u to let his/her heart to be opened Lord...Thank You for the wonderful day...Pray that u will continue 2 protect me throughout Lord..thank You..In Jesus Name..Amen.

read 3 chapters of bible yest..

yea, online! hehe...can u believe it? *lame*...angeline said we must mske a commitment to God to read His Word..the website is www.biblegateway.com. well, today i felt God talking to me when i was walking 2 the mrt wif mum...yeah, God told me many many things..cant tell u all..cos sum r personal..kayx? ;) yeah, and one of things He siad was He sent Jesus Christ down to die for us so that He can SET US FREE!! YEAH, so we r free now..that's y we shud worship n praise Him..uh-huh..den er...today jw not around..mum took him out 4 dinner..so happy..haha...=)..b4 that, he was rily making a lot of noise...haix..cant nap well 2day..mum n dad kip calling home...o ya, exams r coming..God, pls guide me..thanks..-D

:: we r not part of dis w0rld ::

yess..one dayy we will return back to God...happy *smiles*...i tink that ppl are getting out and out of order...so atrocious ya noe...btw, on 17/4/05..i rcvd the gift of tongues from God...yeah God..g00d God...thanks so much..im excited... ok...waitx..continue later..

:: happY ::

yeah, God..thanks for making me happy...u brighten me up when im sad, when im down u pull me up..u make my day..just by telling me that u are always there 4 me...=)thanks for giving me frens, giving me many things in life which could have been taken granted for..God, you are gr8 and i want to tell the world that way.

God, i cried again...i don't want to cry but it really makes me angry to see jianwei so disobedient Lord..why m i shouting? God, pls help me O Lord..why is aunty not taking care of them? are my expectations too high? God, only u can fully understand me...let me be patient..like how i used 2 be..God, i pray that jianwei will not be so naughty and violent, i pray that shirleen will not follow his bad example..let him stop disturbing shirleen. I cannot control him...why am i so angry? i know i shouldnt but God, why didnt u stop me? ok, thanks God. Pls bless your servant.Amen.

:: so tired ::

i feel like closing my eyes to slp now..i will try to follow my timetable as much as i can can..ok...today got jogathon..i was the 72nd lower sec girl to get there..actually cud actually be the 36th..i was in fact the 36th @ mid-point..1st half i ran..2nd half i walked.hehe..so i was 2 times slower...but nvm..thank God i could run quickly n escape from the heat..it was practically kiling me and my frens loh..al was so sweaty and sticky..but by God's grace,i could finish the run..drank orange juice after the run..shared wif jiayi and regina..haha..i wonder y..the problem i ve in school ish that everytime i talk to xiaomin, she dun talk to me..i dun hate her but why is she treating me this way?? God, pls help me,let xiaomin know that i do not hate her and let her not misunderstand me..thank You..in Jesus name i pray, Amen.
tired...gdnitex.God bless! =)

:: God is good::

today gt chi LC leh..i forgotten abt it totally lohx...den i prayed to God..asked 4 wisdom,guidance and strength..and i did the LC! i was not really concentrating @ 1st..my mind was drifting to sumwhere else...btw,sheryl told me that she wasnt going to GOMAD today...so i went to the library 2 look 4 her..walk up walk down...couldn’t find her..was a lil disppointed..but thx 4 my optimism, i told myself, if i had faith in God, den i shud go to CF..so i went..n i found Sheryl!! so happy..i was thinking if i shud tell me my probs...afterall, she's the only fren in PHS i can rilly trust..n i told her loh..k, to be continued...

ok,yep yep, I’m so happy today! i managed to download winzip (actually i cudnt..com was sorta freaky) and den blogger made my wish came thru! yeah! (of cos GOD told blogger..oni He knew what I wanted mah...haha) now i can recover my posts!!! yippee!!! =)

:: prIncEss of g0d ::

yeah..ok..so God is the King...and we are all children of God..means that we r princes and princesses or God! The Almightly King!! ok..well, just to share this email..nice one..take a look.

You are special to me. . .
Just wanted you to know
I think of you most every day,
No matter where I go.

Even though we don't keep in touch
The way I wish we could,
The feelings of warmth I have
For you are always understood.

Distance and circumstances
May keep us apart,
But never doubt the place
You have, forever, in my heart.

Thinking of you today
and wanted you to know.

"I thank my God upon every
remembrance of you."
Philippians 1:3

GOMAD

ok, just in case u r wondering what GOMAD stands 4, it means 'GO Make A Difference' you c those highlited words? 2gether, dey form GOD! =) haha, GOMAD is my school's Christian fellowship..yep..today i learnt that glorifying God is an act of worship. i can even do routine stuff to glorify Him! so happy..means i do not have to do big things to glorify God..little things can do too! =) like doing homework, going to school, doing chores..stuff like that..i hope i can glorify God each and every day...we must also have the right attitude. Pray first before doing something.To God be the Glory!

sang (as a backup singer) at chapeL t0day' *

( im currently in sch nw, booked a com @ the lib..going 4 my CCA later.)

i sang @ the chapel wif sheryl t0day, the air-con was blowing at us n my hands went numb..haha..we sang ' You alone' and 'How excellent Your name is'..

starting from the morning practice (ppl hu were involved in the chapel service e.g playing the piano or guitar blahblah will get to have the privilege of not going to the morning assembly yeah!) i reached the chapel at 07.25am <> den i waited n waited 4 sheryl n the other 2 boys to come...the boys came a while later and then Sheryl came at 8.05 rushing in the chapel carrying her bag because of swimming thingy..will not elaborate on that, long story...Haha...oh well, we saw how everything was set up and then we close with a prayer. =)

now talking about the 2nd practice (during recess) i rushed from the dnt room to the chapel ( i was having dnt lesson) tot i was late! haha, budden i din c the boys or sheryl in the chapel. Yeah, i was the early one again =) den when evryone came, we test the mikes, sang and den everyone came in like a flood into the sanctuary. looking at the large number of ppl, i was feeling rather nervous. guess sheryl was feeling the same way as me so we prayed to ask God for calmness.

the real thing began...after kim read the bible passage from Psalms, we started. i took a deep breath and started. i jus kept concentrating on the song so that i will not feel afraid or anything...we finish the 2 songs very quickly and smoothly. thank God. =)

nEw bL0g' *

haha...i saw sheryl's fren blog and saw that she gt a Christian blogskin, so i got one to0! =) i tot it was rather nice 2 let ppl noe that im proud to be God's precious child! I like a particular bible vrs which i kip in my wallet 4 ez refrence..it is Eph 4:31-32.

"Get rid of all bitterness, passion and anger. No more shouting or insults. No more hateful feelings of any sort. Instead be kind and tender-hearted to one anoother, and forgive one another, just as God has forgiven you in Christ."

I hope that i will be able to THINK before i get angry at someone and shout at him or her...so that i will not hurt his or her feelings unintentionally...btw, t.h.i.n.k stands for...

is what u say going to be...

True?
Helpful?
Important?
Necessary?
and
Kind?

so, THINK before u say anything to someone else...

ok, that's all for today. God bless, take care and bye! =)

:: exams r coming soon ::

yep, the 1st paper is higher chinese (04/05)...i dunno why...but i feel that i cant study a lot...2day is the 11/04 already...another few wks...hope i can get thru wif God's help...i dun want to shout at anyone already..im tired as it is....Lord, give me the strength..help me Father to overcome dis..thank You God…=)