not again...

arghh...you just wont believe it..i din get to go again today! SO SO SO SO terribly disappointing...okay...tell u de truth..i cried...cos i tot why God...why? why din u want me to get in? God, why? i was like thinking n asking God at the same time. same things happened. i was so close yet so far. i was that close. SO SAD. tmr still need to go spdlite n cg..im so sad. tmr surely bro pacer or who will ask hu went 4 the FOP...hai...i still dun understand, even though i've stopped. hai...hai...sighing...