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look at the time now. i hv bin online 4 hrs and i hv jus started blogging. how pathetic is tt? feeling so burdened and all. by everything. well, almost evt. i haven packed my bag and i will hv another few more hrs to slp and at 6 i'll hv to wake up. no matter how reluctant i am. i cant describe my feeling. hw undone. y shud i always do at the last min? m i practising my typing skills or wat..uy m i addicted to the com? well, IF the broadband plan wasnt like this. i wanna type personal stuff. but nvm. im lazy to post at my another blog. m i crazy or wat. have so many emails websites and blogs. yes. blogs.wad m i doing. wad m i thinking. dun gimme tt cold stares. fake smiles. and nags. y, im fake-smiling too. y. can i be weak? y m i acting. or pretending nth happened. oh well, no one will uds cept for Him. yea. tt's all. bye peeps.