This world is a great sculptor's shop. We are the statues and there is rumour going round the shop that some of us are some day going to come to life. =D - C.S. Lewis

Thursday, January 19, 2006

trying to understand

why cant i fit in like the rest of you do?
because i am different?

lols. actually the above is from the last blogskin i chose. but it describes my feelings lah. But then somehow i can't fit in. its like. when people talk in their own groups, i don't know what they are talking about and when i sit with people it just makes me feel so left out...then when i talk its like...need to think very long of what to say. what to do. when to do. it just makes yourself so insecure about yourself and.. and...when i finally talk. people dont reply.. maybe because i said the wrong thing at the wrong time or i asked something stupid...but i rather you say something if not it makes me feel so stupid..sigh. school tomorrow. routine.

SIGH SIGH SIGH.

when did I not make an effort...

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