Huh?

I think I'm going to rant. I think its because of the lack of sleep. Maybe I should sleep now. But I wanna get my thoughts down.

It feels great helping people, no matter what. =D

Life feels better when you have someone you like. Even if its a fake one. Like you randomly pick someone to go gaga over when you see him/her. Just to destress and make you feel good. And no one's gonna say anything about it..cause..haven't they been through that too? So yea..even if its fake. Haaa.

Really. Don't judge anyone. He can be A today and B tomorrow.

Okay enough of thoughts. Tons of them whirl around in my mind everyday.

TODAY! MORNING! WE DID MORNING PRAYER! Woohoooo happyyyyy. Thank You God! :):) And I made a new friend! Again! Hahaha thank You God! Its cool :):)

This could be the 1st time I'm not as energized on a house Friday..lol. Seriously. I remember that house Friday..when I felt so happy cause I slept well the previous night :D Tomorrow..9-11..setting up of our stall :) Then..research for the PS sharing session..and do homework! =D And the girls are coming to my house on Mon..hahaha need to pack around the house so that there's space to do the cell model..hmm.

I think I'll keep thinking about that until I fall asleep or something. Alamak. Its very unimportant but very intriguing to me..so yea that explains the title of today's post.

Okay I'll end off here. God is still awesomest :DDD Thank You for being You! God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :):)

I..

had a lot of things running through my mind just now..some silly..and some..worries? Wanted to put them on my PM..like..

Paranoi-ah!
Tell me this isn't real

"He told.."
her voice turned into a whisper and faded into the background
"..me"

But after reading through some blogs, I realised I forgot something important..some days ago I told God I dont wanna rush through life; dont wanna live as though there is no God, as though there is no One in control of everything at every point of time..I guess I lost that focus..so God thank You..for reminding me.. :) God is amazing right. Speaking through a friend's blog. :)

Okay I think I'm a bit stressed..okay make that quite stressed for PW cause I have no idea how to start writing my PI..is there a certain format? HOW DO YOU START WRITING WHEN YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO START WITH. Bahhhhh. God help me.

On a lighter note, photog was fun today..I played with an antique camera..and did film picking with my eyes closed..SUCCESSFULLY! =D And the j1s and j2s sat in a circle and we just talked! Hahah I like :)

I feel like we're nearing the weekends..woohoo! Mid-week, hang on! Tomorrow will be a long day cause of PE..but I think it'll be okay cause today was a long day too..haah =D Then Friday (YAY!) and Saturday and FAMILY DAY! Lol..not sure if im going for cycling on Monday..cause it would be more fun if I can cycle right..aiya I dont know..see first la! :)

Kay I think thats all I wanna say..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Oh and happy april's fool day :)

Note to self: Submit 3 photos for Colours competition by 15.04..and another one for i dont know what and when. Lol yes this is part of being in photog.

:):)

Hello! :) Had the FOL workshop yesterday..(Re)learnt Macromedia Flash and created two animations which I'm very happy with..I'll post them up when I get the swf versions =D Oh and I made a new friend who happens to be JX's friend too! Haha AJ is so small XD

And today..there was the resilience training program..Left home around 6.23AM O.O Super early..plus I slept late sooo of course I was halfasleep! Lol. We didnt even take the bus to that Shines College woohoo. Totally fun all the way. :D AND I ABSEILED! I ABSEILED SUCCESSFULLY WOOHOOO REALLY. REMEMBER MY POST-TAMAN ENTRY? I think I said I'll never abseil again or something right..BUT I DID IT LOL THANK GOD was praying that I wont cry or anything during the high elements today :D

I tried being the 2nd belayer too..and I tried a lot of activities which..I never dared to..hahaha more than I did at the Ubin camp..yea thank God I tried.. :) Totally having muscle aches now..like after NAFPA test! Lol. But it wasnt just about enjoying the activites..all of us had to take something home with us..apply what we learnt into our lives..so I was saying I'll try to swim by year-end, overcome my phobia of swimming. LOL.

Our group did the shoes-together-in-a-circle thing which I think is really cool :D Gonna get the photo soon..hmm after everything ended it was past 5..AH SHACKS I just remembered I didnt bring the WS home LOL must have left it in the college..never mind. Math test on Mon, Chem test on Tues.

Okay so a group of us went to Lavender for ice cause we were so thirsty but ended up buying proper drinks hahaha. Stopped at the pretty playground for some time..It was enjoyable! :D All of us played at least one item..climbing..going down the special slopes, doing backflips on the monkey bars, using the rotating wheels and the rocking chairs..rock climbing LOL they didnt have enough at the training..someone even planned a SOC -.- LOL

Then we went to the hawker centre at army market..where MY declared that she'd be a zhai nv from now on. HAHAHA. And we ranked people according to their "zhainess" LOL. MRT..discovered something new about some people..lol hmm what else reached home at 8plus. Got bio homework to do..tomorrow! Before Saman's housewarming party..and yay can see them again..okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :):)

WOOHOO!

GUESS WHAT! I'M FINALLY ABLE TO TRANSFER MY PHONE PHOTOS AND VIDEOS TO THE COM AHAHAHA AM ESTATIC =D=D THANK YOU GOD!! It means I can upload photos which I took with people a million years ago ANNDDDD that I can upload photos for the photography competition SOOOO I still can win that 8GB thumbdrive!! Yay! LOL.

And yes I'm back from camp.. :) Came back feeling lethargic to the max and slept for a few hours..hahah. Took a few photos with Serene.. =D

Okay I'll upload the multitude of photos now..what to expect: Photos taken during studying during the long break last year =O, photos I love, THAT PHOTO OF WP WHICH REMINDS ME OF TBS, photos I took with you which I havent sent to you, photos taken in JC..=D
URL: http://picasaweb.google.com/sandra1992/UploadedPhotos?authkey=Gv1sRgCLTu7s6jrPm6aw&feat=directlink
People inside (excluding me): JingYi, Rie, Saman, Clara, MY, XP, XueMei, LR, Jenna, ShuJie..and my siblings and cousins =D

Hahaha enjoy! I need to do GP! Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

Hello!

Am so sorry I havent updated for so long! Hahah gave you a lot of time to think over the "food for thought" yea. Hahaha anyway! Today I held a chinchilla for the first time in my life :D At Dionne's house..thanks girl! Lol 2nd bungalow I visited in this month..and we've got to meet up again cause today was really unproductive lol.

Okay I saw this somewhere and its meaningful so here goes.. :)

"i was asked once to give my 3 favorite animals in order of preference and give descriptions as well..

i replied:

eagle: solitary, superior, precise

jaguar: cool, silence, dangerous

rabbit: hollow, lazy, funny looking



the first one is what you think of yourself

the second is what others think of you

the last one is what you really are



..............you don't have to tell me if it is true


others may misunderstand you; you may even misunderstand yourself.

we are deeply affected by lots of experiences in life and have to explain who you are.

it's about remembering yourself and being ok.

yes. ok. that should be good enough"

It feels like Saturday today! I miss my scotchtape cause i need it to paste my articles but I'll get it back during camp (hopefully the girl who took it will remember to bring it!) :D Oh yea will be having CCA camp this Thurs and Fri..have no idea what we'll be doing except that we'll be going out on the 2nd day o.o Ah God I hope it will be fun :) And thank You so much for always being with me..thank You, my super awesomest God! :D

Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3 :D

Food for thought :)

I've learned, too, that i don't really know very much about anything.

I mean, I used to have all these theories about life.
I thought i had everybody figured out, even God, but I don't.
I think about the woods, being away from all the clingy soot of commercialism, have taught me life is enormous, and i am very tiny in the middle of it.
I feel, at times, like a droplet of water in a raging river.
I know for a fact that as a grain of sand compares in size to the earth itself, i compare in size to the cosmos.
I am that insignificant.
And yet the chemicals in my brain that make me feel beauty when i look up at the stars, when i watch the sunset, indicate i must be here for a reason.
I think i would sum it up this way: life is not a story about me, but it is being told to me, and i can be glad of that.
I think that is the why of life and, in fact, they why of this ancient faith i am caught up in: to enjoy God.
The stars were created to dazzle us, like a love letter; light itself is just a metaphor, something that exists outside of time, made up of what seems like nothing, infinite in its power, something that can be experienced but not understood, like God.
Relationships between men and women indicate something of the nature of God - that He is relational, that He feels love and loss. It's all a metaphor, and the story is about us; it's about all of us who God made, and God Himself, just enjoying each other.

It strikes me how far the commercials are from this reality, how deadly they are, perhaps.
Months ago i would have told you life was about doing, about jumping through religious hoops,
about impressing other people, and my actions would have told you this is done by buying possessions or keeping a good image or going to church. I don't believe that anymore

I think we're supposed to stand in deserts and marvel at how the sun rises.
I think we're supposed to sleep in meadows and watch stars dart across space and time.
I think we're supposed to love our friends and introduce people to the story, to the peaceful, calming why of life. I think life is spirituality.

Donald Miller
Through Painted Deserts

God bless! My GP teacher is one impatient woman..sigh..very demanding and naggy as well..God I need You!

(School-related activities during this March holidays: CCA camp and math lecture (?))

P.S.: Something cool! http://www.com-www.com/weirdal/bob.html Every line of this song is a palindrome! Which means it spells the same backwards or forth! :)
Nurses run = palindrome! Semordnilaps, volvograms, mynoretehs, anadromes! =D

=D

Hello! So I shall..recount what happened today? Havent done that in a really long time cause usually I just blog about a specific event woohoo :)

Its a bit crazy..really but TGIF :DD Gonna do a lot of things over this weekend..no time to fall sick! And I need to shower..later XD Okay so. This morning was less cold than usual (or I'll wear my jacket to school..and then people asked me "sandra, hot ah?" then it dawned on me..its my cold -.-) which was a good thing :D But the usual thing was that I was half-asleep and bleary-eyed..hahha

And I'm super happy cause today ended early but still got homework from previous days la! All my completing the square knowledge went back to Mr T.T already..got to revise later..So today I ate twice in like 2 hours? Yes two meals haha yea high metabolism.

Right so I ended class at 1215. CCA starts at 4 so..a lot of free time!! :D:D Had lunch with MY then we went to the Lib for her GP book ANDDDD on the way..saw him..and she said she knows him..personally! Wahseh so..shocking. Lol. It was totally hilarious..and I found out his class..among other things LOL so stalkerish but whateverrrr XD

So library..read Urban and watched this movie "About a boy"..yup in the Lib :D there were a lot of times I took down my headphones and went "WHY AM I WATCHING THIS MOVIE!!" and MY was laughing and saying "R21 R21" in between her laughter..lollll. Then ZT joined us and we laughed like crazy together watching the movie..LOL. FUNNEHHHH. Yea my class people = crazy. So cool everyone is crazy not odd one out :D I've got merlion and drunkard as my friends!! And XP is the..nothing also can laugh one LOL.

Okay enough..lol my voice hasnt totally recovered but thank God the fever is gone..I'm really grateful for that..at least I'm not missing anymore lessons! :D So God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

P.S.: JC = 24/7 money-eater! Everyday money fly awayyyy..plus now recession..I think I got to wait until it ends to get my permanent contacts and braces..bish the greedy people..the cause of recession! Money already limited ah..now even more limited..lol scarcity.

Thank You, again and again :)

God, You're amazing. I felt super horrible this morning but You've turned things around.. :) Thank You so much for healing the terrible fever, reducing the pain in the throat etc etc..thank You :):)

God bless!!

YAY

I'm getting better yesyesyessss. I can return to school on Monday yesyesyes! I cant talk now and when I laugh no sound comes out from my mouth but I'm really laughing! And they laughed at me cause I have no voice!

Today was like..cough drink water cough eat something take 6 tablets and 7.5ml of cough med after every meal cough go toilet (cause i drank A LOT of water..) clear my throat cough spit out phlegm cough blow my nose cough sleep drink water..yea you get the idea. COUGHING IS LIKE A PERPETUAL THING..Sigh. I coughed so much I thought my throat was going to come out with my phlegm or something..so painful mesh.

Pray for me! Thank you! :D:D

Angeline found out more about exeyecandy. LOL HE IS THE EGO. 165 omgosh. Really no fate leh..never mind forget!

GOD PLEASE HEAL THIS SUPERSORETHROAT. Thank You..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :) Need to blow nose again -.-

Aisht.

Fluctating body temperatures..hacking coughs like make you look like youre convulsing or something and the occassional sniffing. RAHH dumb dumb dumb!!

On a happier note, I got accepted into photog! Thank You Godddd :D:D Need to get my MC cause I didnt attend the session today..hmm.

Okay God bless, take care (dont get sick ah!) & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

One

God I just ask for one thing.

No dejavu please. I'm scared. Very scared of it.

And never ever leave me alone when its pouring heavily and I'm outside. Never. Lol I didnt know I could be so sad when that happens.

Okay great I'm done. Please God please. Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

P.S.: JX, if youre reading this, I'd totally miss spazzing with you. AH..!

:D

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Yea babeh LOL

God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :):) AND HAPPY VDAY! <3 :)

LOOOOL!!

"oh mesh how i keep thinking he looks like him"

"but rly looks like bo bian leh"

--

♥Park, says:
why our sch guys so sian one
Sandra says:
bahhhh
Sandra says:
cause everyone siao from studying
♥Park, says:
study until so ugly?
Sandra says:
LOOOOL but never mind i like
♥Park, says:
HAR
Sandra says:
i mean
Sandra says:
i was saying
Sandra says:
havent finish yet!!
Sandra says:
i like smart guys JAJAJHAA
♥Park, says:
omg scare me i thought you like ugly guys LOLOLOLOL

LOOOOL!!

SUPER FUNNYYYY. HOW HOW HOW. JAE HEE JAE HEE. YOU AH THEY AH ALL AH SIAO AH!!

Ah die. I'm tired. Tomorrow got CIP. Today felt mfer89tuy cause of that thing. Please dont ask me about eyecandy. No mood to talk about him. Today he..rah. He looked weird..mduf8urtht.

I really feel mad now. I'll be fine. Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeee!! :)

Silly smiles? Hahaa

:D FINALLY! GAMES TODAY! AND REST TOMORROW! Wheeeeee. :D

I think I wasnt very sad when I got the hard knocks on the floor cause..AT LAST!! Its games dayy woohoo I love games. And I ahem did buttwriting for the first time in my life today in front of people I dont know. I dont think you'll ever associate me with that. LOL. And I had to do 2 forfeits..!! Everyone else just did at most 1 LOL.

AND I GOT INTO THE COMBI I WANTTTTT =D=D=D And cute guys can really make your day. Hahaha I wonderrrrr..XD

Orientation starts next week..the games played today were just to break the ice. Lol yes 5th then play ice-breaker games.

Last but not least, HAPPY 17TH, RIE!! =D=D=D

Okay God bless, take care and byeeeeeeee :)

Oh no!

I'm feeling super talkative. Gahgahgah. WHY AH.

Sigh. I'm feeling tired too. But today..school was fun. Really. The girl sitting beside kept making me laugh. And a lot of other things made me burst out in laughter as well..LIKE THE PRESENTERS! One looked like Edison Chen, another looked like my paternal grandmother (I'm not kidding I couldnt even look at her when she was talking I'll just LOL and shes a teacher. I hope she doesnt teach me or something or I'll be laughing all the way in her classes instead of paying attention to the lesson LOL!)

Oh what else. And this guy..he took like 5secs to answer when asked his name. LOOL..!

We spent most of the day in the audi..the next few days will be like that too..AH I HAVE SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT I BETTER GET THEM ALL OUT HERE. But I cant. Later I get sued how. Lol. I need I think to start speaking in code or something. Lol never mind.

Okay I hope school will be fun everyday whoo. God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Heyyo!

So I did what I wanted - changed the title's and date's html in my blogskin..I like it! You like it? Hahaha :D

And I got what I wanted - AJ. Unlike a lot of people (from what I read) the message didnt wake me up. And my mum scolded me for sleeping like a log. Lol. I wasn't really anxious or anything cause I knew I'd get in there but then it hit me - I was still taking it for granted and that's not a good attitude so yeaa I just wanna praise God that He got me where I wanted to be. :D I love You Daddy :)

And I wanna share something I read.."Nobody's perfect. and God isnt a body." So cool whoo :D Okay its 3.09AM now I need to get in bed. My waking hours are always at least 12hours. Lol. So now you know what time I woke up..XD

God bless, iloveyou and byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

3rd post today! =D

<3

Hello loveee. :D
(That's Joongbo by the way..yes the couple I was obsessed over..not so much now hahah..arent they cute!! OH THE GUY IS KIM HYUN JOONG. Just so you know hahaha. Pretty boy! He really can look like Lee Dong Gun at times..oh mesh all the eyecandy..Lol. But never mind the more the merrier HAHAHA. =D I'm talking too much this is supposed to be a picture post. I think its because I didnt sleep enough okay goodnight all you out there :))

LOL

http://blog.lead.com.sg/lead/admps/index.php?blogId=1819&a=PHVzZXI%2bPG5hbWU%2bUzk4MDk3MTZDPC9uYW1lPjxwd2Q%2bbGVhcm5pbmc8L3B3ZD48L3VzZXI%2b

That's my brother's blog. Feel free to uh look at the last question which mentions how I helped him. HAHAHAHAA.

Wahseh I tell you ah his typing is as slow as a snail's pace.

Scenario:
JW: (Claps his hands furiously) AHHH!!
Sann: (Turns to look)
JW: WHERE IS THE LETTER! WHERE IS THE LETTER!!

And then just now the blog post almost didnt get published cause when he clicked blogthis the page showed a login form and he logged in (again) and then the whole post disappeared. I WAS CLOSE TO DYING! LOL ALL MY EFFORT ALMOST WENT DOWN THE DRAIN LEH! LOL thank God I clicked back a few times and then it said it could retrieve the post. SERIOUSLY IF IT DIDNT I WILL GO COMPLAIN OR SOMETHING LOL.

Okay God bless! :)

(Will go link my brother now just for the fun of it =P)

Crazy

Siao siao siao siao siao. =X 2.58AM! What was I doing? Watching videos on Youtube! Again! Boys over flowers! LOL HYUN JOONG LOOKS TOTALLY HANDSOME IN THERE OKAY. EVEN WHEN HE DOESNT SMILE. AND I GOT VERY ANGRY WHEN HE HAD SKINSHIP HAD JANDI LIKE AHHHHH. SUPPOSED TO BE HWANGBO! JINJIA!! You better do that with HwangBo in real life also okay! HAHAHA..madness. What is this. I just answered my own question didnt I. And this isn't for reading. LIKE LOL WHO READS A CHUNK OF INCOHERENT STUFF!!

So if uh you managed to read that, kudos to you. Come tell me claim your prize..HAHAHA. And I've been putting off the blogskin thing for so long!! I have the concept in my head already ahh lol. The title will be much bigger..yea hahaha..

Oh my brother's having IT day at 7.30AM..uh later. And he's supposed to email his form teacher..I'm sure he doesnt even know what to email the teacher la. LOL just now I asked him..

"Eh how come it says here 'post answers in your blog'? You got blog meh?"
"I dont know"
(What are you doing in school!! LOL)

(After a while)
"Yea that blog is lame one la, yours nicer"
"HAHAHA!! You know my blog?"

Stalker! LOL.

Soooo..uh nothing much now. I'm supposed to sleep..as always. OH I SLEPT EARLY ON CHU XI LEH! First time never watch the CH8 countdown thing. I didnt watch the next day either. LOL. So it was good because not nice to have dark eye circles on Chu Yi, huh? Lol :D:D I'm so happy tralalalaa.

Errr..my stuff are in a mess now..both on the com table and on my bed..my clothes..all placed in one pile..never even sort them out O.O I think I'll do that..LATER in the day..yea.

Okay thank God I'm not having a really bad sore throat now cause I wasnt supposed to eat any new year goodies but I did and I ate quite a lot when my throat wasnt so good =x SO THANK YOU GOD..AWESOMEST :D

Alright 3.11 now..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

:)

Hey! So I'm feeling fine now..thank God just in time for CNY :):) Awesomest God :)) Took a LOOTTTT of bus rides today.. The highlight of today's visiting was the looking through of old photo albums..SO COOL LA!! CNY is totally the best time to look at all your relatives' photos..just everyone pointing at each other in the photographs and making comments and the hearty laugh after that together..AWESOME. =D ANYWAYYY!! Guess what I found!!

WOOHOOO LOL.

God bless!! :D