574.

Sorry, I just can't pretend I don't know anything..

573. updatee :)

Helllooo. Yay proper blog entry. Okay so initially I wanted to blog cause I wanted to record (?) the leaving of Aunty. SHE IS LEAVING TOMORROW..! Gosh its been almost 2 years since she first came! Yea she's going back to Jakarta. Would so miss her..afterall she's been part of my life for 2 YEARS! Sigh..I wonder how the new one would be like..? :)

Okay 2nd thing - I'm using a (super cranky) lappie to update here. Like just now, the cursor kept moving left as I was typing cause the left key is faulty like mad. Irritating bong. Lol and the internet can be really slow sometimes..rahh. Oh yea I'm not using the desktop cause it broke down! Awwwwww. I tried disconnecting and reconnecting the wires but that didnt help at all.. :( Mesh I MISS MY DESKTOP!! Andand I cant sign in to WLM here..but its okay for windows messenger -.- Meeeeeesshhhhhh. Dont know whether I can download MS Word successfully or not..lol.

Hmm and just now I had a talk with grandmummy about Aunty..hahah it seems like she doesnt really care that Aunty is leaving tomorrow but I know that deep down she does XD Anyway point is I love chatting with grandmummy hahah. Maybe I should like learn how to speak more difficult phrases in Teochew so that I can like communicate without any hindrances at all :D Oh I did that..once before! Lol never thought I could do that especially since it was quite a chim topic we were talking about..hahah! Cause we were discussing one of the issues brought up in "YouHuaJiuShuo", that talkshow. Hahaha. Coolio.

Hmm so quite a lot has happened..let's see..like Q's birthday..by the way, happy birthday once again! :) And the TRIPLE celebration for her, Josephine and KaiShi yesterday during RECESS. Woah lol. And then Prelim1..haha havent mentioned anything about it here so far..anyway it was a disaster. Full stop. Lol. Oh not forgetting the watching of "Facing the Giants" too which was whoolibaba! Hahaha.

OH AND I GAINED 3KG SINCE THE LAST TIME I STEPPED ON A WEIGHING SCALE..LOL whoo? The doctor said theres a lot of wind in my tummy..I wonder if that contributed to the gain..and does wind = flabby tummy? Ack maybe my metabolism rate is slowwwinggg dowwn..have to really watch what I eat from now on..hahha. Dont like flabbo! Lol.

Okay I think thats all la..so God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :):)

573.

Our Mystery - Bebo Norman

Feels like a brand new day
And I know I'm not the same
Because I see you
And I need you
And I know I couldn't leave you if I tried
To walk away
Your love won't bring me down
I'm living a long, long life
And I will not let you go
It's taken a long, long time to get here
It could be a long, long night
But I will not let you go
Love will be..our mystery
So let's leave this world behind
And see what we can find
Cause I don't need it
Or believe it
And I know I couldn't keep it if I tried
Cause you'd change my mind
Your love won't bring me down

http://youtube.com/watch?v=EqJkPILzbuU

http://youtube.com/profile_videos?user=belber2&p=r

It means something.

572. photosphotosphotos :)

@ Delifrance last Saturday. Had a buy-1-get-1-free main course coupon so mummy and I headed down to the branch at SP for lunch that day :D The main courses we tried were the Poulet Forestière and Friture de Poisson et Pommes Frites. (I call them forest and poison for convenience, hahaha!) I ate the first one..its actually just spaghetti with a gigantic roasted chicken that tasted a little herbal, LOL. Mummy ate the 2nd one which consisted of a fish fillet and some potato wedges. The one above is the Brioche Océane Sauce Mornay and its the best one among the 3 in my opinion :D (Particularly like the rainbow on the edge of the clamshell XD)

Last Sunday:

Spot the moon!


Singapore is a beauuuutiful country LOL.


This is confusing - colourful petals but protruding stamen = Insect/wind pollinated? Hahaha!


Looks like corn.



On Monday:






Today:



I love the donuts!! Hahaha :D:D:D

Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D

571. whooo!

I'm back! Yay finally off the restriction :)

Okay I've some spare USB cables which I dont need so I'm thinking of selling them..haha!


Took these photos quite some time back..finally managed to make them into an animation! :D


AHHHH..Sammul Chan!! =D

Hahaha okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

570. =)

Hello :) Its 1.06AM now. =x Hahah I took a nap just now. At 8.45PM I think. Yes I know wrong time to nap but oh well. Lol. So..photos! :)


Take care my dear :)


Happy! Twistos :)


Another one! :)


Haha candid =D


I dont know what I should put as caption..SOP and I? Lol or..SOPS?? LOL.


Never mind I think I'll just name everyone. XD JY, Rie, Saman and I :)


Having fun! :D Lol Rie said Sher looks like the only sane one here. I look like I have a bald patch..hahaha!


ROBOT!







Glass ceiling. Coolio.

Different angles of the same thing:









If you look at it this way, it looks like the prints are on the wall right. Hahha coolio :)




Cable cars - after olevels! =D

Feeling kind of excited to see the photos in HM's cam. :D Makes me laugh inside just thinking about that silly video. Haha!

Hmm okay I need to go now..its currently 2.09AM! =O So God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)

P.S.: Forgot to mention that Shirleen dropped her first tooth yesterday! Hahaha now she's got a little hole in her mouth at the bottom XD Also, I watched AhLongPteLtd on Croll on Friday and Fever Pitch on CH5 just now. Okay byeeeeee! :D

569. it was a whirlwind

AliBaba!! XD

Its good when things fall into perspective, even though they took a long time to do so. :))

By the way, homework to do: English, chinese, math, amath and history. Woahhhh jiayou Sandra! :):)

God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)

P.S.: Dear Q, GET WELL SOON!! Seriously. <333

"有时候难过也需要一点时间。" Indeed. :)

P.P.S: (This is an edit) BianZouQu's ending is meshhhhhhh. -.- The moral of the show is quite confusing..should it be “该发生的事始终会还会发生的” or “其实时间可以倒流的，人生可以是完美的” I think the latter is very unrealistic can lol weeeirrrrrddddd show. Hhah.

568. seraphic, sublime; gooooooooooooooooood! =D

My throat is better now :D And I got that load off my mind :D And I realised I've been going out before/after school for breakfast/lunch this few days! Hahahah..Tues - Macs, Weds - Market and today - Gelare (First time! Lol.)

Zheng GePing is humurous in the new 7pm show haahha. And speaking about shows, "Rhythm of life" is ending this Friday..by the way GSS ends on 20th July! Yay! TIME FOR THE SHOPPING KAKIS TO GATHER! Lol okay just wanted to do a little update so God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

<3

Note to self: FEP, PP. :)

567. letters that never got sent?

Dear you,
I had no idea how to put it across to you such that any unpleasantries wouldnt happen. Just now..didnt seem like the right time.

Rahhhh this has been weighing on me for quite a while and the time is always, fortunately or unfortunately, inappropriate for talking about this.

"I heard that.."
"Are you really..?"
"Is there anything.."
Construct, deconstruct, reconstruct..

Okay Sandra you've got to do this soon and get this load off your mind lest it takes over completely and drives you mad..Hahaha but I sound mad already.

EL oral tomorrow, BIO SPA on Friday. 34 more days to English prelim! We're gonna celebrate our youth day by sitting for 2 exams! YAYY. Lol. Note to self: Remember that science practical exams include BOTH chem and physics so bring calculator to lab in future! :)

YAYYAYAYAYAYAYY going to collect my first two boxes of contacts with Mummy later on heho! And mesh I pray that the dreadfully enormous bump on the side of my head gets healed quickly..my brother kicked the door open out of the blue yesterday for nothing and it banged right into the side of my head. Meshmeshmesh okay shant complain how about painful it is. Hahha..I just hope its nothing serious, that its merely a bruise, no internal injuries, no nothing. Yup! :)

Okay I think that's all..oh and I think my math test and today's chem prac are gonersssss. Hahahah and thank Goddddddd I passed the history test that I didnt know was on by half a mark! Lol. Seriously, thank God yay :)

Okie I'm done..woohooo OH YES ONE LAST THING. BROTHER'S GOING OFF FOR CAMP FOR 3 DAYS YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY [JUMPS AROUND] Hahahahaha. God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =)

566. 感动

四川灾难，伟大的母爱，给了小宝宝活下去的机会，自己却甘愿让性命给夺走，彻底的感人。

On 13th May, when the rescue team found her, she was already dead, crushed by the collapsed building. Through the gap of a pile of rubble, the resucers saw her in a strange kneeling position - the upper body was bending forward and her two arms were stretching outwards, as if in an ancient ceremony. The rescuers shouted towards the debris and tapped on the bricks but there was no response so they moved on.

Suddenly, the team leader realised something. He rushed back. “Come! Come!”, he shouted. He moved closer to her, stretched to reach beneath her upper body and after trying several times, he exclaimed, “There is someone! There is a child! Alive!”

Afterwards, they managed to remove the rubble on top of her. Underneath
her chest, protected by her arms and legs, was this baby, wrapped in a red quilt
with yellow flower spots, only 3 or 4 months old, peacefully sleeping and totally unharmed. The mother was still breastfeeding the baby when she died.

A doctor came to examine the baby. Unfolding the quilt, a mobile phone
dropped out. On the screen, there was a text message, “My dear baby, if you
survive, please remember that I love you.”

The doctor, who had seen too many terrible things in the last few days, burst into tears. The phone was carefully passed among the rescuers, and tears flowed. The young mother won the battle against the time for her baby, feeding and keeping her child alive with her love and courage.

- http://sichuanearthquake.org/

565. fine :)

Hello! I feel upbeat all of a sudden..hahaha. Down with bad sore throat and theres no honey at home :( Plus rather huge ulcer at back at mouth..mesh lol. Never mind..I'm gonna be okay anyway yay! =D

The heat spell is really quite unbearable..I might consider bringing my minifan to school tomorrow..hahahah. Spent most of the day sleeping cause of the medicine..thank God theres no homework :D

Cant think of anything else to blog about now..hmm awaiting photos from HM and Q..oh and JY..swing photos! :) Video-calling with Japh the other day was fun..hahaha..the download seems to be taking forever..gah cant think straight now I need a bath..! Thought of typing that in caps but it would look weird hahaha so okay I'm going off!

God, last night I asked for the warmest hug from You..thank You :)

God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

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22.05.08
Finished watching 《刮痧》 and "To Sir, with love" (1967! =O THE GUY WHO ACTED AS THE TEACHER IS 81 IN REAL LIFE NOW!!) in school today..hahaha! XD
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564. mamamia

Okay I'm going to use a single word to express how today was like for me - Alibaba. I'm just going to rant all over here..to let out all those crappy feelings..:)

So the times in the hall were still okay..I found the video (Heart of success right? Right..hahah)that Mrs CTan showed intriguing..I think it encapsulated a lot of strong emotions..The author's perspective on success is undeniably out of the ordinary..believe..consider..mhmm. Oh and I was holding Q's hand throughout the video cause I felt terribly cold..thanks girl :) Rie even told me she could feel me vibrating when I held onto her afterwards for the same reason! So when we were dismissed from the hall I was really elated..hahah.

Thennnn chiong ahhhh..to the washroom! Hahah. At first we were not really doing anything..then I decided to get my contacts in first..but didnt succeed after much trying..so got changed at doubly quick speed and tried again..And this time,with Clara's help, they finally got in yayyyyyy thank God :D

So we went to find the rest to proceed to the Grassroots Club together..Gahhh I feel like dishing out just keywords now so here goes..waiting time..humid..stuffy feeling in air..blurred vision cause contacts' astig degree not the actual one (contact wearers would know yup)..= irritatedness..helps if I close my eyes for a while then open them again..the image will be totally clear for the first few seconds but after that the blurriness surfaces again grrrr. At that point of time, I totally felt that it would be so much more comfortable if I go contacts-less cause I could actually feel them on my eyes and I didnt like the clear-then-blur-again vision at all..might as well be all clear or all blur. -.- Lol. So all the abovementioned resulted in me feeling oddly tired..showed in the many pictures that were taken..and was again proven in the minor phone incident..lol tired until never see that the battery is placed on the wrong side..thanks Rie for telling me..:) oh well never mind..I gained experience! So..sorry if I was like weird today..it was because of the lens..! Lol and I learnt a new thing - If I really look down and blink..it would truly feel better..hmm I guess I didnt do that earlier on =x Never minddd! :) And sorry girls for not joining you guys after the whole thing..was really uncomfortable.. :)

YAY I FINISHED RANTING. Hahaha. Hmm lets see..I think Beatriz dressed really elegantly today..high-waisted cutting coolio! And Japh looked great in bright red..Saman's eyes were enhanced by the eyeliner..mesmerizing! Crystal applied mascara, wowee! Oh and Clara looked nice too - it was only on the way home that I realised I had tried that same dress before..hahah! OH OH ANDDDD another rant - silly me forgot the buy new batteries from Cheers before going to the venue..caused me to be unable to take higher-quality-than-phone-camera photos..oh welllll. So yes I did manage to take a few :D:D







Do people still give random hugs spontaneously? God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

563. happy!

:) Today I learnt a few new things..One of them was something grandmummy told me - she said the "hard blinks" (which are so very annoying, I think I look like I have some kind of disorder when it happens =x) were caused by lack of enough sleep..so I took a nap after hearing that HAHAHAA. I hope they decide to leave me once and for all ASAP. =D

I guess I'd stop here. Will write more when I find the best way to phrase some of the jumbled thoughts in my head. :) God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

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14.05.08
I wanna eat ice-creammmmmmmmm. Vanilla with choc chip toppings to be exact..hahahha XD chasing love when nothing's there..hahah.

15.05.08, 11PM.
Current mood spells E-C-S-TA-T-I-C! Woohoooooo thank Godddd :D:D:D And thank you, Kitty, for being soooo patient..hahah! =D
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562. not too bad :)

Okay hi people! I've no idea where to start from..hmm okay I'll try to go by chronological order :)

Soooo first things first, sorry if you saw that blank post during the past 4 days or so..it was an accident..lol. A crossout post. Haha. And then..someone actually remembered exactly what I said..amazing! I must have said it casually cause I forgot I ever said that before..but oh well its just nice knowing someone remembers. Hee.

Hmm Friday..not too good esp at night..it stretched on till midnight..then I finally slept at 1AM. Haaha. This was what I was feeling..here for remembrance's sake. Besides, it isnt always that I blog in Chinese! Lol "就是今年，情感特别容易乱成一团，好烦啊！！仿佛2008先生残酷地把所有极端的少年情绪突然抛给我，交给我应付，使我感到如此的无助。。救命啊！！" 那晚越想越伤心。。结果落泪了lor.. 其实我的安静有迹可寻 只是你太不留心而已 The size..is meant to be like that..not-so-nice things shouldnt be the focus yea? :)

I forgot where I got this quote from, or whom it was said by but I saw it recently and think its meaningful so here it is: "So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't." :D Forget forget forget!! =D

Today I went around trying to look for contacts after cell (by the way, YiAn, all the best for the remaining exams! :)) but superalamak, they said they had to order them first so I can only try it on Tues/Wed..Plus my astig degree is high..if not can get the normal ones..sigh..! I have no idea how on earth I'm going to get them before Friday. After school activities next week: Tomorrow - CIP, Tuesday - CCA, Wednesday- SupClass??..AHHH. If a fairy godmother exists and pops by to give me a surprise visit AND wants to grant me a wish..let me think..I'd first ask for an infinite number of other wishes..then the 1st of the infinite would be "Perfect vision for one day - Friday, 16th May to be exact" HAHAHA that would be sooooo cool.

So since I couldnt try them today..went to TF and tried 2 dresses..and and I took pictures of them!! Lolol but so paiseh to post them here. HAHAHA. Some laughter to conceal the embarrassment..XD Hmmmm oh and I just received messages from people sent this morning and afternoon..and my heart kind of sank..BISH THE SERVICE OPERATOR.

Hmm I think that's all for today..God is good, yay! Lol..OH WAIT I FORGOOTTTTT SOMETHING VERYYY IMPORRRRTANNTTTTT. HAHAHA. One, HAPPY (belated) 16TH BIRTHDAY JIAYIN!! Hahaha and two, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! =D=D=D Oh yes so I had lunch with Mameh today and ya the contacts hunt was done with her too, thanks for walking all around with me! :D


Her gifts from Shirleen and I =D

YAY done. Hahah. God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

561. normal (good)

I didnt realised I havent updated for more than a week! =O LOL. Anyway the most of last weekend was spent escaping into my dream world..croll croll! Lol. Finally finished the whole series of 낭랑18세 (pronounced as Nang Rang 18 Seh)/ Sweet 18 earlier on :D

LDGGGGGGGGGG. His character in that show is..is the dream husband! Made me daydream a lot. Hahaha. Oh and the song youre hearing now is one of my favourites from the show! :D

Hmm I wanted to blog about quite a number of things..so lets see..Chinese prelim1 is over! And the SS test? It was postponed. So we had it yesterday after school..lol. Chem test this Thursday, math test next Tuesday. Yup.

YAY I remember what happened last week already..thanks to hahaha XD Okay so last Monday Japh and I went to KFC..quite exciting pushing her and her wheelchair all around..in a shopping mall..LOL! I recall that we took a rather long time waiting for the lift..hmm. Lol. Then, on Tuesday, the girls and I headed down to United Square to participate in the Ben's & Jerry's free cone day! =D Hahaha!! Found out that I seriously dislike creamy pasta at Pizza Hut, lol. The times at ToysR'Us were the most hilarious..had lots of fun with the "multi-purpose" giant colourful sticks..among many others :D

Okay shall skip the rest of the days since nothing really significant happened (except maybe on Friday when I was trying hard to suppress my laughter while on the way home..what to do I was alone in public..hahah) :) So..today! Crazy morning, lol - I realised that I actually forgot to bring my wallet out when I was at the control station! I think it was already 6.50AM..walked back quickly to get it and thought I was going to be late but guess what! When I arrived at the MRT platform it was only..7.03?? Whew thank God! Hahah.

Hmm I think that's all..woohoo! Shall go have dinner now..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D

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I wish you would listen. I wish I wish I wish. I dont think you care anymore, do you? Bahhhhhhh. Dingdongdingdongdingdonggggggggggggggggggggg.
Kay feeling so much better now..I want to get this tune in my head so that it'll keep replaying when I'm bored..then I wont think of rubbish! :D:D:D:D
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560. normal (good)

Helloooo. Okay this has been a really odd week. Next week will be better! :D Oh yea the upper part of my right arm aches like crazy when I stretch my hand..and I didnt do anything to it lor! Lol. Weird crap.

Hmm there is gonna be a SS test next week..most probably on Wed..jiayou! :) I'm going to stop here..Hahha short post! Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

I dont want you to scrutinise every bit of it, I dont mind you not doing that..seriously. Leave, please?

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive, if only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

559. slightly jumpy and glad

Yup that sums up how I'm feeling at this moment..intended to include "painful eyes" at the back but figured it would look odd with the other two emotions..hhah. I'm supposed to do my chinese homework right now but I'm listening to "I Can Give You Gastby" and being in a relaxed mood..as if I have all the time in the world..lol.

Okay! I'll go after I finish this post..oh yea I wanted to blog about this humurous comment I came across.."DPM Wong: "... he had closed the urinal cubicle door completely and turned on the water tap." why was mas selamat allowed to waste water???" HAHAHA!

Oh yay there are no more tests for the rest of this week :D:D Chinese prelim 1's next week! Mesh I never thought I'd say that..makes me feel so..grown-up..lol. Hmm I guess I'll add in that "blogworthy" line that kept repeating itself in my mind earlier on..People said weird things and behaved weirdly today! Everyone will be normal tomorrow again :D


Alright I really, really need to get going now..so God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =)

558. normal (good)

Helloooooo. So its Thursday today..why does time pass so quickly this year huh? Hahah thats kind of rhetorical..hmmm okay so whats been going on?

• This sounds absurd but somehow I didnt know about the history test at all..lol. Maybe she announced it when I was absent..okay never mind..its over (=D) and I think I won't pass it =x Need to find some way to get whatever she said into my head!! Its like everything she says just flies past me..how to pass like that?? Lol.
• Took (approx) 2-hour naps these few days.
• It was announced this morning that our Dining Etiquette's next month!! =O That was really unexpected cause everyone thought it would be held in the later half of the year..hmm I hope everything won't be too rushed. :D
• Having chem test next Tues (Sacha's birthday), bio test next Weds.
• Speaking about birthdays..Papa's 45th one is on next Monday..haha!
• JW planted some seeds and he's so anxious about them he carries the container everywhere at home..LOL.
• Many hilarious stuff were being said during CF today..made Q and I laugh like mad, lol.

Okie I think that's all. I want to go out with the girls..soon. =D God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

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Just realised I didn't do the probability test on Heymath which was supposed to be done last week..opps! Hahaha.
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557. terrific

Yay! Hahaha..okay I just remembered that I wanted to list all the eyecandies I spotted recently on my blog so here goes.. :)

1. Bosco Wong (He's got..charm. Hahaha. Noticed him in the 7pm CH8 show - AhWang!! :D)
2. Lu Yi (Looks like Mark Zee! Spotted from "男才女貌" which airs at 2pm every Saturday on CH U..Ruby Lin's inside too! :))
3. Icaru, Yuan Shuai (From YouAreTheOne..Mummy and I think he looks like Thomas Ong! :D)

Okay I forgot the rest already..hahaha. Hmm church was awesome today..thank God :D What else..having an Amaths test next Tuesday..yup jiayou! :) And the only MYE we're having is..Chinese! How amazing, lol.

And MrsSC didnt say anything about those who didnt attend the Eng sup class on Thursday! :D Shhhh. Hhaahha. Hmm my stomach muscles still hurt from doing too many situps..lol alright I think I'll go off now..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

I love You :)

556. strangeeeey

Helloooo. (JY SEEEEEE I'M BLOGGING! Hahaha) I feel like I'm on an emotional roller coaster..like an even more wild one, you know? More wild cause I thought the one I experienced last year was the ultimate one already. To roller coaster: Drop me off, I want to land on the solid ground..thanks :)

Hmm and now I'm in the okay mood. Bahhh I dont like it..My mum said I think too much..maybe thats why I weirdly felt like I identified with most of the symptoms of ahem depression the other day..but dont worry cause the book also mentioned that its normal to experience some of them and considering that I was feeling really quite down on that day..having more than "some" should be considered normal too..right right? Don't scare me..hahahah.


And I havent mentioned this before but my com's having a weird crap problem - it shuts down automatically..meaning I didnt do anything to it but it just decided to act on its own..lol. Irritating leh! Lol esp when it shuts down at the most inappropriate timing. Note to self: Ask 399 to check this com the next time he comes over.

Oh and my stomach muscles hurt..did two components of NAPFA yesterday..go away pain! :D Okay got to go so God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)