Wednesday, March 28, 2007
378.
Well so its been a week since I posted and chapel was okay..opps shant elaborate on stuff, got to go! He's catching people blogging, God bless, take care & byeeee! :D
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Com crasheddddddd
Okay so like after we played daddy called me when I was about to sleep at 12.32 (lol i dont know why i remember the time although its been more than a week o_o) and I was super reluctant to take his call but still did in the end (derh, hahaha) and when he told me ah chor (my great-grandfather) was admitted to the hospital, i was like "Again?" and he said to pray and all and I just "mhm" him.
AND THENNNNN. The next morning I found one missed call from my daddy..he called at 10+ in the morning but i didnt think it was important la so yah..then he called again and told me the news. The news that my great-grandfather died. And I "HUH"ed him. Cause it was all too suddden..I didnt know how to react cause i wasnt very close to him (the only memories I had of him were him chiding me) Sigh. He was 96.
When my dad came to pick me up for the funeral he kept repeating how he could live till 100. But yea life is always unexpected isnt it. And I remember one thing that someone's mum (my aunt I think, lol) said.."Its all God's plan, maybe your (my) grandpa will slowly open up his heart and accept Christ because your ah chor was the one that made him not choose not to believe, so maybe its a good thing." And yea I think so..but the sad thing is that ah chor wasn't a Christian (you might have guessed by now)..and that was what I was sad about during the funeral.
The funeral was held in Chai Chee for 5 days continuously. Hundreds of people came and paid their last respects and so on..I stayed with my dad during this period of time so I didnt get to see mummy for a few days (missed her LOADS!). It was very tiring, cause I had to stay there from the morning to like midnight. Very, very exhausting. But thank God Sacha was there to accompany me..but I didnt like staying at my dad's.
Its so dusty (Man, they dont clean up the house, especially man like my dad, sigh) and it was so uncomfortable..i had trouble sleeping..its like sleeping in a cobweb, yucks. And even when my dad turned on the aircon mosquitoes STILL managed to get in and bite ME. =( RAHH and my legs look like crap cause of all the bites and scars they left. Scars cause it was so itchy I had to scratch it..SIGH WHY CANT HE LIVE IN A NORMAL HDB FLAT.
I DONT WANT TO GO THERE ANYMOREEEEEEEE. URGH.
And yes I missed updating my blog..hahaaa..nOL is having a problem, I dont know who deleted my wp-config file. =( I wanted to make a wordpress theme, sigh sigh sigh..
Oh yah enough of all the funeral stuff and all the rants. Shouldnt write too much..lol. Phew okay so yes term 2 has started..rather okay la nothing much except that I still laugh everyday..lol? Monica Cheng and Carl Cheng, go figure if you have nothing better to do, lol. Mr T.T (LOL) hasnt come..sad. No one has been teaching us maths except he gave us homework for practice. Hmmm..term 1 was a rush, i wonder how term 2 would turn out..Im still having that weird feeling..sigh. Skipping a beat.
Sigh have to go to the library to return the overdued-for-1-week books. Opps but beatrice's holding on to one, haha never mind. Here in MRL cause was supposed to be doing the homework that T.T gave but I have not completed it..hahha.
Okay I think I'll go and visit blogs (havent done that in a long, long time) And I promised I'll update the pages of this site when my com is fixed. =) So take care, God bless, smile always and ciaoooooo! XD
Saturday, March 10, 2007
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Your Inner Child Is Happy |
You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing. You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes. And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad. You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to. |
Thursday, March 08, 2007
357.
I've got to get my thinking ability back. Don't don't ever tell someone "Don't think so much", at least not to me cause it will actually affect every part of my thinking. -_- BUT REALLY! A lot of people used to tell me that and I really stopped thinking. About everything. Yes, literally everything. I didn't think when I did my work. I didn't think about my situation at that time. I didn't think of anyone..blah you get it. And my grades suffered like crap. Although it picked up in Term 3 last year (THANK GODDD! :D) and my thinking ability for most subjects are okay..I still (rah how come Blogger has the bold and italics button but not the underline? dumb.) have trouble doing maths. Especially surds. Crappy crappy surds.
Rah so anyway we talked a lot about studies (not homework) and yea promised ourselves about some things =D And I understand what Mr Tan taught in Amaths today! :D Sum and product of roots, yay! Alpha and beta, double yay! LOL. Super happy la. I love my dearies~!
Oh yaaaaa, I didn't realise that 'Sandrainbow' has a drain in it until dearie told me! LOOOOOL. Funny crap. Never mind, at least drains have an end, like if you drop into one it isn't fatal unlike a long hollow tube. Now that's the worst..hahaa..Im glad the holidays are coming. Really glad cause I really need a break and a brush. To brush up my marks =D
Okieee I'm being lame. I LOVE..YOU!
I think I'll end here (all good things come to an end, LOL) so take care, smile always, God bless & BYEEEE! =)
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
I need AMATHS tuition
SIGHSIGHSIGH. Sometimes going home alone is good..if you don't see anyone you know along the way..hahah. I feel pretty pathetic now. I think doing SS notes can be fun. =D I think I should change my entries font to Verdana. Looks better? Loool..BISHBOM.
Crushing is fun but its tiring. Especially for someone like me. I'm a sicko. My definition of sicko is weird. Lol I'm ultraweird. I talk to myself. I sing to myself. I'm shy? Oh wow sandra is shy. LOL. Yea I guess I am when I'm by myself..I laugh too much. I laugh too loud. I laugh for nothing. I laugh at myself. Yea most of the times if I look at you and laugh I'm actually laughing at myself..cause..I feel retarded. Laughing is good. It "activates" the "feel-good" sense in you.
I'm mad. I laugh a lot when I'm nervous..or shy? To cover up? Lool..yea I know it myself. I'm not a siao char bo..haha..I smile to myself when I see pretty things even when I'm alone. Like flowers on a patch of grass..like when I see people having fun..like when I see people being happy..hmm I'm also very random. Yes I'm weird. I'm unique. I'm the one and only me.
I want to improve my amaths. Need to badly.
God blessss. =)
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Finallyyyy.
I'm actually doing library duty now..in charge of Computer Loaning so I get to use the computer! Hahah..anyway thanks to all the dearies and papa during this crappy time..yup I gave up on him. And he probably wont even read this, he probably doesnt even know I've a blog..Well..(:
Hmm..really. Sometimes things occur when you least expect is to happen. Thats how life is, isnt it.
A lot to update actually but nothing comes to my mind now -.- Sigh..I want to finish all my homework and hand in everytime by this week case I want my march holidays to really be holidays.
I failed my Amaths CT..then was super gloomy in biology. And before bio jiayin asked about it and told me to cheer up..haha thanks girl..and ajw too for like patting my shoulder dont know how many times and telling me its okay. LOL.
Oh yah but something in Bio made me laugh..Mrs Choy said something and then suddenly she went like 5 4 3 2 1..Happy NEW YEAR! OMGOSH THAT WAS LAMEEEE. And then she said something else about sweet and sour and then I was like..sweet & sour pork? LOL and then Victoria laughed like crazy..&& one other thing..the vomitting thingy. LOL that was funny cause she vommitted 7 times this morning and Mrs Choy said something about vomitting..hahaah.
Welllll. I gotta JIAYOU. I failed 4 CTs..I need a Amaths tutor. Desprately..Okay bored bored bored. Byeee (oh yah Mdm Maureen gave me chocolates! :D)
GOD BLESS & TAKE CARE!
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
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P.S: ALI BABA & RD. XD
And Victoria says I look like this "cute" squirrel in Over the Hedge. Like looool..this is only the nicer version of it..the un-glam one is..
Lol..I didn't know I look like this..-.-
Picture credits: Here & here. (:
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
I think..
http://photos.friendster.com/photos/31/10/28120113/548370028l.jpg
YH looks like WuZun in this picture! And if WuZun is a female, he'd probably look like her..haha.
And..I think MZ looks like FeiYuQing when he smiles =x Lol never mind he doesn't read my blog so hahahaaa.
HM didn't reply in MSN..=( but anyway her status is Away so oh well..
Hmm oh yah I handed the SS IT Day worksheet today at 2.45PM =X and the rest of the 3H worksheets have been collected so I'm like so late..
QH came over today.. :D watched tv talked & ate..lol. Anyway girl if youre reading this..let go of the past and press on for the future okay? LOVE YOU! =D
PE was scary today..the shortpark? Whatever that metal ball was called, it was heavy and we actually had to like throw it over our heads? Then when it was my turn I threw it by my left side..LOL but nobody said anything la so..never mind? XD
If we have to "play" with it again next week, I can die..I'm super afraid of the thought that it will drop on my head and then my skull will crack and my brain would show and blodd would come gushing out and I'd faint and blah blah..but I must have faith in God that He'd protect me from harm ^^ yesterday I read Hebrews 11 for QT and this morning Pastor Veronica talked about this same thing..so God must be trying to tell me something..hmmm..
I LOVE WUZUN! :D
I LOVE GOD! :DD LOL
Okay thanks for reading this..GOD BLESS TAKE CARE & BYE! XD
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Added one new wallpaper. =)
Monday, February 26, 2007
WU ZUNNNNN!
www.crunchyroll.com
Click on Drama, scroll down and click next until you reach page 16 then find Hanazakari no Kimitachi e..enjoy! :D
Iloveguyswithbigeyes..hohoho. I'm obsessing by myself ._.
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Poof!
Okay I better get to work now.I'm going to polish up all my pages..yay! By the way I slept 13 hours before I woke up this afternoon. Random information, such a pig yea? Lol okie, bye guys! Take care, smile always & God bless! :D
Friday, February 23, 2007
The best of the best
Jazz's eyes were watering, but she could see the pieces of her life coming together, the way the pieces of her art did when she painted. With her art, she had always sensed that her creation had existed somewhere already and she was simply unraveling it, figuring out where the pieces fit onto the canvas.
That's how it felt now. It was as if Somone, a great Creator, had known all along this is where she'd be, at the start of her journey. She was stepping out, believing in an unseen God she did not know, but with the promise that she wouldn't be alone on the journey anymore.
Isn't this so poignant? The last two paragraphs of the book I just finished reading.
God is an artist too. =)
God bless! =D
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Opps
I just reached home not long ago and..
I have to:
Take a shower
Study for Physics CT (TOMORROW!)
Study for Amaths test (TOMORROW!)
Do 应用文(=x haven't done it yet)
Do SS (=X =X JanLim is back!)
Do Physics worksheet (rah refraction of light is crap)
I want to:
Watch 花样少年少女 on ChU at 7 later
Watch 凡间新仙人 on Ch8 at 9 later
Few things on my mind:
The "Journey" booklet hasn't arrive yet..
I forgot to hand in my 剪报! (I did bring it today)
Some current wants =x :
New handphone!
Webcam w/ microphone OR <-- this is the better choice. XD Webcam w/o microphone
Okay! So Sandra, organize. =)
The time now is 3.24PM.
I'll give myself time till 3.45 online then I'll bathe till around 4.
Study amaths till 5.
-BREAK-
Continue/ call someone to chat
Continue till 7,
TV!
7-8: Time for Physics
9: TV! :D
10: Recap amaths for half an hour..
10.30: QT,
11: SLEEP! YAYY! =DDDDD
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
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Lalala so a whole lot of things happened in the 2 days..went to church on Sunday and slept during half of the sermon =x But I understood what Pastor Colin was preaching about..((: OH YAH the heels I wore on the first day totally killed my feet. You should see my feet. LOL (okay like who does..haha) Should have bought a bigger size..and the most dreaded thing was that I stood in the train the whole time during my trip to Kembangan..(dad told me to be there after church) and I had to put plasters but they were of little use I still had blisters and all..lol.
Okay I think I'll update more..wanna watch the show, God bless! (:
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OMGOSH! Yea I finished the movie and then I watched “花样少年少女”!
Goodness, when I saw 只对你有感觉's MV, I thought Wu Zhun was real gay but then he was so super dashing & cool in the show and he's like..my goodness!
HIS BLOG
LOL..okay yah I'm slow la..Fahrenheit (wow I actually know how to spell their group name, LOL) is nice! Hahahaa..
Hmm okay I went to the "Singaore Ang Bao River" event yesterday and played that dangerous round thing alone. Can you believe it? Lol papa and jianwei didn't come with me cause we only had 3 tokens left..and I finally decided to take the risk and do it..and I was the first to go up and I found a place and watched people filling up the other places slowly..the music was blasting loudly..not my type of music but I still tapped along a little..haha and then the fun began..I opened my eyes the first round it went then when it slowly lifted up I closed my eyes and slept happily..lol. Well I can't find the photo of it..sigh..anyway, the gravity was really strong..it was difficult in move when you're halfway hanging up in the air..Lol. But anyway it was an experience I'd remember..always. (:
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P.S: BROWN & BLUE IS COOL :D
Saturday, February 17, 2007
HI!
Anyway had reunion dinner at grandma's and was thrilled to see some of my cousins for the first time in this year. Yea I know its February..haha. I taught them the camp stuff..(of course..I had to tell them everything from the start of this year..you know, catching up (:) haha no I didn't tell them everything but I taught them the cheers and everything..lol thats so Sandra. (x
I LOVE EVERYONE..yea everyone I know. (:
P.S: If you find it hard to love someone you loved once, just remember why you first loved the person. (:
HAPPY CNY IN ADVANCE! :D COLLECT LOADS OF ANGBAOS AND DON'T FORGET TO STUDY FOR PHYSICS..HAHAHA (I'm spoiling the mood. LOL!)
Okay till here, God bless, take care & bye! :D
Note to myself: Study physics, amaths, do jianbao and that
Friday, February 16, 2007
Hm
A typewriter has no brain..so does it mean I'm going brainless too? My maths results are like argh (okay I did pass) BUT IF ITS GONNA BE LIKE THIS IS SEC3, WHAT (opps sorry didnt know I used caps & im lazy to change it so there =x) more in JC or in poly? Crap, Sandra is feeling stressed now. or at least she thinks so.
Sometimes I'm not so sure of myself..like the decisions I make and the things I say don't please everybody..and I have like this big-time mood swings going on in me and make the people around me afraid.. (according to her) and its like..SIGH.
I don't want my brain to become a typewriter! A TYPEWRITER (shucks caps again, sorry) doesn't know how to do maths..maths maths maths. School is starting to drain me out a little..(okay I'm not so sure again).
Is think a lack of self-assurance or self-confidence or both? Sometimes I feel like I don't know how I'm feeling (like now)..its bad. Not knowing yourself is not a good thing..sigh sigh sigh.If I'm going to post this why would people say. Oversensivity is not good..do I give people the impression that I wouldnt blog this way..or think this way..or behave like that? I don't know either..okay I think I have to start discovering myself. Rahh.
Well maybe I know myself. Maybe I'm too tired and thus I'm rubbishing a rubbish post on my blog. I'm really talking rubbish..okay rubbish this.
God bless.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
That scar
LOL yup and I submitted yesterday's IT day maths homework..hee. Thanks Sheryl, you know what I mean. XD And yesterday I cried over the phone with Q because I didn't submit my maths and I didn't do my Chinese homework..hmm thinking about it now makes me feel like I was really dumb yesterday..to think I cried just because of that but well yea that's me. =x
Lalala..for the details on yesterday's Bugis trip, go to JY's blog.. :D After that papa took me to northpoint and I got my first shoulder bag (lol its black) and shoes for CNY. Sigh I keep having that deja vu feeling..like everything that's happening now has happened the same way before..is it just me or what. I think I'm the only one who feels this way..Lol I'm weird. =x Okay [puts it nicely] I'm unique. =) LOL.
Sigh. I'm feeling really bored. HM is beside me..haha..I just talked to her. LOOOL! And I just told her what I typed and her facial expression wrote "dotssss!" HAHA okay I'm really er restless..oh yah during chinese I was so sleepy my head kept drooping..the lesson was boring =x but at least I listened and understood. Yay for that, thank God :D oh yah the song was nice..
And I ate cotton candy after school..that was the gift that we could use the coupon RN gave to exchange for..and I took Sheryl's coupon cause I left mine at home..hahaha. Oh by the way I uploaded the fanlistings on this site already =D Click on "Joined" on the navigation bar above if you want to see them..^^
This post is getting longer..and longer..okay I think I'll stop for now..I think I'll sleep. Lol okay God bless take care & byee! :)
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Didnt go for pizza in the end but happy V day anyway :D
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Monday, February 12, 2007
:)
YAY "Happily ever after" started already! Its the new 9pm show on Channel 8 on weekdays. :D Its so cute laa. Haha and I think I'm going to do up this whole site! Meaning I'll put up all the pages by tomorrow..yay tomorrow's IT day! Thank God, going Bugis tomorrow..YAYAYAY.
<3
God bless & take care!
By the way go to Jiayin's blog for details after school. :D
Saturday, February 10, 2007
I've decided!
this phone!
Picture credit: Sony Ericsson
Although I intended that I wanted Victoria's phone..which has an external camera for me to zi-lian (LOL)..I changed my mind after using Si Jie's phone..Hahaha..Plus she said that there was a blue model so yup.. :D
I love this phone! Does anyone out there know the cost of it? =) Okay I'm going to find Genie's song..take care God bless & byee! (:
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I found the song! ENJOY! :D (I'm going to add this to the sidebar)
歌曲:幸福调味
歌手:卓文萱 专辑:习惯
别要求太多别说没胃口
柴米油盐也有淡淡的美好
少一点冷漠加一点承诺
调出最幸福的味道
oh 你的脸有一点改变
是不是我们太久忘了调味
ohohoh 没多久就被你发现
拍拍头加了一些甜
oh 睁开眼有好多时间
今天星期天别放着发霉
ohohoh 电视节目都忘了加盐
带我走去找点滋味
oh 你和我爱情和生活
有好多功课要做
是否我们僵在原地太久
忘了去感动
别要求太多别说没胃口
柴米油盐也有淡淡的美好
少一点冷漠加一点承诺
调出最幸福的味道
( Bolded words are the parts I like a lot. Haha (: )
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Friday, February 09, 2007
=)
Hmm then woke up at 10.15..and had fainting spells..then asked aunty to buy double cheeseburger for me (lol im a naughty girl) and felt better (Thank God! :D) so I decided to go back to school for the CT. :DD
Hahah then I couldn't wait until 1.30 to leave the house..so I anxiously came out at like 12plus..hahahah. Hmm and I went to the library to return books..and I felt super weird cause err I'm in a mall when everyone's in school? Lol..anyway after that took the train and kept checking my phone if I had any messages but sadly, no. ): (and I only brought my phone today..I'm a good girl..LOL)
Then finally reached school and saw lihuan first and waved..LOL then I saw weiting and told her what happened and she kept laughing..and then I saw kj and said boo and he got a shock and said "where did you come from?" looool! and everyone else I met said almost the same thing too..hahaha! It seems retarded now thinking back..haha..and then I was looking for Qiu Hui when I saw Victoria and practically ran to her..LOL! I WAS ESTATIC! And I told her what happened and she kept saying "Sandra LS-ed!" to everyone -_-! Like crap..and then she told me QiuHui was with Amanda..
Hmm yup blahblahblah we went to the library afterwards and studied Chemistry ^_^ I love the chickenaire! XD and all my dearies were there! SO CRAP HAPPY..Hahahahaa..
(Shucks this part got deleted..Blogger is crappy..will try to recall what I typed..)
After that came the Chemistry CT! :D And there came this old relief teacher who was a tad confused on whether we should use writing paper or not..and show him those 2 words on my paper but he still didnt understand afterstaring at it then I showed him on his paper and then he finally understood..haha like whats the difference between his paper and mine? LOL (I think this might be my longest post this week..cause its..FRIDAY! XD)
And then it ended and I waited for people with QiuHui & HuiMei to go home..so yup that's about all..yay! I think I'll go rest now..so take care, God bless & byee! :D
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Exhausted.
Anyway on tomorrow's scheldue is..CHEMISTRY! I've been slacking since I came back from school. =x Sigh I don't know what to blog about..I'm super tired..and I didn't eat lunch..but after the CT I went to Cheers and bought a "sausage boat"..and yup went back with Victoria, Huimei & Clara. :D
Keep going, I can and I will. =))
God bless! <3