.

Too naive..all the satisfaction with it..all dashed in an instant. Thanks a lot. I'll be reflecting a lot..

=)

Maaaaa. Hahaha you want the voucher? Worked on the noticeboard during CCA today..braved the heat with Cam and I'm quite happy that the board looks more presentable now.. :D There are still some aspects of it I'd like to change though..I think it has the potential to be the most informative CCA noticeboard in the school hahaha XD

Having math test tomorrow..jiayou! :D God has been amazing..haha thank You Daddy :) I'll end off with a photo of a very happy Shirleen =D

Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Random note: Trying the treadmill will be the last thing on my list if I go to the gym cause I'm probably going to be there for a long time :D Love treadmills!

=D

YAY DARKROOM TEAM =D=D

Haha you finally get to see my CCA people! :D Not all though..didnt put the photo of all the J1s cause I think it isnt as nice as this one..Anyway, this was taken in the studio by our own people in our school! Haha you didnt know right XD

Okay God bless take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

:)

<3 :D

Its crazy..watched loads of videos on Youtube just now..of CM..haha! XD And the reason why I'm so awake now is because i slept earlier on..for 2 hours..haha anyway the photos in the last 2 rows of the collage was taken today..and I just realised they're my family! Lol my 3 children and the old man. HAHAHAA. Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

Omgosh

Changmin! LOL. I'm fangirling over him now. Cute. Very cute. I like his screams. And his smileeee..and his eyes. XD Sorry this is super incoherent but hahaha. XDXDXD Going crazy!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hi3W2THQYmI :D
If you dont mind screams blasting from your speaker..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6DpyjvNluGU I think this is a lot better compared to screamos. This is good screamo. Hahhaa.
http://ilovemax-jp.ba.ro/ <- I like the hoodie whooo! :D:D

11.05.09
Thank You God! For letting me manage to do so much today..=D=D=D I LOVE YOU!

Jiayou!

Yea jiayou you jiayou me jiayou everyone.. :D GOGOGO!

By the way baby lover sounds cool..no other meaning okay! Haha :)

God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

08.05.09
“Be wise in the way you act toward outsiders; make the most of every opportunity. Let your conversation be always full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer everyone.”- Colossians 4:5-6

More photos =D

Us! :) (Click to enlarge! :)) From left: XP, Sann, ah gong, son (the one covering his face haha!), zhengting (no idea what he's looking at), TBT (constantly weird expression one), Ion, MY and the emokid who looks ostrasized but actually he isolated himself cause he doesnt like taking photos hahaha.

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Hello! Ion said my blog one photo only very boring..okay here are two and both have been edited but the colours look more vivid in the 2nd one..which one's nicer to you? Hahah.

YAY NO SCHOOL TOMORROW HOORAYYYYY =D And I like today. :):):)

Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Thank You God :)

Its always like that. Whenever my emotions run down to the bottom of the pit, God always has a way to make me feel better.

Maybe its PMS. So I'm cranky and I think too much and get emotional and buy a completely unnecessary packet of Chipsters to munch on while thinking because its my reaction to stress - eat more. Waste of money? Lol.

=)

Saman and I! :)

- Its gotta be as romantic, but better than r and j cause its gonna last forever. :D -

God blessssss :):)

Annyeong! :)

Went to Bea's house (first time!) to celebrate her birthday today :D Saman and Rie were totally in the orientation mood, cheering every single chance they got hahaha.

Ate the yummy pasta her mum cooked..and chocolate wafer..and got an energy booster from one famous amos cookie hahaah. When we chatted in the kitchen, with everyone doing diff things (Rie was making the syrup drink, Bea was washing dishes..yeaa) it really felt like we are a family :D <3 I love you people! This is what "home away from home" means :D

Played darts..super cool there was once I got 2 bullseye in one try :D Swinged, took group photos, crazy photos, played games (Saman suggested it cause she was so into the orientation mood hahah I know you'll make a good GL/facil/whatever its called in the future!) :D The fastfood game lol.

Hmm then we decided to watch a movie..at first it was 17 again..then it got changed to The Handsome Suit..woohoo! Love it..got really high when Motoe confessed that she's Hiroko (but I still think that their personalities are so diff) hahaha and the songs were so catchy I couldnt help dancing in my seat LOL helps to keep me warm anyway and Saman's laughter was so contagious hahaaa

Then we got to shop for a while :D After Bea and Rie left, we went to Sumo House to makan and talk..uh huh then it was home sweet home! :)

I still have a lot of work to complete..okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :):)

=D

Yay I changed my current background song..quite some time ago but anyway here are the lyrics =D Its really catchy to sing to..yay :)

I don't want another heartbreak,
I don't need another turn to cry.
No, I don't want to learn the hard way
Baby,'Hello.' Oh no, 'Goodbye.'
But you got me like a rocket shootin' straight across the sky.

It's the way you love me,
It's a feelin' like this.
It's centrifugal motion,
it's that perpetual bliss.
It's that pivotal moment.
It's 'Ah, impossible.'
This kiss, this kiss.
Unstoppable.
This kiss, this kiss.

Cinderella said to Snow White
'How does love get so off course?
Oh, all I wanted was a white knight with a good heart, soft touch, fast horse.'
Ride me off into the sunset, baby I'm forever yours.

It's the way you love me,
it's a feelin' like this.
It's centrifugal motion,
It's perpetual bliss
It's that pivotal moment.
It's 'Ah, unthinkable.'
This kiss, this kiss.
Unsinkable.
This kiss, this kiss.

You can kiss me in the moonlight on a rooftop under the sky.
Oh, you can kiss me with the windows open while the rain comes pouring inside.
Oh, kiss me in sweet slow motion,
let's let everything slide.
You've got me floating, you've got me flying.

It's the way you love me,
it's a feelin' like this.
It's centrifugal motion,
It's perpetual bliss.
It's that pivotal moment.
It's 'Ah, subliminal.'
This kiss, this kiss.
It's criminal.
This kiss, this kiss.

It's the way you love me baby,
it's the way you love me darling, yeah.

It's the way you love me,
it's a feelin' like this.
It's centripetal motion,
It's perpetual bliss.
It's that pivotal moment.
It's 'Ah, subliminal.'
This kiss, this kiss.
It's criminal.
This kiss, this kiss.

It's the way you love me baby,
It's the way you love me darling, yeah.

Tomorrow's Friday, morning prayer yay :) Welllll. Was supposed to present my speak ezee speech today but thank God she said its postponed to next week..so I can refine it..reduce the no. of words w/o losing the meaning :D

Okay this is not a proper post la hahaha God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =)

P.S.: http://dooce.com/daily-photo/2009/04/15/beyond-simple-hex-value love the short writeup on this photo. Shows how awesome God is..to have created nature so beautifully :) Oh speaking about that, I just remembered I havent shared something..I recently changed the route I take from the MRT to school..instead of using stairs on the right, I use those on the left..and woohoo nice scenery from the stairs to the traffic lights. =D The morning sky..never fails to amaze me :) I'm not sure if I'll be sticking to this route..hmm :)

Okay that's all..yay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

baabaa

Firstly, thank God for 399 for came over yesterday to fix the com :D:D

Okay I came online cause I'm feeling bored and..I dont feel like doing my work. Woahwoah. But part of my work needs the com so..haha! XD

I feel sluggish now..plus my thighs are still aching from Thursday's PE (which I thoroughly enjoyed =D) so its quite sad that I enjoyed those few hours but have to endure pain for a few days..sigh. Anyway..not only do I feel sluggish, I move sluggishly because of the muscleache. Ahh..lol.

I need to do quite a number of things..like study for the math test which I was until I got stuck at one qn..then edit my PI..write the sleep essay..complete SSMD and biomolecules tuts..baabaablacksheep I dont feel like doing anything at alllll.

Never mind. I'll look for some motivation hohoho. God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

Huh?

I think I'm going to rant. I think its because of the lack of sleep. Maybe I should sleep now. But I wanna get my thoughts down.

It feels great helping people, no matter what. =D

Life feels better when you have someone you like. Even if its a fake one. Like you randomly pick someone to go gaga over when you see him/her. Just to destress and make you feel good. And no one's gonna say anything about it..cause..haven't they been through that too? So yea..even if its fake. Haaa.

Really. Don't judge anyone. He can be A today and B tomorrow.

Okay enough of thoughts. Tons of them whirl around in my mind everyday.

TODAY! MORNING! WE DID MORNING PRAYER! Woohoooo happyyyyy. Thank You God! :):) And I made a new friend! Again! Hahaha thank You God! Its cool :):)

This could be the 1st time I'm not as energized on a house Friday..lol. Seriously. I remember that house Friday..when I felt so happy cause I slept well the previous night :D Tomorrow..9-11..setting up of our stall :) Then..research for the PS sharing session..and do homework! =D And the girls are coming to my house on Mon..hahaha need to pack around the house so that there's space to do the cell model..hmm.

I think I'll keep thinking about that until I fall asleep or something. Alamak. Its very unimportant but very intriguing to me..so yea that explains the title of today's post.

Okay I'll end off here. God is still awesomest :DDD Thank You for being You! God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :):)

I..

had a lot of things running through my mind just now..some silly..and some..worries? Wanted to put them on my PM..like..

Paranoi-ah!
Tell me this isn't real

"He told.."
her voice turned into a whisper and faded into the background
"..me"

But after reading through some blogs, I realised I forgot something important..some days ago I told God I dont wanna rush through life; dont wanna live as though there is no God, as though there is no One in control of everything at every point of time..I guess I lost that focus..so God thank You..for reminding me.. :) God is amazing right. Speaking through a friend's blog. :)

Okay I think I'm a bit stressed..okay make that quite stressed for PW cause I have no idea how to start writing my PI..is there a certain format? HOW DO YOU START WRITING WHEN YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO START WITH. Bahhhhh. God help me.

On a lighter note, photog was fun today..I played with an antique camera..and did film picking with my eyes closed..SUCCESSFULLY! =D And the j1s and j2s sat in a circle and we just talked! Hahah I like :)

I feel like we're nearing the weekends..woohoo! Mid-week, hang on! Tomorrow will be a long day cause of PE..but I think it'll be okay cause today was a long day too..haah =D Then Friday (YAY!) and Saturday and FAMILY DAY! Lol..not sure if im going for cycling on Monday..cause it would be more fun if I can cycle right..aiya I dont know..see first la! :)

Kay I think thats all I wanna say..God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Oh and happy april's fool day :)

Note to self: Submit 3 photos for Colours competition by 15.04..and another one for i dont know what and when. Lol yes this is part of being in photog.

:):)

Hello! :) Had the FOL workshop yesterday..(Re)learnt Macromedia Flash and created two animations which I'm very happy with..I'll post them up when I get the swf versions =D Oh and I made a new friend who happens to be JX's friend too! Haha AJ is so small XD

And today..there was the resilience training program..Left home around 6.23AM O.O Super early..plus I slept late sooo of course I was halfasleep! Lol. We didnt even take the bus to that Shines College woohoo. Totally fun all the way. :D AND I ABSEILED! I ABSEILED SUCCESSFULLY WOOHOOO REALLY. REMEMBER MY POST-TAMAN ENTRY? I think I said I'll never abseil again or something right..BUT I DID IT LOL THANK GOD was praying that I wont cry or anything during the high elements today :D

I tried being the 2nd belayer too..and I tried a lot of activities which..I never dared to..hahaha more than I did at the Ubin camp..yea thank God I tried.. :) Totally having muscle aches now..like after NAFPA test! Lol. But it wasnt just about enjoying the activites..all of us had to take something home with us..apply what we learnt into our lives..so I was saying I'll try to swim by year-end, overcome my phobia of swimming. LOL.

Our group did the shoes-together-in-a-circle thing which I think is really cool :D Gonna get the photo soon..hmm after everything ended it was past 5..AH SHACKS I just remembered I didnt bring the WS home LOL must have left it in the college..never mind. Math test on Mon, Chem test on Tues.

Okay so a group of us went to Lavender for ice cause we were so thirsty but ended up buying proper drinks hahaha. Stopped at the pretty playground for some time..It was enjoyable! :D All of us played at least one item..climbing..going down the special slopes, doing backflips on the monkey bars, using the rotating wheels and the rocking chairs..rock climbing LOL they didnt have enough at the training..someone even planned a SOC -.- LOL

Then we went to the hawker centre at army market..where MY declared that she'd be a zhai nv from now on. HAHAHA. And we ranked people according to their "zhainess" LOL. MRT..discovered something new about some people..lol hmm what else reached home at 8plus. Got bio homework to do..tomorrow! Before Saman's housewarming party..and yay can see them again..okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :):)

WOOHOO!

GUESS WHAT! I'M FINALLY ABLE TO TRANSFER MY PHONE PHOTOS AND VIDEOS TO THE COM AHAHAHA AM ESTATIC =D=D THANK YOU GOD!! It means I can upload photos which I took with people a million years ago ANNDDDD that I can upload photos for the photography competition SOOOO I still can win that 8GB thumbdrive!! Yay! LOL.

And yes I'm back from camp.. :) Came back feeling lethargic to the max and slept for a few hours..hahah. Took a few photos with Serene.. =D

Okay I'll upload the multitude of photos now..what to expect: Photos taken during studying during the long break last year =O, photos I love, THAT PHOTO OF WP WHICH REMINDS ME OF TBS, photos I took with you which I havent sent to you, photos taken in JC..=D
URL: http://picasaweb.google.com/sandra1992/UploadedPhotos?authkey=Gv1sRgCLTu7s6jrPm6aw&feat=directlink
People inside (excluding me): JingYi, Rie, Saman, Clara, MY, XP, XueMei, LR, Jenna, ShuJie..and my siblings and cousins =D

Hahaha enjoy! I need to do GP! Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

Hello!

Am so sorry I havent updated for so long! Hahah gave you a lot of time to think over the "food for thought" yea. Hahaha anyway! Today I held a chinchilla for the first time in my life :D At Dionne's house..thanks girl! Lol 2nd bungalow I visited in this month..and we've got to meet up again cause today was really unproductive lol.

Okay I saw this somewhere and its meaningful so here goes.. :)

"i was asked once to give my 3 favorite animals in order of preference and give descriptions as well..

i replied:

eagle: solitary, superior, precise

jaguar: cool, silence, dangerous

rabbit: hollow, lazy, funny looking



the first one is what you think of yourself

the second is what others think of you

the last one is what you really are



..............you don't have to tell me if it is true


others may misunderstand you; you may even misunderstand yourself.

we are deeply affected by lots of experiences in life and have to explain who you are.

it's about remembering yourself and being ok.

yes. ok. that should be good enough"

It feels like Saturday today! I miss my scotchtape cause i need it to paste my articles but I'll get it back during camp (hopefully the girl who took it will remember to bring it!) :D Oh yea will be having CCA camp this Thurs and Fri..have no idea what we'll be doing except that we'll be going out on the 2nd day o.o Ah God I hope it will be fun :) And thank You so much for always being with me..thank You, my super awesomest God! :D

Okay God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3 :D

Food for thought :)

I've learned, too, that i don't really know very much about anything.

I mean, I used to have all these theories about life.
I thought i had everybody figured out, even God, but I don't.
I think about the woods, being away from all the clingy soot of commercialism, have taught me life is enormous, and i am very tiny in the middle of it.
I feel, at times, like a droplet of water in a raging river.
I know for a fact that as a grain of sand compares in size to the earth itself, i compare in size to the cosmos.
I am that insignificant.
And yet the chemicals in my brain that make me feel beauty when i look up at the stars, when i watch the sunset, indicate i must be here for a reason.
I think i would sum it up this way: life is not a story about me, but it is being told to me, and i can be glad of that.
I think that is the why of life and, in fact, they why of this ancient faith i am caught up in: to enjoy God.
The stars were created to dazzle us, like a love letter; light itself is just a metaphor, something that exists outside of time, made up of what seems like nothing, infinite in its power, something that can be experienced but not understood, like God.
Relationships between men and women indicate something of the nature of God - that He is relational, that He feels love and loss. It's all a metaphor, and the story is about us; it's about all of us who God made, and God Himself, just enjoying each other.

It strikes me how far the commercials are from this reality, how deadly they are, perhaps.
Months ago i would have told you life was about doing, about jumping through religious hoops,
about impressing other people, and my actions would have told you this is done by buying possessions or keeping a good image or going to church. I don't believe that anymore

I think we're supposed to stand in deserts and marvel at how the sun rises.
I think we're supposed to sleep in meadows and watch stars dart across space and time.
I think we're supposed to love our friends and introduce people to the story, to the peaceful, calming why of life. I think life is spirituality.

Donald Miller
Through Painted Deserts

God bless! My GP teacher is one impatient woman..sigh..very demanding and naggy as well..God I need You!

(School-related activities during this March holidays: CCA camp and math lecture (?))

P.S.: Something cool! http://www.com-www.com/weirdal/bob.html Every line of this song is a palindrome! Which means it spells the same backwards or forth! :)
Nurses run = palindrome! Semordnilaps, volvograms, mynoretehs, anadromes! =D

=D

Hello! So I shall..recount what happened today? Havent done that in a really long time cause usually I just blog about a specific event woohoo :)

Its a bit crazy..really but TGIF :DD Gonna do a lot of things over this weekend..no time to fall sick! And I need to shower..later XD Okay so. This morning was less cold than usual (or I'll wear my jacket to school..and then people asked me "sandra, hot ah?" then it dawned on me..its my cold -.-) which was a good thing :D But the usual thing was that I was half-asleep and bleary-eyed..hahha

And I'm super happy cause today ended early but still got homework from previous days la! All my completing the square knowledge went back to Mr T.T already..got to revise later..So today I ate twice in like 2 hours? Yes two meals haha yea high metabolism.

Right so I ended class at 1215. CCA starts at 4 so..a lot of free time!! :D:D Had lunch with MY then we went to the Lib for her GP book ANDDDD on the way..saw him..and she said she knows him..personally! Wahseh so..shocking. Lol. It was totally hilarious..and I found out his class..among other things LOL so stalkerish but whateverrrr XD

So library..read Urban and watched this movie "About a boy"..yup in the Lib :D there were a lot of times I took down my headphones and went "WHY AM I WATCHING THIS MOVIE!!" and MY was laughing and saying "R21 R21" in between her laughter..lollll. Then ZT joined us and we laughed like crazy together watching the movie..LOL. FUNNEHHHH. Yea my class people = crazy. So cool everyone is crazy not odd one out :D I've got merlion and drunkard as my friends!! And XP is the..nothing also can laugh one LOL.

Okay enough..lol my voice hasnt totally recovered but thank God the fever is gone..I'm really grateful for that..at least I'm not missing anymore lessons! :D So God bless, take care & byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

P.S.: JC = 24/7 money-eater! Everyday money fly awayyyy..plus now recession..I think I got to wait until it ends to get my permanent contacts and braces..bish the greedy people..the cause of recession! Money already limited ah..now even more limited..lol scarcity.

Thank You, again and again :)

God, You're amazing. I felt super horrible this morning but You've turned things around.. :) Thank You so much for healing the terrible fever, reducing the pain in the throat etc etc..thank You :):)

God bless!!