Lost

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I CANT FIND MY SCHOOL BADGE..! =/
sigh. still can't find it.
i dont like doing homework.
its disgusting.
i get disgusted at the thought of hw :(
KOKJIE } okay. so you wont tag tmr huh.
CARINE } thankyou(:
CHUNKIAT } hanna. dont flood la. why put so many question marks. lol.
JENNIEEE } hee JENNIE XD
CHUNKIAT } wasnt talking about you in my post la. hahahaa. but anw thanks.
ahhhh. i'm been online ever since i came home which is very early - 12.05.
i've been online for 5 hours and i've done nothing useful.
gahwhydosomepeoplevisitblogsbutdonottagnothingtosaythatpersonissomeoneunpopthatperson hatesyouyouhatethatpersonthatpersonisuglythatpersonisstupid
HAHAHAA.
lols anw when i visit blogs i'll think of something to tag one.
see i'm nice alright.
dont diao me.
hahahaa.
and my com hanged on me just now.
i was opening photoshop & i got invited into a mass convo.
of course hang la! >:(
i got sick of trying to make ck's images blend.
i'm too stupid luh.
& i dont think there's anything for me to do.
no new testimonials / friend requests on friendser
no new tags to reply to
nothing interesting happening at blogskins
&, well, nothing to do lor.
TAG IF YOU READ THIS (:
if you read the above line but didnt tag
then...i dont know. :/
byebye people.
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the man downstairs is scary. he's around 80. he lives at the 9th floor. he hang outs at the void deck everyday. its scaryyy. :/
today he wore specs. maybe someone dropped them on the ground and he picked them up. SO SCARRRRRYYY LAH! :X
plus he was holding a TOY GUN. and he smiled at me and pointed the gun at my grandma. i walked very quickly and prayed that he wouldnt follow me. 很吓人LEH！=S
thought he would come inside the lift but thank God he didnt.

lol i just submitted one assignment for the IT day thingy. there was holy communion at the chapel today =D went with sheryl & ling chao. then saw amanda, sijie, clara, chenxi & weiling there too. oh yah & tbt & singhau. & mr fong & ms chong & blah blah blah. & olivia! haha. uh huh & if it wasnt for those 8 people we could have stayed back for refreshments. lol but i dont mind luh.

yah. & the eight people. shant mention. and mr _ _ _ cried. =O sigh. we're all humans anyway. okie i shall do the second assignment le. God bless & byee~ :D

为什么。

JEN } hahaaa. lol. dance is fun alright. enjoy your cca then. love you toooo. haha.
IVAN } lol. yah lor. i dont like remembbering things mah XP thanks for tagging (:
ADELYN } hi! thanksss. haha i'll link you ^^

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这已经是我今天第二次在这里写entry了。
peace . love . joy
有那么难吗？
有时真得想挖个洞来钻进去。
不管这里有没有错别字啦。
方正是电脑嘛。
不管了。今天功课真多。
我要。。。离开这世界。
讲了那么多次。
为什么没有人相信我呢？
我有那么讨人厌吗？
为什么跟你说话时总觉得你很讨厌我。
也许我真得太失败了。
什么也做不成。
信心一天比一天少。
yet none of you 懂得关心我。
maybe i don't deserve it.
因为我不像是需要关怀的人。
but we're all humans.
嗨。。。应该是这样吧。
i don't need anything.
not worthy of anything.
我的世界，
除有他，
也没有人了解了。
你。。。想知道吗？
真正的朋友真难找。
可能。。是我想太多了。。。
got to accept the fact
that i'm no longer
who i used once to be.
算了吧。
i'm dreaming of something which is impossible.
没有人。
没有人。
willyoumakemesmile?

Every Heart

just this morning i had a bad feeling about today.
well anyway i didn't pack my bag last night.
i just shove my d&t workbook into my bag.
i didn't even care about the timetable.
so i didnt bring my d&t folio.
but thank God.
didnt have to hand it in today.
whew :)

i totally forgot about my organizer & wallet.
crap.
guess how i managed to get on the train.
it was like taking a risk 4 times.
just now i almost got caught by the kiap kiap.
the thing that opens when you tap your card luh.
i guess i went in too late
'cos my leg got stuck in the thingy but i pulled it out =X


STUCK. pain & dangerous eh? :(
mygrandmotherluh~!#$%^&*()
chinese was the 1st lessondontyouthinkmyblogissuperboring:(
then it was a little urm. embarrasing?
i dont know laa.
i ran up & down thrice just to get a phonecard to call her.
SUPER TIRING OKAY.
-.- please call your mummy =/
sighh.

then it was geog.
mr ng crapped a lot as usual.
hahahar.
then..recess.
victoria lent me $7.
ehehe. so nice of her right.
thanks MARIA :D
$2 for recess $2 for lunch
& $3 for the d&t apron.
yuppos. i finally bought my d&t apron :))

hahaaa. then sheryl pulled me to ask ling chao if he was going for the communion svc after chapel tmr. those who wanna come, stay back after chapel okie? :) lols & ling chao was so blur lah. it took sheryl 5 mins just to let him understand what she was telling him. LOL.

after that was..english. & mr fong came again! ahaha. the guys asked him a lot of questions. hahaa. he's 21 this year. october baby. hahaha. he showed us the uhh. common mistakes that students make. ahaaa. oh yes. he's mrs wong's son. like OMGOSH. can you believe it? i dont see any similarities b/w mother & son. LIKE CRAP. & i told huiqing. & she told peiqi & wanlin and they were like omgosh. hahaha. ^^"'

okay then...d&t. lent reb my wb. uh huh. & we proceeded with the marking out & drilling / sawing. THANKS TO SINGHAU and er. chunkiat is it? lol. thank you for helping me to drill the 8 holes. ehehe. THANK YOUUUU. XD lols. i taught people how to use the scroll saw but i used the coping saw instead XP hmm. then i used the rasp. i cut out 4 blocks le! 4 more to go! yay. haha. then. i took the sandpaper but now its just a plain brown paper without sand..ahaha. all thanks to qh who helped me to make the edges smooth :DD lol i thanked so many peepo today.

literature was a lil uh dumb la. hahaa. nothing much to say. then had lunch..i just drank soup. wasnt hungry anw. hahaha. then went to 2grace to mark attendance. uh huh. okay...

i'm having a toothache.
my tooth is shaky.
& its gonna drop out soon.
ITS PAINFUL ):
i still have baby teeth lah.
and baby hair on my head -.-
that's why my hair looks messy.
how on earth do you tie up baby hair =.=
you cant even clip it.
so dont say my hair looks messy for goodness sake.
LOLS.

so till next time, GodBlessTakeCareSMILE&BYEBYE! =D

mundaneness

just like any other day, this one hasn't been really different. even when qh came over i thought it was just ordinary & nothing special. i do not have the enthusiasm i used to have in the past when i would wake up and say; "TODAY IS A NEW DAY!" and then grin widely.

but now i don't. maybe something IS wrong with me. yes. perhaps that's the case. but anyway, i think i should just be myself. i dont want to worry if saying anything gives people a bad impression of me. i don't care. if what i say offends you, then, it depends on YOU. if i should feel apologetic or not XD

EUGENE } THANKS for flooding. -.- not four letter word then..? =.=
QIUHUI } i'm saying the truth mah. you're good alright :)
KOKJIE } you want me to tag your blog? sure. anyway your tags are rather hard to comprehend. i shall try. and uhh. seeing is believing. so you ought to believe that eugene DOES like spamming flooding tagboards. flooding's the right word. yup. and Everytime we touch? -.- what's that? a country song? o.0 and dont sing. the windows might break. LOL.
YIAN } HI YI AN! :D

just a random question...
when you say thank you, do you say it:
[a] out of politeness
[b] because you are truly grateful
[c] because you know if you don't say it, people will think you don't have manners
[d] or does it depend on the person whom you say thank you to?

think about it. because reflecting is a good way to examine yourself. heehee. =)

JENNA
hey girl! lols you're very welcome :D hmm. the song? i shall check it later. yuppos. love ya! XD

KRIS
hi!! lol. thanks for those two songs. hee. THANKS A LOT!! x) love ya too! =D

QIUHUI
yaaa. YOU ARE GOOD. see that? hahahar. thanks for tagging! =D

KOKJIE
lols. what do you mean by gone tmr? you're going to commit sucide at 11.59pm tonight? LOLS! sorry. my imagination is wild. hahaahr. lols. videos take a longer time to load you know -.- lol yes i know my jukebox isnt working la. but. hee i'm lazy. see you admitted that QH is good. seesee. QH! LOOK! hahar. XP

JENNA
hi jenna dearie (:

EUGENE
hullo. thanks for tagging. =)

anw, i took some quizes =)

Your Hair Should Be Purple

Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional. You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights. What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

maybe that's the only picture they have of people in purple hair. BLOGTHINGS SHOULD HAVE LESSER OBSCENE IMAGES RIGHT. lol.

You Are 68% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up. How Happy Are You

yay. DO YOU SEE THAT. haha. of course. only MISS LALA has the ability to do that. mauahaha. XD yayness. if anyone is more than 70% happy, tell me okay! =DD

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

wow. rather true eh. (: i do keep a lot inside =)

Your Eyes Should Be Hazel

Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

makes me think of that song. behind those hazel eyes. LOL.

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

really..? :/

Your Outrageous Name is:

Amanda Hugnkiss

Outrageous Name Generator

LOLS.

looks i like i've taken a lot of quizzes.

guess i shall stop here. (:

GBUTCSMILE&BYEBYE:)

:D

hi dearies XD
replies to tags:

WEILIN } hees. yup God. haha. anw, you liked the skin? ME TOO! OH YAY. LOLS.

JENNA } hihiHI dearie!! LOLS. wheee you woke up & the 1st thought was to tag me huh. lol. JENNA IS SO SWEET AND I LOVE HER. lol. see that. ahaha. i'm not a lesbian btw. XP about the song? lol i can hear it! take x3 all of me! oh yay. LOOL. okay bye girl. btw i didnt go to church. i woke up late larh. and then i did my hw. sorraye. ): sorry God too. =(

RENA } hi there! hees thanks! :) it looks very bright on LCD monitors. now i know why. hahar. anw, youre linked! =D

HUIMEI } daddy! ahahar. did you enlarge the picture? you name is there eh! and JENNA too. and QIUHUI. ahahah. :)

kokjie } yep i was super bored. hahaahr. thanks for tagging. (:

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MORE REPLIES :D
chunkiat } woah. you so nice today huh. come flood my tagboard. lols. thanks a lot! XD lol. next time come then flood some more la. then flood until 0. hahaha.
huimei } lols. ck tag me you so happy har. i ask him tag you hao mah? LOL. [yea, ajw is mad. hahahar]
jianwei} lol. good. just kidding. anw even if youre not kidding i wont care. hahahar. x))
HEES. THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO FLOODED KAY. HAHAA. =D
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alright. blogging. i'm kinda sick of everything actually. hmm. new updates? i finished my d&t workbook and i'm overjoyed! ahhah. blah. there's the d&t folio which i have no mood & no intention to complete it by today 'cos i'm feeling very lazy. =P hmm. 2nd update. i submitted a skin today. clickity! (x its for weilin but she's so generous! lol. she decided to share it with the world. haha. thank her alright. =) okay. cousins are here as usual. every sunday. sigh and they are making a lot of noise. maybe not. hahar. and my brother..hmm. learning his chinese spelling lor.

i FEEL LIKE INTRDUCING MY FAMILY XD
okay. let's start from my brother.

his name: ONG JIAN WEI. hahahar. not that AJW lar. okay i know its only 1 letter of difference but. oh well. hahaha.
his chinese name: 王健伟. nice rights. jian kang de jian. wei da de wei x)
age: 8 he is in P2 this yr. yup. hahaha.
he tends to be violet sometimes. all that media infuence. sigh. he calls himself sharkboy -.- and what else. he likes spiderman. =.= he like sports. esp. running. she doesnt like studying & he doesnt care about his grades. sigh. nvm, lets move on. my sister.

her name: SHIRLEEN ONG LI HUI. solh too. hehehe. so now you know the meaning of my email. to those who thought it was a word or something. definitely NOT so-leh. -.- its my initials larh. [ tuition teacher's coming ): ]
her chinese name: 王丽慧 zhi hui de hui. niceee. hahahr.
age: 4 big age gap right? hahahar. :)
she's a chili padi larh. shes cute. but very mischeivious. due to the influence by her brother whom she follows everywhere -.- she spoils things. & she snaps at people a lot. =.= she like drama. yea she does. currently, she's in a childcare. & attends the kiddie service in church. so cute alrights. hahaha. okay. move.

seriously i dont feel like introducing my dad or my mum. i think it will be boring if i introduced them. hahahar. okay is this a long post? yes. so, God bless. Take care. Smile. & byebye! =D

lalala

something i drew out of boredom XP
click to enlarge! =D

this is the 240th post in this blog

This computer is weird. Blogger appears in chinese instead of English. But at least I can still understand the words. Hahahar. Had my breakfast already. So umm. I'm having chinese tuition at 8 tonight. Lalala.

Daddy's teaching jw spelling. And mei is...playing with toys? Gah I dont know. & I dont bother. x) Hahrhar. I've been typing haha like that since tues i think. harhar. XP

Maybe I shall draw somthing on paint to kill my boredom. There's no Photoshop on this com so I guess i shall just make do with paint =)


yuppos. i know it isnt very nice. but anw, lalala. i think i shall stop here.
so, TCGBSMILE&BB! =D

oh yes. i love jenna. hahahar. jenna, see this? :D

hello!
haha. i'm feeling rather hyper now.
hees. just had my dinner.
it was fantastic.
oh yah.
i'm at grandmummy's house now.
her food is like. heavenly lah.
lol. maybe i'm exaggerating?
BUT IT REALLY IS FABULOUS XD

lol. as usual school is okay lor.
nothing special 'cept for the MACBETH PRODUCTION
i was the one of the trees in the forest! XD
haha. my position was right at the back.
but if you havent got the faintest idea,
i shall draw it out for you =)


i know the image quality is bad. but who cares. can see my position can le. haha.
anw, mummy jo was beside me. and daddy was beside mummy. so romantic eh. LOL.

and i borrowed qiuhui's black shirt. it was too big for me actually but anw, i wore it. haha. and i was like folding my sleeve half the time. THE SHIRT WAS ENORMOUS OKAY. let me show you. okay my drawing looks awful =/ but the shirt was HUGE, GIGANTIC and OVERSIZED.


anw the whole macbeth thingy was rather fun. d&t was alright laa. just that i accidentally kicked that metal thing. well a lot of people did anw. hahar.
okay i promised zh i would edit his blog for him. so. GBUTCSMILE&BB! =D

JENNA } HOHI! XD oh its okay. thanks for tagging even though you're sick yea! <33>

tbt } hmmahho

ting fang } hihi! school is fun. but well, its just that. thanks for tagging anw! =Di don't get included in the fun? i don't know.
okay. today was alright lah. it rained again. HEAVILY. thankfully i brought my umbrella with me or i'd be drenched in the rain (: hmm. i just came back at 3.30 from the macbeth rehearsal. whew. it was really tring. anw the people standing as the forest only have ONE and only ONE line towards the end of the play. ALL
HAIL KING MALCOLM -.-

currently browsing through blogskins & listening to music- junyang's guardian angel. whoowhoo. haha. i'm alone in this house again. blah. i have the MLG thingy to do. well everyone in 2faith lah. haha. today's maths. and its past 3.15. will the teachers mark the work as overdue? =X and the hw is about Direct and Inverse Proportion. theres one presentation for us to look through so that we can answer the questions XD

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MS CHUNG CHANGED THE DUE DATE TO TOMORROW 8AM! WHOO. HAHA. i told qh to take a nap first then wake up at midnight to do the hw. hahaha. anw my eyes are really tired now. maybe i will sleep early today (:
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i like IT days! but unfortunately, we had to go back to school today. for dumb lang fest and the macbeth rehearsal lor. anw for today's lang fest we had to paint a mask. i made mine colourful. but it was all dark colours. but no black lah :) and erm. we played basketball today. but i didn't even get to touch the ball once :( bah nvm. we played heart attack before playing basketball. and it was fun. because there were so many people. =DD

junyang is singing jiekou now. SO NICE LARH x) jiu suan mei you jie guo...wo ye neng gou cheng shou. okay i gave up on pratically everything my life revolves around. maybe i should give up on the computer too. been spending too much time online i guess. i should cut down on the hours i spend luh.
i shall not give God up. He didn't give up on me. and i'm grateful. =)
xin hui is singing bu yao shuo bao qian now. XD okay i shall do the MLG thingy now. GODBLESSSMILETAKECARE&BYEBYE! =D feeling purple. bah.

to those who tagged } thanks for tagging =D

liquan } yah. because i can't say a lot of things. people will come chasing me with a broom if i made those words seen. although its my blog. but its public. what to do. harhar. you were the one & only one who tagged on the 4th of april! lool.

carine } lols. i told you what i wrote wasn't about you le mah. you don't believe me eh :( i almost thought of deleting that 2nd tag of yours but i guess i'll leave it there. wang en fu yi. i got nothing to say lah.

sijie } lols. thanks. [hugs] hahaha.

jiaqi } hees. [boos back] =P

vic } nvm? lol.

huimei } daddy you flooded..! your heart fragile ah.. hmm. then i dont know eh =/ gahhh. why daddy read the small small words :( and how come daddy so smart har? =(( anw he won't read what you say. so its okay i guess. hahar :) of course luh. bu xi guan leh. suddenly nobody tag. okay thanks. for helping me to thank those people one by one :) why must change blogskin..? this one isn't nice?

anonymous } add me on MSN luh =)

okay. i'm greatly irritated and i'm stumped. i can't do anything. my brother just broke the glass celing fan with a kick of his ball. I AM ANGRY OKAY. WHO SAYS I DON'T GET ANGRY. I'M NOT A TOY LA. why must people treat me as if i am a toy. i'm sad and i don't care. sorry for those er. put adjective here [tags] visit my blog must tag okay? okay lah. nvm. so demanding eh. i'm a bad girl. full stop.

EDIT-

I AM FUMING.
RAGING WITH ANGER.
SOMEONE ON BLOGSKINS.
COPIED ME.
HELLO?
ARE YOU A DESPO OR WHAT.
MISS LALA MISS LALA.
YOU CANT COPY ME!!!
BOO YOU.
=((

NO ONE IS CHEERING ME UP FREAKO.
I'M NOT WORTHY TO BE CHEERED UP.
anyway i'm not a despo for encouragement.
i gave up long ago.
i'm not sandra.

in school com lab now.
lalala.
one
two
three
crap.
today was okay lah.
its boring.
i
want
to
go
home
!!!
>=(



BLAHHHH
CRAPPPP
lalala.
nobody tags these days
ahh whatever.






some people are like. lalala. wang en fu yi. eeeyeeer.

crap oh crap.
i like crapping
this is dumb
played the whatever international friendship day thingy just now
CRAPPPPPP.
SUPER CRAPPPP.
LALAASDKLAOIRFWROE
adadadadada





BYE BYE.

i took this from ___ ____'s blog. and it kinda apply to me sometimes.
maybe i'm just not that cheerful anymore.
maybe you're right.
i've changed.
you don't know me now.
and i don't know myself too.

u think im cold,distant. ya..well u are half-right.
im not much of a talker.
sometimes i like to be left alone.
so tt i dun hav to think of things to say.
sometimes i dun say because u may think tt wad i say
has got no sense.its very lame. so boring. wadever.
yet sometimes..i wanna be part of a
group to know tt at least i belong somwhere n to feel tt i can
belong. i dun mix around much. i dunno how already.
there r some ppl hu are social butterfiles.
they draw ppl to them like magnets.

guess this is. well. life. (:

I JUST SAW A SKIN AND I FEEL LIKE CHANGING MY SKIN NOW. OKAY THIS IS FOR REAL. NEW SKIN COMING UP SOON. IT GONNA BE LONG LONG TYPE OF SKIN. =DD

and. im watching CSS now. okay i shall be fair. not bias yea?

GO TERESA GO!
GO GERALDINE GO!
GO ZHIYANG GO!
GO RENFRED GO!

oh yay oh yay. aww. that blogskin rocks alright. hmm i think. i've changed. now. change what. XP lalalala church was okay lah. ehehe. it started to rained when i went there. and it stopped when u walked into the shelter. lol. i guess God's happy. =DDD

MY TAGBOARD IS DEAD LAAAA :(
i gonna put in some goodies for all of you to use.
like uh. pictures i've made la.
but they may not be nice.
dont blame me oh. =/
and if you credit me or not,
up to your consience la.
ehehe. (:

i'm not perfect.
i'm not a perfect sister.
a perfect daughter.
neither am i a perfect friend.
i can't please everyone.
its tiring.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY

HI GUYS!
hehe. HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!
wheee. hahaa. the first thing i did when i signed in to MSN was to wish everyone "HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!" LOL. and, no, i didn't get tricked / pranked. heheh. =D anyway, today is alright. i guess i shall finish my homework today. ((: maybe i'll upload videos and put them here. (my brother's b'day) hehe. okie. shall get going now. oh yah. i forgot to off my com switch last night before i slept so the switch is going to be BURNING HOT. because i'll be online till at night.

hohoho. sorry switch. =X

2nd post

i've got questions.
i know i'm not supposed to voice them out
because people will come after me
with a broom or something =X

but anyway, this is my blog.
so i'm going to write this down.

number one. is popularity that important to you?
number two. why do you want to be popular?

it drives me crazy sometimes. i know i'm a "loner" okay.
you don't have to tell me. because you wanted to be popular,
we drifted apart.further & further.
and then the gap was there.
this world is so realistic. right?

once i'm gone.
you don't have to worry about me.
because i will be there.
looking down at you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

its my brother's birthday today. hehehe. lemme find a NICE picture of him. x)

wait. his tongue is underneath his chin -.- ahh whatever.

LOL. anw, my mum ordered a BIG CAKE for him >=( its UNFAIR. i dont get that kind of treatment at home okay. hmpf. whatever. it will be arriving soon.

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Videos of his birthday...







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SCHOOL was alright today. we did the flaggie thingy for art today. i did on finland. no i dont know anything about it cept that the flag is nice and simple to draw XD ITS BLUE AND WHITE thats why its nice x)) and we have to draw some thingies. i decided to do fruits. i gonna draw a FRUIT BASKET =)

hmm for maths mr lin taught us..line of symetry? and umm. mininum / maximum point of a graph or something. well then. RECESS! OH YAY. haha. i ate hor fun. niceeeee as usual. ahaha. and carine says i eat fast. lol. maybe i was hungry. but victoria says i eat VERY slowly =( ahh nvm. hehe.

oh yah, YIN LAO SHI DIDNT COME TODAY AND I WAS VERYVERY HAPPY cause i didnt do the jian bao. she'll pester me for it. I AM LAZY. especially when youre sitting right in front youve got no choice luh =(

ENGLISH. ms haq didnt come again today. THANK GOD. cause i didnt do all my english homework. whoops. haha. okay i have to do it by this weekend or else i'll be dead. oh yah. mr tan came to relief us today. there's a composition which all of us have to do -.- lalalacrap. oh yaaa. i love talking. hehehe. told sijie a lot of things. hahaha. ^^'"

anw, science was like. uhhh. we labelled the hamburger. and we had to draw umm. ____able lips. thats what mr lim said. x) and i wrote a lot of stuff on that page. and WHAT IS DIGESTION is a very common question. laaahs. and umm. we drew the alimentary canal. yuppos.

and then asm. yay! lol. i thought i was going to fall asleep again. but this one was showing miyasaki and stuff. im not sure if im going this year. maybe not. x) and uhhh. i laughed during the school song. OPPPS. because some ji siao guy sang the burning bush as buring BUSSSHHHHHH. LOL. i was laughing laaa. =X

hmm. then i had lunch. ate...that yong tau fu stall. blahblahblah. and then. ART ROOM! for art club. yup, i just joined art club. hehe. today we did paper machie. whatever the spelling is. hahaha. WE DID 7 LAYERS. hahaha. we were going to do a GLOBE. XD and so we did the people around the world after that. mine was like so colourful. ahaha. & i got to know some sec ones. hehe. AND I USE THE COMPUTER IN THE ART ROOM. shhh..hahahaha.

and then..when we were going back, i tripped but i laughed ^.^'" hehehe. I LOL. as in really. and carine was like -.-"' LOL. and the sec ones starred at me. hehehehohoh. i ate a banana when i came back. AND I FOUND OUT SOMETHING. A INTERESTING FACT. my monthly expenditure is...$90. =/ i've been eating A LOT these few weeks. i spend $3 on food a day. =/ recess & lunch mah. and...that means like. $70 on food per month. and...$20 on transport a mth. crap. I HAVE BEEN SPENDING TOO MUCH. but its not the time to cut down yet. heheh.

okay. this is a really long post. whew. lol, take care, God bless & byebye! XD cake is coming oh~ =D

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tried a rainbow text generator just now. hehe.
see what i did.
-sandra posted and laughed =D
hehehe.
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the feeling of being used

UPDATES
1. i downloaded graphmatica and its rather nice actually =)
2. i did my homework in school
3. i know my grades are de-proving (that spells BIG trouble for me)
4. my design folio is incomplete.
5. i haven't bought a d&t apron
6. i have to do the props for lit (i lugged 3 umbrellas back home today)

7. i read www.funbrain.com the diary is VERY interesting. a must go. i shall link it soon (: i'm at day 223. heheheh. oh yarh. i think i started reading last year. hehehehe. x)

i guess that's enough. okay, the feeling of being used.

firstly, picture this scene in your mind.

you thought some people were going to walk towards you, but they walked and talked to the person BESIDE you instead. and then they treat you like you're invisble and squeeze their way in and take over your standing or sitting place. now think.

next, someone comes up to you smiling. you thought that person wanted to talk to you. but that person just asked you for a favour. like uhh. doing something for them. and then you foolishly say okay. well i say okay all the time lah. and i feel very very used. get what i mean? you cant say no can you? i dont know. then you think, if you say no, that person will dislike or even hate you.

you understand? its not like i am like a toy okay. that you can pass around and throw into the bin or at a corner when you feel like it. i got scolded my many people today. do you know the feeling of being isolated? no? okay i shall fill you in.

one day, when you decided to chat up some people, they diao you and they just nod their head and walk away. then when you try talking to them again, they say go away and so you have to do everything alone. its veryvery difficult being isolated okay. its not fun at all.

how would you feel? tell me. im having a bad feeling about typing this post. because some people might just hate me and complain about me after this. rahhhhs.

hi guys. haha. i never post today nobody tag huh? lol. anw. if you come, tag lah. haha. okay. today was alright. hmm. okay. i've got a announcement.

I...LOST MY VOICE. =(

its so hoarse now. i can't talk. my throat will hurt. hmm. we played volleyball for PE today. but i really can't play. as in. i can hit the ball, but i can't pitch it. =( gahh. and didn't do my homework.

LALALA. i have to hand in the portfolio biodata tomorrow. yadayada. didnt have geog. MR NG DIDNT COME! OH YAY OH YAY XD and..I did the IFD card with qh today. hahah. thank us okay x) who cares if it looks childish. its cute lah XD hahahah. i drew it like my best friends blogskin. heheh. then qh did the words. i drew. wahhaha. anyway. im coughing like mad =(

oh yes. ms haq didnt come today. and we discussed about some controversial issue today. [me, sheryl, sisca & erm yah x)] anw. sijie slept as usual. then the guys?

playing soccer lah what else. lol. i'm waiting for xing shan shan to start. OH YAH. ANYONE WITH chen wei lian's CHU MO. send it to me okay? I LOVE IT LIKE CRAP. HHAHAHA. LOVE IT TOOO!! hehe. oh and..MR LIN IS VERY NICE.

haha. his full name is lin wen wei. like that tall tall guy. hahah. he's so patient can? then i understood the maths qns and blah. i failed my maths test lah. but he didnt scold me. hehe. he's good. yah he's good. but too bad. hahahha (;

and..after school some mr ____ came to scold us. and i told lq to say "'cause it didnt affect us" then he scolded us. >=( crappo. why must report. -_- what blah. then he talk so much & wasted so much time. LOL. anw. carine is uhh. MENTEITH NOW!!! yay!!! oh yayyayaya XD anw. some blah. yes. blah. hohohoho.

guess i shall end here. GBUTCBB! (:

4TH POST.

people change till you dont know them anymore says:
HEY. what happened?
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
he touch my neoprints
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
dipped them in rice.
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
ate my rice.
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
now i dont have any dinner.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
OMGOSH?
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
eeeeeeeeee
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
took all my sister's stickers which she needed for school & pasted them on HIS OWN CUPBOARD
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
feel free to bang ur head against the wall
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
CRAP.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
i wont mind
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
gee
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
WHY DO I HAVE SUCH A BROTHER.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
tts horrible..
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
why he do that?
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
YEA!
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
CANT TAKE IT.
MY STUPID AND & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
HES BRAINLESS.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
anw
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
how old is he?
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
8.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
oh
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
thats..
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
old enough to know whats right and wrong
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
yea!
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
i told you
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
he's TOTALLY BRAINLESS.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
hmm
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
letmesee
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
ur neos..
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
nt that bad
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
is rice
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
yea
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
crap.
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
u can cook maggie mee?
people change till you dont know them anymore says:
-suggection
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
one day he will dip them in curry or smth
MY STUPID & BRAINLESS BROTHER says:
[FUMES]