x)

i decided to write a long post today =)
its been long since i wrote what happened during the day.
hees.
i didnt feel like going to school this morning.
i think i dread school.

well anyway i still dragged myself to school lor.
mummy and mei wasn't awake when i woke up.
ate cheese with bread today for breakfast.
typical.
anyway recess is breakfast for a lot of people.
hahaha.

yah. and i wasn't in a very good mood so
i think i pulled a long face and didn't talk to anyone in the morning.
well anyway, sat with huiqing for morning assembly.
did some science homework.
and mrs tan gave us a shock today.
she asked all the boys to leave the hall
including male teachers.
but mr lim didn't.
and another male teacher wearing specs didn't either.
i think he is mr teo.
he wore yellow colour shirt.
banana?
lols.

and mrs tan talked about girls stuff.
well not really.
actually i think if the boys were there
its okay lor.
but anyway, its about taking pride in your own body or smth.
yea. and not behave like ah lians or ah hueys.
and NOT to be happy when someone calls you a chiobu.
because it means you're cheap. =X
and its meant for prostitutes =XX
and she said smth about kuku or whatever.
hahas. i forgot. STM. hees.

and the boys anyhow guess thought its about ____.
siao de neh.
lols.
and so we started our lessons.
and we didn't have lit.
but mrs chia didn't fall down the stairs okay.
ahahah.
and we didn't have science too.
okay lor. someone very clever lor.
curse people also so zhun one.
lols.

got very high during maths today.
lols. becuase i understood!
i even taught xitong and joannas!
LOLS i zi high larh.
and i finished my maths hw in class today x)

anyway, umm.
i think i'm invisible.
people don't bother.
okay nvm.

i reached back at 3pm.
nobody took same train as me.
i guess i'm just a loner lah.
but God is with me =D

ahhh.
i'm doing the dnt thingy now.
trying to get all the arrows and stuff straight
for the concept map.
which was supposed to be due today =XX
and do on com its like.
so tiring.
hahah.

okay. will bathe after homework.
and shucks. i can't seem to draw the dnt wb thing right.
yes i know you all hand in already but i haven't.
sigh.

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oh yes i forgot smth impt!
haha. not really impt lah.
we were having fun in class
when 2 'english' teachers came.
one of them the hair looks like prof. that kind you know?
like albert einstein one.
wahahaha.
and then the class splited into two.
even numbers stayed.
odd numbers went to seminar room.
hahah...and so the female teacher taught us.
she wore black.
yah all black.
she's pretty. yes.
hahah.
but i think plump bah.
lols. anyway, she taught us umm. phonics?
mmm-ahhh
mmm-ohhh
mmm-eeee
HAHAHAHA
and then we had 2 rounds of umm. the reading of weird symbols.
lols. and i got 11/15 for round two! but teacher didn't see my hand.
=( never gimme sweet. carine got 9 too! but anyway, nvm larh.
ahh. i forgot her name lah.
and the book is green colour one.
A *Star enrichment. hahaha.
okay. that's all for editing lah. byee~!
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okay this post long enough or not? lol.
now i shall concentrate on my dnt thingy!
byee! =D

thank you

hello people.

thanks a lot for cheering me up...((: i will reply to tags later (;

anyway, was sick this afternoon while in papa's vehicle...felt nausueos (correct spelling or not arh?) lols. but God healed me. yay! hahaha. mhmm. then if anyone saw me online in the afternoon i was actually in grandmummy's house. lol. there got internet ((;

and i'm at my cousin's house now. to bai nian. and watching chingay at the same time. hahaha. hmm. and her keyboard is like so difficult to use..its small x((. lol. i still prefer mine. x))

hees. okay lah. till here, take care, God bless and byee! ((:

sudden sadness.
you know what?
this morning i so stupid until i want to pick up my pen that time
knock my head at carine's chair.
you know the metal part.
its like so pain.

then now the dumb computer scanning for virus.
scan until now still haven't scan finish.
i dont like going to school.
being online is good.
everyone is happy online.

because no one will say anything.
you won't gimme that face.
you won't show me that kind of face.
if people are fake online,
i rather it be that way.
let it remain like that.

the neighbours are playing mahjong.
so noisy.
can't sleep.
i'm not waiting for anyone.
i am not.
i don't know.
i don't know me.
i don't know myself anymore.

i'm homesick.
its been long since i wrote such a long post.
my fingers are aching from typing.
i managed to coax alicia to sleep.
she finally slept.
but i haven't.
sigh.

i did none of my homework.
none.
i didn't bother to check my bag.
i was online the moment i came back.
i felt like staying in school and doing nothing.
but i couldn't.
and since i didn't want to do anything,
i might as well go off.
and leave this cruel world.

this world is way too cruel.
love and hate
anger and kindness
gratefulness and boastfulness.
too much.
there's just too much of things in this world.

i won't regret if i leave.
i'll join Papa in Heaven.
then i'll sleep.
and I''ll sing.
I'll do what He wants.
what He wants.

((:

im here because someone told me to update! LOL. but today I bu shuang a lot of people. So sorry to all those i bu shang to. partly because of some stupid reason. Lol. BUT ANYWAY, got science and maths test next wk..AHHHH. now my mum is like nagging for me to do hw. sigh.

what's wrong with blogging larh. "you must have tim limit one you know" blah blah blah. okay nvm. i eating dinner now. STILL eating dinner now. cos i was busy with chatting. and i promised huimei that i would tag her blog. so here i go now! byee, take care, God bless and SMILE!

((:

让我鼓起所有的勇气向你说声新年快乐~!...
yays! the song is soo nice. i got 73 for the CNY card for art ytd. wahaha. i today then say. ytd lazee to blog. haha.

I HAVEN'T DO DNT WORKBOOK. AND A LOT OF PEEPO ALSO HAVEN'T DO...have to to the design folio..the reseach thingy...sigh. and the wb...ex 3, 4 and 5. hais. okay i go do now. boo! haha. byee! God bless.

SMILE! ((:

I WATCHED I NOT STUPID TOO WITH MY FAMILY TODAY.
IT ROCKS.
AND I CRIED.
I LOVE IT LARH.
FAMILY STANDS FOR...
FATHER AND MOTHER I LOVE YOU...
ISN'T THAT SO SWEET?
THE MOVIE WAS SO VERY TOUCHING...
to think alicia said she didnt want to watch cause of that caning part. she said it was scary...so dots right.
WENT TO SWENSENS AFTER THAT.
MET CG. SAT WITH THEM.
THEN ATE WITH FAMILY. HAHA.
ATE SPAGHETTI, FRIES AND ICE CREAM. x)
AND I UPLOADED A LOT OF NEW SONGS XD
ENJOY.
AND TAG.
(:

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wah seh.
so many peepo watched i not stupid too!.
almost every blog i went mentioned it...

>>excerpt from a blog i saw:
I NOT STUPID TOO nice leh.
nice nice. nicer than the first one.
they used words like 'so lame' , 'cool man', 'whatever'.wah.
nice lehs. any takers? i wan watch again. even my dad cried.
that shows that he's a human.usually my dad dont cry one.
wah miracle.it's touching and meaningful.and loads of funny parts lor.
it's like funny + touching.NICE MAN. RATING : FIVE STARS!
i like jerry inside the movie.he so cute. haha.worm and egg.
watch the movie. you'll get what i am talking after watching.
go and watch. quick.

MY SENTIMENTS EXACTLY. ALL PACKED IN THE ABOVE PARA x)<< [/edit] smth that i found out while chatting with jiaqi... lol i didnt know i was connected to so many peepo. joshua ang is my frn's classmate
shawn lee is my frn's schoolmate
adriano is my cousin's classmate
jun yang is my uncle's colleague's son
WAHAS.
and sun yan zi is my far distance relative. lols.
my grandpa's sister's granddaughter i think.
that makes us farrrr cousins. lol.
very very very FAR. HAHAS. =D
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HAPPY CNY!

hello!
don't bother about the post below. x)
its rubbish. (:
chu yi say so bu ji li de hua. hahas.

anyway, today is chu er and i havent doneany hw. pro or not. haha.
im in my cousin's house now. he took my modem.
~!@#$%^&()
shouldnt say who. i was VERY angry ytd lor.
okay, shouldnt let theat spoil my mood today XD
hahas. oo. it became a link..!

anyway, its so boring here. the rest of the peepo outside amking so much noise.
gahh. byee peepo.
God bless, take caree and SMILE! ((:

why am I jealous?
when i shouldn't?

people get many many tags per day. cause they are popular?
see? i have no right to be jealous.
'cause I am NOT and will NOT be popular.
so why am I jealous?

I don't know myself either.
*shakes head* sigh.
but i really want ALOTALOT of tags.
because so many peepo get them, and i DON'T.
boohoo. why. maybe I don't need them.
No, I DON'T EVEN NEED THEM FOR ANY PURPOSE.
so I shouldnt be angry.
over such a little thing.
if not peepo will start talking.
and then they say i petty =(

SO I WILL BE GRACIOUS AND NOT BE ANGRY AT THOSE PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T TAG. (:

HAPPY CNY EVE!

I'm at my grandma's house now. For reunion dinner...think they are still preparing the food. hahas. I love my blog larhs. *bhb* hees. so many songs. and so cute! HAHAS.

sian lah. so much hw. esp dnt. sigh. BOO. why must teachers give us hw during CNY. so sian lor. lalalas. dont care alh. and there's the jogathon thingy. GAHHH. so sick of it.

whatever lahs. anyway, drinking cereal now X) and im wearing all pink today. lol. pink shirt; pink shorts; pink rubber band. HAHAS.

was angry with papa just now lor. cos he so naggy. but now everything's okay le. (:

TAG ME! =D

God bless and byes.

>smile<
(:

EQUATION

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MISS LALA = Sandra Ong

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I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! YAY! isn't it cute? the rabbit you see up there is CUDDLES! from happytreefriends. heh. i edited A LOT of the codes. it was meant for diaryland actually. yup. so whatever it is, enjoy my new layout! =P

btw, i just did a cute and compact button...you may want to link me with that. wahahas. (as if my blog is so popular)



anyway, here's the code for the button:
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i took a picture of my oh-so-cute neighbour!! hahas.

SO CUTE RIGHTS.

and she looks a bit like my sis...

lols. and wait. my sister can do this...


HAHA. cute cute cute. XD
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layout

http://www.geocities.com/sand_rainbow/index

NICENICENICE!!

hahas. i edited the code but the layout is still the same. and no, it wasnt done my me. haha. I'm not THAT talented yet. hehe. =)

I'm wondering if I have any true friends.

ARGH!!!
I HATE FETCHING MY SIS.

I HATE GOING TO HER SCHOOL.
ITS LIKE SO FAR. ITS A L O N G DISSTANCE OKAY.

and then everytime she comes back she'll look for mummy...
like what the heck. AND SHE WOULD CRY.
SUPER LOUD. YOU'LL TURN DEAF HEARING HER JUST CRY.

you think i never try to make her stop is it.
doesnt she know that it is damaging for her health.
oh yah. i forgot. she's only 4 this year.

AND SHE CRYS VERY LOUDLY!!!!
I'M PERSPIRING ALL OVER COAXING HER TO SHUT UP.

BUT SHE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO STOP! SHE'S STILL CARRYING HER BAG AND STUFF. DOONGOO LAR. WATCH TV ALSO CANT HEAR THE SOUND. STUPID LOR. THAT'S WHY I'M TYPING THIS HERE.

I'VE BEEN TOLERATING LIKE FOR SO LONG.

SOMEONE PLEASE COME AND HELP MEEEEE.

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Petrina, dont read this ((:

miss.LALA™ ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
i dont like adriano
[unnamed] says:
me too
[unnamed] says:
he's so dumb
[unnamed] says:
and blur
[unnamed] says:
and stupid
miss.LALA™ ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
he very doongoo lor
[unnamed] says:
wait
miss.LALA™ ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
seeing him on tv makes me wanna puke.
[unnamed] says:
he is acting blur can
miss.LALA™ ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
he big doongoo lor
[unnamed] says:
he looks so blur that i feel like changing the channel and punching him on his face
miss.LALA™ ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
YEA
miss.LALA™ ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
MY SENTIMENTS EXACTLY.
miss.LALA™ ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
HE STUPID STUPID ONE LOR

for goodness sake he doesnt connect well with the audience. and he..i dont know. i switch the channel whenever i see him on tv. is he trying to act cute? then when the results time right he keep looking so worried and stupid can? then go and nudge xu zhen rong for what. he cant talk is it. so..eeeyeer lar he.

SORRY TO ALL THOSE ADRIANO FANS but this is my opinion of him. yup. sorry if I offended you in any way. (:

A scientist came to our school today to give a DNA talk! =O and i heard its someone's dad from PHS. hahas. I want to make flowers glow!! in BLUE! lol. AND AND...I WANT TO...

MAKE MY TOES GLOW IN RAINBOW COLOURS IN THE DARK! XPP.

hahaha. then i wont have to paint them. LOL.

oh yah. smth else happened. but i lazy to type. so i copy and paste from someone's bloggy. XD

The other major event: Caning. Two boys were found smoking outside school. They were given 2 strokes each. If I were EVER found smoking (which I probably NEVER will because I wouldn't want yellow fingernails, teeth and eyes), I would jump down from a building!!! Besides, they are only 14 years old this year. If they ever decide to continue smoking, they would have to smoke for life. And who on Earth don't know there are over 40 poisonous substances inside one single teeny weeny cigarette??? I bet they are very clearheaded and know about this!!

so it makes absolutely NO SENSE to smoke right? LOL.

anyway I met a kind soul today.. (: went to 7eleven to grab a copy of feb's edition of teenage. had a giant poster of shawn and joshua. lol. was reading till halfway and then felt sleepy so took a nap and woke up at 7.40. i think i slept for 4 hours. haha. eyebags lighter alr! yays. hahaha..herm and i ate curry rice for dinner. and sheryl is going to indonesia next thurs so she cant lead GOMAD with me. sigh. have to lead myself. its like. i accept everything that comes my way. i dont know how to explain it. im like. numb to everything that's happening around or to me. i just..dont know.

nvm about that =) oh yah. the kind soul helped me to open the "very-difficult-to-open" door. and i keep saying "xie xie" "xie xie" i think i said thrice? lol. hmm. watching Love Concierge now. hmms. okay. God bless, smile and buhbye. =)

trying to understand

why cant i fit in like the rest of you do?
because i am different?

lols. actually the above is from the last blogskin i chose. but it describes my feelings lah. But then somehow i can't fit in. its like. when people talk in their own groups, i don't know what they are talking about and when i sit with people it just makes me feel so left out...then when i talk its like...need to think very long of what to say. what to do. when to do. it just makes yourself so insecure about yourself and.. and...when i finally talk. people dont reply.. maybe because i said the wrong thing at the wrong time or i asked something stupid...but i rather you say something if not it makes me feel so stupid..sigh. school tomorrow. routine.

SIGH SIGH SIGH.

when did I not make an effort...

I LOVE CORNFLOUR...
Mr Lim took us to the Science Lab today (YAY!) and we experimented with cornflour!
I guess I didn't have enough of fun with cornflour so I searched up and down in the kitchen for CORNFLOUR!

And I found it! (>.<) I mixed it with pink food colouring! LOLS. No blue mah. Here...

See its pink! Looks like liquid, feels like solid! Cool right?


Look down. Even cooler...(Wear your jacket)

Isn't it nice? Its PLASMA! (A state between solid and liquid!)
It is able to fold like a liquid but turns into solid when left alone. Just add a little water and it will become liquid again! Keep playing! You'll get mad! HAHAS.

Enjoy. (:

DEAD

im stupid.

im idiotic.

i hate myself.

make the place so dirty

want me to clean up

you want me dead right?

i told you im dead.

im dead.

happy?