HEY. I DECIDED TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN. TO THE ONE WHICH I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS. THE LAYOUT SHALL BE A SURPRISE. IF I ALREADY SHOWED THE SKIN FOR SOMEONE, IT IS UNFAIR. SO TO MAKE IT FAIR, I SHALL NOT DISCLOSE ANY DETAILS. WANT A HINT? TITLE - BLUE ROSE. SORRY FOR TYPING THIS POST IS ALL IN CAPS. (IF NOT NO ONE WILL SEE THIS. HAHA) SO JUST TAG TO TELL ME IF YOU WANT ME TO CHANGE IT. YES OR NO? (: WAITING TO HEAR FORM YA'LL! =D

can i say something? I AM NOT A MACHINE. why are people ordering me around. why? why can't you print yourself? you say your ink level is low. ever wondered if the person you are asking doesnt have much ink left too? can you get yourself a printer? so much for helping. you dont even say thank you. crap.

do not treat me like a machine. I AM NOT A MACHINE. you don't switch the on and off button whenever you like it. and then treat me badly or you give me that kind of "i hate you" face. then when you need my help you go "sandra...can you help me to ______ ohh pleaseeee & thank you!!! =DD" its all fake lah. =( and i have a dumb brother. he loves meddling with my hp. see my messages when he cant even read. doesnt listen to instructions. thinks he IS SO GREAT. and a papa who calls you once every 5 mins. its dumb lah. i wish i had no papa. he claims i am his beloved daughter. CRAP. you think im a 3 year old kid? who are you trying to kid? IRRITATING.

i do get angry too okay? i am not always that quiet girl. anw im not quiet. i can be very loud too. its stupid. and then my mother. SHE WILL NAG AND NAG AND NAG. CANT STAND IT. keep asking me to leave the house. crap. then ask her not to keep commenting on evt i do she will say things like "i die le then wont comment le lor" WHAT IS THIS. >=(

and my grandma. i quite like her now =) she's been pretty nice to me these few days. i hope it will continue to be this way =)) and then there's my uncle. walks around the whole house. -.- very irritating larh. -.-

anw i went to j8 with sheryl and jenna today. wore pe shirt. we ate lunch. they bullied me with some black magic. >< i dont like it. SO STRESSFUL. im dumb okay? i didnt know how on earth they did it. then we took neoprints. NICEEE =DD

sorry for not posting today. was busy making skins. sorry. not in good mood now. was but not now.

edit.
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY HUIMEI! =))
remember i'll be there for you.
SMILE ALWAYS! =D

I DIDNT SLEEP THE WHOLE OF LAST NIGHT. couldnt sleep. on idea why? school reopening? feeling lethargic? i thought a lot while i couldnt sleep. so much i think i have white hair now. i thought for 6 whole hours. then stand up and prepare for school thought about many things. =X i think i'm very fragile. anw. today's fun =) i kinda forgot what happened. haha. ahh i remember.

TODAY IS THE 1ST DAY OF THE 2ND TERM AND I DECLARE THAT I HATE PEOPLE WHO SQUEEZE IN THE MRT.

freak =/ someone literally leaned on me on the mrt. i hated it. that guy. that crazy man. i couldnt even breathe. i was like suffocating lah. =(( anw. saw yihui and reb in the morning. haha. i was leaning against the panel on the train. then so many people boarded the train. even though there wasnt any space left, one plump lady squeezed and pushed her way in.

ARGH. i dont like it. then this man stood in front of me. HE WAS WEARING GREEN. omgosh. then when more people came in, he stood closer. and nearer and nearer. so i put my science books in front of me. to prevent him from leaning on me. i stood in a position such that my shoe would kick his. or I WOULD HAVE DIED. haha. choi. when i finally came out of the train, i was like looking at that man and giving him my most DAO face. then i said "excuse me" then i purposely shoved my bag around. then will hit him. hohoho. no lah. i thought of doing that. but didnt in the end. its a bad thing to do. haha. i wanted to scold him and knock his head and blah. HAHAHA.

anw. got caught for not wearing my uniform properly. -.- i tucked in my shirt lah. i want to buy a bigger blouse. or it will keep coming out. haha =D anw yihui and reb acccompanied me too. hahaha. then sat alone during morning asm. anw i'm used to it. =) then we had a new timetable. ~!#$%^&*()_+!!! CRAP. WE CHANGED OUR TIMETABLE SO MANY TIMES IN THE YEAR. I THINK FIVE OR SIX.. dumbo =.=

i like eng periods. esp a star. hahaha. though sijie doesnt like it. hmm. cos there are fewer people. and less noisy. =D i dont like noise. if the whole class has to make noise, then everyone should make noise. if not we should all just keep quiet. LOL. sorry if anyone's offended =X

got real angry with my brother. SO PLAYFUL LARH. >=(( anw. i dont know if i should change my blogskin. i already made one. or myself. its titled "blue rose" =) tell me if you want me to change okay? cos i think im lazy. haha. & i should get going now. GBU, SMILE & byebye. (:

volcano

its sunday today =) my cousins came over to play. haha. doesnt it ryhme? =DD

anw. they brought the "horrible science" package and played with the tools inside. the volcano. AND THE "LAVA" SHOOTED HIGH! it was realy high okay? like 1 metre off the ground! it was SO FUN. lol. okay here are some videos to prove my claims to you. XD





and i finished my maths! yay! haha. oh yah. my sister caught some fishes. her childcare went to paris ris on an excursion on friday. and 5 fishes died. -.- one was because my sister dipped the net into the water and the fish came out and started jumping on the floor.

and she came screaming to me. the fish was jumping. it was scary. then after a few mintues it stopped moving. didnt dare to touch it eh =( and it died. the other 4 died due to an unknown reason. lol. just found them dead this afternn. haha.

guess what. i ate kfc for breakfast. and i had a tummyache. because of irregular mealtimes =((

btw, i found something new & fresh -

How to make a sandra

Ingredients: 5 parts intelligence 5 parts arrogance 3 parts energy

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little curiosity if desired!

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

hahas. go try it out. take care, SMILE & GBU! =)

OPPS

just realised i havent blogged for 2 days. haha. anw. yesterday. SNOW was really fun. met at tampines mrt. on the mrt i accidentally stepped on someone else's leg lah. so embarrasing. haha. kept smsing huimei in the mrt. to keep me free from boredom. lol. and it was so funny.

then the journey was very long. i didnt believe it took 1 and a half hour to go to tampines mrt form sembawang mrt. lol. yi an told me so. i interchanged twice. and lost my way once. haha. i went to the wrong escalator lor. so many escalators lah. haha.

was yi an there when i reached. and a few other spdlighters. hehe. was like waiting for kin yunn but he went already la -.- anw i bought some chicken & cheese thing to keep my stomach from growling. hahaha. then saw some snake performance. at the pasar malam while waiting. it was scary. the man hypotised the snake -.-'''. didn't finish watching the performance, cos yi an pulled me to the bus interchange. lol.

saw many people in the church. a great place to worship =D i think like 400 people went? hahaha. WE SANG AND WE JUMPED. AND WE DIDNT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE. WE JUST JUMPED. =DDD EVERYONE JUMPED. yes everyone. hahaha. SO FUN LA. =DDD btw, i something really extraordinary happened. i couldnt stop clapping. couldnt control. my hands just went "clap clap clap" all the while. lols. then my hands were so red but it wasnt pain. GOD WAS THERE! AHAHA.

gonna eat my ban mian now. =D take care, SMILE & PRAISE GOD! (;

Lalala. Its so boring here. I already thought of what to blog in the morning but now i can't rememeber what I wanted to say -_- Rahhs. Anyway, i signed out of MSN. i submit another skin just now. Its title? Into your eyes. Type "sandra" in the search box. www.blogskins.com . remember to comment oh! =D (Casual Elegance was yesterday) But now Blogskins is down. I have homework to do. Advice : don't sleep too much. You'll get headaches in the morning. it doesnt help that i didnt eat breakfast. And i slept at 3am. Read a book. Stargirl.

I'm a bookworm. Yes i am. Haha. Sister is back from her childcare. Brother's in m'sia. Who else's at home? Let's see. Grandmother (Wai po, see her picture below. Hehe.) This is a very boring post. I'm getting asleep while typing this. Let's put in some photos okay? =D

I notice i take a lot of pictures with my siblings! ahaha. this was taken on the 1st day of CNY! lol. sorry for the late posting =X the rest below are also taken of the 1st day of CNY. hahaha.

this is my sister's foot. ehehe.
1st uncle's (maternal's side) family.

3rd uncle and 3rd aunty...

and their children... Grandmother! WAI PO. hahah.

i just had this sudden thought that if i didn't want to have a ny regrets in life, i would have to apologise to people publicly, thus i've decided to do this in my blog so that everyone will see it. and hopefully they will yah. (:

one. i'm sorry to all those i've caused to hate/dislike me or whatever. because of my words/actions or whatever i've done to made you hate/dislike me. i know its a very difficult thing to hate someone because the more you hate someone, the more your heart becomes..yah you get what i mean.

so, this one goes to all who hated/disliked before, hating and still disliking now and those who will hate and dislike me in the future. [hope not..haha] so to prevent that from happening, i shall treat everyone with respect. and be nice to everybody =)

two. i'm sorry to daddy and mummy for causing them so much trouble. because i wasn't the perfect child i wanted to be. sorry for making you all scream and shout and even cane me in my younger days. but i shall try to and i must obey you all because well, you're still my daddy and mummy. haha. yes. =D

three. i'm sorry to people whom i've offended in some way or another, in school, on the streets or whatever lah. haha. urm. so that's all i guess. now i shall have no regrets in life. becuase what's done cannot be undone and i shall not look back. regrets are just a waste of time. agree? ((:

time for some pictures!

disclaimer: all pictures were taken by my phone =)

random

random. hdb flats. x))


the shelter
[clue : sembawang]


looks like CSS contestant khim right? ahaha.


prettaye cool eh? =D


effectious picture! =D


boat sailing? haha. i did this by turning the cam at the
fast speed when taking a picture of smth. hahah.


bear. eheheh.


behind bars? =)
[clue : mrt]


nice bookmark!


apple! XD


isn't this cute? =D


hamtaro! CUTENESS =))

wild wild wet

me! @ wild wild wet. =)


mummy & me!


me & shirleen!


mummy!


shirleen & jw!


jw & mei!


cousins =)

today

nice right? its the sunrise!! woke up
super early today to take this shot luh. =D


trees at the beach this morning.


my sister! XD


hahaha. 4 people.


my shadow. lols.

okay. that's all i have for you today. happy viewing! =D
P.S } http://sandra--.blogspot.com (testing blog)

heyheyhey!

=D hello everyone! i'm back! from coasta sand chalet! yay! hahaha. it was really fun. yah and sorry for not posting ytd. didn't have the time. plus i wasnt at home. yah. hehe. okay.

11.03.06
left for coasta sands at 4.30. hees. we went to paris ris mrt first. then we took a taxi there. hahaha. then my sister slept on the way. we reached the chalet at 5.30pm i think. haha. so our chalet was B-08 =D saw 2nd uncle. he was the only person at the chalet. how lonely. awww. hahaha. so we joined him and watched tv luh. was quite boring lah. hahah. then waited for my cousin to come larh. but he didn't. crap. and so i did my science hw.

then...ate dinner at hao kou wei. we walked a long journey [the long cut] we didnt know there was a shortcut larh. hahaha. but anw. on the way back. i ran!! with my brother. yay! i love running! hahah. and we ran from the foodcourt all the way back to the chalet. so shiok lah. hahah. and we sand along the way. perspiring is good. haha. considering i ran for jogathon the day before. maybe i should run everyday. hehe. then my stamina will be better =D

hohoho. then when we reached back. saw the "neighbours" playing LOUD music. and they were dancing -.- crap. and they didn't stop till 3am. couldn't sleep. but managed to sleep. hahaha. okay. so that say was like. adjusting to the enviroment of the chalet. hohoho. next day.

12.03.06
yesterday was a whole lot of fun fun and more fun!! =DD i woke up at 10.30am. hehe. i was the last to wake up. so..brushed my teeth. then we decided to go to...WILD WILD WET!!!! yayness. when everyone was ready, we proceeded to downtown east. by the short cut. yah. this time we were smarter (; and then the queue was LONG. yah. very long. saw 3rd uncle and his kids there [qixing & qiwei]. anw we joined the queue. then the kids changed. hohoho. luckily i changed in the chalet alr. anw. the tickets were ex. but it was worth it x)

and then...the first thing we did was put on the whatever life jackets. i didn't wear it on lah. it was so obiang. and the thing was WET. haha. i'm so fussy. so the kids wore. and my mum wore. 3rd uncle didn't want to play. haha. he looked after his children. haha. and our belongings. then the first thing i played was the slide.

AWW. SHUCKS. ALL THE INFO IS GONE! TYPED A SUPER LONG POST JUST NOW. THE RECOVER POST DIDN'T WORK. ARGH. SHUCKS. SO NOW YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I DID AT WILD WILD WET. ALL BECUASE OF STUPID BLOGGER. >=( ARGH!!!!!! IM SO ANGRY. BLOGGER IS STUPID!!!!! ahhhhhh. FREAK. im tired of typing everything again =((( so sorry. amybe i shall tmr. im tired. sick of blogger. if you want to know what i did at WWW. though i doubt anyone will. msn or call me luh. BLOGGER IS YUCKY.

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I GOT SUNBURNT.
AND MY SKIN IS PEELING OFF NOW.
PLUS I'M NOW TANNED.
AWW.
=((
i've got exactly 100 pics in my photobucket!
XD
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argh. just now typed a post already loh. then blogger say got error. cannot publish. what the heck. >=( ahhh.

lalalas

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING YTD. haha. i was doing my science hw larh. see i'm a good girl x))

today was a longgg day for meee. hahas. woke up at 6.10. slacked in bed for a while before brushing my teeth. hehe. then in the mrt. people were like pushing around -.- no space le still push. sigh.

anw. carried the sling bag to school. anw didn't have to bring much things. haha. oh yarh. during morining asm, victoria asked me if i brought my report "card" {its made of paper anw. sch no $? lols}. then i was like.."huh? need to bring meh?" then someone go and cha zui lorh. as if i was talking to here -.- hahahah. then victoria say "oh yay. got somebody accompany me le" hahaha. so i didnt bring. and she didnt bring too.

hmm. absentees were sally and reb. haha. and then urm. sat with qh during asm lorh. hmm and and. we went to the bus after asm. hmm. and the bus went off even before mdm gene tan came. haha. and then we were like shouting to the bus driver to stop. hahaha. luckily he stopped in time. x) and so we started on our jounrney to umm. NEWater! XD

and then when we got there we had to like sit on the ground so many times. hahaha. and it was kinda boring. hehe. and erm. proceeded to..science center next! what waterworks. what crap lah. hahah. i got WET! my whole uniform was wet kay. but my head wasnt. and my socks plus shoes were totally soaked lahh. and the water even got into my ear! sigh.

qh was real unlucky today luh. when i stepped into the water maze the coast was clear. then when i pulled her with me and when she made the first step the waster just splash out all of a sudden. i wasnt prepared kay. my natural instinct told me to just walk through and not bother about whatever water splashing out. hahaha. then what next. a lot of people got wet actually.

and urm. then i went to the washroom to change into my PE attire lorh. what to do? so wet still wear uniform ah? hahah. and just then i realised my pants were wet! must be the water crap thing luh. haha. then its like obvious loh. like people can see the water there..hee..used my bag to cover lah. haha.

and then we had mac. we paid $3 for it and all we got was a hashbrown and a burger. haha. but it was quite nice actually x) drank bandong too! =D oh yah. then i was desprately looking for the washroom loh. urgent kay. haha. then "ren" for so long. cannot go cos too many ppl at SSC. then on the bus sure cannot go right. then it took quite long to reach macritchie. you can imagine how long i "controlled" kay. hahah.

then umm. it was so hot there lahh!!! rah. then still need to sit on the grass. gahh. and then i partnered huimei. my number was 253..hahas. looking for toilet there then look for so long then found it finally. hahaha. im dumb larh. haha. then so stupid lorh. okay. dont want to elaborate. ahem. hehe.

then it was like so hot and then the teacher allowed the boys to run first. sigh. and we waited there loh. was perspiring like mad lor. still need to run -.- and do warm ups. crap lah. so warm le still need to do warm ups =.= while waiting went to get a drink from the vending machine. i wanted to pick ice lemon tea loh. then when i put in the $ le right. then press the button cannot then some girl go and press what grapefruit of smth. stupid lah. so sweet lor. and gasy. hai. nvm luh.

then i ran with huimei! haha. we got high a few times. the suddenly run very fast. and we sang. hahah..people were looking at us loh. 2 crazy people running and singing. hahaha. one siao char bo {me} hair loose then nvr retie. the other one ran so fast like bullet train. hahaah. then in the middle i ewas like so tired and needed huimei to drag me -.- haha. but thank God lah. we finally finished the race. and i got to drink water! yay. really quenched my thirst. hee. i drank like 3/4 of it at one go..hahah..

hands and legs so tired luh. the we got some ice cream. and after everything. took 855 alone to khatib mrt station then came back home. then i saw my tuition teacher here loh. sigh. my mum told her to come at 5.30 then i reached back like ard 6.47 loh. made my teacher wait so long. felt bad larh. =( anw i bathed the 1st thing i came home. so sweaty luh..haha. now so comfortable le =D and then i havent eat dinner then come and blog le..hahaha. will continue doing hw later.

take care, smile, God bless and byee! =D

blahs {moodless}

miss lala is just a little disppointed with her test results. [for your information, she banged the tablejust now because she was so stessed duing lunchtime] she failed her overall maths. and she failed her geography, as well as her science. hmm. don'tknow if that is cool. well it sureisn't. thelibrary keyboardis dumb lah. nospaces. try to read without the spaces. should i say haha.don'tknow.today is the very DUE dat.e the last day in handinmy d&t workbook.andcoolios.i havent done the workbook. I DIDN'T FINISH EVERYTHING!

one habit i should kick : imust refrain from the computer!!

i tend toforget abouthomework once im online.sigh. i scored a 45 for my overallmaths. AHHH. i must study!!!! STUDY!!! STUDY MORE!!!! AND SLEEP EARLIER!!! and guess what. a 5 over 15 for my FIRST goeography test. and science? well.let'sjust said i did badly. 11 1/2 [and a half] OVER25. RAHHHHSS..!!

I MUST WORKHARDER. GET MOTIVATED AND START THE ENGINE RUNNING! IMUSNT FAIL!! MISSLALA DOESNTFAIL! GOD IS WITHME. YES HE IS WITHME.ISHALL BE A GOOD GIRL.ISHALLDOMY HW. I SHALL TRY TO LOVE ALL my homework. yes i shall.misslala, JIA YOU! =)

something made me really happy today x)) don't read the words below. just some ranting. yah. =)

______ is like so selfish can. why you all like ___ loh. she became Christian le still like that. what is she doing loh. still say she felt God's prescence before. all crap lah. maybe she go church just because a ot of people going loh. what a copycat. i can i use the word despise? =X er xin lah she. still _____ one. and then..eee lah. she think a lot of ppl like her loh. but in fact no one likes her okay? and then ______ is like so unreasonable luh. freako. whatever lah. pigu zhunao dadoongoo!!

P.S: i dislike copycats x(

things to do

1. literature homework - (in notebook) TOO MANY TO TYPE OUT.
2. geography homework - workbook + mindmap
3. maths hw - Skill Practice 3D questions 5, 10 & 11
4. art hw - light
5. d&t homework - folio + workbook
6. chinese homework - 剪报
7. buy d&t apron - or should i get it from someone who doesn't need it?
8. buy art materials
9. buy new buffer? - my buffer was broken was my brother =(
10. borrow books from the library - i keep reading the same book for morning assembly. how bring. i bet i read that "friends & sisters" book for more than 10 times =/ i can even remember the author's name: SANDY ASHER.
11. wash my school shoe
12. send handphones for repair
13. pack the house - its so messy luh.
14. buy foolscap - 3 pathetic pieces left
15. do more blogskins - for people
16. save PW in diskette. but the file is too big!! what should I do? _____ will blame me luh.

things i'm not sure of:

1. I didn't take the 1st science test. i was absent and mr ___ didn't ask me to take the test. Huimei didn't take it too. so..?
2. Was there an english homework titled "What i want to be when i grow up"? Victoria told me there was. but..??

AHH!! I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL AGAIN!!! don't teachers realise they give us so much homework and they pile up slowly and altogether they are like one huge junk stacking one on top of another and then it amounts to a so great huge amount of stress for everyone (maybe for me only) and then..ARGH!!!!! IF HOMEWORK WAS A TEMPATATION I WILL DO A GOOD JOB AT RUNNING AWAY FROM IT. school is stupid ='(

x)

yay. look at the time now. 12.06am. alright. i just did a few "buttons" so you can say. yah. spent quite a few hours. and i edited. again and again. quite tiring lah. but i persevered. =D

so here are the results. =)






this is the one i like best. and i tell you lah. you can say i crop the 2nd one right. but no. i was dumb lah. i adjust and shift. and make a new picture. and i finally did it. dumb right. i could have just cropped the 2nd picture. -.-"' stupid me.

lyrics again x)

<小孩不笨2> 主题曲
<一生绝望>
曲/杨波 词/梁智强

Verse
我们肆无忌惮 我们成群结党
我们目无尊长 对什么事都不满
看着我们的成长 只会制造麻烦
我们就是一无是处你又能怎样

我们don’t give a damn那看不起的眼光
我们什么都不是 我们什么都不管
我们之间为什么会渐渐地没有语言
我们之间有道墙

学校老师束手无策父母臭骂我们不会想
这个社会的标准已经超出了我们这年纪的有限想象
只认定会读书就一定是好孩子的榜样
别以为看不起我们 就告诉自己比人家强

有多少人关心我们为何会走错迷失方向
又有谁会 替我们想想苹果为何变烂
其实我们也曾努力要争取所有人的称赞
扪心自问你们究竟给了我们多少希望

副歌
泪水已经流干，前途也很渺茫
迷失的灵魂，我们应该怎么办
惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长
然后让我们一生绝望

有些人幸运天生没有战场
我们一出世就是自己孤军作战
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
不要让我们一生绝望

((: can everyone see the above lyrics?

LYRICS =D

歌曲：爱, 无力

歌手：潘嘉丽 专辑: love me, kelly

最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞成了习惯 习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚

我只想 对着夜空
轻轻的呼吸 寻找我最爱的人到底
在哪里在慌乱中 翻箱倒柜寻找记忆

有一种爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情我的心如此无力
其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪滴落在手心

歌曲：魔力

歌手: 潘嘉丽 专辑：love me, kelly

kelly you ready to rock this?
(i know you wanna dance c'mon
you know you wanna dance c'mon) x3
lets rock
你的眼神里存在让人想靠近的坏
思绪安定不下来有点无奈
你用舞步挑逗我
我的视线离不开
灯光亮起散场后你会和谁离开

这是怎样的游戏
让我还不觉又想靠近
我竟如此无能为力
最爱的人竟就是你
可不可以再靠近
拉近我们之间的距离
(let's rock)

爱就该随心所欲能不能定下约定
我只想要和你在一起
(let's rock)
你独特的魔力使我情不自禁爱上你
可不可以再靠近
(that's right)
拉近我们之间的距离
我只想要和你在一起

i dreamt of you. twice. last year. and this year. the very same dream. can you believe it?

计时炸弹

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type.d writ.ten. copying is allowed. but do credit me please x)
}

i love this song. its like. i can relate to the song lah. =) its in my jukebox le x)

天 已经快天黑啦
我还不要回家
一个人呆呆的想着你啊

傻 这世界我最傻
每天等你电话
我为何要为你放心不下

爱情的计时炸弹快要爆炸
我的委屈你晓得吗
当你抚摸我的头发
我又为你心跳十下

爱情的计时炸弹快要爆炸
我的情绪你晓得吗
难道要我眼泪掉下
才晓得我的心碎吗 （爱我吧）

爱我吧 好吗
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the song is like so nice. x) im not gonna talk about today. i gonna talk about the song. today really. nvm. okay. dont as me why relate to me lah. haha. i like the song lor. hmm. and dont ask me who i like lah. lols. hush. im not telling. nobody knows. hahaha. unless you're my reallyreally close friend i might leak some secret. wahahah. but i dont think i have any right. so no use telling. wahaha. lol. alicia. i only typed 2 words wrongly leh. hahaha.

numerous thoughts keep racing through my mind. it would be disastrous if i blogged about them. but im still here. let's start from the start of the day.

I was late. i woke up at 7. i had to run. i ran with lilin. er yah. then had geog test. then was perspiring like mad. then some people realised i bought a new pair of school shoes. lol. if i dont buy then how? lols. and some didnt.

I didn't wanna go school actually. throat pain. i would have found any excuse that i could use to stop me from going to school. school is like. crap. the people. err. SOME people. yes some people. CRAPPY CRAP. i dont uds why when i wake up grouchy in the morning then at the end of the day, i was get so happy. God's purpose. hmm. but if i was grouchy the whole day. no one would like me.

they would hate me lah. but why can some people be grouchy the whole day. then SO MANY people care about them. what is the problem. just because they uhh. are "popular" or what. i can't do anything. anw. stupid thoughts. right? geog test was okay.

dont know how i'd fare. the scrabble competition was nice. i saw some sec ones. they were really nice lah. er. the girl was paulyn tan. i think. the boy was dominic ang. nice ppl. they won x) huiqing asked me why i looked sad. so did many ppl on different days. i dont look sad. maybe i do. maybe . i dont know. how come im sad?

sometimes people care. sometimes they dont. anw today. i was being hitted by a ball. on my back. so pain lah. i think the person was..ah nvm. why they want to play soccer in class. i wonder why i didnt cry. too shy or too strong. maybe both. maybe im afraid of some ppl who will say things. they will say i cry too much. then how come she cry so much you all care about her leh? and my leg hurts. like fractured like that. SO PAIN.

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL. homework is stressful.

Now that You are near
I stand before You, Lord
And give You all my praise
Your love is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

My life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

Hold me in your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You
And now that You?re near

Everything is different
Everything's so different, Lord
And I know I?m not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

And I will sing for You always
'Cause in Your presence
God is where I wanna stay

So blessed
More than I could ever hoped or dreamed of
You have poured Your favour on me
One day in the house of God is
Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed I can't contain it
So much I got to give it away
Your love has taught me to live now
You are more than enough for me

Lord, You are more than enough for me (x2)

My redeemer lives
I know He rescued my soul
His blood has covered my sin
I believe I believe

My shame He's taken away
My pain is healed in His name

I believe I believe
I'll raise a banner
'Cause my Lord has conquered the grave

My Redeemer Lives (x4)

You lift my burdens
I'll rise with you
I'm dancing on this mountaintop
To see your kingdom come

I've got Heaven on the inside of me
I've got Heaven on the inside of me
Peace and joy
God has set me free
Heaven is a reality
Abundant life flows out of me
I've got a smile on my face
A glide in my stride
I'm tasting his grace
And I'm walking by faith
I've got heaven on the inside of me
I've got heaven flowing out of me
I'm bring heaven into this world

Joy, Joy, Joy
I've got such joy in my heart
I've got peace, peace, peace
I've got such peace in my heart
I remember the day it all began
It was the day that
I was born again
An explosion took place
On the inside of me
It was the spirit of God
Setting me free~

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