计时炸弹

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i love this song. its like. i can relate to the song lah. =) its in my jukebox le x)

天 已经快天黑啦
我还不要回家
一个人呆呆的想着你啊

傻 这世界我最傻
每天等你电话
我为何要为你放心不下

爱情的计时炸弹快要爆炸
我的委屈你晓得吗
当你抚摸我的头发
我又为你心跳十下

爱情的计时炸弹快要爆炸
我的情绪你晓得吗
难道要我眼泪掉下
才晓得我的心碎吗 （爱我吧）

爱我吧 好吗
我在等你的回答
爱你呀 放弃吧
就当作哭泣是一种惩罚。。。

the song is like so nice. x) im not gonna talk about today. i gonna talk about the song. today really. nvm. okay. dont as me why relate to me lah. haha. i like the song lor. hmm. and dont ask me who i like lah. lols. hush. im not telling. nobody knows. hahaha. unless you're my reallyreally close friend i might leak some secret. wahahah. but i dont think i have any right. so no use telling. wahaha. lol. alicia. i only typed 2 words wrongly leh. hahaha.

numerous thoughts keep racing through my mind. it would be disastrous if i blogged about them. but im still here. let's start from the start of the day.

I was late. i woke up at 7. i had to run. i ran with lilin. er yah. then had geog test. then was perspiring like mad. then some people realised i bought a new pair of school shoes. lol. if i dont buy then how? lols. and some didnt.

I didn't wanna go school actually. throat pain. i would have found any excuse that i could use to stop me from going to school. school is like. crap. the people. err. SOME people. yes some people. CRAPPY CRAP. i dont uds why when i wake up grouchy in the morning then at the end of the day, i was get so happy. God's purpose. hmm. but if i was grouchy the whole day. no one would like me.

they would hate me lah. but why can some people be grouchy the whole day. then SO MANY people care about them. what is the problem. just because they uhh. are "popular" or what. i can't do anything. anw. stupid thoughts. right? geog test was okay.

dont know how i'd fare. the scrabble competition was nice. i saw some sec ones. they were really nice lah. er. the girl was paulyn tan. i think. the boy was dominic ang. nice ppl. they won x) huiqing asked me why i looked sad. so did many ppl on different days. i dont look sad. maybe i do. maybe . i dont know. how come im sad?

sometimes people care. sometimes they dont. anw today. i was being hitted by a ball. on my back. so pain lah. i think the person was..ah nvm. why they want to play soccer in class. i wonder why i didnt cry. too shy or too strong. maybe both. maybe im afraid of some ppl who will say things. they will say i cry too much. then how come she cry so much you all care about her leh? and my leg hurts. like fractured like that. SO PAIN.

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL. homework is stressful.

Now that You are near
I stand before You, Lord
And give You all my praise
Your love is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

My life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

Hold me in your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You
And now that You?re near

Everything is different
Everything's so different, Lord
And I know I?m not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

And I will sing for You always
'Cause in Your presence
God is where I wanna stay

So blessed
More than I could ever hoped or dreamed of
You have poured Your favour on me
One day in the house of God is
Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed I can't contain it
So much I got to give it away
Your love has taught me to live now
You are more than enough for me

Lord, You are more than enough for me (x2)

My redeemer lives
I know He rescued my soul
His blood has covered my sin
I believe I believe

My shame He's taken away
My pain is healed in His name

I believe I believe
I'll raise a banner
'Cause my Lord has conquered the grave

My Redeemer Lives (x4)

You lift my burdens
I'll rise with you
I'm dancing on this mountaintop
To see your kingdom come

I've got Heaven on the inside of me
I've got Heaven on the inside of me
Peace and joy
God has set me free
Heaven is a reality
Abundant life flows out of me
I've got a smile on my face
A glide in my stride
I'm tasting his grace
And I'm walking by faith
I've got heaven on the inside of me
I've got heaven flowing out of me
I'm bring heaven into this world

Joy, Joy, Joy
I've got such joy in my heart
I've got peace, peace, peace
I've got such peace in my heart
I remember the day it all began
It was the day that
I was born again
An explosion took place
On the inside of me
It was the spirit of God
Setting me free~

=D

AN EXTENDED APOLOGY.

hmm. i don't know how to start this but hmm. okay. alicia, i read your blog already. uhh. okay. first things first lah. sorraye. =( but i checked my chat log. i didn't call you a freak. i really didn't. and about the skins thing. uhh. i didn't say they were not nice. i said they were nice.

uh. [01:19:45 PM] m i s s . l : i like the rainbow one
that's what i said. i didn't say your skins were ugly. i checked the whole chat log and i found no ugly. nvm. i shall put the whole chat log here lah.

19 feb.
[01:20:51 PM] m i s s . l : i spent the whole of last night doing it
[01:20:52 PM] m i s s . l : ((:
[01:20:58 PM] m i s s . l : go blogskins to comment for me
[01:20:58 PM] m i s s . l : hehe.
[01:21:38 PM] m i s s . l : im gonna submit it
[01:21:39 PM] m i s s . l : yay!
[01:21:43 PM] ___*// ?????: ok
[01:22:26 PM] m i s s . l : =D

hmm. you said ok. next one.

19 feb
[02:39:43 PM] m i s s . l : go comment for me please
[02:39:44 PM] m i s s . l : =)
[02:40:07 PM] ___*// ?????: ok

you said okay again. and i waited. and i asked again at 7.

19 feb
[07:41:25 PM] m i s s . l : you didnt comment leh
[07:41:26 PM] m i s s . l : =(
[07:50:01 PM] ___*// ?????: wait.
[07:50:01 PM] ___*// ?????: i'm watching tv
[07:50:07 PM] m i s s . l : wahh
[07:50:12 PM] m i s s . l : you watch so long de...

and i waited again. but you didn't comment. so on 25th of feb. which was the day u wrote your blog entry..i said..

25 feb
[02:07:51 PM] m i s s . l : hello
[02:07:57 PM] m i s s . l : do you have a blogskins acct?
[02:09:27 PM] ___*// ?????: NO.
[02:09:27 PM] ___*// ?????: i mean
[02:09:27 PM] ___*// ?????: yes.
[02:09:27 PM] ___*// ?????: wait la.
[02:09:27 PM] ___*// ?????: wait.
[02:09:29 PM] ___*// ?????: i'm really busy.
[02:09:30 PM] ___*// ?????: wait ar.
[02:09:35 PM] m i s s . l : uh okay

hmm. so i waited again. for you to comment in blogskins. but you didn't comment again. and i didn't call anyone a freak. maybe you don't understand the meaning of commenting on a blogskin? uh. when you are at a blogskin right. then there's a space for you to type your comment there. and i waited and waited. but your comment didn't show up. maybe its blogskins server probo. maybe you DID comment. i didn't mean comment on your blog. ah well. i don't know.

but sorry once again. =( i know my skins arent that nice either. as quoted from umm. your tagger. kuehh. but im not that kind of tiao man ren xing kinda girl who will like force you to comment or call you a freak. if you didnt have time to comment, you tell me lor. no need to ask me to wait kay? anyway you were okay in school. so i guess. uh. you are fine? and you arent angry with me anymore? maybe you even hate me..? uh. sorry lah.

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boring monday...
(reads from organiser)
there was a maths test today.
i hope i did well lah.
didn't really understand a few qns =/
for the past 3 tests, i scored a total of (8+11+6=25!!)
sobsobsob. over (20 x 3 = 60) how pathetic is that. 25 over 60.
good. i'm getting btter at this.

ms chung lent me a pen during the test. hahas. she saw me using a pencil to write. then she bent sown and asked me if my pens had ran out of ink so i said yes lor. haha. isn't she kind? xD

hmm. next thing. i need a d&t apron!! i lost mine. i either borrow from joyce or buy a new one. plsplspls remind this sandra to buy a new d&t apron. her memory's really bad. hush. don;t tell anyone. x) okay. and she has to do her d&t folio. alicia tee finished it. with the help of chenxi who helped her to draw 3 pages worth of isometric projection in 15 mins =O boohoohoo. i don't know how to draw!! but nvm. i shall try =)

2nd announcement. i have to by art materials all over again! ='( i said it before. mine was STOLEN. or maybe dumped in the garbage truck. =( and i have to redo my banner that is. how sad. next. i have to do the jian bao thingy. blahs. i don't even have the faintiest idea of where i left my chinese newspapers. shucks. =( and i didn't even buy the practical book for it. or the zuo wen bu. and i didn't do the literature thingy.

MY OPINION OF LADY MACBETH. what crap. i handed in my journal without my lady macbeth. freako. and there's a science test of friday. because some parents. complain. crappy crap. anw, went to aries after school today and bought my buffer xD its that kind of foldable one. =D actually i saw one really cheap one. $1. but there isn't the steps or whatever you call that. so i didn'y buy that one. sorry japh. lol. we go out then buy other things lah. don't have to buy buffer le (:

and er. what else. oh yah. mine was $1.20. cheap eh. haha. okay. signing in to MSN now. ((: cya online! oh yarh. before i forget =X replies to tags. =)

Ivan (tubbyboi) lols. fine. thanks! =D

Christopher er. you thought i so guai one meh. lol. haha. why must listen to you. see first lah. if i can't wear contacts then wear specs lor. mrs ___ said that like so long ago can? she said that last week and you still talking about it >=( haha. ya lah. whatever. pretty then pretty lor. none of my business. x)

Jenna lols. uh. okay? take care aright? =)

Huimei lols. thanks! why are you in the lab? art? (blur) haha.

this post is dedicated to...

HUI MEI!!

lols. because she just tagged me. so im gonna reply here x) hees.

HuiMei: files?! eek... and ur sony erisson is wad hp? =D welcome to the sony erisson family... lol..
SANDRA: yah lor. so digusting and yucky right. eww. dead flies. bleargh. haha. thanks. but in the end my mum gave me her T630 lah. then she go buy that 3G one lor. hmpf. i want to exchange hp with mummy!!! wahas.

HuiMei: ah... wrong wrong... is sony ericsson...

SANDRA: lols. nvm lah. i can understand (;

HuiMei: and u can sleep during asm... so good... i cant sleep... =(

SANDRA: haha. next time sit with me lah. then don't need sit in the front XP WAHAHA.

LOL. so if you're the only person who tags me, that post will be dedicated to you. nice right. wahaha.

hello! i have so much to blog about today! now the house is like so chaotic. rahhhhs. anyway, let's talk about happy things. i didnt blog ytd, did i? =X haha. okay. hmm. this is my 169th post XD and umm. hmm. i scored a 24 for my d&t test! =D its over 30 btw. x) and my mummy has got a 3G hp now!! yay! and i'm getting my new SONY ERRICSON hp tmr. XD now isnt that good news? =) i get everything i want. im so blessed. =D

mp3 player
printer
digital camera
new handphone
new clothes
new shoes

to God be the Glory x) still have a few more wishes.
bigger uniform? XP
scanner!
contact lenses.
rebond hairrr
new bag x) too greedy? wahas.
and buffer x))
couldnt find in guardian leh. shall try watsons tmr xD

hmm. waitwait. before i forget what i wanna say. uh i will transfer songs to my mum's hp! yay! =D and today's school. it was. aiyah i dont like hw lah. who likes it anw. xD hahaha. and umm. the assembly was soo boring. i slept for 5 mins. the ballet one (last week) was so much btter. i didnt sleep =) i cant even rmb what was today's assembly about. oh the food from the heart and SAC. sick lah. flag day again. so tiring. i hate flag days. im not gonna go. ever agn. wahas. and the ppt slideshow. that one i watched b4 le...someone sent that email to me. but its real nice. so yep. and mr white asked the sec 2 express classes to confirm those who are going to UK for literature..? i guess the guys will probably go. world cup. germany. wahhas. im NOT interested x) but its SUPER EX. $3200. my mother doesnt even earn that much for her monthly salary. yep im poor x)

hmm. went to bishan after school. yup. err. i waited for mummy in kfc lor. i actually waited for 1 hour..mummy was late! >=( i was so bored i kept walking ard. lol. then i finally found a place at kfc so i sat there. then some ppl sitting beside me were Christians too. a cg i think. there were 4 ppl. hmm. then i realised my water bottle got 2 files! dead already! =O i was super shocked then i rushed to the toilet to pour all the water out. then i washed the insides for 3 times before i was sastified. perfectionist mah. lols. it was super disgusting okay? i wonder if i "drank" any flies ~sallows saliva and gulps. eeew. then i threw the whole bottle away x)

and erm. bought 8 days. then i ate pork porridge at the foodcourt with mummy. was reading 8 days. x) wahh. the rafflesian celebrities (reminds me of eng class today. lol.) the what's her name. she's a true rafflesian! from pri sch all the way to JC! woah! so smart right. corrine may! yup its her. =D

and then i was like holding my mum's hp then i was playing the game when the train came. so i was like. uh oh. the hp sound very loud okay. so i faster close the shell lor. uh yea. haha. its a flip phone. =) samsung de. and then i bought cupcakes from breadtalk! hot and fresh from the oven x) my grandma said it was yummy! YUMYUM! XD haha. she ate the coffee one. i ate the choc chip muffins. 4 for $4. super duper nice. =D

hmm. God bless. SMILE. and take care! =)

ah! hw. ahh! that's what im gonna draw for lady mac for lit.
stupid hw.
lit. chi. geog. d&t.
and i needa do art.
the piggy steadfastness banner,
freako.

my whole art bag lost *sobsob*
pigu. the cleaner go take my art bag for what.
throw inside dustbin
*CRYS* my markers colour pencils evt inside leh.
including the steafastness banner
*WAILS*
i did it so nicely.
now its gone.
and i have to redo.
what crap.
*WAILS!!!*

HAPPY LIKE CRAP NOW!

YAY.
MY BROTHER ISN'T STAYING WITH THAT PIG ALREADY. HE'S COMING OVER! YAHOO!!!

BUT MY MAID SAID NO.
SHE DIDN'T WANT TO COME.
ARGH.
HOW SAD.
SOBOSBOSOB.

hi!

hmm. tuesday. okay.
the relief teacher came to take us for geog today.
AGAIN .wahaha.
mr ___.
his handwriting is child-like...小孩子 to be exact =P
had to copy mindamaps lor. uses of water.
and then he said he copied from guidebook de.
lols. and it turned out that the textbook had the same info!
LOL.
next geog lesson i bring guidebook can liao. =pP
hees. hmm. and there's geog hw. =O
so many pages leh!
wahh~

then it was PE lor.
went to stadium again.
to run 2.4km.
hehes, actually strted running with sijie.
then chg to huimei =D

hmm, we took 16.35!
YAY!! =DDDD
I DIDN'T FAIL!
WOOHOO!
YAYEEEE!!
HAHAH.
miss lala went crazy. hees.

okay and so umm. had stomachache after that till eng lessons.
the okay le. yup. eng lessons. sheryl wanted to sleep!! wahahah.
and then ms haq said my work was a huge disappointment D=

i forgot to do mah. then i wrote only 3 words : It is because. DD=
so i redo today lor. =D
hmm. have to link 2 peepo today.
lijia and lihui.
LOL. both "li"
i also li leh!
I'M LI HONG =DD

had literature test today.
hmm. 3 questions only.
i used 1 page. xD
hoping that i will pass..with flying colours! =D

hmm. and then here for library duty. but i'm slacking. =PP
hees. umm. oh yah.
i did one more blogskin!
yay! erm. okay. im going to do another one later.
when i go back home.
=D err. yea. keep a lookout of it!
its gonna be cute! =DD


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okay. take care, God bless and byee!
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yay. i changed my friendster profile colours =P.
dinner was maggi mee for me.
and i snacked.
=D wangwang. biscuits. donut.

i love eating =DD
i did my ideas generation le! yay!!!
there's church tmr.
hmm. goodnight and God bless!
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why am i updating ah. okay. reply to tags lah..

jen. okay i tagged.

sacha. sigh. don't worry lah. everything will come to past one day. must be happy hor. =)

jiaqi. thanks. =)

chenxi. i hurt my friends? sorry. know that there will still be ppl talking behind me ah. nvm lah. they like to talk let them talk lor. what have i done. but i never act lah.

jenna. haiyo. see people de tag got blocked liao. lol. ok lah. everthing rocks la.

DRAMA. i was in sijie's group. then have to act paikia liddat. then some people say i cannot. i don't know lah. why i cannot? everyone got their paikia side mah. its only today. aiyah. wo si le lah. my laughter. gone liao lor. what happened to me.

i don't know. i'm getting afraid of doing things nowadays. im afraid i will say the wrong things. or do the wrong things. then people will talk about what i do. why must you care. whatever i do you all like to talk about it. what is the problem. i am not being petty in here. i really don;t know what to say. im afraid i will say something wrong. then in drama we have to presnt smth mah. then last week drama i never go. then i dont know have anything. then i was in nobody's grp. so i went to sijie's grp lor.

there's hw. d&t hw. umm. lit hw. maths hw. the ws. im so tired of everything in life. i can't be how i used to be. why? i don't know either. i'm dumb lah.

sorry.

i don't know why you have to pretend to be someone else you are not. if you dowan fold skirt. dowan fold socks. den dont fold lor. but everyone is doing it. then be yourself lor. then be myself then people will talk. because i don't do what they do. i don't care anymore.

i dont mind letting you all know what im going through. this is part of my conversation with someone.


m i s s . l a l a ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
but sometimes hor. when im there. sometimes maybe people dont know they treat me as invisible but i feel they are lah. i sit alone. i stay alone. and only God is with me. what a struggle He is putting me thru. such a strong struggle. u noe b4 my parents were liddat. i told God i want to love them with all my heart i wonder if God is doing this just to let me love my parents. must God do this? why such a huge change in lifestyle and enviroment. and making me have to adapt. just to make me love my parents...
m i s s . l a l a ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
i feel i sacrifice a lot a lot for my friends lor. then sumtyms they dont care. i mean they say thank you with no sincerity.
m i s s . l a l a ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
maybe there is, but you know sincere ppl right. you can feel they sincerity and you feel warmth.
m i s s . l a l a ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
but i feel so cold.
m i s s . l a l a ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
you understand?

you all have closer friends. its not that i don't try to make friends. i really don't know. i don't even dare to speak. because you think that i say stupid things.

replies and valentine's day

replies first. =)

jenna - you're welcomed. ^^

alicia - lol. my memory good mah. they are stored as images in my brain x) that's why i remember so well. hehe. hees. my first day i only remember sherri sit beside me then jiayi and clara sit behind me. =) lols. yah thanks for reminding me. =) as (huimei) for mrs soh, i only remember her looks, i knew she taught gym, and she taught us PE..hees.

wan lin - i sahll call you averlyn lah. its nicer ^^ thanks a lot. But you do really good skins. =D Nevermind if they leave you out lah. In 2faith 06 you wont be! cause there's me! LOL. as if i'm that popular. wahaha.

eugene - title: friends and sisters by sandy asher (:

japh - sure. =)) thanks for tagging! =)

chenxi - yep maths is nice but i'm deproving leh. =(

huimei - replied in alicia's reply liao. ehehe. =)

chris - haha. you too lah.

VALENTINE'S DAY!

thanks for all the presents and/or cards. or maybe just a handshake or a "happy valentine's day!" ^^ lol.

victoria jiaqi joannas dawn qiuhui josie carine sheryl beatriz alicia tee jenna peiqi clara regina. woah 14 people! nice number! and its the 14th of feb today. NICENICENICE XD

Anyway made cards for many people, for nice people. x) if you never receive, maybe its because you didn't make for me lor. LOL. just joking. =)

wanlin said she would gimme mine on white valentine's day. =) anyway, mr ng didn't come today. so we didn't have geog lessons. =D and we went to the library to do some research during science. (almost slept. luckily we stepped out for fresh air. hees) for the universal thingy. what ah? err. natural pH indicators lor. roses' petals. nice! =D hmm. is there maths test tomorrow huh? *blur*

MY STORY

Remembering last year, (I know I supposed to write this at the start of this year. Or at the end of last year. But sorry la...I'm very chi dun that kind so yah..) I recalled much memories. Good and bad. everything. bitter sweet sour tasteless. I had them all.

Now this is the story of my school life.

I had pretty nice memories at the beginning of my secondary school life. I remembered the 1st day, Mrs Tan told us to shake hands with our partner in the school hall. My partner was then Sherri. We smiled and giggled quite a bit when we shook hands. She was my 1st friend I knew that was in the same class as me. 1faith. And then we sat with each other on the 1st few days of school. She's a nice person =D Sherri suda. =)

And she changed her chinese name last year I think. Sherri told me she had changed her chinese name many times. She's now xu tian yi shi. I think I won't be able to complete my story if i contnue this way. I remembered every single day of last year so by the time i type everything out I'll be dead. So let me move on. =)

Then when Ms Haq changed everybody's place last year, I got to know peiqi and carine. Peiqi sat next to me and Carine sat with Huimei. and i was in the middle of peiqi and carine. =) Maybe that's how carine and huimei stuck together =)) Peiqi was a cheerful girl. and Carine was really quiet. Then i got to know liquan too. =) She was best friends with peiqi. So there was it. Me, sherri, peiqi and liquan. Anyway, things changed but i shall continue my story first. That will come later. I think Chenxi was in the same group as me at that time. She was talking to Christopher. Christopher sat behind me. then there was derek. behind me. hahaha.

I remembered Chenxi told me she loved maths. I love it too. ^5 =D And then the very next day Ms Haq chose the class community. And then surprise. Ms Haq asked me if i wanted to take up the position of vcm. I felt eyes starring at me. I just nodded my head. Lol. oh and that day there was supposed to be PE. it was written in the timetable. =) But we didn't have PE. Oh no I forgot what was our PE teacher's name. Anyway she was a lady. =) And i wore PE for the whole day. Sijie accompanied me. LOL. but i didnt know her at that time but i sure was glad that i wasnt the only suaku who didnt know that I had to change back into uniform after PE. lol. in pri sch we didnt have to mah. we just wore PE attire for the whole day. hees.

And i remembered she was in moses house too =) Then the next day. I think it was the next day. yup ms lee came to teach us. she was a relief teacher. and she was really nice. Ms Haq went for her Haj you see. And so she taught us. we did the eng wb. and then i got to know people as i waked around the class. hees. really nice knowing them. and i remembered ppl calling me vcm vcm because they didnt know my name. LOLS. cute people x) and dawn said she lost her correction tape. then i wrote it on the board. but no one found it in the end. or did dawn find it? lol. i dont know lah.

anyway, soon after it was CNY. time to do hamper and stuff. then i asked people if they would like to go to northpoint to shop for the hamper stuff for the old folks. yup. and clara went. she was the welfare head =) liquan peiqi petrina too. and yihui. and qiuhui =) yah. i was a little late that time lah. =/ the sijie even later. lol. she brought the money =) and then clara called. then she came to the this fashion outside to bring me and sijie in. oh yah. i remember that yihui called me to ask me what i was wearing >< forgeot ="/" there ="X">< well anyway i went window shopping with sijie that day. and then we signed up for a mcd membership card tgt. lols. the woman there helped us. x)

it was fun lah. lols. and the next day qiuhui went to but some more food. yah. and we brought everything back to school on the following monday. then qiuhui and I wrapped all the food in the hamper and sent it to the needlework room. ms haq come back already huh that time? then the seats were rearranged again.

hmm. i sat with xiaomin. then peiqi was in front of me. hmmm. what else can i remember. anyway it was around that time that i started to be alone. i was by myself every recess. i didnt like it when PW time was there. i didnt know who would accept me in their group. everybody hated me then. don't know why. so i was alone all the time for about half a year. 6 months bah. yup. alone. i can't remembered what happened to me after that already. I was dead already. no longer sandra the happy vcm.

REPLIES TO TAGS

(: so here i am again, replying to tags. hmm. let's see. i'm not a good girl. =( I didnt finish my hw. or should i say i havent even touched them. =( well, anyway, replies. =)

xuemei - thanks for tagging! i'll try linking you asap. you know i'm lazy. sigh. i musnt be lazy. =/ ahaha. oh yah. post more ah? read all my last time entries lor. quite long one. =X okay, bhb sandra =XX

jenna - o.0 false alarm ah? bad jenna. badbad jenna. lols. thanks for tagging. x))

jiaqi - wheee. thanks jiaqi =)) woah you up so early eh. lols. you too! =D

huimei - hees. yup. *nods head* hehe. XD

2nd post of the day

Cbox just changed its advertisement. Linux Hosting becomes Get a free site. LOLS. btw, here's smth i read in a book. well it applies to me sometimes. =) Here you go:

With my chin bobbing on top of my books, I watched as my feet trudge towards school. That was the only thing i noticed that was happening, besides the fact that I was breathing, and still alive. Rainy. Phooey. Monday. Nuts. School. Yucks. Ocassionally another body trotted past, a voice called, "Hi!" But I ignored everything and everyone outside my own miserable self.

I watched the rubber tips of my shoes shuffle to a stop at the curb. Quickly and stealthily, I glanced at the traffic light. It was green. I fastened my eyes to my shoes once more and proceeded.

"Hopeless!" I said under my breath. "The whole world is hopeless. The human race is a total wreck and we should all hurl ourselves off the planet So why am I still going to school?"

The pavement beneath my rubber soles turned lighter in colour and smoother, then gave way to schoolyard. Several strides later, I mounted concrete stairs and stepped onto wooden floor. After dumping my bag on my chair, I slumped and sank into my seat. I rested my head down on top of the books piled on my desk. I would have preferred lying on the floor. Or better yet, burrowing under the foundation, along with the other worms. I was that low.

I will not speak to another living soul for a year, I decided. A month, I redecided. Except teachers, if they speak to me first, I decided for the third and absolutely final time.

I was aware of the bodies sliding into the seats beside me. I decided to block out any other noise that was bothering me. So i covered my ears and shut my eyes. Strange thoughts filled my mind.

Rejected by _________, I found myself ignored by the rest of my class as well. So what? Who cared? Certainly not she. They were all creeps. No redeeming virtues whatsoever, as far as I could tell.

The end.

HEYLOS.

Because of Jenna, I decided to reply to tags here. If not I get mistaken for flooding my own tagboard. hahah. I was only replying to tags in my tagboard because I was too lazy to post yesterday. =/

So here are the replies. (:

Christopher - Aiyohh..why always like that. SMILE! God doesnt want to see you like that larh. =DD

Jenna - hmpf* I don't flood my own tagboard lah. =P

Sijie - Thanks. I'm fine already. I'll be back in school on Monday. See you! =)

Jojo - Heloos. haha. thanks. (: Are you jolene?

Eugene - I look like auntie meh? =(

Jenna - Lols. YOU FLOODED! OH YES YOU DID. WAHAHAHA. =DD

Will edit and add pcitures here. loads of pictures. Look out. (;

I know my entries are dead boring lah. but my life is boring that's why. LOL. anyway, here are the pictures I promised. A picture paints a thousand words. ((:


the first picture is umm. the reflection of the bhb me. wahahaha. the second picture is my brother lor. ahaha. the third photo was took at the mrt. lame, huh. but i love it. you can see the reflection of all the trees , hdb flats. so nice right..ohh im going crazy. lol. but i reallyreallreally love it lah. the 3rd one huh. guess what? you see those holes at the mrt the toilet that kinda thing. lols. YESYES. the hole which the dirty stuff goes in. LOL! and the last one. my hair. whahaha. bhb-ness. again. okay, more to come! ((:

1st one, yays. that's my brother. duh. lols. yes i know he is cute. x) . but nevermind, the 2nd one's nice. =)) i like it x) hmm. 3rd one! junyang with yiyuan's poster. ahaha. just nice. =) picture quality isnt that good though. ahaha. okay. till here, take care guys! =D