Friday, September 23, 2005
NOTE: long post ahead
anyway, coureswork is inCOMPLETED. lols. i left the general research and evaluation. anyway, this foowing text is written by ME, during class LESSONS withour tchers KNOWING so that i know what i wna type on my blog when i came back. hahas. tt's the way 4 me 2 rmb what actually happened today...haha. i got BAD STM i tink. yah i THINK.
*okays, i now im crazy using so many cap letters but nvm lar..hor? haha...
first lemme tok abt my practical 4 hm E. terrible lah. i pray tt i'll pass. yah. ok...i can do well one. although the comments werent very good. the outcome wasnt expected. hope evt will be okay. OKAY.
next. yest at 10pm, my internet gt cut off. means 3 days liao. but oways haven 3 days wat. den i subscribe n subscribe again...until i pek chek den go n bathe, how i know, today internet suudenly okay liao..so strange lor..yest still gt the error msges when i tried to subscibe 4 three days. now i subscribe 4 four days..hehe
TODAY.
I thought today was saturday (notice that i did not use short-form..i want to cut off that habit, unless im chatting..haha..) hai...im getting more and more forgetful. so i woke up at 0630 this morning. Thank God i wasn't late. Anyway, during morning assembly, due to my tiredness, my eyelids kept drooping when i was singing the national anthem and taking the pledge...i even had gastric pain again. So i prayed against it and it was gone. Praise God. Btw, its very common for me to have gastric pain because i dont take my meals at the same time everyday...=X..During reading period, i kept falling asleep and i tried to keep my yes open (what if any teacher catches me?) anyway, i still slept my attempt to open my eyes failed. the words on my book seemed so blurry i couldnt even make them out. i was that tired. Thank God (No. 2) that no teacher caught me, I guess God helped a lot. =D
Now its chi lesson (rmb [opps, i brok my promise. rmb is such a long word =X] im typing what i wrote in school) We are having a 'mini' chi test on monday...its (ci yu). And there's science test on Monday too. chap 14 n 15. why? AND there's maths test on Wed. im getting fed up. Why must we take so many tests. Why do i have to study for the exams? Before you know it, the exams are here. supposed to hand in chi hw but i didnt do. i reaaly got no mood to do my hw, much less study. Why do teachers give us so much hw they dont even realised its too much for us.
I dont want to go to SCHOOL!!!
I was talking on the phone with qh for the past few nights till night. That explains my lack of sleep. i wonder how qh is so energetic though she sleeps late. postive thinking bah...must think positive! haha, that reminds me of the show,the ch5 one...the one mo xiao ling acted in...what';s the title huh? hai...4get AGAIN. anyway, her motto was "Be positive!" hahah...Back to the topic. I sold the chi thingy with vic today during upper sec recess...woot!...sold 6 copies..hahah...thingy...its such a gd word to use when u duno how to describe smth...anyway, the selling and all earned me 1 boring lesson of science..*yawns*..lols. but still left a period so no choice lor... And you know what, when i returned, i saw the science file on my table!!! so mr s was keeping it lor...he still said "it wasnt with me". liar. hmmp! *angry* He made me look all over in my house lor..waste my time and perspiration...-_-"" but hey, i really did perspire. A LOT. i look under the bed and almost every cupboard in the hse....hai..anyway, thank God (No. 3) the file is found and its...
IN ODER!!!
YAY! so happy! =D
BUT the happiness didnt last long (what crap am i talking abt, im not writing a scipt...) I was discouraged about smth....
argh...I got science hw!!!! haiss. what a disppointment.
Sang a lot of songs with qh. cx told me their gang compose songs. so clever lor. hahas. since they compose chi songs, i'll compose eng songs! Regina wanna sing. I compose, she sing. lols. i also taked to sherri today. haha. she's real good in her drawing...ok. i think i better stop here. too much words will be too boring..oh yah, the pW presented le...YAY! i think lasta was good despite their last min preparations..=)
hahahs. i think this is prob one of my longest post i have ever written. complete with details about what happened today. this took me 35 mins...
*Victoria requested to see what i wrote but i told her that i'll be putting up on my blog but she still wanted to see...so i gave her the paper and told her not to let anyone see it.
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
gimme ideas...
-tinkerbell(s).blogspot.com [my email add]
-cutebearx.blogspot.com [used b4]
-moonlite08 [used b4]
-blue autumn?
-lavender(92)?
-blue lavender?
-justager
-justagal
-justagirl
-perfectionist
hey peeps! giv sum suggestions in the chatterbox will u? thx yah!
library duty time
lib duty.
haha...u will ask how cum i can use rt..i tell u ltr. bb
kays. now im at home. tell u actaully wad happened...
im slacking at my cca, hehs. nobody in lib mah..closing soon.
so i came here to blog a few sentences. hahas. yea. tt's all..
LAME! XD
Monday, September 19, 2005
yada yada
Saturday, September 17, 2005
rants
i duno why..
but i kip wanting 2 improve my blog
editing again and again...
anyw, i bhb ar..
ask ppl cum my blog n tag..lol.
oh yah. 4gt 2 put my blog add in friendster..
or did i?
haha.STM lahh..
and then..im gna add my email add link ltr.
i dun feel like doing hw lor.
so sian.
haii..
btw, MUM BOUGHT PRINTER!
God mux hv told mum or smth.
lol. Its the conon pixma one.
v stylish. v nice.
hehe..wat a surprise.
tt tm was tt canera on carnival day n nw this!
haha. but i duno where to plug in the power cord! oh whateva.
y arh.
y r sum ppl so hardworking.
"im rushing to do my hw!!"
but. me?
"i dun wan 2 do anything, including HW."
hais. shud i?
be guai?
y?
i dun want. (ranting ahead)
i can. bt i dun wan. any prob? i duno how 2 do. can i giv up on hw n proj?
is there a law tt says i hv 2 finish em?
y..sum things.
we find them unfair.
just wad is happening on dis EARTH?
yay!
luv da music!
btw, im so sian here..
gog 2 japh's church ltr.
lol. my mei's church.
btw, i think friendster a bit mad larrhs...
oways chg da layout n stuffs.
BUT...I LIKE IT!
haha...i chged my profile liao! go c larrh
顺便...add testi 4 me kayys...haha
oh yah...i think i die le larr..
my geog wb nv bring hm!! sumore nid 2 do 4 chapters!
what am i gna do?
the door is gna be locked!
shud i go general off and say
"ermm..sry but i think i left my book in class,
can i get the class key and take my bk?"
haiis.tt's so stupid. sheryl can go in anytime lor..so gd..
her class door is spoilt!!
so can go in anytime!!
harr...so envy her...
btw, hi...wad m i gna say..oh yah...
yest went 2 sun plaza with japh lor..
den so many funny things happen in mac lor...
kk..will not elaborate...if nt i'll hv 2 type till my fingers go numb.
lol. aft tt we went to Aries.
v nice. =)
and then...ermmss...i rilly 4gt wad i wanted 2 say lar..hai...
want to rant so much. but nvm.
im gna end her. bye peeps!
*hey, once i mrb wat i wna say, i'll cum bck here.
will leave this window open. ;)
Friday, September 16, 2005
i got no idea...
i simply got no idea.
what a day it was.
sigh, sigh, sigh
how am i feeling?
i do not know.
perhaps you know,
you might wanna try.
what will i do?
if it was the last day on Earth?
-the above was just a little poem,
maybe it was,
and maybe it wasn't.
doesn't matter,
does it?-
now i'll type the rest of my post in chi...surprised huh?
if you cant see the chi chracters and they all appear as sqs,
go to VIEW-->ENCODING-->UNICODE (UTF-8) =)
嗨。。。今天又生病了,我感冒了。。。到底谁会关心我呢?或许只有God吧。。。=(
学校真的好闷喔。。。我的哈哈和笑容都是假的,是假的。
我脸上带面具。。。你晓的吗?不喜欢上学啦。。。就是不喜欢。。。
Hey, 我突发奇想!!想了一个新的名字。。。SEVENdegrees!
in short, 7°! 好听吗?应该是吧。。=)
(or at least i think so)...
thiskeyboard isso dumb. shant chg anything. the space thing gt prob. nt my faultkay...anyway...try to readifu can...hahahahahahha. anyway, here withjaphia 2 study. so guai hor? lol...er...actually WE DIN DO ANYTHINGMUCH. but at least we did smth haha. lame. what m i toking abt. japhia gna lnk me. yay! link her too.
tmr gog 4 jack neo moviepreview. in school. cool rt? argh. stupid bold thing. 4get it. nt chging. errms..oh..tmr gotta wake up earlyin tt case. b4 9pm mux reach schleh...haiis..now MRL solilppl. hai. thinking ofmr lonelysong.
duhh..gt maths hw. haven take maths tb. how? nvm. ask frens. =) clever anot? no rt, ok...im crapping. crazy liao. chged the bold thing anyw. thumb so pain.kk...gtg...bb! n hv a nice day...lol.(1faith ppl shud noe..)
Monday, September 12, 2005
and a lot of things happened during hols. we had steamboat+bowling as a cg...and i went on the mrt a lot...
well, the mrt is a v gd place to spot interesting ppl. guess hu n wat i saw just now!
A MIDDLE-AGED WOMAN CUTTING HER FINGERNAILS!
lol..and then i think sgporeans get irritated easily lah..in the mrt right..if u accidentally bumped into someone, he person will get irritated and may even curse tt person...not verbally lah..haha..singlish is becoming so commonly used now i wonder when it will b included in the oxford dic..hahaha..
anyway, msn died on me just now..yay..so happy lor..now its working le..
my autograph bk..peiying havent return 2 me..haix...so long le...anyway..trying this..
T T
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O * - tt's the mole...haha..kk..gtg...bb GBU! =)
Saturday, September 03, 2005
pics...
Tiffany...papa gave me this on Christmas when i was 8? i cant rmb..haha..
Susu..My unc's dog. Also my fav dog. Isnt she cute?
Beary...Angeline gave me this..hehe..=)
My pillow..have been having it for yrs..=)
My camera...=)
My trusty diary...=)
Puppiar..Fion gave me this on my 12th b'day..so sweet...=D
Friday, September 02, 2005
stomach pain..shucks...
talked to ps veronica. her surname is 'wong' she pointed to vic's nametag n said "hey, u're victoria wong n i'm veronica wong!" then she laughed. hai...felt so like crying when she counselled n prayed for me just now. my tears were rushing to hush out but i holded it. no, God holded it.
God...I know you love everyone. that includes me. hai. sigh.
you wanna know what subjects i failed?
- LIT!
- CHI!
- GEOG!
- SCI!
aRGH...its driving me crazy..its killing me! killing me!!! And i still have dreaded HW!!!
- mATHS ws
- chi portfolio thingy
- revision! lotsa em to do! i've to! ( i specially brought bck my bks to revise one leh! how can dun study? so heavy!)
And i din go home today. prob on sunday. shucks. gt the basketball match. can i tell angeline i dun wanna go? i hv 2 take a no of things.
hai. sheryl encouraged me to go 4 MS. i got tution leh. how to go? sigh..
- TIRED EYES
- TIRED FACE
- TIRED BODY!
"When you are phsically tired, you are spiritually tired too."
HOW TRUE...
Thank You God for comforting me, for always being there for me, for answering a YES to my prayers time n time again. THANK YOU SO MUCH...
Then God said: "Its okay. Let it out.Let it out"
Who doesnt want to live in fantasy? It either online or tv. why is this world so cruel i dun feel like living in it anymore. not a bit. This world is too unimanginable.I want God to take me away from this world. this stupid world. what is it becoming too. hai. im the youngest in class.
sigh. funny stupid things-
Sunday, August 28, 2005
closing my eyes...
what do i see? darkness? people like to say, at the end of the tunnel..its the light..and some make a joke out of it...its the train, duh...
just realised tt what i said was a bit chim...what was i trying to say anyway...
err...thinking too much lah...
want to see my signature? i host it on photobucket...havent been there for so long...hai...why cant we just take sm tym 2 lie back and think for a bit. just a bit will do. haiya...think too much again..but doesnt it make sense?
anyway, here's the website...you can see the other pics i use for my signatures..the credit goes to StealthEagle...she designed all of them for me...=)
http://photobucket.com/albums/y193/moonlite08/
Saturday, August 20, 2005
my space on MSN
http://spaces.msn.com/members/sandragurl/
avid reader? yes.
and i'm reading 'even more like annabel' currently by alan davidson. finished part 1. will con't later. gog 2 eat my LUNCH--maggi mee, now. time is 2.09PM. clocked. one more book untouched: ballet shoes by noel strearfeild. gna read tt soon. anyway, i have not taken my shower yet. gna do tt later too. having chi tuition at 5.30 later. movie starting at 2.45. gog sun plaza 2 watch. watching tv at 7. hong yi shou ji. nice shows. previously, shows tt i watched were: bo ming lao gong zhui lao po...jiu wu zhi zun..tan pan chuan jia...and im also watching JUEduiSUPERSTAR. junyang's out...sad...but i dun feel prejudiced against weilian. everyone shud b given an equal chance. kelly's in..yay...actually i was half expecting xinhui 2 get in cos of her gd performance, nevertheless, she lost but she was very brave...no tears dropped. instead, kelly was the one who was crying...
jus wanna say: KELLY...U CAN DO IT! =)
chatting wif eugene gg...he din reply...guess he is bz...opps...he replied..x) told him 2 chg his DP...haha...
anyway, my other blog is: http://cutebearx.blogspot.com. i will upload dis post there as well...kk..gtg...bb
God bless u! =D"
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
LOL
b4 i start on my post, i wish to tell God: Thanks for giving me friends. =D
kk, btw, im at the sch library. i cant use the net at gm's hse liao..i've already been on the net for 6+1 days. =/ only can use 3 days per wk leh..yest i used for 4 one xtra day cos chenxi asked me to look 4 info abt orphans for our PW proj. so i told my mum that i'll pay for the extra day.
it costs $2.50.
using starhub flexisurf2500 or is it 2000? oh whatever..anyway, just now 2 of my frens created their very own blogs too! vic n jos has joined in the bloggers community! yay! anyway, i'll put up their blog links 4 everyone 2 take a look later (one i finish this post). we made some funny pranks on vic's blog jus nw which we hv laughed abt..okay...im gonna update da links part...tc..bb n GBU! ;-)
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Saturday, August 06, 2005
not again...
oh God...
After school, i walked with sheryl to the mrt. i Knew she was meeting her cgl for lunch b4 the FOP. okay, that was so lame. then, i actually went back to my grandma's house 1st. I was preparing and all, packing a digital camera, my Bible, a book to read in case i feel bored on the train, an umbrella (just in case...), my pencil case with lotsa pens inside and my wallet. That was all. In it went into the orangy bag. The one i brought to cg last wk. And then i left the house around 4.15pm But my grandmother was like asking me where im gog and i din noe how to put it across to her in TEOCHEW. so i simply said that i was going to meet some friends. and by the time i finished toking to her, it was like 4.25pm. I rushed out of the house.
Okay, so happily n excitedly (hurriedly too) , i walked to mrt which was just 5mins away from da hse. I was in a t-shirt and my SCHOOL skirt still. LOL. So i went to the Marina Bay side..knowing i had to interchg at City Hall, i took out the book, 'A man named Dave' and began to read..i was surprised to note that in his book, he said God hated him! Well, but anyway i continued reading it. I believe that God loves everyone. But well, people, just misunderstand things.
Okay. the mrt came. i apparently..erm jumped in. Lol. there was a place for me to stand. Glad that the train was not crowded. =) And then, i read n read n read and after 30mins or so...i was finally @ the interchg. Angeline called me, and than i knew what was gog 2 happened. My phone went DEAD FLAT. shucks. I onned my hp again, and managed to msged angeline. Iknew she was going to ask me where i was at that hr.And she replied wioth an 'Ok:)' This is so usual of her. LOL. and den the train came. it was gna be another 3 stations to KALLANG. so i kept my book in my bag and waited with anticipation. Boy, it was crowded i tell u. Everyone were pressing again each other like we were a pack of sardines! Oh well, typical singaporeans. Things turn for a chg at Bugis station. I was happy that i could finally have some space to breathe with no one behind me or in front of me as most of the crowd had left at Bugis. So 1 down, 2 more to go. Finally! KALLANG! wow! everyone practically ran out and down the stairs. Taking out my wallet, i hurried and tried calling Angeline. Thanks to God, the phone did not die at that CRITICAL moment. I was so blur. Angeline was just at the right side of me and i din even noe. Lol. So after that, we popped in her dad's car with adonica and i began reading again. We were going to the SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM! in the car, angeline was like saying a lot of mushy stuff 2 her dad. I knew what she was getting at. We reached. YAY! but oh no...i felt i had pain in my stomach. shucks. hadnt eaten lunch. i was HUNGEY. i had gastric. oh no. i prayed against it n told God, it musnt be today God. Not today! I went to the toilet (the movable type) i felt better after that. sat down on the edge of the pavement. God healed me. Thanks God. ;)
The queue was so long, it was made U-turn and curvy and whatever and then angeline managed to 'tenh' her fren we gt into the queue. Pathetic. So bad hors? and den, adonica wanted to leave. Angeline persuaded her to stay but in the end she left. Hiax, wasted. After the left the queue started moving and soon, we were at overhead bridge already. Than when the barrier wqas taken away, meaning we could get in, evryone RAN! yo, it was that exciting.Than angeline asked y evryone was running and i simply said, WE ARE RUNNING FOR GOD! and then she said, GOd Chasers. Haha. Alrite, we went in n i was like"wow...so cool...aircon sumore.' we sat down at row 15. amazing! i told angeline that it was the best place to sit. We gt a FOP bkmak and den angeline told me we had to get out. I was like:'why?' den i told angeline to ask the person sitting nx to us to look after our bags. He agreed.
the security guard told angline that once we get out, we'll hv 2 queue again. Den i didnt feel like gog out. But angeline insisted. so out we went to get our fd. Both our hp batt was flat, so we had to borrow. Hai...titus was at the east. we were at the north. so we ran all the way and saw titus. he gave us the fd bought frm mac. we ate. and queue. angeline worried that our bags will be taken away. i assured her tt it wont. the man will look after for us. a series of events happened. de 3 of us queued. When we were so close to getting in oredi, the sky turned black, a few gers in front sang and we sang too. BUT..we waited until 7.40pm and the doors were still not opened. PnW started liao. i was a bit discouraged until...the ppl told us that..
The stadium was full! i was disappointed. i asked angeline," our bags r still inside. surely they will let us in?" then angeline said...wt abt titus? i said there was a spare seat beside us. we can giv it to him...and so she went in. Our bags were stilll at our seats! She said, carrying oout bags with her. Where's my bottle? its still inside! there was no way to get it bck nw. she said. haix...so we left. i said why cant we go in nw? den she said. u shud hv comed in with me together jus now. hiax. i was so so disappointed tho i din showed it. the gorgor and jie jie asked me if i was okay. i sAID im alrite. i had just NTS...then we boarded a bus. To orchard. we found out thAT THE BUS alighted at nx sattion..Jln Tiga??? we were lost. i asked them where r we??? they had no idea too. so we went into a taxi. i took out my camera..took the night scenes...gt to suntec...
took ltsa pics and than my psirits lifted up. i drank iced lemon tea. at cross talk. a christain cafe. den i say a poster that said..if i gave u something today n u missed it, i'll made another one 4 u tmr. i was touched. i duno if God was telling me to go again tmr. i din noe. i just duno. i told God. but its a very long journey u know...and den i tot..maybe God will give me smth better tmr? but i knew it'll b the same..just that i'll be gog myself lor. so i dished out da tot. titus said his cg was gog tmr but i siad. no pt. i duno ur cgm. sigh..so we went to a foodcourt next to finish our drinks. titus was hungry..so he bought fd. he was hving a cough n den we chit-chatted a lot..den we walked 1 round at suntec and we left our seperate ways. Titus n i boarded the same train. I took out my book again. ANd read. then at yishun station, i found a place to sit. so i sat n read. next station im alighting i tot. so i said'byebye' to titus den gt off. he was aliting at marsiling. n den i wlked bck. i saw mum n mei there. surprised. n we went bck tgt. told her evt. n den....blah..i wacthed tv..oh wadeva...goodnight.
Friday, August 05, 2005
FOP
btw, some photos i took at suntec...
Angeline (took when queuing up) just look at how excited she was...LOL
And this is taken in the taxi...see, she doesnt look as radiant already...
Me in the taxi...LOL
us..acting cute? LOL...
We asked a stranger to take this pic 4 us...angeline, me n titus..haha
=) Me again!
Har! Look at angeline's eyes..she's gone bonkers..LOL...
This is Titus with his "Dont do that!" look..LOL
Isnt this gross? Angeline bended her index finger!
Isnt thsi beautiful? i took this while the rain was coming toward me..cool huh?