read 3 chapters of bible yest..

yea, online! hehe...can u believe it? *lame*...angeline said we must mske a commitment to God to read His Word..the website is www.biblegateway.com. well, today i felt God talking to me when i was walking 2 the mrt wif mum...yeah, God told me many many things..cant tell u all..cos sum r personal..kayx? ;) yeah, and one of things He siad was He sent Jesus Christ down to die for us so that He can SET US FREE!! YEAH, so we r free now..that's y we shud worship n praise Him..uh-huh..den er...today jw not around..mum took him out 4 dinner..so happy..haha...=)..b4 that, he was rily making a lot of noise...haix..cant nap well 2day..mum n dad kip calling home...o ya, exams r coming..God, pls guide me..thanks..-D

:: we r not part of dis w0rld ::

yess..one dayy we will return back to God...happy *smiles*...i tink that ppl are getting out and out of order...so atrocious ya noe...btw, on 17/4/05..i rcvd the gift of tongues from God...yeah God..g00d God...thanks so much..im excited... ok...waitx..continue later..

:: happY ::

yeah, God..thanks for making me happy...u brighten me up when im sad, when im down u pull me up..u make my day..just by telling me that u are always there 4 me...=)thanks for giving me frens, giving me many things in life which could have been taken granted for..God, you are gr8 and i want to tell the world that way.

God, i cried again...i don't want to cry but it really makes me angry to see jianwei so disobedient Lord..why m i shouting? God, pls help me O Lord..why is aunty not taking care of them? are my expectations too high? God, only u can fully understand me...let me be patient..like how i used 2 be..God, i pray that jianwei will not be so naughty and violent, i pray that shirleen will not follow his bad example..let him stop disturbing shirleen. I cannot control him...why am i so angry? i know i shouldnt but God, why didnt u stop me? ok, thanks God. Pls bless your servant.Amen.

:: so tired ::

i feel like closing my eyes to slp now..i will try to follow my timetable as much as i can can..ok...today got jogathon..i was the 72nd lower sec girl to get there..actually cud actually be the 36th..i was in fact the 36th @ mid-point..1st half i ran..2nd half i walked.hehe..so i was 2 times slower...but nvm..thank God i could run quickly n escape from the heat..it was practically kiling me and my frens loh..al was so sweaty and sticky..but by God's grace,i could finish the run..drank orange juice after the run..shared wif jiayi and regina..haha..i wonder y..the problem i ve in school ish that everytime i talk to xiaomin, she dun talk to me..i dun hate her but why is she treating me this way?? God, pls help me,let xiaomin know that i do not hate her and let her not misunderstand me..thank You..in Jesus name i pray, Amen.
tired...gdnitex.God bless! =)

:: God is good::

today gt chi LC leh..i forgotten abt it totally lohx...den i prayed to God..asked 4 wisdom,guidance and strength..and i did the LC! i was not really concentrating @ 1st..my mind was drifting to sumwhere else...btw,sheryl told me that she wasnt going to GOMAD today...so i went to the library 2 look 4 her..walk up walk down...couldn’t find her..was a lil disppointed..but thx 4 my optimism, i told myself, if i had faith in God, den i shud go to CF..so i went..n i found Sheryl!! so happy..i was thinking if i shud tell me my probs...afterall, she's the only fren in PHS i can rilly trust..n i told her loh..k, to be continued...

ok,yep yep, I’m so happy today! i managed to download winzip (actually i cudnt..com was sorta freaky) and den blogger made my wish came thru! yeah! (of cos GOD told blogger..oni He knew what I wanted mah...haha) now i can recover my posts!!! yippee!!! =)

:: prIncEss of g0d ::

yeah..ok..so God is the King...and we are all children of God..means that we r princes and princesses or God! The Almightly King!! ok..well, just to share this email..nice one..take a look.

You are special to me. . .
Just wanted you to know
I think of you most every day,
No matter where I go.

Even though we don't keep in touch
The way I wish we could,
The feelings of warmth I have
For you are always understood.

Distance and circumstances
May keep us apart,
But never doubt the place
You have, forever, in my heart.

Thinking of you today
and wanted you to know.

"I thank my God upon every
remembrance of you."
Philippians 1:3

GOMAD

ok, just in case u r wondering what GOMAD stands 4, it means 'GO Make A Difference' you c those highlited words? 2gether, dey form GOD! =) haha, GOMAD is my school's Christian fellowship..yep..today i learnt that glorifying God is an act of worship. i can even do routine stuff to glorify Him! so happy..means i do not have to do big things to glorify God..little things can do too! =) like doing homework, going to school, doing chores..stuff like that..i hope i can glorify God each and every day...we must also have the right attitude. Pray first before doing something.To God be the Glory!

sang (as a backup singer) at chapeL t0day' *

( im currently in sch nw, booked a com @ the lib..going 4 my CCA later.)

i sang @ the chapel wif sheryl t0day, the air-con was blowing at us n my hands went numb..haha..we sang ' You alone' and 'How excellent Your name is'..

starting from the morning practice (ppl hu were involved in the chapel service e.g playing the piano or guitar blahblah will get to have the privilege of not going to the morning assembly yeah!) i reached the chapel at 07.25am <> den i waited n waited 4 sheryl n the other 2 boys to come...the boys came a while later and then Sheryl came at 8.05 rushing in the chapel carrying her bag because of swimming thingy..will not elaborate on that, long story...Haha...oh well, we saw how everything was set up and then we close with a prayer. =)

now talking about the 2nd practice (during recess) i rushed from the dnt room to the chapel ( i was having dnt lesson) tot i was late! haha, budden i din c the boys or sheryl in the chapel. Yeah, i was the early one again =) den when evryone came, we test the mikes, sang and den everyone came in like a flood into the sanctuary. looking at the large number of ppl, i was feeling rather nervous. guess sheryl was feeling the same way as me so we prayed to ask God for calmness.

the real thing began...after kim read the bible passage from Psalms, we started. i took a deep breath and started. i jus kept concentrating on the song so that i will not feel afraid or anything...we finish the 2 songs very quickly and smoothly. thank God. =)

nEw bL0g' *

haha...i saw sheryl's fren blog and saw that she gt a Christian blogskin, so i got one to0! =) i tot it was rather nice 2 let ppl noe that im proud to be God's precious child! I like a particular bible vrs which i kip in my wallet 4 ez refrence..it is Eph 4:31-32.

"Get rid of all bitterness, passion and anger. No more shouting or insults. No more hateful feelings of any sort. Instead be kind and tender-hearted to one anoother, and forgive one another, just as God has forgiven you in Christ."

I hope that i will be able to THINK before i get angry at someone and shout at him or her...so that i will not hurt his or her feelings unintentionally...btw, t.h.i.n.k stands for...

is what u say going to be...

True?
Helpful?
Important?
Necessary?
and
Kind?

so, THINK before u say anything to someone else...

ok, that's all for today. God bless, take care and bye! =)

:: exams r coming soon ::

yep, the 1st paper is higher chinese (04/05)...i dunno why...but i feel that i cant study a lot...2day is the 11/04 already...another few wks...hope i can get thru wif God's help...i dun want to shout at anyone already..im tired as it is....Lord, give me the strength..help me Father to overcome dis..thank You God…=)

introduction of my famile...

i have 5 members in my family...

dad, mum, bro (Pri 1...7 yrs. b'dae coming soon: 31/03), sis (3 yrs. b'dae same as my mum: 24/09!) n myself! =)

haix...i miss my other maids...my current maid is so unsuitable 4 me...my parents say so too..i think we will get a experienced one...more initiative i guess...oh ya, i was supposed 2 talk abt my family rite? ok..here goes...

dad strict @ tyms, practise favouratism de...otho he say he doesnt...he spoils my bro...always say me v thin...haix...

mum i like my mum...she is da best...mum is always bz working..very stressed cos gt 3 naughty kids...haha...i look a lot like my mum (without de freckles.)

bro naughtiest of the 3 kids...violent...playful..doesnt like studying...very spoilt...

sis xtreme cute but naughty...heex..she is the CHILI PADI of the hse...nickys: xiao ke dou dou..baby..

:: the easter msg ::

sum1 sent me this msg...so i tot of sharing it wif all of u..here it goes...

When Easter comes.....so does spring, bringing new life to the world.
The butterfly adorns the fields as it gracefully waves to the world.

The beautiful flowers paint the wind with their amazing fragrance.

As the birds prepare their nest, they harmonize while singing the joys of spring and new life.

Just as the spring rains water the trees and plants giving them new life.....
so did Christ's tears water our soul giving us life through His death. We call his act of love "Easter".

MAY YOU HAVE A BLESSED EASTER FILLED WITH HIS LOVE...=)

take care n may God bless u.

sunday

today...woke up @ 0730 by my grandma's shrilling voice...haix...nvm...lata im going to church.... yipee! btw, i 4gt to tell u....i created a website 4 my church cg...www.freewebs.com/chilicg...went to church le...ate lunch liao...eyes r tired...con't lata...

sianz...

so slpy...wanna slp..gdnitex...switdrims...God bless! =)

im back....

actually i was back yest....dumb com lah....gt disconnected.....stupid stupid stupid...so i figured out tt dial-up users shudnt ve blogs cos de line might jus b cut off any tym....but i'll try 4 nw..2day bro shout in my room early in de morn while i was aslp so i was awoke by de noise loh....i beat him twice (m i 2 violent???) den i shouted shut up @ him...den i slpt again...at abt 9 i woke up den i felt my throat was so hot....den i drank water.....went back 2 slp.....den i woke yup 1/2 hr lata......i cud nt bear de pain.....i kept drinkin n drinkin...den aft sum while....i felt beta den i slpt again.....den @ 10....my throat was hot n so painful...it was unbearable...dad told me 2 go 2 uncle rajoo's hse 2 celebrate deepavali..i decided nt 2 waste mi voice...den i rote a note...tellin him tt even if i went there, i oso cant eat or talk 2 ppl rite? den he finally let me go aft much tot.....haix....den family went out le loh.....left me @ home...ask me eat the 'tau kee soup'....den a bit beta..den hor....how i noe....i drink water tt tym v pain leh....jus nw head was spinnin.....haix...(u notice i like 2 put '...' hor.... ) den jus nw chat w haiyan....she bz den aft tt nv chat le....i wanna watch channel 8 at 2pm lata....c jolin gt win any award anot...oh yah....b4 i 4get...de dumb yilin.....if i eva mit dis kind of person in my life, i wud auto kick u out of my life....bb....

nth special loh...

2day i found a quite interstin website...www.funbrain.com..read the journal...its funny..abt a wimpy kid...lolx....n den haiyan added me as her msn contact 2day..we chatted n i found out tt she's quite a nice gal afterall :) ok....tink i'll stop here 4 de tym being....eyes tired liao....anyway,pls visit my website which i ve created 4 my church c3ll grp...www.freewebs.com/chilicg n sign de guestbk hor....thxie..ok..bb,tc n God bless! :)

-_-""

u may wonder y my title always lyk 'haix' lyk tt de....well,cus my life is lyk tt?full of sighs and LAUGHTER? HAHAHA...jkjk....anyway,singapore idol just ended n i tink syl did gr8 2day.otho im nt his fan or wadeva,but as a norm viewer,i tink he rily improved..yup...n den....2day quite'' unlucky...my logo do finish yest le den ask mum go 2 office print hor cus hse no printer mah....actually ms ong wanted it 2day den caN 'register' but....my mum cud not open de file!!! oh no! dis is bad u noe...ms ong oredi wanted it 2day n we did not print it cus haven print yet mah....den mum still cant print....tmr how???haix(again)....ms ong surely scold de lah....i mean all de other grps all ve logo....all present 2day budden...my grp..LOGO STILL HAVEN PRINT YET LEH! so mad.....budden 2DAY did finish bizness plan/proposal so 2 speak le....:) tt i happy....everything discuss properly le....all prices ve been confirmed.....all ok....going smoothly except 4 the UNPRINTED LOGO!!! argh......JEP is in Nov...budden ms ong lyk rushin us cos we still ve legacy 2 do....tmr do mossaic loh....dun ve glu leh....lend frm sum1 loh...den ok lah....duno wad will tmr be.....aniwaes...i duno lah.....gdnite loh.bb.

God bless....:)

JEP

2day went back 2 sch..brought oni pencil box+foolscap...reach sch..fanny ask me if i brought my thermometer....den i was lyk...uh-oh...i 4gotten..well,aniwaes..many ppl 4goten 2...haha..(ms ong oso..supposed 2 bring it 2day..guess i'll jus brin it tmr bahx....hehe)...after recess we toked abt JEP...den my grp ve fanny,cy,karen+me loh....actually hor i tink i shudnt b in dis grp..mayb i shudnt b in 6L afterall..haix...but nvm....den we decided on wad to sell...bkmarks,frenship band,nametags(as wad fanny call it....)den we r giving a lot of freebies....(SO REMEMBER 2 COME 2 OUR STORE YAR?HAHA) so i decided 2 name our store 'freebies galore' budden cy n f lyk dont lyk de idea..f say 'shui bian lah' (lyk so reluctant lyk tt hor?) den cy follo loh...'shui bian lah..shui bian' sound so....unhappy...haiyA...nvm....we oso havin lucky,lucky,lucky draw! yup...fanny a lot of ideas abt tt..but i oso ve idea mah.....no one wan2 listen de... :(....so sad....nvm.....after de JEP thingy (startin 2 brighten up abit nw. :) ) den i will gather all my truly gd frens.of cos,tt includes kahwei..mayb yanyi....n blah blah....n yah...tmr havin injection oso.....haix....me a lil' scared lor....kk....tc n bb!! :)

all updated..

Well, all the main things r up there. u can take a look.(remember 2 sign the guestbk.hehe) only sum ve 2 b updated weekly...was thinkin abt puttin up a daily bread column..how abt it? probably after plse...speakin of it,its only 11 days away! Time really flies..got lots 2 revise...hope i can do it..n the forum..its gonna b put up after my psle as well...so tt's all...bb..:)