something made me really happy today x)) don't read the words below. just some ranting. yah. =)

______ is like so selfish can. why you all like ___ loh. she became Christian le still like that. what is she doing loh. still say she felt God's prescence before. all crap lah. maybe she go church just because a ot of people going loh. what a copycat. i can i use the word despise? =X er xin lah she. still _____ one. and then..eee lah. she think a lot of ppl like her loh. but in fact no one likes her okay? and then ______ is like so unreasonable luh. freako. whatever lah. pigu zhunao dadoongoo!!

P.S: i dislike copycats x(

things to do

1. literature homework - (in notebook) TOO MANY TO TYPE OUT.
2. geography homework - workbook + mindmap
3. maths hw - Skill Practice 3D questions 5, 10 & 11
4. art hw - light
5. d&t homework - folio + workbook
6. chinese homework - 剪报
7. buy d&t apron - or should i get it from someone who doesn't need it?
8. buy art materials
9. buy new buffer? - my buffer was broken was my brother =(
10. borrow books from the library - i keep reading the same book for morning assembly. how bring. i bet i read that "friends & sisters" book for more than 10 times =/ i can even remember the author's name: SANDY ASHER.
11. wash my school shoe
12. send handphones for repair
13. pack the house - its so messy luh.
14. buy foolscap - 3 pathetic pieces left
15. do more blogskins - for people
16. save PW in diskette. but the file is too big!! what should I do? _____ will blame me luh.

things i'm not sure of:

1. I didn't take the 1st science test. i was absent and mr ___ didn't ask me to take the test. Huimei didn't take it too. so..?
2. Was there an english homework titled "What i want to be when i grow up"? Victoria told me there was. but..??

AHH!! I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL AGAIN!!! don't teachers realise they give us so much homework and they pile up slowly and altogether they are like one huge junk stacking one on top of another and then it amounts to a so great huge amount of stress for everyone (maybe for me only) and then..ARGH!!!!! IF HOMEWORK WAS A TEMPATATION I WILL DO A GOOD JOB AT RUNNING AWAY FROM IT. school is stupid ='(

x)

yay. look at the time now. 12.06am. alright. i just did a few "buttons" so you can say. yah. spent quite a few hours. and i edited. again and again. quite tiring lah. but i persevered. =D

so here are the results. =)






this is the one i like best. and i tell you lah. you can say i crop the 2nd one right. but no. i was dumb lah. i adjust and shift. and make a new picture. and i finally did it. dumb right. i could have just cropped the 2nd picture. -.-"' stupid me.

lyrics again x)

<小孩不笨2> 主题曲
<一生绝望>
曲/杨波 词/梁智强

Verse
我们肆无忌惮 我们成群结党
我们目无尊长 对什么事都不满
看着我们的成长 只会制造麻烦
我们就是一无是处你又能怎样

我们don’t give a damn那看不起的眼光
我们什么都不是 我们什么都不管
我们之间为什么会渐渐地没有语言
我们之间有道墙

学校老师束手无策父母臭骂我们不会想
这个社会的标准已经超出了我们这年纪的有限想象
只认定会读书就一定是好孩子的榜样
别以为看不起我们 就告诉自己比人家强

有多少人关心我们为何会走错迷失方向
又有谁会 替我们想想苹果为何变烂
其实我们也曾努力要争取所有人的称赞
扪心自问你们究竟给了我们多少希望

副歌
泪水已经流干，前途也很渺茫
迷失的灵魂，我们应该怎么办
惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长
然后让我们一生绝望

有些人幸运天生没有战场
我们一出世就是自己孤军作战
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
不要让我们一生绝望

((: can everyone see the above lyrics?

LYRICS =D

歌曲：爱, 无力

歌手：潘嘉丽 专辑: love me, kelly

最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞成了习惯 习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚

我只想 对着夜空
轻轻的呼吸 寻找我最爱的人到底
在哪里在慌乱中 翻箱倒柜寻找记忆

有一种爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情我的心如此无力
其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪滴落在手心

歌曲：魔力

歌手: 潘嘉丽 专辑：love me, kelly

kelly you ready to rock this?
(i know you wanna dance c'mon
you know you wanna dance c'mon) x3
lets rock
你的眼神里存在让人想靠近的坏
思绪安定不下来有点无奈
你用舞步挑逗我
我的视线离不开
灯光亮起散场后你会和谁离开

这是怎样的游戏
让我还不觉又想靠近
我竟如此无能为力
最爱的人竟就是你
可不可以再靠近
拉近我们之间的距离
(let's rock)

爱就该随心所欲能不能定下约定
我只想要和你在一起
(let's rock)
你独特的魔力使我情不自禁爱上你
可不可以再靠近
(that's right)
拉近我们之间的距离
我只想要和你在一起

i dreamt of you. twice. last year. and this year. the very same dream. can you believe it?

计时炸弹

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i love this song. its like. i can relate to the song lah. =) its in my jukebox le x)

天 已经快天黑啦
我还不要回家
一个人呆呆的想着你啊

傻 这世界我最傻
每天等你电话
我为何要为你放心不下

爱情的计时炸弹快要爆炸
我的委屈你晓得吗
当你抚摸我的头发
我又为你心跳十下

爱情的计时炸弹快要爆炸
我的情绪你晓得吗
难道要我眼泪掉下
才晓得我的心碎吗 （爱我吧）

爱我吧 好吗
我在等你的回答
爱你呀 放弃吧
就当作哭泣是一种惩罚。。。

the song is like so nice. x) im not gonna talk about today. i gonna talk about the song. today really. nvm. okay. dont as me why relate to me lah. haha. i like the song lor. hmm. and dont ask me who i like lah. lols. hush. im not telling. nobody knows. hahaha. unless you're my reallyreally close friend i might leak some secret. wahahah. but i dont think i have any right. so no use telling. wahaha. lol. alicia. i only typed 2 words wrongly leh. hahaha.

numerous thoughts keep racing through my mind. it would be disastrous if i blogged about them. but im still here. let's start from the start of the day.

I was late. i woke up at 7. i had to run. i ran with lilin. er yah. then had geog test. then was perspiring like mad. then some people realised i bought a new pair of school shoes. lol. if i dont buy then how? lols. and some didnt.

I didn't wanna go school actually. throat pain. i would have found any excuse that i could use to stop me from going to school. school is like. crap. the people. err. SOME people. yes some people. CRAPPY CRAP. i dont uds why when i wake up grouchy in the morning then at the end of the day, i was get so happy. God's purpose. hmm. but if i was grouchy the whole day. no one would like me.

they would hate me lah. but why can some people be grouchy the whole day. then SO MANY people care about them. what is the problem. just because they uhh. are "popular" or what. i can't do anything. anw. stupid thoughts. right? geog test was okay.

dont know how i'd fare. the scrabble competition was nice. i saw some sec ones. they were really nice lah. er. the girl was paulyn tan. i think. the boy was dominic ang. nice ppl. they won x) huiqing asked me why i looked sad. so did many ppl on different days. i dont look sad. maybe i do. maybe . i dont know. how come im sad?

sometimes people care. sometimes they dont. anw today. i was being hitted by a ball. on my back. so pain lah. i think the person was..ah nvm. why they want to play soccer in class. i wonder why i didnt cry. too shy or too strong. maybe both. maybe im afraid of some ppl who will say things. they will say i cry too much. then how come she cry so much you all care about her leh? and my leg hurts. like fractured like that. SO PAIN.

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL. homework is stressful.

Now that You are near
I stand before You, Lord
And give You all my praise
Your love is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

My life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

Hold me in your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You
And now that You?re near

Everything is different
Everything's so different, Lord
And I know I?m not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

And I will sing for You always
'Cause in Your presence
God is where I wanna stay

So blessed
More than I could ever hoped or dreamed of
You have poured Your favour on me
One day in the house of God is
Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed I can't contain it
So much I got to give it away
Your love has taught me to live now
You are more than enough for me

Lord, You are more than enough for me (x2)

My redeemer lives
I know He rescued my soul
His blood has covered my sin
I believe I believe

My shame He's taken away
My pain is healed in His name

I believe I believe
I'll raise a banner
'Cause my Lord has conquered the grave

My Redeemer Lives (x4)

You lift my burdens
I'll rise with you
I'm dancing on this mountaintop
To see your kingdom come

I've got Heaven on the inside of me
I've got Heaven on the inside of me
Peace and joy
God has set me free
Heaven is a reality
Abundant life flows out of me
I've got a smile on my face
A glide in my stride
I'm tasting his grace
And I'm walking by faith
I've got heaven on the inside of me
I've got heaven flowing out of me
I'm bring heaven into this world

Joy, Joy, Joy
I've got such joy in my heart
I've got peace, peace, peace
I've got such peace in my heart
I remember the day it all began
It was the day that
I was born again
An explosion took place
On the inside of me
It was the spirit of God
Setting me free~

=D

AN EXTENDED APOLOGY.

hmm. i don't know how to start this but hmm. okay. alicia, i read your blog already. uhh. okay. first things first lah. sorraye. =( but i checked my chat log. i didn't call you a freak. i really didn't. and about the skins thing. uhh. i didn't say they were not nice. i said they were nice.

uh. [01:19:45 PM] m i s s . l : i like the rainbow one
that's what i said. i didn't say your skins were ugly. i checked the whole chat log and i found no ugly. nvm. i shall put the whole chat log here lah.

19 feb.
[01:20:51 PM] m i s s . l : i spent the whole of last night doing it
[01:20:52 PM] m i s s . l : ((:
[01:20:58 PM] m i s s . l : go blogskins to comment for me
[01:20:58 PM] m i s s . l : hehe.
[01:21:38 PM] m i s s . l : im gonna submit it
[01:21:39 PM] m i s s . l : yay!
[01:21:43 PM] ___*// ?????: ok
[01:22:26 PM] m i s s . l : =D

hmm. you said ok. next one.

19 feb
[02:39:43 PM] m i s s . l : go comment for me please
[02:39:44 PM] m i s s . l : =)
[02:40:07 PM] ___*// ?????: ok

you said okay again. and i waited. and i asked again at 7.

19 feb
[07:41:25 PM] m i s s . l : you didnt comment leh
[07:41:26 PM] m i s s . l : =(
[07:50:01 PM] ___*// ?????: wait.
[07:50:01 PM] ___*// ?????: i'm watching tv
[07:50:07 PM] m i s s . l : wahh
[07:50:12 PM] m i s s . l : you watch so long de...

and i waited again. but you didn't comment. so on 25th of feb. which was the day u wrote your blog entry..i said..

25 feb
[02:07:51 PM] m i s s . l : hello
[02:07:57 PM] m i s s . l : do you have a blogskins acct?
[02:09:27 PM] ___*// ?????: NO.
[02:09:27 PM] ___*// ?????: i mean
[02:09:27 PM] ___*// ?????: yes.
[02:09:27 PM] ___*// ?????: wait la.
[02:09:27 PM] ___*// ?????: wait.
[02:09:29 PM] ___*// ?????: i'm really busy.
[02:09:30 PM] ___*// ?????: wait ar.
[02:09:35 PM] m i s s . l : uh okay

hmm. so i waited again. for you to comment in blogskins. but you didn't comment again. and i didn't call anyone a freak. maybe you don't understand the meaning of commenting on a blogskin? uh. when you are at a blogskin right. then there's a space for you to type your comment there. and i waited and waited. but your comment didn't show up. maybe its blogskins server probo. maybe you DID comment. i didn't mean comment on your blog. ah well. i don't know.

but sorry once again. =( i know my skins arent that nice either. as quoted from umm. your tagger. kuehh. but im not that kind of tiao man ren xing kinda girl who will like force you to comment or call you a freak. if you didnt have time to comment, you tell me lor. no need to ask me to wait kay? anyway you were okay in school. so i guess. uh. you are fine? and you arent angry with me anymore? maybe you even hate me..? uh. sorry lah.

NEW UPDATES!

SPEEDLIGHT ROCKS! =D
WE SHALL ALL JUMP NEXT WEEK.
EVERYONE SHALL JUMP XD
i shall join publicity x)

boring monday...
(reads from organiser)
there was a maths test today.
i hope i did well lah.
didn't really understand a few qns =/
for the past 3 tests, i scored a total of (8+11+6=25!!)
sobsobsob. over (20 x 3 = 60) how pathetic is that. 25 over 60.
good. i'm getting btter at this.

ms chung lent me a pen during the test. hahas. she saw me using a pencil to write. then she bent sown and asked me if my pens had ran out of ink so i said yes lor. haha. isn't she kind? xD

hmm. next thing. i need a d&t apron!! i lost mine. i either borrow from joyce or buy a new one. plsplspls remind this sandra to buy a new d&t apron. her memory's really bad. hush. don;t tell anyone. x) okay. and she has to do her d&t folio. alicia tee finished it. with the help of chenxi who helped her to draw 3 pages worth of isometric projection in 15 mins =O boohoohoo. i don't know how to draw!! but nvm. i shall try =)

2nd announcement. i have to by art materials all over again! ='( i said it before. mine was STOLEN. or maybe dumped in the garbage truck. =( and i have to redo my banner that is. how sad. next. i have to do the jian bao thingy. blahs. i don't even have the faintiest idea of where i left my chinese newspapers. shucks. =( and i didn't even buy the practical book for it. or the zuo wen bu. and i didn't do the literature thingy.

MY OPINION OF LADY MACBETH. what crap. i handed in my journal without my lady macbeth. freako. and there's a science test of friday. because some parents. complain. crappy crap. anw, went to aries after school today and bought my buffer xD its that kind of foldable one. =D actually i saw one really cheap one. $1. but there isn't the steps or whatever you call that. so i didn'y buy that one. sorry japh. lol. we go out then buy other things lah. don't have to buy buffer le (:

and er. what else. oh yah. mine was $1.20. cheap eh. haha. okay. signing in to MSN now. ((: cya online! oh yarh. before i forget =X replies to tags. =)

Ivan (tubbyboi) lols. fine. thanks! =D

Christopher er. you thought i so guai one meh. lol. haha. why must listen to you. see first lah. if i can't wear contacts then wear specs lor. mrs ___ said that like so long ago can? she said that last week and you still talking about it >=( haha. ya lah. whatever. pretty then pretty lor. none of my business. x)

Jenna lols. uh. okay? take care aright? =)

Huimei lols. thanks! why are you in the lab? art? (blur) haha.

this post is dedicated to...

HUI MEI!!

lols. because she just tagged me. so im gonna reply here x) hees.

HuiMei: files?! eek... and ur sony erisson is wad hp? =D welcome to the sony erisson family... lol..
SANDRA: yah lor. so digusting and yucky right. eww. dead flies. bleargh. haha. thanks. but in the end my mum gave me her T630 lah. then she go buy that 3G one lor. hmpf. i want to exchange hp with mummy!!! wahas.

HuiMei: ah... wrong wrong... is sony ericsson...

SANDRA: lols. nvm lah. i can understand (;

HuiMei: and u can sleep during asm... so good... i cant sleep... =(

SANDRA: haha. next time sit with me lah. then don't need sit in the front XP WAHAHA.

LOL. so if you're the only person who tags me, that post will be dedicated to you. nice right. wahaha.

hello! i have so much to blog about today! now the house is like so chaotic. rahhhhs. anyway, let's talk about happy things. i didnt blog ytd, did i? =X haha. okay. hmm. this is my 169th post XD and umm. hmm. i scored a 24 for my d&t test! =D its over 30 btw. x) and my mummy has got a 3G hp now!! yay! and i'm getting my new SONY ERRICSON hp tmr. XD now isnt that good news? =) i get everything i want. im so blessed. =D

mp3 player
printer
digital camera
new handphone
new clothes
new shoes

to God be the Glory x) still have a few more wishes.
bigger uniform? XP
scanner!
contact lenses.
rebond hairrr
new bag x) too greedy? wahas.
and buffer x))
couldnt find in guardian leh. shall try watsons tmr xD

hmm. waitwait. before i forget what i wanna say. uh i will transfer songs to my mum's hp! yay! =D and today's school. it was. aiyah i dont like hw lah. who likes it anw. xD hahaha. and umm. the assembly was soo boring. i slept for 5 mins. the ballet one (last week) was so much btter. i didnt sleep =) i cant even rmb what was today's assembly about. oh the food from the heart and SAC. sick lah. flag day again. so tiring. i hate flag days. im not gonna go. ever agn. wahas. and the ppt slideshow. that one i watched b4 le...someone sent that email to me. but its real nice. so yep. and mr white asked the sec 2 express classes to confirm those who are going to UK for literature..? i guess the guys will probably go. world cup. germany. wahhas. im NOT interested x) but its SUPER EX. $3200. my mother doesnt even earn that much for her monthly salary. yep im poor x)

hmm. went to bishan after school. yup. err. i waited for mummy in kfc lor. i actually waited for 1 hour..mummy was late! >=( i was so bored i kept walking ard. lol. then i finally found a place at kfc so i sat there. then some ppl sitting beside me were Christians too. a cg i think. there were 4 ppl. hmm. then i realised my water bottle got 2 files! dead already! =O i was super shocked then i rushed to the toilet to pour all the water out. then i washed the insides for 3 times before i was sastified. perfectionist mah. lols. it was super disgusting okay? i wonder if i "drank" any flies ~sallows saliva and gulps. eeew. then i threw the whole bottle away x)

and erm. bought 8 days. then i ate pork porridge at the foodcourt with mummy. was reading 8 days. x) wahh. the rafflesian celebrities (reminds me of eng class today. lol.) the what's her name. she's a true rafflesian! from pri sch all the way to JC! woah! so smart right. corrine may! yup its her. =D

and then i was like holding my mum's hp then i was playing the game when the train came. so i was like. uh oh. the hp sound very loud okay. so i faster close the shell lor. uh yea. haha. its a flip phone. =) samsung de. and then i bought cupcakes from breadtalk! hot and fresh from the oven x) my grandma said it was yummy! YUMYUM! XD haha. she ate the coffee one. i ate the choc chip muffins. 4 for $4. super duper nice. =D

hmm. God bless. SMILE. and take care! =)

ah! hw. ahh! that's what im gonna draw for lady mac for lit.
stupid hw.
lit. chi. geog. d&t.
and i needa do art.
the piggy steadfastness banner,
freako.

my whole art bag lost *sobsob*
pigu. the cleaner go take my art bag for what.
throw inside dustbin
*CRYS* my markers colour pencils evt inside leh.
including the steafastness banner
*WAILS*
i did it so nicely.
now its gone.
and i have to redo.
what crap.
*WAILS!!!*

HAPPY LIKE CRAP NOW!

YAY.
MY BROTHER ISN'T STAYING WITH THAT PIG ALREADY. HE'S COMING OVER! YAHOO!!!

BUT MY MAID SAID NO.
SHE DIDN'T WANT TO COME.
ARGH.
HOW SAD.
SOBOSBOSOB.

hi!

hmm. tuesday. okay.
the relief teacher came to take us for geog today.
AGAIN .wahaha.
mr ___.
his handwriting is child-like...小孩子 to be exact =P
had to copy mindamaps lor. uses of water.
and then he said he copied from guidebook de.
lols. and it turned out that the textbook had the same info!
LOL.
next geog lesson i bring guidebook can liao. =pP
hees. hmm. and there's geog hw. =O
so many pages leh!
wahh~

then it was PE lor.
went to stadium again.
to run 2.4km.
hehes, actually strted running with sijie.
then chg to huimei =D

hmm, we took 16.35!
YAY!! =DDDD
I DIDN'T FAIL!
WOOHOO!
YAYEEEE!!
HAHAH.
miss lala went crazy. hees.

okay and so umm. had stomachache after that till eng lessons.
the okay le. yup. eng lessons. sheryl wanted to sleep!! wahahah.
and then ms haq said my work was a huge disappointment D=

i forgot to do mah. then i wrote only 3 words : It is because. DD=
so i redo today lor. =D
hmm. have to link 2 peepo today.
lijia and lihui.
LOL. both "li"
i also li leh!
I'M LI HONG =DD

had literature test today.
hmm. 3 questions only.
i used 1 page. xD
hoping that i will pass..with flying colours! =D

hmm. and then here for library duty. but i'm slacking. =PP
hees. umm. oh yah.
i did one more blogskin!
yay! erm. okay. im going to do another one later.
when i go back home.
=D err. yea. keep a lookout of it!
its gonna be cute! =DD


my skins
- best friends
- pooh & friends
- tare tare panda
- how peaceful

okay. take care, God bless and byee!
SMILE! =)

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school was okay larh. hmm. monday mah. then i accompany qh walk walk walk. then we went home. og yah today got a star. not fun de. i like drama better x)

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it doesnt work in blogskins i suppose.
its screwed up.
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yay. i changed my friendster profile colours =P.
dinner was maggi mee for me.
and i snacked.
=D wangwang. biscuits. donut.

i love eating =DD
i did my ideas generation le! yay!!!
there's church tmr.
hmm. goodnight and God bless!
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why am i updating ah. okay. reply to tags lah..

jen. okay i tagged.

sacha. sigh. don't worry lah. everything will come to past one day. must be happy hor. =)

jiaqi. thanks. =)

chenxi. i hurt my friends? sorry. know that there will still be ppl talking behind me ah. nvm lah. they like to talk let them talk lor. what have i done. but i never act lah.

jenna. haiyo. see people de tag got blocked liao. lol. ok lah. everthing rocks la.

DRAMA. i was in sijie's group. then have to act paikia liddat. then some people say i cannot. i don't know lah. why i cannot? everyone got their paikia side mah. its only today. aiyah. wo si le lah. my laughter. gone liao lor. what happened to me.

i don't know. i'm getting afraid of doing things nowadays. im afraid i will say the wrong things. or do the wrong things. then people will talk about what i do. why must you care. whatever i do you all like to talk about it. what is the problem. i am not being petty in here. i really don;t know what to say. im afraid i will say something wrong. then in drama we have to presnt smth mah. then last week drama i never go. then i dont know have anything. then i was in nobody's grp. so i went to sijie's grp lor.

there's hw. d&t hw. umm. lit hw. maths hw. the ws. im so tired of everything in life. i can't be how i used to be. why? i don't know either. i'm dumb lah.

sorry.

i don't know why you have to pretend to be someone else you are not. if you dowan fold skirt. dowan fold socks. den dont fold lor. but everyone is doing it. then be yourself lor. then be myself then people will talk. because i don't do what they do. i don't care anymore.

i dont mind letting you all know what im going through. this is part of my conversation with someone.


m i s s . l a l a ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
but sometimes hor. when im there. sometimes maybe people dont know they treat me as invisible but i feel they are lah. i sit alone. i stay alone. and only God is with me. what a struggle He is putting me thru. such a strong struggle. u noe b4 my parents were liddat. i told God i want to love them with all my heart i wonder if God is doing this just to let me love my parents. must God do this? why such a huge change in lifestyle and enviroment. and making me have to adapt. just to make me love my parents...
m i s s . l a l a ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
i feel i sacrifice a lot a lot for my friends lor. then sumtyms they dont care. i mean they say thank you with no sincerity.
m i s s . l a l a ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
maybe there is, but you know sincere ppl right. you can feel they sincerity and you feel warmth.
m i s s . l a l a ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
but i feel so cold.
m i s s . l a l a ｻﾄﾞﾗ says:
you understand?

you all have closer friends. its not that i don't try to make friends. i really don't know. i don't even dare to speak. because you think that i say stupid things.