NOTICE!!

people, i think there is something you all ought to know seriously...u all have been living in darkness when there is Light..but most of you dun really noe who or wat is the light.

I tell you. Jesus Christ is the Light. He is the Truth, the Way and the Light. He DIED FOR US. okay, u might think tt im crazy but im not! even if u were the last person on Earth, He will still die for u! Just to take away your sins!

My friends, or should i say, my brothers and sisters..u can't c yourself. Our body is just our house for our soul. Our house helps us the get things done. Our hands help to do work. Our legs helps us to walk. If not, how will we be able to do things?

Our real self is our soul, which lives inside us. For those who are believers, Jesus is inside our soul too. He is there, whether you believe it or not.

I tell you, God made you for a purpose. You wonder if there are angels, devil and things liddat. And yes. There are. You know why u wonder? Bcos those spirits are really around us. There is a invisible realm. We cant c it. And bcos sum ppl duno wat its like, they imagine there are monsters and heroes. But i tell you, there is God's spirit and the evil Satan there. Remember, God is everywhere. You know why Christians keep inviting you to Church? To be saved! So that Satan will not have a chance to catch hold of you.

If you are saved, all the angels is heaven will rejoice and God will be happy too. You want to let the devil win? You will want not want that im sure, unless you have a hard heart. but you have a chance to be saved. You can be saved. Turn your eyes upon Jesus.

stressed day no.??

im so irked again today. im still here. at my house and then dad told me to keep the clothes and i did. reluctantly. dad is complaing again. the duck rice story again. not in any mood to do hw. again. afraid tt dad will peep at de com. so i m minimizing the window over and over again.

angry..so angry.

Now I just decided to blog again cos I’m very angry right now…just came back from church as per normal..’cept tat I came back home. here. woodlands. yah..din went back to WP’s hse or whatever. you can sense tat I’m terribly stressed by everything tat’s going on ard here..my dad brought my things back. everything. not even leaving anything out and I dunno hu’s the one hu wanted 2 take my things back. was it dad or mum? dad said mum gace him de permission to do so. but dose r my things. dey make their own decisions w/o informing me.. im confused and very irritated. den dad is sitting on the armchair feeling he’s so big shot or wat. its disgusting. I dun like it. den mum is sleeping now at WP’s hse. shirleen wants to come back..blah blah. its dumb. den now there are stupid pop-ups everywhere. dis com gta virus. its stupid. I’ve got de pop-up blocker okay. I’m angry. dead stressed. its not tat kind of stress. its this kind of stress. and im gna stop here. btw, im charging my hp. just letting my steam off.

yay...bck again!

u noe...i still dont know hu "passerby" is leh..nvm la, ok during this time wen i din blog..God really took good care of me..jus ate lotsa things...heheh..now at my mum's friend's hse..blogging..yea..so tired..later den con't..=)

::so long::

i noe i noe, havent posted for some time [how long, im not sure]..ok, anyway, a lot of things going on...i just feel so sick, and so tired of it loh..kekes..well, went to the BBQ yest...quite fun..had ice-cream too! but not choc flavour..*sobs*...=( but its alright lah, dun really mind much...I just feel that as you grow up, u dun really care much about stuff..Just did the book review thingy..and there's the HOLS.yipee.but with HW!! argh..so dreaded..need to do CHINESE journal..yea, have to rt 3 interesting or unforgettable events that happened over the hols. TIME, PLACE, PPL INVOVLED have to be clearly written down oso, ZLS said. not be be more than 250 words. haix. pictures are greatly appreciated. more haix. need to type the journal entries out! to print! argh...[haix.haix.haix!] what a lot has to be done, yah? Also, need to rt a story based on a song u like. I chose by ZSH [Angela] the lyrics are with me. haven started riting tho.heex/hey dun choose the same song as me kayx? yah yah. alright. time now is 1336hrs. huess i'll stop 4 now. God bless, tc n bye..=)

-God is fabulous.

m0vies~

today...we watched another movie...'I Do I Do' [u noe, de Jack Neo's movie?] in school...it was quite hilarious and touching loh...lolz...

tot had CCA today..but ShiHong told me dun hv..so i went home loh...ard 3+pm...cos i was in de com lab, printing de reading log summary...it took longer then i thought..the printer was sumhow gone mad or smth..haha...

O yah..the literature activity...formed a grp wif aliciaT, jiayi, regina & rebecca..den we had some 'arguments' as to who should be the narrator...b4 tt, it was de leader..haix..dey r always quarrelling abt this wen there is grp work..haha...den in the end, regina was chosen..dey wanted 2 sabo me again actually..budden i told 'em i did not want to...cos i've been de leader for many times in tt grp...lolx..anyway..evt went fine..but..we didnt present..is tt a happy or sad thing? well, i guess God says it shu b a happy one? haha..we practiced for quite a few tyms but...nvm..

And and...if u notice, i've changed my blogskin...using christabel's design again..haha...guess she has a forte in creating christian blogskins yah? cool..=)

alrt, till here, tc & God bless! x)

*took 2 mins 2 rt this entry..xP

another one...by de photoshop expert...

yea...another one..by my senior..hahas..a photoshop expert...nice? but maybe he can change the font...hheex

the updated one...

the lastest n newest one..cool rt? haha..i requested 4 it..xP...its de one im using nw 4 my forum..=)


inspiration frm God (:

i can lean back and fall on God, for He will use His mighty hand to help me up again..

He WILL PUT ME to where i belong..and i will rejoice!

His love is everlasting, He never changes.

He does evt with a purpose, though u might not notice it at times.

Even when u r reading this...God is talking to you.

He is speaking to your heart...and knocking at ur door...

Hoping that you will open it...to let Him in...

He is waiting...so dont keep Him out

Bring Him into ur heart..and offer ur life to Him...

Have u opened the door for Him?

my sig [done by God+myself! =)]

yeah, managed to create my own sig..tho no pics..but well, guess its pretty good 4 a beginner like me...hahas

cruelty+meaness

today...was yet another UNHAPPY day for me again...[i dunnoe] is my msn nick n0w..n yes, i reaaly dont noe..my specs thingy dropped...and now its lost...can find it...and i've tolerated them 4 so long...and God knows..but...i am still very SAD...you know God..is a wondeful God..HE stands by you...in the past...of cos,the present and He will take care of you in the future for you are His child...yes i noe dis...but things arent going fine 4 me actually...

SADDENED.

mild depression.

BUT GOD GAVE ME HOPE.

blessing in DISGUISE.

guess that's so IT.

all right..bye 4 now...God bless n tc...//hey dun brood over this entry//its just my feelings.

my deepest thoughts..

i want to stick close to God-- for my whole life! Trusting in Him...the KING is kind and merciful...God told us everything we need 2 noe in His word-- the Bible. revealing bit by bit to us...becoming more n more like Him! =) God wants to bring out the best in us-- using our gifts and talents He gave us! God thinks abt His creation all the tym..including me! =) I luv God but He loves me even more...Everything got started in Him and finds its purpose in Him-- Colossians 1:16 ! My life is about God...it revolves around Him...He placed me here on Earth for a reason-- to do good things for Him! =) God has the power to control everyone's lives, bcos He can do all things! Continue...to fire 4 God..never give up..bcos God is my strength...He is my sherperd, guide me to where You want to lead me. Take control..my life is Yours. Sacrificing myself is the way to go.I dont mind.You are there wif me. Without You, I'm lost...Keep me..dont ever let me go...I luv revelation...cos its the opp. of speculation...

REVELATION x SPECULATION.

..and the root word of it is REVEAL.

~woah 2nd entry of the day...came back from miracle svc...God was really there...so many healing cases..touched...God really did wonders..pain lifted...so on n so forth..if u wanna noe, cum 2 LIGHTHOUSE EVANGELISM...tampines or woodlands...on Sat...starts @ 7pm..if u want to noe abt the map...go 2 my web...www.freewebs.com/chilicg...u will see the map there...n rmb 2 sign de guestbk too! =)

^swinging ard^

mood swings i mean...ok..so bad arh...terrible mood swings...ummm...oh yes today WAS PROBABLY THE START OF POST EXAMS CELE!! haha..cos we din do anything 2day..no hw...no anything~haha..ok den smth happened in my class..chairman prob again...ok la..vcm din do anything..din wan 2 interfere...sorry la...lolx...ok...chairman accused the gers..ok of cos i was sorta angry...budden i heard tt nth was said abt me..lol..=D..but how could they do this..chairman ar..always ve mood swings in class de..haha...n de whole class jus makes it worse (ok, i mean jus a few...) sijie.regina.jiayi.me.kelly.sat ard at her table..talked for dunno how many hrs..hahaix..God is so good...=)..so amazing..isnt He?

my eyes are very tired.really.the staring of those lyrics make my eyes *starry*..haha...ok..ve been on com 4 quite long. bye. tc. God bless! =)

-because God is good . =D

::ART::

yup, having art exam tmr.. prep work all done…except 4 sum finishing touches…ok, I’ve got a big news to share : I AM PREPARED TO FAIL MY DNT!!! really, though God helped me, but without action, it is nothing…ok, I admit..did not study much but squeeze in everything last night…so its counted as finish le…BUT…big prob..qns that came up were…-_-"" but nvm la…God is here 2 help..mum was so understanding..=) she told me NOT TO WORRY, anyway, its my 1st dnt exam…hahaha…so gd wor..=)

::ART::

yup, having art exam tmr.. prep work all done¦except 4 sum finishing touches¦ok, I've got a big news to share : I AM PREPARED TO FAIL MY DNT!!! really, though God helped me, but without action, it is nothing¦ok, I admit..did not study much but squeeze in everything last night¦so its counted as finish le¦BUT¦big prob..qns that came up were¦-_-"" but nvm la¦God is here 2 help..mum was so understanding..=) she told me NOT TO WORRY, anyway, its my 1st dnt exam¦hahaha¦so gd wor..=)

::exams wif God::

haha...ok well...tmr is history...everyone is working hard n preparing the the MYE...xuemei told me tt she revised till bored...quote:
xUeMeI says:
ya..i can't realli memorise them loh....stressed....looking at those long sentences n paragraghs n words!
its natural to feel stressed during dis period of time la...esp wen we are coping wif so many things @ once...trying 2 balance them out is not an easy task i must say..good time management is very important...caste system...feudal system...centralised bureaucracies..wah...so many systems of govt..hehe...

anyway, went to church...cg n spdlite as usual 2day...4 cg, angeline actually washed all the cgm feet! just like how pastor wee washed cherlene's feet when she was the president of the 4th batch of student councillors...she wanted to demonstrate the example Jesus did with his disciples-he washed their feet too...because a leader has to be humble too...oh yah...@ spdlite we ended wif "We want to see Jesus lifted high"..1st tym ended wif such a happening song....haha...den we prayed 4 revival...we have an LE Challenge...yes...REVIVAL IS COMING!!! =)

::c0mp0sed a p0em::

POEMS…
here r sum others my frens edited..haha

Rainbows appear just after mighty storms,
when things just look their very worst,
Just when the skies are darkest grey,
look for the rainbow first.
the rainbow is a sign of God’s promise
that He will guide us through any storm,
that He will see through all our troubles,
no matter what their form.
When you feel battered by life’s storm,
when you are filled with doubt and dismay,
just remember that God’s rainbow (Jesus) is coming,
He’s only a prayer away…

Friendship is a happy thing
it makes us laugh
it makes us sing
it makes us sad
it makes us cry
it makes us seek the reason why.
it makes us take
it makes us five
above all else
it makes us live (God also...)

Goods friends are
beside you in trouble
behind all your dreams
in touch with your feelings
and into your schemes
above making judgements
upfront from the start
around when you need them
and near your heart.

Friends are there to heal the wounds,
to pull you out of saddened tunes,
to brighten up your cloudy skies,
to clear out ficticious lies.
friends are there with open arms,
to comfort you and block the harms,
to keep your secrets hidden away,
to entertain you when you want to play,
friends are there, smile or tear,
friends are fund and they are clever
and the ties that bind friends will last forever…

::c0mp0siti0n:: de recipe 4 frenship...

Well, anybody, have you ever thought of this question before? Probably, yes, it may have crossed your mind but do you know the answer?

The first thing that struck my mind is trust. We need to have trust in each other in order to have a good relationship with our friends. Who can disagree? Without trust, you cannot possibly be good friends with anyone, right? So, the first ingredient is, TRUST.

What about the next ingredient? Is it understanding you are saying? Right! Of course, understanding is very important. We indeed have to understand our friends well enough. We have to see their weakness as their strengths and try to accept their differences.Next on the list is FORGIVENESS. I am sure you have heard about the proverb; forgive and forget, right? So, as from what I understand from it, you should forgive your friends if they have done something wrong and forget about it. In this way, you will have more friends! Anyway, it is better to have more friends than foes, isn't it?

Coming up next is SHARING. You have to share, share about anything under the sun with your friend. Perhaps your friend has been waiting for a long time for you to open up your heart and share with him or her, who knows?

What's next? KINDNESS and PATIENCE is next! Well, you have to be kind to your friend if you want your friend to be kind to you and the same logic applies to patience. Always be patient with your friend and you will find that your friendship will grow and blossom.

Last but not least, FUN. You cannot expect everyday to be dull and boring, right? Fun is about being happy. Tell some jokes and break the ice. Seeing friends laugh with you at the same time is a very joyful moment. Do treasure it!

After telling you so much, you should have a better understanding of what makes friendship and it is also time for me to stop. Maybe with all the tips I have given you, you can find yourself a new friend! J Ultimately, you will be a very good friend if you follow what I have told you. Before I end, I would want to encourage you to be happy and smile always. Always be optimistic and look towards the bright side. And, to all primary 6 pupils, work hard for your PSLE this year and give it your best shot. Hope all of you will get good results. God bless and take care! =)

hello God...

God, today right..i read ur Word...so nice 2 start off a day like dis...and den..ya...sheryl sent me 2 Christian songs...To You and er...another one by the parachute band..yup...it was very nice listening it...ok God, u noe that exams r coming le hoh...so really busy nowadays although i still come online..watch a bit of tv n stuff...God, i pray that whoever that comes into my blog will be touched by You Lord. For you are the Almighty God who never fails...and even if that person is a non-believer, i pray 4 u to let his/her heart to be opened Lord...Thank You for the wonderful day...Pray that u will continue 2 protect me throughout Lord..thank You..In Jesus Name..Amen.

read 3 chapters of bible yest..

yea, online! hehe...can u believe it? *lame*...angeline said we must mske a commitment to God to read His Word..the website is www.biblegateway.com. well, today i felt God talking to me when i was walking 2 the mrt wif mum...yeah, God told me many many things..cant tell u all..cos sum r personal..kayx? ;) yeah, and one of things He siad was He sent Jesus Christ down to die for us so that He can SET US FREE!! YEAH, so we r free now..that's y we shud worship n praise Him..uh-huh..den er...today jw not around..mum took him out 4 dinner..so happy..haha...=)..b4 that, he was rily making a lot of noise...haix..cant nap well 2day..mum n dad kip calling home...o ya, exams r coming..God, pls guide me..thanks..-D

:: we r not part of dis w0rld ::

yess..one dayy we will return back to God...happy *smiles*...i tink that ppl are getting out and out of order...so atrocious ya noe...btw, on 17/4/05..i rcvd the gift of tongues from God...yeah God..g00d God...thanks so much..im excited... ok...waitx..continue later..