Don't know what to title this post so yea..haha (: Anddddd..I'm not feeling sad/ down anymore. I'm back to normal :D So no need to dedicate posts to me but anyway thanks dearie AYI & KJ for the posts. Lol.
Okay so today we had a chemistry test and I got two questions wrong -.- I wrote test tube instead of beaker and 0 degrees instead of -5 degrees..and there's a Physics test on Monday and a Biology one on Tuesday. Its like all the sciences' tests come at the same time..Haha. Oh yes..My Physics testbook went missing yesterday when I left it at the canteen table yesterday..=( If any of you happen to know/have an extra Physics Testbook with no name..please inform me..Thanks. (:
We also rehearsed for the English drama today after school..and finished early so crapped around in MRL and made a lot of noiseeee. So went home with dearies HuiMei & Victoria. And there was Jian Wei..and played with Victoria's phone in the train..(: I hope its just a crush.
Anyway checked nolNET yesterday but there were no new comments..aww. Lol and the other hostees hadn't added any content..so it was rather disappointing. But anyway Common Test comes before the Internet and my sites. So yes..push it away for now. (:
Okay seriously I don't know what to update already..so take care God bless & byee! =D
This world is a great sculptor's shop.
We are the statues and there is rumour going round the shop that some of us are some day going to come to life. =D - C.S. Lewis
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Down
The day started going downwards after school..it was the last lesson that made me super down..I still can't forget that scene when everyone clapped..yea maybe they dont mean it but it still made me feel humiliated..yes its not the country's problem but that wasn't written by me. And v and c didn't helped to talk or anything..and i felt so stupid standing there..I was just reading from the paper la..ya maybe I'm too sensitive. My smile disappeared i had no appetite for lunch and ate only one ham&cheese..now i think 2faith was better..am I being hypocritical? finally a bad day in school class and then i miss the old times. but really, who doesn't? I miss my carine. I miss having her around..i miss happy family where everyone supported each other mentally. I miss the good old days the bond & everything..after that I wanted to go home alone but I didn't want to see anyone from school other than my dearies. I wanted jy/hm/v to be around..at least they can cheer me up..and v can apologise or something but no I went home with ac, mz and xm. i couldn't escape seeing anyone from my class..i really didnt feel like seeing anyone. mc suddenly came & talked to mz. sigh. so i listened to some music (ac turned the volume real loud (okay maybe its loud for me only)..i really wished I hadn't seen anyone. Sorry God. I just have to vent this out..=( i wish someone was here for me to hug or even cry on. i really feel like crying now. just now when i came back the door was locked and aunty wasnt at home and i kept calling for waipo but she didn't answer..i called till my my vioce turned sore..then fainnly she came out and said she was talking to her friend in her room and couldnt hear me..okay i know she has a hearing problem..if its the positive sandra talking to me, she said: maybe its not that everything went against you..just forget about them and think positive. but now i dont even want to think positive. i even didnt want to go to school tomorrow. but i guess i would.
There's a chemistry test tomorrow and i have to study for it. I pray that i'd do well =) Yay I smiled. Lol and I laughed. Maybe seeing the tagboard and going over to nolnet would cheer me up a bit more. Okay bye people..sorry for all the small wordings above..God bless & take care! (:
There's a chemistry test tomorrow and i have to study for it. I pray that i'd do well =) Yay I smiled. Lol and I laughed. Maybe seeing the tagboard and going over to nolnet would cheer me up a bit more. Okay bye people..sorry for all the small wordings above..God bless & take care! (:
Monday, January 22, 2007
友情的滋润!
不,不是爱情的滋润,是友情的滋润。(:
I love my dearies &darlings :D
Oh yes, school is getting exciting. AHEM! I'm having a "sore throat". Hahahah (; Plus valentine's coming..And so are the common tests. I'm pushing the "making-a-wordpress-layout" goal to after the common tests. YES SANDRA YOU CAN DO IT =D And yea, it would be wonderful if I could understand maths just like how I understand HTML..
Oh yea today I took loads of pictures with Victoria's phone..I think I'll upload them another day..The transferring is taking so long..rahh.
Okay I guess I'll stop here..take care & byee! (:
I love my dearies &darlings :D
Oh yes, school is getting exciting. AHEM! I'm having a "sore throat". Hahahah (; Plus valentine's coming..And so are the common tests. I'm pushing the "making-a-wordpress-layout" goal to after the common tests. YES SANDRA YOU CAN DO IT =D And yea, it would be wonderful if I could understand maths just like how I understand HTML..
Oh yea today I took loads of pictures with Victoria's phone..I think I'll upload them another day..The transferring is taking so long..rahh.
Okay I guess I'll stop here..take care & byee! (:
Friday, January 19, 2007
Retarded retards
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
HAHAHA!
I so must blog about this. I promised JiaYin (reading this? (;)
After school, japh weiting victoria jiayin and I were at the MRT (train) station waiting for the train when Victoria saw a girl (anonymous in this case) with a bunch of guys and told me about it but I replied was "She's a guy!".
And that made Jia Yin burst into laughter..and she squatted at the station and finally knelt down in front of the MRT tracks and all of us were like O_O what's she laughing about? Then I squatted down and looked at her and asked her la..then she said the way I answered Victoria was extremely hilarious..just so matter-of-factly like its a well-known thing and everyone should know it (yea everyone should.)
Then she started laughing again! It was infectious, I tell you. I took on with her and laughed uncontrollably too. Lol and then Victoria laughed too. Lol but anyway when the train came the laughter had all subsided..BUT! When we were in the train I started laughing again cause I heard Jia Yin laughing. LOOOOL, now I can't hear her laugh or I'll get into fits of it too. Hahahahaa.
I laughed till my stomach hurt so muchI had to sit on the train floor. LOL the strangers must have had thought that I was mad la. LOL. So anyway we zi-lianed in the train and started taking photos but the first few were all unacceptable and finally the last one made the cut and Jia Yin saved it (remember to send it to me or something =D)
Yup then we went to SP blahblahblah and went to KFC cause the japh and jia yin haven't had their lunch yet. Yup and that was where to "eruption" started all over again. I was thinking about what happened at the MRT when a random thought struck me..when jia yin started saying about immature adults and what if she's already 30 and still kneels on the floor laughing and I imagined her having two kids by then and carrying them one in each hand and then drop to the floor laughing when her babies are crying.
LOL what a funny sight! Okay then jiayin and I laughed like crazy and japhia thought of using jiayin's phone to take a video of us..so I sang that ever-famous-created-by-Sandra Ali Baba song and jiayin erupted and so did I. See I can't hear her laughing. I would die. My stomach is still cramping now from all that laughing. Hahaha.
So anyway japh said she would post it on Youtube with the title "The two retards"..LOL! So yup oh yah and I ate cheese fries there even after my porridge in school. Haha yup then on my walk home I started laughing to myself when I thought about what happened. Everyone whom I walked past were like o.o-ing me. Haha so yea I think I'll stop here.
God bless & take care! Hahahah..XD
After school, japh weiting victoria jiayin and I were at the MRT (train) station waiting for the train when Victoria saw a girl (anonymous in this case) with a bunch of guys and told me about it but I replied was "She's a guy!".
And that made Jia Yin burst into laughter..and she squatted at the station and finally knelt down in front of the MRT tracks and all of us were like O_O what's she laughing about? Then I squatted down and looked at her and asked her la..then she said the way I answered Victoria was extremely hilarious..just so matter-of-factly like its a well-known thing and everyone should know it (yea everyone should.)
Then she started laughing again! It was infectious, I tell you. I took on with her and laughed uncontrollably too. Lol and then Victoria laughed too. Lol but anyway when the train came the laughter had all subsided..BUT! When we were in the train I started laughing again cause I heard Jia Yin laughing. LOOOOL, now I can't hear her laugh or I'll get into fits of it too. Hahahahaa.
I laughed till my stomach hurt so muchI had to sit on the train floor. LOL the strangers must have had thought that I was mad la. LOL. So anyway we zi-lianed in the train and started taking photos but the first few were all unacceptable and finally the last one made the cut and Jia Yin saved it (remember to send it to me or something =D)
Yup then we went to SP blahblahblah and went to KFC cause the japh and jia yin haven't had their lunch yet. Yup and that was where to "eruption" started all over again. I was thinking about what happened at the MRT when a random thought struck me..when jia yin started saying about immature adults and what if she's already 30 and still kneels on the floor laughing and I imagined her having two kids by then and carrying them one in each hand and then drop to the floor laughing when her babies are crying.
LOL what a funny sight! Okay then jiayin and I laughed like crazy and japhia thought of using jiayin's phone to take a video of us..so I sang that ever-famous-created-by-Sandra Ali Baba song and jiayin erupted and so did I. See I can't hear her laughing. I would die. My stomach is still cramping now from all that laughing. Hahaha.
So anyway japh said she would post it on Youtube with the title "The two retards"..LOL! So yup oh yah and I ate cheese fries there even after my porridge in school. Haha yup then on my walk home I started laughing to myself when I thought about what happened. Everyone whom I walked past were like o.o-ing me. Haha so yea I think I'll stop here.
God bless & take care! Hahahah..XD
Monday, January 15, 2007
So
I added a few more links (3Humility) in that section.
I have Chemistry homework.
There's a Chinese test this Friday.
There's a Chemistry test on the 25th.
CCA Open House is over.
I found my lost clips.
There's PE tomorrow, yay! =D
We're planning to do a drama for English but apparently its been taken but Mr White thinks our idea is good and we may be able to proceed with it. But we have to like write a proposal and hand it in tomorrow? I don't know. Rah.
I think we have English homework and its a group work but no one in the group is really sure of what we have to do. >.<
Leg cramped now.
I can't watch TV cause my brother is watching cartoon VCDs..sigh. I'm really worried for him. He doesn't do his homework and pay attention in class. Why do I have such a brother. GAHHHHHH.
Okay mummy's back from work.
Grandma's telling her how mischevious he was.
Blahblahblah.
I don't like this, okay God bless take care & bye.
I have Chemistry homework.
There's a Chinese test this Friday.
There's a Chemistry test on the 25th.
CCA Open House is over.
I found my lost clips.
There's PE tomorrow, yay! =D
We're planning to do a drama for English but apparently its been taken but Mr White thinks our idea is good and we may be able to proceed with it. But we have to like write a proposal and hand it in tomorrow? I don't know. Rah.
I think we have English homework and its a group work but no one in the group is really sure of what we have to do. >.<
Leg cramped now.
I can't watch TV cause my brother is watching cartoon VCDs..sigh. I'm really worried for him. He doesn't do his homework and pay attention in class. Why do I have such a brother. GAHHHHHH.
Okay mummy's back from work.
Grandma's telling her how mischevious he was.
Blahblahblah.
I don't like this, okay God bless take care & bye.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Had a fall
...on the stairs. Lol the floor was slippery and I wasn't really concentrating la..but the funny thing is the pain only lasted for a second and then it was replaced by a fuzzy kind of warmth..like its from God..=D Thanks Daddy (: Yea so my butt doesn't hurt already. Haha.
Okay dearie is bored now. Anyway..some dumb thing happened yesterday..my school shoes got stolen! Like, who would want to steal school shoes please. And its new..I just bought it last week..gah. So my mum had to buy it again..hmm and then my second toe hurts but it doesnt really hurt now..I hope it stays this way. (:
And..dearie said she's afraid of my big-time mood swings..lol sorry girl. I'm not mad at you..its just..the dumb mood swings. Hahaha. Oh yah church was great. Pastor Pacer showed us a video..Evangelist Reinherd Bonkye's. I really like his sermon about the blood of Jesus.
"Even if you own a soap factory, you might still be dirty."
Lol yes, you got to apply it, same goes for His blood. Apply it. (: Okay that would be all I guess. So take care, smile always, love ya & God bless! :D
Okay dearie is bored now. Anyway..some dumb thing happened yesterday..my school shoes got stolen! Like, who would want to steal school shoes please. And its new..I just bought it last week..gah. So my mum had to buy it again..hmm and then my second toe hurts but it doesnt really hurt now..I hope it stays this way. (:
And..dearie said she's afraid of my big-time mood swings..lol sorry girl. I'm not mad at you..its just..the dumb mood swings. Hahaha. Oh yah church was great. Pastor Pacer showed us a video..Evangelist Reinherd Bonkye's. I really like his sermon about the blood of Jesus.
"Even if you own a soap factory, you might still be dirty."
Lol yes, you got to apply it, same goes for His blood. Apply it. (: Okay that would be all I guess. So take care, smile always, love ya & God bless! :D
Friday, January 12, 2007
Giving it to Him
Well I had thought of writing a lot of stuff here just now but well, its over so let it go and give it to Daddy in Heaven (: Okay so here's an excerpt on what I wanted to write: Although there were not many books in my schoolbag, it felt so heavy "lugging" it around..it was..like an unexpected burden that was placed on me suddenly.
Okay ya but anyway Daddy doesn't want me to keep my burdens so here You go! =) Yea talk about happy things. Okay so what happened. I laughed a lot yesterday! Till my stomach ached. LOOOL cause of that jacky wu video on youtube. Yea cockroach's antenna broken. (as told by dearie) I just dont like you repeating the past..you made me want to cry. Reall
Haha..yea so "that thing" was with me until the end of my school day..yes we did the chinese skit thing already. Though it wasn't done well, at least we tried ((: Hmm so I was moody after "that thing" happened and I couldn't tell anyone (except God) so anyway I'm fine now. Yay =)
I'm not angry at anyone. Wheeeeee.
Okay till next time, God bless take care & smile always. :)
Okay ya but anyway Daddy doesn't want me to keep my burdens so here You go! =) Yea talk about happy things. Okay so what happened. I laughed a lot yesterday! Till my stomach ached. LOOOL cause of that jacky wu video on youtube. Yea cockroach's antenna broken. (as told by dearie) I just dont like you repeating the past..you made me want to cry. Reall
Haha..yea so "that thing" was with me until the end of my school day..yes we did the chinese skit thing already. Though it wasn't done well, at least we tried ((: Hmm so I was moody after "that thing" happened and I couldn't tell anyone (except God) so anyway I'm fine now. Yay =)
I'm not angry at anyone. Wheeeeee.
Okay till next time, God bless take care & smile always. :)
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
2nd week of school
Okayy so knew our sciences' teachers yesterday..and during chemistry it was really hilarious cause dearie and I were like pressing the pipette filter to suck the HCl till it went all the way up into it! LOLOLOL. And then I was like afraid to press that side button to release it cause I thought the liquid would splash out on me then Lewis just did it and I was like "Oh it doesn't splash out, phew." Lol okay funny la.
Oh yes..Miss Loo's our SS teacher..whee (: Yah almost forgot..I'm in Mr White's class with DD, MM, JiaYin, Carine & Victoria! YAYYYY! LOL. Nothing much really happened yesterday so lets talk about today..Okay! Received Victoria's (I thought of calling her Tinky Winky, later about that) message early in the morning that she is sick and cannot make it for school so yah, took homework for her.
Hmm lets see..today started out quite alright with Mr White droning on and on about World War II and how the territories changed and everything..then there was an assignment..have to do 3 literal & 3 infrential questions on the passage. Oh and then it was PE! WOAH! We took our height & weight first..grew 1cm and put on weight. Heheh. XD
After that we played line captain's ball! It was really fun, though it was drizzling it didn't put off anyone..plus I perspired. LOL..everytime I caught the ball I screamed. Hahaha hmm so in the end the other group won yea but everyone had a great time la..then went for recess blah blah..In maths Mr Tan gave us a question and Sheryl & I were like pondering over it again and again. Lol I was super happy I solved that question, so much that i screamed. Lol I'm a screaming freak. XD
Okay ya we have maths homework..lalalala. Oh yes. The tinky winky thing..Cause I feel like calling her Victoria all the time is super boring so perhaps its time for a change (; In bio we had to see the cells of an epidermic skin and hydrilla..I like the hydrilla one its so cute, the colours are like maple's. Hahaha..
Okay I think I'm ending here. Its nice reading archives. I just found out I used kekes once (or maybe twice). Lol beautiful menories. Kay, take care, God bless, smile always & bye! :D
Oh yes..Miss Loo's our SS teacher..whee (: Yah almost forgot..I'm in Mr White's class with DD, MM, JiaYin, Carine & Victoria! YAYYYY! LOL. Nothing much really happened yesterday so lets talk about today..Okay! Received Victoria's (I thought of calling her Tinky Winky, later about that) message early in the morning that she is sick and cannot make it for school so yah, took homework for her.
Hmm lets see..today started out quite alright with Mr White droning on and on about World War II and how the territories changed and everything..then there was an assignment..have to do 3 literal & 3 infrential questions on the passage. Oh and then it was PE! WOAH! We took our height & weight first..grew 1cm and put on weight. Heheh. XD
After that we played line captain's ball! It was really fun, though it was drizzling it didn't put off anyone..plus I perspired. LOL..everytime I caught the ball I screamed. Hahaha hmm so in the end the other group won yea but everyone had a great time la..then went for recess blah blah..In maths Mr Tan gave us a question and Sheryl & I were like pondering over it again and again. Lol I was super happy I solved that question, so much that i screamed. Lol I'm a screaming freak. XD
Okay ya we have maths homework..lalalala. Oh yes. The tinky winky thing..Cause I feel like calling her Victoria all the time is super boring so perhaps its time for a change (; In bio we had to see the cells of an epidermic skin and hydrilla..I like the hydrilla one its so cute, the colours are like maple's. Hahaha..
Okay I think I'm ending here. Its nice reading archives. I just found out I used kekes once (or maybe twice). Lol beautiful menories. Kay, take care, God bless, smile always & bye! :D
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Camp!
Yay I'm back from church. Lol but lets talk about camp first..
First day was alright..and only remembered that I forgot to bring my comb when I reached school and then everyone was like "Eh how come your bag so small"..Lol yea then chit chatted with dearie and Victoria..then Victoria said I looked like Dora the Explorer o.o Okay then umm when the bus came the first thing I saw was this man's face on it with his mouth wide opened and then dearie and I put our fists in for fun..
Okay so yea on the bus dearie and I sat together and talked about her random questions and the guys' answers..yea then the bus driver didn't know how to get to the destination so the sengkang/punggol people (sheryl & joey) went to help..and we reached finally..and then saw instructors got settled down blah blah and pitched our tent..
Then loads of cheers in the conference room which looks like the chapel basement to me..Lol..and learnt the "Everybody dance now" clap (My favourite!) :D Yea and Merlion clap macho clap sexy clap silent clap whatever clap..Lol..then well everything went by in a blur..Our instructors were [Art/Ard/Utt?] and Fahan..they were very fun people ((:
Okay I shall try to summarize the rest cause I'm getting naggy. Uh then we had rafting but it failed and everyone got wet..my school shoes got so wet it hadn't even dried yesterday..then we had "rock climbing" but it rained and was cancelled so I didn't do that activity. Then everything went by in a blur..had meals and stuff. The sleeping part was the most uhh..problematic one? Lol cause our (Victoria, dearie, jiayin, DD & me) tent was wet and then the water seeped into our sleeping bags as well and all our butts got wet too..and it was super noisy outside we couldn't sleep till like 3plus..and slept very little..Lol but yea it was alright..
The second day was like bonding day..did a lot of together stuffs that required us to work together so yea met loads of new people in 3H. :D Oh yah..my spectacles broke again so had to move around "blindly" but yup quite okay la. We had loads of activites..I forgot the names..er I failed in one of them..then moehog walk (what's the spelling? mawhawk?) Lol but anyway we did it in 12mins plus..yay for kukus! XD
At first we were called the hodds (Humlity odds) [Our class was splited in the odds and evens] and the evens were kuku malu but then our name was changed so that we would be kuku malu together. Lol, cute huh? (x And I liked our campfire item..though we didn't do the real thing as smoothly as in our rehearsals but well at least we did it ((: oh and the high elements right..I cried when I came down cause don't know..still in shock I think. Funny thing is I didnt cry up there. Lol it was so scary lah. The rope kept shaking like crazy..
Lol yea anyway I love 3H. Hahaha. (:
Okay! Now for church..church was..awesome. I love the P&W..When Pastor Pacer called all of us to go to the altar..I really felt God's presence..And we were singing "Open the floodgates of Heaven let it rain.." And God's presence was so holy I kept shaking and crying there..lol at first it was tears of sadness but then it became tears of joy..Yea God I love You =)) So yup that's about it..
Yay so God bless, take care & byee! =D
<33
First day was alright..and only remembered that I forgot to bring my comb when I reached school and then everyone was like "Eh how come your bag so small"..Lol yea then chit chatted with dearie and Victoria..then Victoria said I looked like Dora the Explorer o.o Okay then umm when the bus came the first thing I saw was this man's face on it with his mouth wide opened and then dearie and I put our fists in for fun..
Okay so yea on the bus dearie and I sat together and talked about her random questions and the guys' answers..yea then the bus driver didn't know how to get to the destination so the sengkang/punggol people (sheryl & joey) went to help..and we reached finally..and then saw instructors got settled down blah blah and pitched our tent..
Then loads of cheers in the conference room which looks like the chapel basement to me..Lol..and learnt the "Everybody dance now" clap (My favourite!) :D Yea and Merlion clap macho clap sexy clap silent clap whatever clap..Lol..then well everything went by in a blur..Our instructors were [Art/Ard/Utt?] and Fahan..they were very fun people ((:
Okay I shall try to summarize the rest cause I'm getting naggy. Uh then we had rafting but it failed and everyone got wet..my school shoes got so wet it hadn't even dried yesterday..then we had "rock climbing" but it rained and was cancelled so I didn't do that activity. Then everything went by in a blur..had meals and stuff. The sleeping part was the most uhh..problematic one? Lol cause our (Victoria, dearie, jiayin, DD & me) tent was wet and then the water seeped into our sleeping bags as well and all our butts got wet too..and it was super noisy outside we couldn't sleep till like 3plus..and slept very little..Lol but yea it was alright..
The second day was like bonding day..did a lot of together stuffs that required us to work together so yea met loads of new people in 3H. :D Oh yah..my spectacles broke again so had to move around "blindly" but yup quite okay la. We had loads of activites..I forgot the names..er I failed in one of them..then moehog walk (what's the spelling? mawhawk?) Lol but anyway we did it in 12mins plus..yay for kukus! XD
At first we were called the hodds (Humlity odds) [Our class was splited in the odds and evens] and the evens were kuku malu but then our name was changed so that we would be kuku malu together. Lol, cute huh? (x And I liked our campfire item..though we didn't do the real thing as smoothly as in our rehearsals but well at least we did it ((: oh and the high elements right..I cried when I came down cause don't know..still in shock I think. Funny thing is I didnt cry up there. Lol it was so scary lah. The rope kept shaking like crazy..
Lol yea anyway I love 3H. Hahaha. (:
Okay! Now for church..church was..awesome. I love the P&W..When Pastor Pacer called all of us to go to the altar..I really felt God's presence..And we were singing "Open the floodgates of Heaven let it rain.." And God's presence was so holy I kept shaking and crying there..lol at first it was tears of sadness but then it became tears of joy..Yea God I love You =)) So yup that's about it..
Yay so God bless, take care & byee! =D
<33
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Dadada..
Listening to: 只对你有感觉 by Hebe & 飞轮海
Sigh. I don't know how come I'm feeling this way..Like I'm not a friend or something..I've thought of a new year resolution by the way..
To glorify God in all I do and spend more time with Him.
Its hard but God will help me..I believe this year will be a good one..Oh yah..and this new site..I'll be adding more things along the way. I like reading her blog..yea I do. I feel numb. Lol school's reopening tomorrow I guess it will be nice seeing everyone again..I don't understand why you did that. Ah whatever..Sigh.
The CSS here is plain and very ordinary. Sometimes I wish some people don't read my blog. I mean some people whom I know in real life..cause its like I'm totally different in front of you and in my blog. I'm me in my blog..Okay I'm crapping. I don't want you know everything I do..well. But anyway my blog isn't interesting so I don't have to worry about the rest..I think I'm feeling paranoid thinking that no one ever comes here and read my blog..even close friends don't patronise often..
I feel sick now..no not physically..maybe mentally or something. I feel like I have a split personality..Which Sandra am I now? Can't I just have one personality? How come I don't show my feelings on my face like most people do? I do sometimes but no one really knows unless I tell them..Like people will think I'm okay seeing that I've no expression on my face now..
Sigh...how can i feel happy yet dejected at the same time? I don't get it. How come people care so much about you..even I do yet no one really cares about me..I'm not talking about family..oh well. Sometimes I don't even want to try anymore. Its tiring.
Okay this is a crappy post. Ignore me cause I think I'm just being emotional. God bless & take care =)
Sigh. I don't know how come I'm feeling this way..Like I'm not a friend or something..I've thought of a new year resolution by the way..
To glorify God in all I do and spend more time with Him.
Its hard but God will help me..I believe this year will be a good one..Oh yah..and this new site..I'll be adding more things along the way. I like reading her blog..yea I do. I feel numb. Lol school's reopening tomorrow I guess it will be nice seeing everyone again..I don't understand why you did that. Ah whatever..Sigh.
The CSS here is plain and very ordinary. Sometimes I wish some people don't read my blog. I mean some people whom I know in real life..cause its like I'm totally different in front of you and in my blog. I'm me in my blog..Okay I'm crapping. I don't want you know everything I do..well. But anyway my blog isn't interesting so I don't have to worry about the rest..I think I'm feeling paranoid thinking that no one ever comes here and read my blog..even close friends don't patronise often..
I feel sick now..no not physically..maybe mentally or something. I feel like I have a split personality..Which Sandra am I now? Can't I just have one personality? How come I don't show my feelings on my face like most people do? I do sometimes but no one really knows unless I tell them..Like people will think I'm okay seeing that I've no expression on my face now..
Sigh...how can i feel happy yet dejected at the same time? I don't get it. How come people care so much about you..even I do yet no one really cares about me..I'm not talking about family..oh well. Sometimes I don't even want to try anymore. Its tiring.
Okay this is a crappy post. Ignore me cause I think I'm just being emotional. God bless & take care =)
Monday, January 01, 2007
Happy new year!
Helloooo & a very happy new year! Yesyes my computer has been repaired! Wheeeee! But its rather slow now...slower than before it was damaged..=( but nevermind..at least nothing has been lost.YAY! Thank God =DD
Hmm so I went to Uncle Peter's house just now..I still can't really believe I'm gonna be 15 this year. I mean I had my 14th birthday not long ago and I'm going to be 15! Woah! I have a lot of photos as said in my previous post..a lot of things happened last year..
Like learning more about myself and God =) And my friends..mmm. Starting BPC.net and now moving on to a new subdomain..learning more about blogskins and stuff well a rather fruitful year I guess. (: And a maid change..well people do come and go. So..I've stayed in my grandma's house for such a long time..Wow. =)
I went to ECP & Kbox with the guys on the 27 or 28 of november..photos anyone? (x If you think the photos are too candid and don't want them here please tag or something to tell me..I'll remove it.
SJ & QH "mending" my puzzle present in ECP..
Si Jie choosing the songs in Kbox
DD & MM!! :D
Them singing..
QH & SH talking..they look hilarious!
SJ
QH and me..I believe that people will begin to look like one another if they are very close to each other..yes? Lol.
I also went to Malaysia, Johor on the 17th of December..I think I'll upload the rest of the photos some other time..The computer is like..lagging -.- Okay till here, God bless and bye!
Hmm so I went to Uncle Peter's house just now..I still can't really believe I'm gonna be 15 this year. I mean I had my 14th birthday not long ago and I'm going to be 15! Woah! I have a lot of photos as said in my previous post..a lot of things happened last year..
Like learning more about myself and God =) And my friends..mmm. Starting BPC.net and now moving on to a new subdomain..learning more about blogskins and stuff well a rather fruitful year I guess. (: And a maid change..well people do come and go. So..I've stayed in my grandma's house for such a long time..Wow. =)
I went to ECP & Kbox with the guys on the 27 or 28 of november..photos anyone? (x If you think the photos are too candid and don't want them here please tag or something to tell me..I'll remove it.
SJ & QH "mending" my puzzle present in ECP..
Si Jie choosing the songs in Kbox
DD & MM!! :D
Them singing..
QH & SH talking..they look hilarious!
SJ
QH and me..I believe that people will begin to look like one another if they are very close to each other..yes? Lol.
I also went to Malaysia, Johor on the 17th of December..I think I'll upload the rest of the photos some other time..The computer is like..lagging -.- Okay till here, God bless and bye!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
HELLOOOO!!!!!
YAYYYYY I'm so excited!! I'm using my cousin's computer to update here, whee! XD My computer's hard disk is dead so yea..so sad huh? Okay anyway I have a lot to say. Pictures will be uploaded soon (I hope). (:
Firstly, happy belated birthday to myself! (8th of December) :D I ate pizza on my birthday hohoho and thanks for that party dearies organised! Not forgetting presents and all..OH AND MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! Happy Birthday, Jesus! :D Went for church service yesterday in the morning & it was packed by 9.30AM when the service started at 10! The drama presented was titled God's presents. It was really touching and poignant. (: God's greatest present is really His presence. =)
After that daddy came up from basement and we had Christmas lunch at Admiralty's MRT food court because 768 was way crowded. Lol..LALALALALA. I got a new bag for Christmas (Thanks, mummy!) (: Okay update more later, byeee and God bless! Oh and thanks for all the tags!! :DD
Firstly, happy belated birthday to myself! (8th of December) :D I ate pizza on my birthday hohoho and thanks for that party dearies organised! Not forgetting presents and all..OH AND MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! Happy Birthday, Jesus! :D Went for church service yesterday in the morning & it was packed by 9.30AM when the service started at 10! The drama presented was titled God's presents. It was really touching and poignant. (: God's greatest present is really His presence. =)
After that daddy came up from basement and we had Christmas lunch at Admiralty's MRT food court because 768 was way crowded. Lol..LALALALALA. I got a new bag for Christmas (Thanks, mummy!) (: Okay update more later, byeee and God bless! Oh and thanks for all the tags!! :DD
Thursday, November 23, 2006
New icon!
HELLO HELLOO! XD
Let's try twit talk.
hArl0ws,,iie aDdEd a niiu iic0n iin de viisit0rr s3ctiion w0rxX,..iishh col0urrs 0f dde wiindd ehhx! wann 2 c? iee t3ll euu arhhx..euu c the siidebarz? cliick onn viisit0r..th3nn euu cliick iic0ns ndnd scr0llie d0wns..th3n can c le n0rrhs! =DDD ^_^ okiie? lurbE euu nehhx! we3t w33t!
Hahaha! Okay that's [~*sanndiies*~] the twit for you. Heheh. XD Okie so just follow her directions and you'll find the new icon I made! =D Its together with a blogskin but the blogskin in uncompleted >.< face="trebuchet ms" color="#993399">[~*sanndiies*~] has something to tell you..
buAiis! aii nii orhh~! ^^
Let's try twit talk.
hArl0ws,,iie aDdEd a niiu iic0n iin de viisit0rr s3ctiion w0rxX,..iishh col0urrs 0f dde wiindd ehhx! wann 2 c? iee t3ll euu arhhx..euu c the siidebarz? cliick onn viisit0r..th3nn euu cliick iic0ns ndnd scr0llie d0wns..th3n can c le n0rrhs! =DDD ^_^ okiie? lurbE euu nehhx! we3t w33t!
Hahaha! Okay that's [~*sanndiies*~] the twit for you. Heheh. XD Okie so just follow her directions and you'll find the new icon I made! =D Its together with a blogskin but the blogskin in uncompleted >.< face="trebuchet ms" color="#993399">[~*sanndiies*~] has something to tell you..
buAiis! aii nii orhh~! ^^
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
I had a dream...
I wanted to blogged about this first thing when I woke up but checked my email and went to Twitter because it had a smithmag contest and I intended to write something witty but nothing of that came to my mind. Sigh so I randomly clicked on anything in my Favourites list like I always do when I have nothing to do online but just then I remembered about Blogger and my dream so here I am. :)
Hhahah and I was struggling when I woke up! Isn't that funny. I don't know why but I keep having dreams these few days. Past dreams that I dreamt the last few days (that I can remember) included the birthday and fruits one in which I was vomitting when I woke up. -.-
Lol okay till here, take care, smile always & God bless! =D
Okay, I was in my primary school canteen for some unknown reason (why,
dreams are always weird and mysterious aren't they?) in my secondary
school uniform. I was holding a plate of rice in my left hand so I must have
bought it from one of the stalls before my dream started. Lol (I wonder, did my
soul travel to dreamland before my spirit went there? Hahaha) then I walked
around the whole canteen, looking for someone I know to sit with but no one was
there! Then I paced around again hoping to find someone to sit with and I saw Mdm Haq twice walking around too. I tried to avoid her and continued walking and finally saw Hui Qing walking to a table alone! I was so relieved. Lol then I quickened my pace and asked her if I could sit there too and she said yup..and then all of a sudden we were in the swimming pool (in the canteen!) and Hui Qing asked me something but I forgot what I answered..it was in Chinese..she asked me why I continue crying when somebody questioned me..yea something like that. Lol and there was quite a few people in the swimming pool too. The funny thing was we were still in our school uniforms. LOL. Okay there was Ms/Mrs (Last year's PE teacher) and KJ, Josephine, Huiqing and me and one or two other guys..Hahahaaa. And we were all talking, including the teacher, happily like we've known each other for a thousand years. Then suddenly the teacher drowned and her blue kneecaps (O.O) came off (O__O!) But she was still smiling and even laughing. LOOL. Just then someone from the canteen used the loudhailer (spelling?) to say something from afar so I didn't hear it very clearly and then I woke up.
Hhahah and I was struggling when I woke up! Isn't that funny. I don't know why but I keep having dreams these few days. Past dreams that I dreamt the last few days (that I can remember) included the birthday and fruits one in which I was vomitting when I woke up. -.-
Lol okay till here, take care, smile always & God bless! =D
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Requests for layouts / misc.
- Butterfleric's buttons
MNKSSClazziquai layout for Eugene- New layout for Cutecute
- Colours of the wind layout for Qiu Hui
I think I forgot some requests. =x
What should I blog about? I have to shut down this computer at 5, I'm going to cut my hair later =D I want Cynthia Koh's hairstyle. She's the one acting as Shuang Xi in "House of Joy" 快乐满屋 at 9pm on Channel 8.
Yup that's all. =)
God bless, take care & byeee!
[Edit]
I got the haircut already! :D Yayyyy I love the hairstyle. Hahaha. And hair's a lot thinner, wheee! XD
Oh yah. Butterfleric's buttons are done so they are crossed off the list! =D
[/Edit]
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
New blogskin!
Hello hello! :D
I submitted a blogskin a few days back. Hee, after going on the silent hiatus for so long. Lol. Click here to preview it. Its a Christian blogskin and its best viewed in IE. =X
Okay that's all. Oh yes we are finishing the chinese project soon! 70% done. Hohoho. Oh yes. There's english and SS homework on MLG. And I left a bit of the Chem homework. YAY!
LALALALA. Smile, take care & God bless!
I submitted a blogskin a few days back. Hee, after going on the silent hiatus for so long. Lol. Click here to preview it. Its a Christian blogskin and its best viewed in IE. =X
Okay that's all. Oh yes we are finishing the chinese project soon! 70% done. Hohoho. Oh yes. There's english and SS homework on MLG. And I left a bit of the Chem homework. YAY!
LALALALA. Smile, take care & God bless!
Friday, November 10, 2006
Psych me!
Assess me (;
I like my personalDNA map. Haha. XD
(Warning: A whole lot of photos & videos coming your way.)
This was the day we all wore socks at home (JUST FOR FUN.) Hahaha.
Yeah, this photo again. XD Took this outside Esplanade. Lol yah I edited the image.
Aww, the pig family! XD I got this from "Hyun Bin's" blog.
Okay, I look retarded here -_- That's my school's Art club by the way. (Part of, actually)
Cool? Yes, cool. XD
This was taken in...Uh I forgot. Raffles City or something. Lol. Oh yes, lovely isn't it? (;
Did these using plasticine. Hahah. XD
The photos below were taken by my mum in my sister's childcare and on my sister's (and mum's) birthday. (24/09)
Haha, group photo with my brother's head popping up from behind.
Woah, what a lot of children. Hahaha.
Opps, a little blurry.
Sister & brother. =)
Okay, time for some videos! :D
Oh yes, she's the one wearing hot pink.
Accompanying pictures:
Hahaha.
I suppose this is a group photo? =)
Zoom in on Shirleen (the one in the middle)
Let's clap to the beat, everyone!
Oh there she is. Lol.
Her music teacher and her. =)
YAY! We've come to the end of our presentation. We hope that you've enjoyed the show. Goodbye and God bless eveyone! (x
I like my personalDNA map. Haha. XD
(Warning: A whole lot of photos & videos coming your way.)
This was the day we all wore socks at home (JUST FOR FUN.) Hahaha.
Yeah, this photo again. XD Took this outside Esplanade. Lol yah I edited the image.
Aww, the pig family! XD I got this from "Hyun Bin's" blog.
Okay, I look retarded here -_- That's my school's Art club by the way. (Part of, actually)
Cool? Yes, cool. XD
This was taken in...Uh I forgot. Raffles City or something. Lol. Oh yes, lovely isn't it? (;
Did these using plasticine. Hahah. XD
The photos below were taken by my mum in my sister's childcare and on my sister's (and mum's) birthday. (24/09)
Haha, group photo with my brother's head popping up from behind.
Woah, what a lot of children. Hahaha.
Opps, a little blurry.
Sister & brother. =)
Okay, time for some videos! :D
Oh yes, she's the one wearing hot pink.
Accompanying pictures:
Hahaha.
I suppose this is a group photo? =)
Zoom in on Shirleen (the one in the middle)
Let's clap to the beat, everyone!
Oh there she is. Lol.
Her music teacher and her. =)
YAY! We've come to the end of our presentation. We hope that you've enjoyed the show. Goodbye and God bless eveyone! (x
Thursday, November 09, 2006
I'm intending to write...
One thing that dawned on me - I can never ever doubt my typing skills. Why? I can close my eyes and still type without any errors and then catch some more sleep (which I doubt is needed, I'll tell you why in a few minutes) and still continue my typing which is what I am doing now. Perhaps, this habit had grown gragually even without me realising that I have carved a "niche" for typing (What crap is that. Lol.)
Okay so how did this morning start out? No, actually the afternoon. I woke up at 2.35PM to be exact. My bio clock must be so angry with me for I sleep late and wake up late (which isn't a good habit, I must agree.) So this is why I don't need to catch up on my sleep. I was reading Angelique's blog last night till the wee hours - 2.10AM and finally decided to turn off my already-burning-like the sun computer.
Hmmm then I called the pigs but none of them answered the calls so they must have fallen asleep. Yes, those pigs. And then I tried to revive my phone that dropped into the toilet bowl an hour ago but to no avail. The water had gotten inside the phone and condensated under my phone screen which is really pathetic because I couldn't open it - a Sony Ericsson T630 FYI - to clean out the screen. I cleaned the other parts though, the battery and phone surface. Well I guess it is beyond repair now. [Sobs]
Hmm and then I tried using Mummy's phone to check if I had any new messages and there was but it was da-d who had messaged me to call back after getting dc-ed which happened hours ago. I sighed and tried inserting the SIM card into my other old phones but seeing that I had abandoned them for so long, they refused to be turned on no matter how I tried to cajole them. So I had no choice but to forsake all the 3 phones and return Mummy's phone to her pocket.
It was a cold night, literally. The ari-conditioner was turned on. I tried to make myself sleep but it didn't happen until the next hour. Today, I woke up, surprised to find myself on the mattress instead of the bed I was sleeping in. Or did I sleep on the mattress all night? I think that was it. Well. So I sat up and started to look for a Nokia charger to charge one of my old phones (6510, old model). I went to my grandma's room and saw 2 chargers (Samsung and Motorola) right there on the 2 pin plug holes. And after searching further, I found the Nokia charger. Much to my delight, I brought it back to my room to charge 6510.
So it is still charging now and the potato porridge in me has turned cold. Helped some people when I came online. So yah. That's all. =)
Take care & God bless. <3
Okay so how did this morning start out? No, actually the afternoon. I woke up at 2.35PM to be exact. My bio clock must be so angry with me for I sleep late and wake up late (which isn't a good habit, I must agree.) So this is why I don't need to catch up on my sleep. I was reading Angelique's blog last night till the wee hours - 2.10AM and finally decided to turn off my already-burning-like the sun computer.
Hmmm then I called the pigs but none of them answered the calls so they must have fallen asleep. Yes, those pigs. And then I tried to revive my phone that dropped into the toilet bowl an hour ago but to no avail. The water had gotten inside the phone and condensated under my phone screen which is really pathetic because I couldn't open it - a Sony Ericsson T630 FYI - to clean out the screen. I cleaned the other parts though, the battery and phone surface. Well I guess it is beyond repair now. [Sobs]
Hmm and then I tried using Mummy's phone to check if I had any new messages and there was but it was da-d who had messaged me to call back after getting dc-ed which happened hours ago. I sighed and tried inserting the SIM card into my other old phones but seeing that I had abandoned them for so long, they refused to be turned on no matter how I tried to cajole them. So I had no choice but to forsake all the 3 phones and return Mummy's phone to her pocket.
It was a cold night, literally. The ari-conditioner was turned on. I tried to make myself sleep but it didn't happen until the next hour. Today, I woke up, surprised to find myself on the mattress instead of the bed I was sleeping in. Or did I sleep on the mattress all night? I think that was it. Well. So I sat up and started to look for a Nokia charger to charge one of my old phones (6510, old model). I went to my grandma's room and saw 2 chargers (Samsung and Motorola) right there on the 2 pin plug holes. And after searching further, I found the Nokia charger. Much to my delight, I brought it back to my room to charge 6510.
So it is still charging now and the potato porridge in me has turned cold. Helped some people when I came online. So yah. That's all. =)
Take care & God bless. <3
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
A song and a video
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...
You don't know me, you don't even care,
She said
You don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...
You don't know me, you don't even care,
She said
You don't know me, you don't wear my chains...
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice...
Boston... where no one knows my name...
Awww...and lol.
By the way, 5th November was truly a night to remember. Church was great, the parachute band was good and God was awesome. I felt really anionted, especially during "Complete". God's presence was there! It was a wonderful night, 33 salvations, woohoo! =D Hahahah. XD
Okie, take care, smile always & God bless!
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