hey..

hi guys. i know i promised this blog isnt gonna have any unhappy things. but it would be quite unlike me though im MISS LALA, but everyone has unhappy things and sometimes you just have to listen to a sad song and that is all it takes to brng back those memories.


so i want to make this post an exception. if you dont wanna read, dont scroll down. its up to you. you can look at the picture, tag at my board without caring about this post. or just enjoy the cheery song. you can choose not to care. (:





okay. here it goes. sometimes things just get out of hand, they dont go the way you want it to be. when i think about it, i just want to hide in a corner and cry. it doesnt matter where. just gimme a place to cry. i dont wanna see anybody or talk to anybody. it isnt fair to me. i cant just see things unfold at this rate. when will it be over? when will i see the complete rainbow? when? and why? i like these few days..it raining..raining...and i can sleep all i want. its the holidays. when i cry in my sleep, you wont know. that's why i like it.


maybe im pretending. to be happy. i want. to be happy. but look at how things are, how can i be happy? sometimes i just forgo my sleep and stay online. anyway who cares. as ppl 'bye' me online...i..wanna sleep forever. till everything's over. wake me up will you? maybe..maybe...i cant take it. i dunno how when or why. sometimes i hide myself from the world 'cos i dont want them to know im sad. but when this post is out, everyone will know.


but still not many people will see this post. maybe none, even. let's see how many ppl i've have linked will come to my blog everyday (as if im so popular). i dont want to update until you read it. sorry.