(Omgosh blogger didn't save the whole post I typed out!!!! Why no autosaveeeee Haha so here goes againnnnn)
Tonight..I felt sian about reading the bible and asked God to just talk to me..and He did..
Opened the FB app and saw https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=2039108602993957&id=1611958019042353 God cries with me in my darkest moments :')))
And then..thir.st/blog/hold-on-to-the-rope/ “When you feel you can’t hold on to the rope any longer, that’s when God comes and wraps his hands around yours and helps you to hold onto that rope.” :')
And that's not all..
thir.st/blog/upside-down-logic-god/
God doesn’t call us to kingdom work because we have the best qualifications or skills. In the upside-down logic of our awesome God, He has “chosen the foolish things to confound the wise” (1 Corinthians 1:27)
Really related to this for far too often I had been thinking I'm not the best person to teach my class..
thir.st/blog/upside-down-logic-god/
God doesn’t call us to kingdom work because we have the best qualifications or skills. In the upside-down logic of our awesome God, He has “chosen the foolish things to confound the wise” (1 Corinthians 1:27)
Really related to this for far too often I had been thinking I'm not the best person to teach my class..
And after all of this I got reminded of an excerpt I saved in my notes long ago:
"When you say yes to God and join His cause, overnight you may go from running with the wind to running against the wind and not even know how or when the wind changed.
Knowing that we have an enemy is one thing. Finding yourself face-to-face with that enemy’s work is another. I won’t sugarcoat it.
Trials and storms will come to you. Obstacles will rise up. Challenges will multiply.
There is always a fight in the exchange zone. The enemy comes at us hard. His goal is to stop us!
Why? Because he has so much to lose. If he can persuade us to drop our batons, to stop running, imagine all the future handoffs and releases he would prevent. If he can tempt us to walk out of the race, not only will our spiritual lives grow stagnant but our influence in this world will diminish as well. If he can make us regret receiving one baton, he hopes we may not accept the next. If he can weaken one part of the body of Christ, he knows the whole body will suffer."
Such grace that God reminds me of all these despite me not willing to read His word..and yes even after the previous post there were still (many) moments I struggled..this term hasn't been smoothsailing too..in fact there were incidents again..but yes God has brought me through everything..